my heart is broken
it really is
i cant eat
i cant sleep

everytime the phone rings
my pulse leaps
but it's never for me
its never him

i know it is my own fault
i messed up everything
it doesn't really matter
the wound is still there

i had a perfect chance at love
and i blew it
'cos even though my eyes were open
i couldn't see
i didn't want to

and now i'm paying the price

mmz . today is samuel's birthday i think . . cos heard that today he have party . haha . still remember last time . . when like very small . . then always go his house to play . . hahas . then he have that dog . . soo cute . but after the 'rents changed cell group . . never really talked to him anymore . period . hehe . is not that im bad or evil and purposely never talk to him hor . . is like i duno lar . . seperated lor . sad . . somtimes . hahas . was just talking to 'laodehaopengyou' . like half a year never talk to him . kinda miss having him around actually . but shh . dont tell him . he must never know that i actually miss having him around . if not i'll never hear the end of it . hehe . yawnz . tired . last night didn't really get much sleep . that stupid brother of mine lar . kept snoring . then snore untill like so loud . argh . who can ever sleep . humph . hehe . ok . s t o p here . maybe will blog again later . but bye for now . takkaire okae ? byee .

JESSE MCCARTNEY LYRICS - "Beautiful Soul"

[Intro:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
ooooooo
Beautiful Soul, yeah
oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
yeah

never trust your instinct
never trust your friends
never trust strangers
never trust anyone
especially yourself

you know . . everytime you think you met a real friend . . someone to talk to in times of need . . someone you can trust . . someone you can hold onto . . and everything ? dont trust or belive in it . its all fake . it will never last . and everytime you guys lose touch and drift apart ? the person forgets all about you . totally everything about you . its sad . it really is . and whos the one whos hurt ? you . cause you poured out your heart to him . . and he dropped it . on purpose . ever heard the saying " friendship is never ending and will never end " ? dont fall in its trap . . everything is a lie . dont be like me . . learning it the hard way . . getting ditched and ditched again . its painful . its torturing . it makes you lose all faith and any emotions you ever had will be taken away . you'll be like me . stone . hard . and . cold . heart made out of ice . and eyes made out of fire . so never ever trust anyone . no one at all . even your own pitiful self .

hey . . im back again . . hehe . . hmmz . . listening to Jesse McCartney - Take your sweet time . . nice and relaxing . . mm . . feels good . . to be able to feel that way again . . sighs . . my grandmama did it again . . shes always doing it . . saying how smart all my cousins and aunts are . . like its my fault . . that im just plain stupid . . no matter how hard i ever try . . i'll never be as good as them . . is it my fault . . so why actually even try . . why i know that i'll never make it . . never be as good as anyone . . never be able to achieve anything . . sighs . . IM STUPID DUMB AND WILL NEVER BE GOOD AT ANYTHING SO JUST ACCEPT THAT FACT AND LEAVE ME BE ! ! ! yea . . that felt good . . hehe . . i know . . the first thing i'll do when i've recovered is that i'll ride my bike around the whole estate . . and go down the steepest slpoe and fall . . hahas . . mm hmm . . thats exactly what i'll do . . well cya guys . . takkaire . . byeee

JESSE McCARTNEY LYRICS - "Take Your Sweet Time"

It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do

[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime

Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?

sometimes its just so sad . . when friends lose touch huh . . its like totally forgotton . . nvm . . hehe . . today never go to school . . still sick . . today when to doctor clinic . . then went to hospital . . the whole day cough non stop lar . . last night also . . cannot sleep . . yawnz . . sighs . . now have some more medicine to take . . yuckX . . hope that i will get well soon . . hope for me to kae . .

ROB THOMAS LYRICS - "Lonely No More"

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

sighh . . iim STILL SIICK ! ! almost two weels liiao larr . . that means almost two weeks never go vb traiiningg . . iim so gonna slack . . hmmz . . how muchh worse can ii be anyway . . but . . thats siix traiiningg sessiions . . arghh . . iit looks liike iim gonna tuii tuii tuii buu . . agaiin . . but then i could never do a jump spiike or kaii qiiu . . so . . whats the use . . no matter how hardd ii try . . i can never do iit . . sighhs . . iim liike so siian of tryiing larr . . andd everyone always says the same thiing . . " jiia youu . . nii yii diing xiing de . . just practice sumore . . can one . . " and look . . half a year and ii stiill cant do iit . . siighs . . looks liike ii really am a bornn losEr . . =( . . sobxx . . and sumore HE's still ignoriing miie . . wahhs . . anyway iit seems liike HE's ignoriing miie . . but whatever . . must remember my motto " always look at the side of liife that sucks " which is my liife . . anyway . . goiing now . . to maii grandmama house . . need to sleep there cause maii mama doing night shift and maii papa flew off somewhere . . so no one peii wo zhe ge xiiao meiimeii and maii xiiao didii . . hehe . . so bYE . . takkaire . . and remember to pray that ii wiil get WELL . . winkZ . . bYeeeeee . .

HILARY DUFF LYRICS - "What Dreams Are Made Of"

Hey now
Hey now

Hey now
Hey now

Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
When i see you smiling, I go
oh oh oh
i would never want to miss this
cuz in my heart i know what this is

[Chorus]
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

(Hey now)
(Hey now)

Have you ever wondered what life is about?
You could search the world and never figure it out
you don't have to sail the oceans
no no no
happiness is no mystery
it's here now it's you and me

[Chorus]

Open your eyes
(This is what dreams are made of)
shout to the sky
(This is what dreams are made of)

Then i see u smiling, I go
oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything's technicolor

[Chorus:]
(Hey now)
(Hey now)
Hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of
(Hey now)
(Hey now)
Hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams are made of

Vanessa Carlton Song: 1000 Miles

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

It's always times like these
When I think of you,
And wonder if you ever think of me.

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong.
Livin' in your precious memory.

'Cause I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

I, I, don't wanna let you know
I, I, drown in your memory.
I, I, don't wanna let this go.
I, I, don't.

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
Would pass.. us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...

oh oh

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you. '
If I could just hold you....'
Tonight.

hehe~ . diidnt go for volleyball traiiniing . siick . againn . as ussual . hehe . man . cant stand the person next to me . shes so dense . so damn dense . iim telliing no names . but you should get an iidea who . heres a clue . b y j e . tells alot doesnt iit . mm . well . enough of her yar . not that muchh to talk on that topiic anyway . hmm . he seems to be iignorring miie more and more each dayy . dont even knoww whyy . could iit be . nehs . can never be . but . but ii really liike hiim . wahhs . and hiis ignoriing miie . thats so sad . sighs . zhen de shii baii . from the begaiining of the year i told maiiself to get iit straiight . but stiill havent happen . and . like . erm . half the years gone . siighs . shows what a failure i am . huh .

MARIAH CAREY LYRICS - "We Belong Together"

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothingI was stupid
I was foolishI was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd beSitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know meBut I thought I knew everythingI never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don'tHear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
CryingTrying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of whatI'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby


[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

DIANA DEGARMO LYRICS - "Emotional"

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way

Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am


Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
[fade]

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to it
No big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

Don't give up
I won't hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel oh yeah
That's when I need you
Sometimes I get emotional]
[fade]

That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

hehe . just fiiniished doiing the blogskiin for the other blog . damn niice lar . go and see horr . saviorofmysoul.blogspot.com . all star star de . but havent fiinishh . fiinishh next tiime . and thiis tiime it only took miie . one and a half hours . thats a record . conciideriing the last tiime . hehe . gettiing faster huh . hehe . hmm . diidnt go for piiano todayy . siick . but then exam comiing le . then never practiice . dont even knoww how to playy the last piiece . diie liiao . onlyy sevenn more weeks . sure diie . sii diing le . sobx . diidnt go to the new church . nvm . tomorow go to the other one . soo not too bad . right . anyways . got to goo . byee

free - hillsong united

would you belive me if i said ...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today ...
would you belive me if i said ...
that all of the dreams in your heart
can come true ... today ...
would you belive me if i said ...
that life could be all that you want it to be ... today ...

and if i had wings i would fly
cause all that i need you are ...
and if the world caved in around me ...
to you i still hold on
cause you're all that i belive...
and the one that created me...
JESUS ... because of you ... IM FREE

would you belive me if i said ...
that God can make miricles happen today ...
would you belive me if i said ...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before ...
you step out in faith ...
would you belive me if i said ...
that nothing is impossible ... for GOD ...

just live your life ... with God inside ...
you wont regret one moment of it ...
and give all that you can FOR GOD, FOR GOD

Artist: Chad Kroeger (feat. Josey Scott)
Song: Hero
I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven...no, heaven don't hear me

And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us

A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came

And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

[Repeat 3x]
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away

unwell - matchbox twenty
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why

[chorus]But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[chorus]But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[chorus]But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be

How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

good news : no need to go to school
bad news : down with fever, headache, cough, cold, diarhoea
+
spent the whole day with my 2yr old cuz who claims to be human
a cranky naggy aunt who just gave birth
and a brother who wont stop bugging me
WOW ! ii had SUCH A WONDERFUL day ! sacarstic . . ii know . well what diidja expect . with a day liike thiis . well at least i diidnt go to school . but liike grans iis any better . no . actually iit iis better . ii got to sleep . wiithout teachers wakiing miie up . what a bliiss .

Black Eyed Peas Lets Get it Started Lyrics

Let's Get It Started, in here...

And the base keep runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin'
runnin', and runnin' runnin', and
runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin'
runnin', and...

In this context, there's no disrespect, so, when I bust my rhyme,
you break your necks.
We got five minutes for us to disconnect, from all intellect collect
the rhythm effect.
Obstacles are inefficient, follow your intuition, free your inner soul and
break away from tradition.
Coz when we beat out, girl it's pullin without. You wouldn't believe
how we wow shit out.
Burn it till it's burned out. Turn it till it's turned out. Act up from
north, west, east, south.

[Chorus:]Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Lose control, of body and soul.
Don't move too fast, people, just take it slow.
Don't get ahead, just jump into it.
Ya'll here a body, two pieces to it.
Get stutted, get stupid.
You'll want me body people will walk you through it.
Step by step, like you're into new kid.
Inch by inch with the new solution.
Trench men hits, with no delusion.
The feeling's irresistible and that's how we movin'.

[Chorus:]Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin
runnin' and...

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - GreendaY
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

Untitled Lyrics

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white cum
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here on top of a guy

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:How could this happen to me
I've made my mistake i shoot him in the eye Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this dick
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading awayI'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading awayI'm sick of this life
I just wanna fucka dog in the ass
How could this happen to me

mwahwahwahwahwahh . . i deleted all the previous posts liao . . so now YOU cant do ANYTHING ! ! kaysh . . hahas . . and if you ever read them . . just shut the ass up kay . . yeahyeah . . like you can do anything . .

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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