man . i didnt go to school again ! whoots . ok i really shouldnt be happy . but im just cant help it . yays . anyways i'll probably be going to school tmr . so owells . at least today i put the time to good use . i did a little revising . then my bro came home . and he on the movie . so its not my fault ok . i was tempted . uhuh . watched "just my luck" . it was pretty good . anyways . i dont think hes going to school tmr . he STOLE my flu . its like my mums asking him to sit away from me but instead he come nearer . thats pretty obvious right ? hahas . so . then i went to do some more revising . damn am i a hardworking girl . hahas . yups . then gramps came over and gave me 30 bucks . I LOVE YOU GRAMPS ! yeahs . now im richer . hees . x))) . so now here i am . its all pretty boring . but its laid back . sighs . seems like tmr im going back to school . its gonna be hectic ! ahh . xP
talked to him today . he seems so damn distant you know . like hes avoiding me or something . keeps making small talk . sharks . its always sad when i think about it . we used to be soo darn close and now ? we hardly make time for each other . heck . we hardly talk . this is the first time ive actually havent a (short as it is) conversation with him for about a year . really missing those times . sighs . bff . bull .
LOVE starts with a SMILE
Grows with a KISS
and ends with a TEAR.
DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave,
and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
ACTIONS speak louder than words.
The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love,
love somebody else.
DON'T let the past hold you back,
you're missing the good stuff.
LIFE'S SHORT.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover,
HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.
Some people make the world SPECIAL
just by being in it.
BEST FRIENDS are the siblings
God forgot to give us.
When it HURTS to look back,
and you're SCARED to look ahead,
you can look beside you and
your BEST FRIEND will be there.
TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS.
Friends are FOREVER.
Good friends are like STARS
You don't always see them,
but you know they are ALWAYS THERE.
DON'T frown.
You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person
who can make you stop crying
is the person who made you cry
Nobody is perfect until
you fall in love with them.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life,
but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had
I guess the most important things
are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Your heart decides whom it likes and
whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own....
when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone
with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because
we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump
People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid),
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
If you care about me as much as I care about you,
you will send this back
You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, e
ven if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
My Wish For You
I wish....
You happiness on a cloudy day.
Blue skies to chase your cares away.
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.
Anything to get rid of that frown.
A sprinkle of rain,
And a life free of pain.
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun
And a lifetime of joy and fun.
Just keep your eyes to the sky.
And know I am always nearby.
loads of thanks to the one who sent me this. it shows me you care. x)
a glimpse of hope.
dear lord,
i know ive done wrong.
ive been avoiding you,
neglecting you
even running away from you.
right now,
in my our of need.
im asking you
to help me find
the right path.
help me to find
the way back into your arms.
please grant me strength
and courage,
for me to suceed
give me the knowledge
to tell from the right
and the wrong.
please give me peace
in my heart.
here i am,
kneeling before you,
begging for forgiveness.
please lord,
forgive me.
damn . ive just been so stressed lately . and if i dont show it out i doesnt mean im not ok . like i tell pple im stressed and they just laugh it off . like hell . and if i just you keep quiet . pple are like all . whats wrong with you today . cant a person have an off day . damn im pissed . with like the exams nearing and everything . ahhs . why is everything so darn complicated . why cant we just be like the stone ages . you know . just hunting eating and sleeping . instead of studying so damn hard . just to what ? show pple youre smart ? loads of pple say that its to earn more money . but whats the use of soo much money huh . its just to show off in the end right . duh . why do you think nobody wants to become a cleaner ? they earn money too . its just lesser . damnit . yeah and theres another problem too . everybody seems to be getting closer to God . even that big flirting asshole . hes now singing praises to God . but how do you get closer to him ? ive tried . but ive never been able to actually connect . in my whole life . ive only felt his presence once . and that was at the camp . the race . that was one heck of a spiritual camp . but after that it kind of . i dont know . cooled down ? like now i dont even want to go to church . im actually dreading it . man . whats happening to me .
you have no idea how many nights ive cried myself to sleep. saying to myself that tmr it will be a better day. but it never is. and looks like it never will be.
ok . hah . im right now sick as shit . ok not shit shit . but cha get it . like my voice is totally GONE . now i really sound like a frog . (towhomitmayconcern: imnotafroggie!wherethehelldidjagetthatideafrom?) yups . just came back from the docs . you know whats really freaky ? i was actually dreading to come to school today . cos you know . the scrapbook deadline is today . and ive done zilt about it . so then i fell ill and couldnt come today . its not like i even purposely fell ill like the other time . this time it was pure FATE . i just love that . yays . and the next lit lesson is like on thurs x) . which means i'll get like 1 to 2 more days . yays . well the downside is that i'll have to eat ginger porridge . and i HATE ginger ok . owells . some of the things we have to live with . oyeah . and my dad bought a new plasma ! whoots . a 32 inch . yeah man . the old tv is like almost the same age as me . most likely a few years older . its about time . whoots . if youre happy and you know it clap your hands CLAP CLAP .
dont look at me that way. as if you know me you have no idea what ive been through. so dont think youre all that. when youre actually nothing.
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Artist: Savage Garden
Song: Truly Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me.
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna live like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...
yays ! hahas . x) now im in school . did i ever tell you how much home econs rocks ? hahas . cos we never have to do anything~ . BLAH . oyes . i found out that my darling a sonny . loves steve IRWIN . wow huh . hahas . x) . yays . im happy today XD . bleah . ok . just too bad its back to school again . and like 3 more weeks till exams . OMG . hahas . i soo need help ok ? anyone interested in giving me free tuition ? yays . bleah . but the holls were pretty good . (: the first three days were at quantan . uhuh . we drived the 8 hours there . most of the whole trip was just driving there and all around . so it was like being in the car the whole time . and it was pretty boring . but kind of fun too . did loads of silly wacky things in the car with didi . yays . took loads of wacky pictures too (: . hahas . yeah . and the beach there was great too . really clean and white and clear . though the tide was pretty strong . yeah . so couldnt really swim there . pity . but the night walk was great . the first night me and my dad took our torch lights and went to the beach . it was pretty dark . so it was kinda spooky . but really exciting too . x) . and we picked loads of shells . we even saw a real live crab ok . hahas . that was pretty cool . cos we were going around with sticks digging at all the crab holes . and boy were there loads of holes . hahas . then suddenly we saw the crab . it was just lying there . pretty freaky . at first we thought it was dead . but when we wanted to pick it up . it suddenly run away . hahas . x) . but it was still pretty cool . hahas . yays . i cant wait for the next trip . uhuh . it'll probably be in nov . to hong kong ! yays . shopping ! AHH! hahas . though its not confirmed yet . but LETS ALL HOPE !
