WAKAKAKAKAKA . im in music class now . everyones slacking as usual . x)) . WHOOTS ! anyways i finished what i was suposed to do already . so im not exactly in the wrong . bleahs . xP .

why did you leave me alone to fend for myself . have you forgotton the promises you made . how you said you would never leave me and always be by my side . but then you went . you ran away . without a word . without an apology . what could you be thinking . how do you think i felt . have you ever thought about me . i trusted you with all i had . i gave you my everything . i really . really loved you . im sure you loved me too . you used to always tell me . you used to make me feel safe . make me feel happy . when i was with you . i felt that nothing in the world would ever go wrong again . but why are you ignoring me now . even avoiding me . cant you see my tears . feel my sadness . why did you leave me . did i not do good enough . but if you want to go . just go . why do you always turn back . make me love you again . only to leave the next . do you know how much pain you cost me . how much suffering . you keep breaking my heart . keep saying you'll never leave . keep promising me hope . but you never could keep your promises could you . you never did . so just leave me alone . dont turn back . dont come to me . i dont want to see your face . dont want to hear your voice . cos if i do . i know i'll just love you again . i cant take it anymore . so please . please . just let me go . leave .










i love you. i really do. thats why i want you to leave. and if you love me too. do it.

why did you leave me alone to fend for myself . have you forgotton the promises you made . how you said you would never leave me and always be by my side . but then you went . you ran away . without a word . without an apology . what could you be thinking . how do you think i felt . have you ever thought about me . i trusted you with all i had . i gave you my everything . i really . really loved you . im sure you loved me too . you used to always tell me . you used to make me feel safe . make me feel happy . when i was with you . i felt that nothing in the world would ever go wrong again . but why are you ignoring me now . even avoiding me . cant you see my tears . feel my sadness . why did you leave me . did i not do good enough . but if you want to go . just go . why do you always turn back . make me love you again . only to leave the next . do you know how much pain you cost me . how much suffering . you keep breaking my heart . keep saying you'll never leave . keep promising me hope . but you never could keep your promises could you . you never did . so just leave me alone . dont turn back . dont come to me . i dont want to see your face . dont want to hear your voice . cos if i do . i know i'll just love you again . i cant take it anymore . so please . please . just let me go . leave .










'i love you. i really do. thats why i want you to leave. and if you love me too. do it.'

sighs . feeling so tired so sleepy . so stressed . i want to just sleep continously and never get up . when i sleep theres no problems . theres no worries . it feels good . not to have anything on my mind . but when i wake up . it all begins . its not fair . why do i have to go through all this . i just want to sleep forever . in a faeriland . free of all thoughts . i just feel so tired . i feel like ending it all . but i know i cant . cos it would be just too foolish . but i just wish ... sighs . GET ME OUT OF HERE .


happy easter day. happy birthday marcus and magdeline.

Who Am I
by Casting Crowns
album: Casting Crowns (2003)

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
yays . its my birthday . and it did NOT start of well . i woke up late . went late for church . noone in church even remembered my birthday . not even my cell members . sad case . plus . was having stomach cramps the whole day . then had to go to the columbarium . (in case you dunno whats THAT . its where the dead are) . cos its tomb sweeping day . i know . im not a buddhist and stuff . but my grandmas there plus my dads gramps . so had to go visit . and boy was it smokey . but its really renovated alot since the last time i went there . then after that went to sakae sushi for my birthday dinner . and you know whats the worst thing ever . cos my wisdom tooth is coming out . so my whole mouth is like in PAIN . and i cant eat anything . NOT FAIR . and i love sushi sooo much . so i just sat there . with my tummy cramps and toothache . looking at people eat my favourite food . AHH . but aleast the present were all worth it . ok the list of presents soo far :
1.) one BIG famous amos cookie; wenny
2.) poohbear and chocs; steffi
3.) $20; mummy and daddy
4.) $50; gong gong
5.) $50; ahkong and mama
...
thats about it for now . hope i get more tmr(: . hehes . im greedy . ouch . my teeth is still hurting me . waaaa . very pain lar . even drink water also pain . sighs . AHHH .

sighs . today have sports day . so darn boring . just see people run and run and RUN . not like our class atully won anything . only TWO pple won trophies . gabriel and muni . so BORING . now if i were in 2d it WOULD be different . they practically won everything . SOO UNFAIR . all the atheletes are in THIER class . its ok . we'll just win the rest of the competitions . uhuh . 2c rawks . x) . sighs then after sports day it rained and rained non-stop . who needs that . supposed to have a pizza party too . in honour of my birthday (WHICH IS TMR) . but in the end cancelled it . didnt really feel like having a party . plus . dun even know whether can have it . plus . everyone was confused . so . owells . no more pizza party . not like its my loss . its pizza huts loss . now i dont need to spend unwanted money . so its a good thing . yays . i already got my first prezzie . from my darling steffi . (if you give me a prez too . i'll call you a darling anytime) . a POOHBEAR . and chocies . x) . ilove <3 . feeling darn sians now . nothing to do . and suffering from a tummyache . ouchies . sighs .

one more day till im another year older.

hmms . nowadays feeling so darn danged . beat . TIRED . everytime go to school always feel like sleeping . snores . zZzz . i have no idea why either . ): . sad . then i can never pay attention during class too lar . sighs . i do try to sleep as early as i can . i just cant sleep now you cant blame me can you . like my dad says . im a nocturnal animal . im ALIVE at night . uhuh . so what can i do . sighs . AHH . you know what . i cant stand HER . shes soo .. IRRITATING . oyar . and i thought i was the only one who didnt like her . but guess what . i found a whole lot of people who dont like her either(: . YAYS . ok . i know i sound darn evil . like being happy when soo many people dont like someone . but wells i cant help it . i really REALLY really try very hard to like her . but i just cant take it any longer . shes always SOO extra . and shes got this hearing problem . like when you call her name . NO . when you SCREAM her name . she can never ever hear you . and when you never even said her name . she asks you . did you call me . like what the reek . plus whenever im talking to someone . she'll just cut in . and shes always eavesdropping . AHH . cant take it . BLAH . and she always thinks she soo BIG . like i never even ask her how to do anything . and she will just snatch my paper and tell me how to do . like wheres your manners girl . didnt your mummy teach you how to say PLEASE . and like what . i actually got a higher l1r5 then her . shows that i did better then her didnt i . HERH . ahhh .. .. ..

stop blaming yourself already . its not entirely your fault . you too didnt want it to happen . it was an ACCIDENT yeah ? so stop saying its all your fault and looking down on yourself . cos its painful for me too . i dont want to see you this way . it hurts to see you this way . so stop being sad and depressed . and smile . OK ? ((:

i will love you forever and ever . no matter what happens . so smile . for me
hearts <3 ME
hearts <3 YOU


chocolates heal broken hearts and tired souls

hearts <3


ok . this time . im gonna complain about BOYS AND THEIR HORRIBLE AIMING . you know yesterday when i rushed back home from school . (there was a reason why i rushed . i was urgent) . YES . so just rushed to the toilet and sat down . AND squish . my brothers PEE was all over the place . on the sit . and even on the FLOOR . man . if they already know that their aiming SUCKS . cant they at least clean up after themselves . SHEESH . GUYS ! . oyes talking about guys . my stupid kor lar . ALL HIS FAULT . give me all the wrong answers for my homework . HERH . he better reedeem himself and buy me a NICE birthday pressie ! (hinthint) . uhuh . to those totally CLUELESS people . my birthday is coming up in 5MOREDAYS ! x)) . please remember . and most importantly . THE PRESENTS . hahas . im soo greedy . x)) . eEee . but i dont care . HAHAHA .

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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