heysh . been quite awhile since i last blogged huh . been kinda busy . doing some big spring cleaning at home . with my mum who keeps forcing me to throw my personal stuff which she calls JUNK . hmm . finally the holidays are here . dont really feel THAT relived though . like dont really feel as happy as i thought i would . more like spacing . anyway on saturday went to sarahs birhtday party . it was pretty small . like around 10 ppl bahs . and it was held at her hse . too bad i had to leave early . so sad lar . had to go for a family dinner with . well my family . like duh . went to little india to eat fish head curry . damn shiok lar . then while you eat you sweat cos its just so spicy . shuangs . DO NOT think i am crasy ok . hahas . then later me and my family went shopping ! bought two shirts and one skirt . not with my own money too . xD . hees .

you say i have changed ; but the truth is you dont know me anymore

you know what i noticed ? this year went by very fast . its like i can still remember the day of orientation . hmmz . next year i'll work harder . jia yooo . i wont slack . (i know its impossible but dun break my confidence / stupidity) . i'll get into the best classes ! yes i will . (shut up . you dont have to say anything) . and i'll strive to be the best . (not the best . just close enough) . i'll make it . (yes i will so shut up) .

hahas . just come back from training . so damn tired lar . EII . today at IT damn funny lar . someone try to play stupid . ask stupid questions . he obv know what the answer is but act stupid dunno . SLAP THE PERSON LAR . hmmz . today the last day for lessons . one more day of meet the parents and one more day of thanksgiving service . WHEE~ . then 2 months HOLIDAY . !!! . hmmz . hope next year can be the same class with the same ppl . just as we were getting together . hahas . but i dun think so . my L1R5 got so high lar . like 18 i think . nvm tmr i'll know for sure . hehe . but at least i know im not the worst ! have ppl worst then ME ! yeah . hahas . no offence to those OTHER ppl . hee~ .

YEAH . last nights BBQ rawked ! so fun lar . specially the dunking part . though i got dunked too . but it was still fun . the food was ok lar . sausage chicken balls sausage chicken balls . yups . thats about all the food they had . they were not combined hor . DO NOT THINK SICK ! its IDIVIDUAL PORTIONS . yes it is . hahas . hmmz . hope they plan another one soon . the fun actually began at the last part lar . like when most of the ppl were all gone . and there was just one small group of ppl left . AND that was the time it went WILD . totally crasy . hahas . eII . so funn . ok . i sound spastic . whateva . hahas .

today had training . and i went for it . for what ? no idea . no matter how much i try , train , practice . i wont be able to do it . im just hopeless . permentnently . haix . anyway today recieved back the four papers . chinese . history . maths . design and technology . the four papers i predicted i was sure to fail ! pretty wierd huh . anyway i didnt fail any ! =)) happy smiles ~ hehe . hope i dun fail the rest . tmr i'll be getting back my science and english . plsplspls dun let me fail . . . PLEASE ! anyway i got better marks then byje for chinese history and design and technology ! she only beat me in maths ! hahas . =))) . it shows that im improving ! or . maybe its because shes deproving ! hahas . but wadeva . hmmx . that means i'll be able to go to australia ! YEAH ! hehe . cos my dad said i cannot fail anything if not cannot go . and i PASSED ! yipee .

[i found out someone likes aileen] shh .

a ball picker . thats what i am and will always be . sighs .

br0kenn hearrted

t0rrn aparrt

fallenn int0 piieces

thats miie

many ppl ask me why my blog have soo many song lyrics . well . this songs represent my moods . what im feeling inside . what im going through . and right now i feel so depressed . sad . pissed . feel like the world is crashing down upon me . i dunno why i feel that way . i just feel it . i feel like crying and just screaming my head off . but i cant . i wish that i had a shoulder to lean upon . a ear to hear my sorrow . and hand to comfort me . but i have none . not that im complaining about that . i just feel . well . i dunno . u add it up and tell me .

song in my head :
AVRIL LAVIGNE - "Forgotten"
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus:]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now
Yea yea yea yea yea
Yea yea yea yea yea
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah

Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea

[Chorus]
I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what i wanted I
I told you what i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again

[Chorus (2x)]
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah

song in my head :
AVRIL LAVIGNE - "How Does It Feel"
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly

I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly

[Chorus]
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?

I'm young, and I am free
But I get tired, and I get weak
I get lost, and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Would you comfort me
Would you cry with me;

Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah

I am small and the world is big
But I'm not afraid of anything;

[Chorus x2]

[Ending (background)]
How does it feel [x2]
Different from me, different...
(ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah,
ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah)

song in my head :
MAE - "Someone Else's Arms"
Two days and I've not slept a wink
with these thoughts that I've been thinking.
This is the mark I aim to miss. (again)

You toss and turn, I lie awake,
who knows what I've been drinking.
another cheap, meaningless kiss. (to give)

From the beginning,
dulled down and lost with all its charm.
I just wanna wake up, wake up in someone's?
I just wanna wake up. [4x]

Six days and I can see the same
brown eyes in this reflection.
Is the man you say I'll be? (become)

You toss and turn, I lie awake,
into the sand were sinking.
Holding us back from breathing free (I'm done)

From the beginning,
dulled down and lost with all its charm.
I just wanna wake up, wake up in someone's?
I just wanna wake up. [8x]

More than words you keep to yourself.
Like a curse that fares thee well.

One man came, one truth to tell.
All this blame, hammers your way to hell.

I've got a feeling it's not the safest place to start.
This heavy breathing, it seems, we're better off breaking hearts.
From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all its charm.
I just wanna wake up, wake up in someone's?
I just wanna wake up. [8x]

I just wanna wake up in someone else's arms.

haix . cheryl just told me that tuesday have training . sighs . dont they ever give us a break ?!?! first day come back to school after exams sumore . sighs . anyway today had to do ushering at church . i go there super early =) . so guai . hehe . this sat have cluster BBQ at heritage view . gonna cause havoc . xD . im gonna scream my head off . arghHhh . i HATE everything ! everything SUCKS !

wahh . today went to piano class then the teacher told me actually no lesson . then idiot lar . make me go all the way there then tell me no lesson . sighs .

hmm . just now one guy and je yun rang my doorbell . they said have one dunno what post exam party at je yuns hse . hmm . then i think they doing it door to door lar . they were like is there any fmss ppl living here ? hmm . my estate has 3 blocks each one has 25 storeys with 4 units on each level . thats alot huh . so shld i go ? hmmz . dont really feel like going . but also feel like going . sighs . hmmz . wonder whos gonna be there ? dont think alot of ppls there . cos their like doing door to door calls . soo ? sighs . nvm lar . dun go . cos i dun think i cant go either .

OKAEE ! today is officially the last day of exams ! scream for joy ! hehe . yipee . now its total freedom ! whoots ! but it also means i must find some other activity to waste my time . hahas . and it also means i must clean the whole house up ! wahh . hmm . i feel like going out noww . hahas . sound whinyy . eEee . ok and i found out today is my "ahma"'s birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY "AHMA" ! live long long hor . then must not get angry to much . later get heart attack . then noone to pull my ear and scold me . hahas . ok . cannot tease "ahma" liao . later he go pull my ear some more . hahas .

song in my head now :

James Blunt - "You're Beautiful"
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

ok this is lame . hahas . i post so many times today liao . hmmz . today my mum very good mood le . back quiche and cheese sticks . hmm . suspicious . she wants something out of me and my bro . hahas . anyway it was so fun ! play with the flour . then mix everything into some icky guee mixture . hehe . so sticky and nice x) . yumm . mm . now finally all the exams finish liao . should be happy . but feel like soo empty . like so free liddat . nothing to do . hahas . somethings wrong with me . must be more of the byje syndrome . ohno . its getting worse . must go get more medicine . go to wei xin for more councelling . hahas . shes the best doctor for curing byje related deseases . shes been around to long liao . now have no effect . hahas . yummy . now can smell the quiche and cheese sticks liao . mMmm . hahas . okies . cya guys . hahas . buaish .

hey people . go check out my webbie that i created for some school project . www.fairfieldsec.org/homepages/S9212185B/jasmine . give me ya comments yar .

wahah . today last paper ! okok . minus the two more days of oral lar . hahas . hmm . my prediction is that i will fail my maths , history , design and technology , chinese and . . hmm . thatts about it ba . nothing else i can fail right . hmm . that means i cant go to australia ! my daddy said if i fail at least one subject i wont get to go . and i should be failing four ? this is bad so very bad . wahh . but then again i'll be getting the whole house to MYSELF . hmm .
sighs . i've been getting such wierd dreams lar . actually its more like nightmares . but wadeva . you know what i keep dreaming of ? specific people . guys . guys that i actually know . pretty wierd huh . and this guys are all idiots . so what could it mean . hmmz . wierd . this is so wierd . eEee . hahas . anyways i gotta go to dreamland . minus those nightmarishyy thoughts of cos . needa catch up on my sleep ya know . all those late night cramming . nights . byee . takkairishh .

still not trusting no freakin two faced double lying bitch .

clown fishies are cute and innocent . NOT .

dun trust no freaking two faced double lying bitch


its never a beautiful ending

todays the third day of finals . maths 1 and science . the maths was damn tough lar . paper from hell . and its like only the first paper . im so gonna fail for maths . hmm . the science paper was pretty ok . it was much easier than the maths paper . thats good . at least i will pass something . hahas . today my bro bought some electrical-chewing-gum-thingyy . its in the shape of a box of chewing gum and theres this one piece half-way out . and if you pull it . it will send static shocks to your hand . pretty scary . yupx . and i was the first victim . you can trust the dumb-old-me to fall for that trick . you definately can . sighs . hahas . today go my ah ma house again . the whole week i went there . im soo guai lor . then watch cartoons all day with my baby cuz . so fun . then we keep laughing . hahas . so happy xD . and we ate lots and lots of marshmallows ! yummy . hehee . my ah ma bought them . so nice right . hahas . hmmz . you ever have the feeling that someone is pulling a prank on you but then again the person seems so damn serious . yeah ? hahas . cos theres this guy . he usually doesnt talk to me . except to make fun of me and tease me . and suddenly he gets all chummy and serious and actually ask me for advice on his love affairs . and he tells me what happens . and it all sounds so totally bizzare . so im still trying to find out if its a prank . hmmz . okies . till later guyz . takkaire ok . try not to miss me to much . and here i go . back mugging .

tmr's clown fishies birthday ! =)

wahaha . todays the first day of the finals . stress sia . today had ennglish paper 1 and history . hahas . gotta continue mugging . cya

wahahaha . 2 more days till finals . stress . pressure . jia yoo .

only 4 more days till finals start . die liao . havent finish revising everything lar . bleahx . xP . hmms . then after exams 2 weeks . still have 2 more weeks till school end . so fast .
today mdm chong said that even though year coming to an end liao , we still have no class spirit , not united . i so agree with her lor . is like everyone does try to cooperate but theres just THIS group then doesnt want to . always make noise dont want to help dont want to cooperate . SIGH .
today my dad came home from india . bought quite alot of stuff back . hahas . yeah . really thank God that he is safely back . cos my mum said the place he went was having floods . hahas . then yesterday was his birthday . hehes . just went out for dinner to celebrate . yumm .
today i kept seeing *him . is like walk here . there *he is . walk the other way . there *he is again . is damn freaky lar . FREAKYY . then like go somewhere to sit . *he'll suddenly walk pass . then i go somewhere else sit . o there *he is again . is SO freakYY . hmmz . last time find him also cannot find . now dont want to see him have no choice . put right in front of my face some more . hahas .
hmms . today in history class there was a HUGE war . and me , byje , wei xin and aileen were in the middle of it . at the eye of the storm hahas . the guys(no naming) behind us were throwing stuff to the guys(no naming) in front of us . and the guys in front of us were throwing stuff back . and guess where most of the stuff landed ? yes us . the middle people . who were so innocent and had nothing to do with the war . their aiming SUCKS lar . throw untill so . aiyoo . haish .

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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