the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
sighs . now school has started . no more sleeping in and rolling out of the bed at ten oclock . sighs . back with the piles of homework and unduly stress . hmms . i actually went for training yesterday . amazing . then i so long never go for training . so now i everywhere also aching . shits . i still feel that nobody in volleyball likes me . i do try to train hard . but i can never do it . so why actually train at all . hmms . now i beginning to like my class more and more . at first they seemed very cold . brr . but i turns out they're a bunch of warm friendly people . x)) . still missing 1d though . without the sirens it seems awfully quiet . hahas . and the teachers are all pretty nice too . at first thought they very fierce de . look so angry all the time . but it turned out that sarah was right . fierce teachers are nice . well not most of the time . but this exception . yeah . their nice . x)) . at least school turned out good . thats one good thing in my life . x)) . smiles for everyone . and well haven't gotten into any trouble yet . hope that i wont of cos . but wells . you know me . my laziness is gonna kill me one day . but im really gonna work hard this year . since its the streaming year and all . hope that i'll get to the triple science class . i know it sounds out of reach but wells . with determination and hard work anything IS possible rights . hahas . x)) . well at home the situations not bad . parents not screaming . brother not pulling my hair . but its bound to happen . i mean its only the beginning of the year . anything can happen both good and bad . ok but i still need to make my new year resolutions right .
2oo6 new year resolutions
#1. study hard and try my best to get into the triple science class (unrealistic, but wells its my goal)
#2. not piss my parents off too much (piss them off no money, why should i suffer)
#3. try to go for trainings even if it means getting up early when i should be sleeping (gotta kick my lazy butt)
#4. try no to snack in bed, the insects there are starting to bite me (cant sleep properly)
#5. try to be nice and not bitch about other people (this is gonna take all of me)
#6. not getting into any trouble (no time for detention)
#7. practice on my piano (gotta pass some time)
there i did . not like im actually gonna follow them . cmon . new year resolutions are meant to be broken . thats the fun of it all rights . but wells . i'll try my best to fufill them . and talking about pianos . i got a new keyboard . whoots ! and my dad sold off the old piano . and you will never guess how much he sold it for . even i could but it . $60 . can you belive it . sheesh . if you ask me i think the salesman is trying to cheat my dad . but well . it did have alot of spoilt keys . like in every octave there was one key spoilt . so then i had an excuse to not being able to play properly . now . my dad sold off my excuse for a misirable $60 . well . the good thing is that i have a new keyboard . which is so great . and the bad news is that i have to practice . dont get me wrong . its not that i dont like playing the piano . i love it . i love anything that has to do with music . but wells . i dont like playing and practising from a book . i prefer to chose what i like and play by ear or find the scores myself . BUT . theres no hope in that . plus i got another good news . x)) i seem to be full of good news today . whee~ . my dads finally agreed to teach me the drums and guitar . well the guitar im quite familiar with it . but the drums i havent touched for a year . its been sitting in that dusty corner of my house . neglected . you could almost feel sorry for it . but if i know my dad . which i do . looks like im gonna be picking up the instruments by myself . and this is from past experiance . last year i asked him to teach me to play the guitar . he gave me a book . which said . 10 easy lessons to play the guitar . looks like this year his gonna be giving me a new book . 10 easy lessons on how to play the drums . isint it so very kind of him . i think so too . anyways . its getting late and i gotta go sleep . tomorrow theres still school and stuff . needa get up early . arghs .
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