the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
hey . . im back again . . hehe . . hmmz . . listening to Jesse McCartney - Take your sweet time . . nice and relaxing . . mm . . feels good . . to be able to feel that way again . . sighs . . my grandmama did it again . . shes always doing it . . saying how smart all my cousins and aunts are . . like its my fault . . that im just plain stupid . . no matter how hard i ever try . . i'll never be as good as them . . is it my fault . . so why actually even try . . why i know that i'll never make it . . never be as good as anyone . . never be able to achieve anything . . sighs . . IM STUPID DUMB AND WILL NEVER BE GOOD AT ANYTHING SO JUST ACCEPT THAT FACT AND LEAVE ME BE ! ! ! yea . . that felt good . . hehe . . i know . . the first thing i'll do when i've recovered is that i'll ride my bike around the whole estate . . and go down the steepest slpoe and fall . . hahas . . mm hmm . . thats exactly what i'll do . . well cya guys . . takkaire . . byeee
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