the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
why did you leave me alone to fend for myself . have you forgotton the promises you made . how you said you would never leave me and always be by my side . but then you went . you ran away . without a word . without an apology . what could you be thinking . how do you think i felt . have you ever thought about me . i trusted you with all i had . i gave you my everything . i really . really loved you . im sure you loved me too . you used to always tell me . you used to make me feel safe . make me feel happy . when i was with you . i felt that nothing in the world would ever go wrong again . but why are you ignoring me now . even avoiding me . cant you see my tears . feel my sadness . why did you leave me . did i not do good enough . but if you want to go . just go . why do you always turn back . make me love you again . only to leave the next . do you know how much pain you cost me . how much suffering . you keep breaking my heart . keep saying you'll never leave . keep promising me hope . but you never could keep your promises could you . you never did . so just leave me alone . dont turn back . dont come to me . i dont want to see your face . dont want to hear your voice . cos if i do . i know i'll just love you again . i cant take it anymore . so please . please . just let me go . leave .
i love you. i really do. thats why i want you to leave. and if you love me too. do it.
words spilled @ 8:08 PM /
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