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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
man . been a pretty long time since i last poste . now with the start of school and everything lifes totally hectic and out of place . hahas . just finished studying for the science test tmr . i actually copied every single slide in the powerpoint given . not bad huh . but i cant remember a single thing . WASTED . my brain is like totally BLANK . some more today had a maths test and had to write a chinese compo . so like everything was rushrushrush . BLAH . its so not fair man . its only like the second week of the term and their already stressing us out . how we gonna make it to the rest of the term ! oh i forgot . today also supposed to do finish the science project . another burden . its like a website on the topic sexuality education . and the websites not bad if i say so myself . well i did most of the work DUH its beautiful . hahas . BHB . ok the urls http://thesexuallyeducated-science.blogspot.com . go check it out . dont bother reading all the stuff . its BORING . just go straight to the pictures . thats where it all lies . x) . you know what . i shoulden't have drank the can of latte . now i cant go to sleep . bwah . well i had to do something to keep me awake . and now i am . blah . i need to space out ! any ideas how to . like for me to unwind and stuff . i've been so darn stressed lately . and i feel like soo im gonna break down . not good . cause everytime that happens . i get pissed so darn easily . and then i either cry or i punch someone . wierd huh . being so opposite and stuff . owells . thats me . hey maybe i have like split personalities or something . that be totally great huh . then i can do that anakin skywalker/darth vader thing . hahas . ok im retartded . but its all that stress and pressure just getting to me ya know . and this year its the streaming year too . its the year that determines your future ! talk about pressure . sheesh . well i want to get into triple sciences . but whats the chances . besides . it be like commiting sucide or something . with my lousy maths and science . oh man . that means i'll probably not end up in the science stream . probably go to arts stream . i guess that be better . i am better in humaninities . i think . owells . thats in the future of about 5 more months . wait . that means i only have fve more months to finals ! this is BAD bad BAD . im gonna FAIL fail FAIL . but then if i have confidence i should be able to do it . along with hard work and determination . if only i can actually find those . they ran away from me along time ago . sharks . CONFIDENCE? HARD WORK? DETERMINATION? where are you guys when i need you . sheesh . ok this whole post is like practically all CRAP . so whatevers . im tired . lalaland beckons . NIGHTS . x))
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