man its been like what since i last blogged . been totally busy and bushed . anyways its the holidays now ! whoots . so its only for one week and . im sick again . man . isnt it like the worst time ever . the start of the holls and im sick . argh . so totally not starting on the bright side . bush . and plus i can feel that im totally pmsing . so pls PLS do NOT cross me over . you're not gonna like it . eesh .

to be truly loved

i may have rich parents,
who gave me everything i ever wanted.
but they'll never there beside me,
am i truly loved?
i may have had a hundred ex-lovers,
they all said they loved me.
but then they said it to every other girl,
am i truly loved?
i may have a whole hoard of friends,
who are at my every beck and call.
but they never really care at all,
am i truly loved?
i may have everything a girl could ever dream of,
boyfriends money popularity.
but do they really matter at all,
am i truly loved?
what is love you might say.
is it gifts and money?
big houses? baloney!
if you ask me i say none at all.
all i ever wanted,
was a guy to love me,
parents who supported me,
and friends who were there for me.
that was all i ever wanted,
i want to be truly loved.

man . its been a pretty long time since i last blogged huh . been pretty busy lately . and of theres also my bro . been hogging the computer day and night . but now hes benched . cos he failed hes last chinese test . nananeepoopoo . hahas . BLEAHS . x)) . i feel retarded . today had adp . i got into drama . its ok i guess . very little pple too . like eight . and all we did was play games and stuff . so it was all very calm and cool . no stressful brainwork or anything . x)) thats always a good thing . time is passing so fast lar . its like the eighth week now . two more weeks till march holls . SOO FAST . plus theres so much tests coming up . im so gonna DIE . but at least my science is still ok . for the last test i got 18/20 . im so proud of myself . next one im getting back is history i think . then theres a chinese compo test tmr . oh sharks . im starting to feel so darn stressed up now . i need to chill . breathe in breathe out . HU XI . you know what . i feel like im totally dying in chinese . at first it started out to be really ok . then i lost my chinese text book and now everythings a blur . sighs . i need to buy a new book . its starting to be a real sick tradition . like it happened last year too lar . i lost my chinese book about like now . but last year it was worst . i lost my chinese workbook too . sharkses . OWELLS . im feeling really tired now . so i guess im going off to snooze . cya guys .

My Best Friend - United Live


Have you heard of the One called Savior?
Have you heard of His perfect Love?
Have you heard of the One in heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His love
Cause I have found this love
And I believe in The Son
Show me Your way

I believe in the One called savior
I believe He's the Risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Cause I have found this love
And I believe in The Son
Show me Your way

Jesus You are my best friend
You will always be
And nothing will ever change that

Nothing Will ever change that
Nothing Will ever change that
Nothing Will ever change that
Nothing Will ever change that

man we LOST todays competition . made soo many mistakes . actually i feel that we could have won easily . but wells . who was i to say . and CHERYL DONT CRY ANYMORE . we almost won and we DID try our best . cheer up kays . i think i know why we didnt win . we're like so un united and stuff . like theres always people trying to backstab or bitch about the rest . WE MUST BE UNITED . that means cannot bad mouth people liao . SAD . wells so im admiting i hate people there and i bitch about them . but i just cant take it lar . especially that *bitch lar . so damn ass . TOTALLY HATE her . always try to act guai and hardworking in front of the coaches and teachers . think she soo BIG isit . well she is . literally . owells . i still hate her . ARGH . hmms . tomorrow have auditions . ARH . stress ! im so hoping i get into the cast . but whats the chances . sighs . BUT theres still at least a 1% chance . but its only 1% ! ok im like acting retard . im arguing with myself . sheesh . next thing i'll be wacking myself . BHAM . self prophecy . not good for health . anways . TODAYS valentines day . i soo nice lor . give out soo many presents . WHOOTS . im soo generous . ((: . it was a pretty lonely valentines . who wants to tell people they went for competition on valentines day . sheesh . oh shits . i totally forgot to buy that ass kor of mines birthday present . and his birthday is tomorrow . sharks . nevermind . i give him late present . since he always bully me . HERH . x)) . i feel so childish . I LOVE IT ! look like its back to instant pizza for dinner . mummys not here to buy me delicious food . wahh . but its ok . instant pizza taste nice too . ((: .

OYES . i finally got my new phone . panasonic vs2 . and i changed my number too . its 91186953 . uhuh . the phone is soo much better then my OLD phone . x)) . its pink in colour too . looks so gay . hahas . owells .

oyes . i rawk . i just finished byjes shoes . it so rawks if i dont say so myself . and i only spent one day on it . its SOO NICE . uhuh . MY CREATION . i feel so proud . hmms . so now its confirmed . this march holls the cell is gonna have a pizza party at my house(i think) today so genie again . he gets cuter and cuter everyday . but dont worry its not gonna be like i like him or anything . after all he is younger then me . then after that went to mathildas birthday party . now shes three i think . WHOOTS . so cute lar . i love her to bits . hmms . today godpa and godma came by too . talked with the rents for awhile . sighs . been having cramps and tummy ache the whole day . SUFFERING . had to go to the toilet like four times . but now feeling much better . mum gave me some ginger tea to drink . it tasted horrible . but wells . it worked . hmms . now feeling alittle depressed dunno why either . just feeling depressed . feeling totally blue . well more like black but whatevers . actually felt like going up to the carpark to play bball or just rollarblade . to like chill myself . but then feeling so sick . cannot go . sighs . then still have to do all the homework and project . just feeling so sian . sighs now need to go and eat dinner . see you guys .

Artist: Planet Shakers Song
Title: Reflector

Since i've found your love
I've never needed anything to fill my heart
Even when i fall
You're always there with open arms to pick me up
From the start i knew
No one else could make me feel the way you do
Everyday i want to grow
Just a little bit closer, just a little bit closer

I want to be a reflector
I want to shine with your glory
I want to let the whole world know that you're
Living in me

I want to burn with your fire
Shine my light a little brighter
I want to let the whole world know thatJesus
Lives in me

Big by Planet Shakers

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams

My God is good
He's so good to me

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in His hand

My God is Big
So Strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

There's nothing my God cannot do

Big by Planet Shakers

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams

My God is good
He's so good to me

My God is big
So strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortressGod,
He is my life
He holds the oceans in His hand

My God is Big
So Strong so mighty

My God is good
He's so good to me

There's nothing my God cannot do

you ignored me again . why do you always see pass me . looking through me like a nobody . am i only that to you . the little nobody that noone sees . after all that i did for you . i would have thought . you . figured it out . well . at least i now know where my placing is in your life . the very last .

some meaningful story someone sent to me :

as i was walking
down lifes highway
many years ago
i came upon a
sign that read
heavens grocery store
when i got
alittle closer
the doors swung
open wide
and when i came
to myself
i was standing inside
i saw a host of
angels
they were
standing everywhere
one handed me a basket
and said
"my child shop with care"
everything a human needed
was in that grocery store
and what you
could not carry
you could come back for more
first i got patience
love was in that
same row
futher down was
understanding
you need that
everywhere you go
i got a box
or two of wisdom
and faith a bag
or two
and charity of course
i would need some of that too
i couldnt miss the holy ghost
it was all over
the place
and then some strength
and courage to
help me run this race
my basket was getting full
but i remembered
i needed grace
and then i chose
salvation for
salvation was for free
i tried to get enough of that
for you and me
then i started to
the counter
to pay my grocery bill
for i thought i had everything
to do the masters will
as i went up the isle
i saw prayer and
put that in
for i knew when i
stepped outside
i would run into sin
peace and joy were plentiful
the last things
on the shelf
song and praise were
hanging near
so i just helped myself
then i said to the angel
"now how much
do i owe?"
he smiled and said
"just take them
everywhere you go"
again i asked
"really now
how much do i owe?"
"my child" he said
"God paid your bill a long long time ago"

oyes . its DONS BIRTHDAY ! happy birthday don . yes . don . my "tuition teacher" hahas . although ALL the answers he gave were wrong . owells . and FREAK that liang jie . keep spamming me . i open my inbox and half of them is from him . sending some kind if virus . always knew he was up to no good . but kinda miss him now . dunno why . miss shooting back at him . but thats just between you and me .

man those stupid soccer people totally hate them . such posers too . you know what happen . on sat . me jer fab sebas and lea were happily playing bball . then this soccer freaks ( i have nothing against soccer people . its just that those people were really freaks ) just barged in and took over our court . such creeps eh . no excuse me no sharing . just shoving . REALLY . they were like barbarians . uhuh . anyways . enough about those freaks . uhuh . lets talk about i dunno . whats there too talk about . wells yesterday i was sick . down with fever . not too bad . but got to miss school . x)) yays . the macs guy just came . so now im enjoying my dinner . mmm . if only my bro would buzz off . hes trying to steal my fries . again . neeways . today had chinese test . probably gonna fail it . but for my history test i got 12/16 . oyeah . x)) . anyways . something really wierd happened to me today . i been thinking bout genie . cos i havent seen his cute little self for about one week . and was wondering where the hell he went to . then POP . his standing next to me . its freaky you know . but i guess . weell he is a genie . x)) . arent genies supposed to do that . bros trying to steal my fries again . gotta go defend my treasures .

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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