the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Monday, October 30, 2006
ok. now that i have put triple science as my first choice. i have officially ruined my life. but. its kinda wierd you know. i mean. ive been striving to go to triple science. but now when it comes to making the choice. i somehow have this wierd feeling. i dont actually want to go. wierd huh. sighs. anyways. now its like a fifty fifty chance. i know my parents really want me to go to triple science. they keep making all "you know its your choice" but in their hearts they really want me to go. like when i told them i put that as my first choice they were all smiles and goods. i guess i kinda understand. all the cousins and whatever relatives are all like from prestigious schools. they keep coming top in everything. and every family gathering. they'll be like "my sons in raffles. my daughters going there next year too. which school do your children go to?" "oh. my children are in fms." "ohh. really. thats good. wait. what school again?" i guess itd be nice to show them up for abit. make them eat their words. hahas. and i guess the extra education wouldnt be too bad. but then i probably wont be able to do what i want. i want to be an artist. or something like that. something that uses my hands. or creativity. thatd be fun. but rents say it wont earn loads of money unless i become totally good at it. so i think they sorta object. i think they want me to do some really high job or something. hmms. i guess the big question now is whether i want my future planned out for me or do i want to carve out something myself. hmms. ANYWAYS. yays. i watched finish my sassy girl chun hyang. ok so i watched it before. now im just watching it to remember everything hahas. its really REALLY good. a little like goong alittle like full house. hahas. pity it never quite made it to singapore. not many people here know about it. hmms. but its just sooo SWEET. myong rong and chun hyang. AHHS. and jae hee. the guy who played myong rongs quite cute too. hahas. that doesnt hurt now does it. the soundtracks pretty nice too. been listening to it the past few days. hahas. IM GETTING HOOKED. hahas.
my future lies ahead.
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