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Sunday, May 07, 2006
what is the meaning of life ? what is the meaning of love ? what is the meaning of family ? to me this has no meaning at all . whats life really . its just eating and sleeping . whats love . theres no such thing as love . whats family . just people who are related to you . sighs .
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YAY ! have 6c chalet from 14 - 16 june (: . so funn . anyways i want to complain about boys now . about their stupid "face" and their cannot cry policy . i mean guys are still human right . they should be able to cry . if you're sad you cry . if you're touched you cry . WHATS THEIR PROBLEM . they never cry . they always bottle it all inside . it really irritates me . i dunno why . it just . especially if theres this guy . who happens to be a close friend . he got hes heart really broken . but he refuses to cry . he wont even cry in front of me . and i've known him for what . 5 years ? come on . then he hides it all inside . so it really pains me to see my good friend like that you know . i just feel like yelling at him and asking him to just break down and cry . he'll feel much MUCH better then now won't he . but NO he just sits there staring into space and sulks . don't guys just know that if you don't let your emotions out . you'll just be hurting yourself . and its NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH . your health and my health . so just LET IT ALL OUT . sheesh . guys .
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today school ended early so went to west mall with sarah and muni . x)) . went walking round and round . bought a cd and a little stuffed doggy ! hehes . i want the 3 doors down - seventeen cd ! if anyone sees it . BUY FOR ME . x)) . anyway when i came home with the dog and played with it . my dad saw me and he was like . you have a depressed childhood right . YES TOTALLY . its all his fault anyway . he wont get me a dog . so i have to be just satisfied with a toy dog . owells . im getting hungry again . fridge here i comee eee ee e ...
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3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS-"It's Not Me"
Nevermind the face that you put on
In front of me
And nevermind the pain
You've put me ..through
Cause every little thing you say
And every little thing you do
It makes me doubt all of this
What are you waiting for?
[Chorus:]
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted it to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
Forget about the trip that you've been on
Or so it seems
Nevermind the lies that you told, my tears
Cause every little thing you said
And every little thing you did
You made me doubt all of this
Is that what your waiting for?
[Chorus:]
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted it to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
Was meant for me
Was meant for me
Yeah, Yeahhhhhh
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted it to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
I don't know how I can face this pain
I'll keep it inside so you can't see
I don't think I can go on this way, 'cause it's not me
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hehes . its been a pretty long time since i last blogged huh . been pretty busy . plus i was lazy too . so well yeah . just came back from camp . it was totally awesome (: . i know you guys are totally jealous . there you are mugging for exams and here i am enjoying myself at camp . its that soo great (: . yes i know . im evil . just cant help it huh . anyway as usual was sick at camp . thats always the case . during the last day everyone comes down with cramps and tummyaches . why . cos never shit there . well . who wants too . all that mud and shit floating around . it could just make you puke . yes it was that bad . anyways enough about camp . you know what im DYING to do . SHOPPING! . (x . yes . im suddenly having this urge to splurge and splurge . i know it isnt GOOD . but who cares . (x . plus holidays are coming in three weeks time ! and during that time for one week my dad will be in china . that means there'll be noone home ((: . especially when mum has night shift too . TOTAL HAVOC . nice (: . you know what i noticed . my brother has nice hair and nice eyes . not fair . why cant he give them to me . his hair is all soft and silky (softer and silkier then MINE) and he has this big sad puppy dod eyes . let me tell you . when he gives you those lassie eyes . you'll give him ANYTHING . which is totally not right . but i guess when god gave out the genes . he gave my bro the better looking genes whereas he gave me the smarts yeah ? its totally true kay . my brothers like this cute little teddy bear without the brain . uhuh . to put it simply . hes just not smart . as in . DUMB . im not smart too . but at least im SMARTER . you know what new deed my bro did . he failed two subjects . one maths (his soo called "best" subject) . and the other you'll never belive . english . i take is as an amazing feet . english being the language he speaks and communicates . amazing isnt it . hahas . i know . i sound darn evil . putting down my bro . but well hes been totally irritating me so well . fairs fair . HA HA HA . anyway gotta go watch my tv (: . been 4 days since i watched . amazing i didnt die or something . cya .
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Everytime We Touch - Cascada
I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch in my dreams. (my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and everytime we kiss,
I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and everytime we kiss,
I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
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Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
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