YAYS! finished making my list. but thats just the list of chinese/taiwanese dramas. theres a total of 23 dramas. but i only asteric 10 of them. as in 10 of them is totally must have the rest is dont have also ok. hahas. not bad already lar. less then half lehs. xPpP. anyways have anymore to recommend? movies. kdrama. music albums also can. hahas. wanna get it while i can. who knows when he ll go back. BAHS. xP. hahas. hms. now im like totally obsessed with beef noodles. yesterday for lunch ate vietnamese beef pho. then for dinner ate steak. then today lunch at beef stroganoff spaghetti. hahas. but i want to eat the japanese beef ramen. yums. slurps. so nice. hahas. im retarded lar. bleahs. xP. ok anyway i ll write down my ten must haves taiwanese/chinese dvds. if theres anything else better. RECOMMEND yar. x))

o1.devil beside you
o2.love contract
o3.MARS
o4.smiling pasta
o5.hana kimi(not sure if have dvd but who cares. xD)
o6.chinese paladin
o7.the little fairy
o8.westside story
o9.magicians of love
1o.KO-one

so. owells. x)). boreds.

yi ding yao xin fu!

oh my GOSH. the holidays are like ending in. erm. about FIVE days time. thats like soo fast lar. AHH. im not ready to go back to school. i wanna sleep some more! BAHS. havent even started doing the holiday homework yet. i know. im SOO dead. xP. but i just printed the english stuff. so theres a start. hahas. x). oyar. the school portal came out with the timetable for next year but didnt come up with the CONFIRMED list for next year. i know my dad talked to the teacher and stuff. but im still not THAT sure. hmms. ohman. AHH. xP. whatever lar. im totally confused. BAHS. xPpP. im definitely gonna get a trashing when i go back to school. AH. hahas. cos never go for training the whole holidays. actually i did. i went ONCE. or twice. cant really remember. but this time i have a legal excuse. kakas. so thats still ok i think. hmms. lalalas. oyar. my next dvd to conquer is tree of heaven. whoots. hahas. but i heard that in the end the guy died. bwah. so sad. now i must watch how he die. hahas. yays. cant wait for my dad to go to china. then can help me buy all my stuff. BAHS. hahas. xD. and its like SUPER CHEAP there. yays. gotta go make my list and order. hahas. x). cyas.

3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS

Let Me Go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me

ok. been posting loads today. hahas. x). owells. what to do. totally BORED stiff. lately my parents have been talking bout what the monsters we were when we were small. apparently im the monster. my brothers the sleeping angel. xP. BAHS. she said i pulled her hair. talked back at her and fought with her. at such a tender age too. im soo proud of myself. xD. well i only remember that when in kindergarden in was in the principals office practically the whole time. and in my class there were two gangs. and i was the gang leader too. hahas. who would have known huh. i remember we were always sitting on the cabinet. after the teacher strictly told us not too. hms. cant really believe that was me. hahas. xD. and we often fought and quarrel. nothing to serious. just pulling hair and stealing erasers. BLEAHS. xpp. oyar. and i was really a tomboy too. hahas. always playing with the guys. come to think of it. my two best pals were guys. the names i cant really remember. but i think it was john and benedict. john was one year older then us. and benedict was in my class. we sat the same bus back home. hahas. cant really remember much bout them now though. never kept in contact. wonder what happened to them. heard that they went to henry park primary school. hmms. wonder if they still remember me. hahas. x)). me and ben were ALWAYS quarelling. john was the peacemaker. after john left. me and ben hardly hanged out either. hms. but i do remember bens maid. she wore this sick thick black sun glasses. and spat saliva when she talked. hahas. i always complained to my granma that gramps had a saliva-ish girlfriend. xP. BAHS. yups. and last time when you took the bus there was this card thingy right. before the ez link. and i was always bending it. then one of them told me that if i kept bending it all the money would drop out. hahas. i really believed it then lar. xP. fool me. really want to get in contact with them. it sure would be fun meeting up with kindy friends. see how theyve changed and stuff. but i dunno where to start. AHH. owells. have no info on them either. only knew that we studied in the pap kindy at ghim moh. took the 92 (then m1 i think) bus back. i got off first. both of them stayed at the same condo it think. ben had a maid who spat saliva and wore sick black sunglasses. and john was the big brotherish peace maker. some stuff to start on huh. sighs. WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?

you know whats the problems with adults. well theres loads. but one of the thing that totally irks me the most is that they speak about us children in front of said children like we re not there. they'll be all blahblahblah. all the things (mostly bad) are said right through our ears. do they think we dont listen or something. are we like deaf? i dont think soo. so please. if you BIG people wanna talk about us SMALL people. please at least do it where we cant hear you. thats like polite you know. sheesh.

why do you keep pushing me away
dont you know that i just want to know everything detail of you
i want to know your likes and dislikes
your dreams and aspirations
your feelings and thoughts
even your complains and fears
but you keep putting up this facade
of a happy smiling face
i want to know the face behind that mask
i will always be willing to listen
but will you ever be willing to talk
i know youre more then just jokes and laughter
you have your troubles and sadness
even if you never share
i can feel it
but just remember this
i'll always be waiting
for that revealing moment of truth

today i woke up tired and cold. but i was happy. EXTREMELY HAPPY! x)
this must be what the call love. x)




yays. its christmas! merry christmas! x)). hahas. last night went for the christmas eve service. quite boring. but the skit and dance was nice. k.How was dancing! kakas. cant belive my brother recognised him. he was like isnt that guy from your cluster. i was pretty suprised lor (not at the dancing at my brother remembering. they have a total number of one meeting together) hms. hahas. x). but altogether it was ok. left at about 12.15. so today got up late. didnt go for christmas service. i so should have gone lar. christmas service is the best place to collect christmas presents. hahas. BAHS. xD. anyway you ll never believe how i spent christmas. at wcp in the rain and mud. cos my mums working today so my dad had this totally crasy idea of pitching a tent there and cooking dinner. xP. at first it was pretty ok and everything. hot. alittle stuffy. but not that muddy. then the rain came. i brought my bike there and me and my bike were covered in mud. sheesh. then went back to the tent for dinner. all of us squished inside (mud and all) and sat around the steamboat thingy waiting for our noodles to boil. hahas. it was quite fun lar. in a muddy cold mosquito bitten way. xPpP. wakakakas. oyar. my sushi turned out not too bad lor. hahas. too bad didnt take a picture of it. BLEAHS. even managed to make something like the california maki. you know. with the rice on the outside. pretty li hai right. hahas. but was kinda rushed and by the time we got there most of the people were full. wasted. for them that is. xP. then went to AUNTS house. hahas. finally saw her BOYFRIEND. xP. ok lar. not that cute. not that tall. tad nerdy. but totally intelligent. didnt look 18 lar. looks same age as you AUNT. hahas. but decent enough i guess. xP. thats where i dumped the other half box of sushi. hahas. the other box dumped at church. HEE. its sorta my christmas present to the church huh. xD. hmms. anyone know where to buy nail art stuff. like nail glue and gems. and that long piece thing. hahas. that sounds sick. nvm. xP. i wanna do someones nails. who wants to be my guinea pig? x)). my arts good ok. nothing much to worry. hahas. wx! i want to learn the jewellry thingy! havent gone your house yet. BAHS. hahas. im too lazy to get out of the house. xP. one of my new year resoulutions is definitely to be less lazy. lets hope it works. hahas. x)

two more days till christmas! whoots. tmrs gonna be a busy day. gotta make my sushi. i still cant believe it that they would actually trust me to make it. owells. other wierder stuff has happened before. hahas. x). i realised something. me and my brother are sick bugs. every few months we ll be sick at least once. and every few years we ll be seriously sick at least once. like that time my brother almost fried hes brains and that time i kept fainting non stop. its like soo wierd. and we re never soo sick till there is no cure. just sick enough to miss loads of school. hmms. actually thats not such a bad thing is it. owells. my parents say we were brought up on medicine. hahas. name one and we ve probably taken in before. hahas. x)). hms. gotta go eat now. feeling totally hungry. didnt eat lunch. just had late breakfast. BAHS. xPpP.

if i could wish for anything in the world.
i d wish we never met.



click that the above to see the lyrics for qian nian lei by tank. its the ending song for tian wai fei xian.

xiao zhu;

zaizai;

xiao zhu;

zaizai;


i realised something. zaizai and xiao zhu look tons alike right. and i dont think its just me. especially when they squint and do that eye bag thing. hmms. theres this saying that for everyone one person. there are seven in the world that look alike. i think their one of the lookalikes. doncha? hmms. pretty freaky if you ask me. BAHS. x)

man. the wierdest thing happened today. i was on my way back home in this taxi. then the taxi uncle asked me if i could speak chinese. the i said uh yar. then he said oh. he thought i was korean or something. wierd huh. do i not look chinese to you. do i not look local. this is bad. hahas. owells. x). anyways watched finish silence. i was right. it was a sad ending. zaizai died. SOO SAD. but somehow it didnt really give out this sad vibe. but rather kind of a xin fu vibe. owells. thats what i felt. overall it was pretty good. the actings pretty good too. and the storyline isnt too. farout? or somthing. BAHs. oyar. i so want to be like TANK. hahas. not as in want to be. but AHH. like as acomplished i guess. on wiki it said at the age of 21 he composed more then 200 songs. and even though hes sorta a newbie. hes songs are EVERYWHERE. pretty smart eh. and hes songs are pretty great too. hahas. x). oyar. that day i was talking about all those great singers and composers. i cant believe i forgot ashin from mayday. he rocks too. hahas. and mayday rocks too. YAYS. they are totally talented. hahas. actually i dont really have to go into music. i just want to be really good in something. have people recognise your specialty or something. soo far its zilch though. have no idea what im really good in. but im ok in everything though. soo my dad says since im ok in everything i just have to pick something to specialise in and work at it. but its tough. i dunno what to pick. sighs. even if i do pick something im bound to give up for something later on. AHHE. hahas. x). just have to wait for that special calling huh. hahas. well there was always that saying you only have one life soo must do your up most with it. dont live to regret. or something like that. i guess im sorta doing that now. trying all kinds of stuff. maybe not really trying all of it. mostly just thinking bout trying it. hahas. x). BAHS. hms. today went to that japanese supermarket at liang court. gonna make sushi for the christmas eve party. everyones gonna get poisoned man. hahas. xD. then they wont eat it and i ll get it all to myself. mwahah. hms. i have this sudden craving for sashimi and cold soba. YUMMS lar. mms.

hey. its been quite a long time since i posted one of those posts huh. it feels good. you just have to let it out every once in awhile ya know. bottling up could be bad for you. would suck to die cos you didnt go ahead a scream and someone who totally deserved it. totally. x). sheesh. totally boreded out now. xmas is coming and the years ending. hey. i know. im gonna make a list of people to thank yar. hahas. when im bored i do anything. and this proves it.

LIST OF PEOPLE TO THANK (OR OTHER WISE)
#o1. WEIXIN; for being the BEST pal ever x). hahas. thanks alot this year. helpful or not you were mostly there. thanks. LOADS. LUVING YA!
#o2. MUNI; thanks for sticking out with me. hahas. had loads of crazy fun xP. luv ya loads too.
#o3. STEFF; for being ever soo SICK and making me laugh. it was totally fun. and thanks for encouraging me and all. i didnt really teach you to be soo sick. you always were. x))
#o4. SARY; for being soo cute and blur. hahas. and bringing life to everything. SARYS THE CUTEST. auwws. xP. all the notes! ahh. xPpP.
#o5. BAS; yes. right now youre FAR AWAY. in a totally different galaxy xP. but i still LOVE YA. stop being such a bastard yar. x)).
#o6. SONN; for being the totally shitiest crappiest person ever! love our little titatats. hahas. CRUSH CONTROLER. x)
#o7. CHERYL; for being YOU. hahas. and planning all our get rid of 'erhem" missions. it didnt always work but it was GREAT FUN~! hahas.
#o8. CHOLEE; for letting me bully you. but youre really great. so nice and good that i feel like ARHBISHING you. hahas. x) jk.
#o9. M.S; you are so the BEST. thanks for being my 'counseller' and stuff. always guiding me and not killing me when i pester you. x).
#1o. MR PIG; killing me with your oh-so-lame sense of humor. and your 'im bored im bored' chanting. but it was loads of crazy stuff huh. YAYS. x))
#11. JM; thanks for well. hms. EVERYTHING! hahas. x). dont play so much computer games next time.
#12. AMANDA LIM; ok we werent THAT close. but youre great fun to be with. BIG BOOMS OF LAUGHTER! owells. hahas.
#13. JEYUN; for walking home with me! hahas.
#14. AMANDA LOCK; thanks for the crazy smses. hahas. and all the FLOWERS! x))
#15. DADA & MATTY; for being just oh so CUTE. love you both to bits! x) love me too yar.
#16. FAB; for being just the same and not changing. stop being such a flirt yar. it frightens the girls away. sometimes at least. hahas. x) love ya!
#17. THE ONE; thanks for not bring me soo much pain. but for actually making me stronger. i ll never make the same mistakes again.
#18. THE ASS; pain in the ass none the less. you thought me not to trust anyone so easily anymore. so thanks. i guess.
#19. THE BITCH; no thanks to you. cant think of anything. sorry. but hope you ll be less of a bitch next year.
#2o. THE BROTHER; for quarelling endlessly with me and being just so damn irritating and unreasonable. to bad i still have to love you. cos youre my brother. SHIT.

list completed! yays. exactly 20 people. hahas. if ive missed anyone give me a kick and tell me who you are yar. and the list is in no particular order. just the first one to come up to mind gets first place. (WX. feel honoured!) owells. hahas. x)). gotta go to sleep soon. feeling totally bushed today for no reason. hahas. NIGHTS.

you know some people are just soo damn RUDE. dont thier parents ever teach you that being polite is actually a basic nessesity. like HELLO. even if its just that little small girl. its still a small HUMAN girl. a HUMAN girl with FEELINGS. so cant you just show that little bit of courtesy. what the hell is wrong with this people lar. people this days are just the soo uped. how would you like it if someone treated you like the SHIT that you actually are. HUH. even though you see the shit in people there are some occasions where youre SUPPOSED to keep the shit to yourself. thats like BASIC. hello. just pretending wont do you no harm. or just lie like you always do. it comes as a second nature to you anyway. no biggie. just that you ll DEFINITELY go to hell when you die. i mean. all those lies you tell are ... alot. so its ok to tell one more lie. wont make a difference for you. after all you are. hopelessly done for. so theres no use of holding back anymore HUH. you think youre all high and mighty and all that dontcha. if you could just hear the stuff thats being passed all around. behind your back and in your face. just that you totally REFUSE to hear it. its not really insulting you or anything. not that much. take it as construtive critism. and pretend that we actually care for you. that way. itd be much much easier to swallow. no use getting choked up on somethings that soo obviously true is there. no there isnt. we really are trying to help you know. so that we wont actually have to kill you and dirty our clean hands. so to stop a murder. i really hope you do change. if not. im not responsible for what happens next. after all. its YOUR own fault. owells. nothing i can do about it. i ll be sorry for your death though. there be noone else to insult and help. even though i nice and all. i cant keep the rest for really murdering you. so please help yourself and us. change or get lost. you might not know it. but im really trying to forgive you and stuff. but its truly getting harder by the minute. and it doubles everytime we meet. its sad. i know. but. this is my cry for help. to help you and me. so dont take it to heart yar. both you and me know what youve done. and we all know how we feel. so owells.




thats misa from death note 2. and i have made up my mind. that is the hairstyle i want. its soo the NICE. x). i ll cut it when i have the time and courage. BAHS. xPpP. today went to the doctors for a review again. got another mc! x) until 6 january. YAYS. hahas. gonna go for a xray tmr though. hahas. i gonna be radio activated! alienised. hahas. owells. right. i can play the first part of the tian wai fei xian opening song on the piano! yays. im SOO smart. jk. it sounds kinda wierd though. but im working on it. hms. it actually sounds kind of EERIE. like spooky eerie. hahas. xD. owells. im just gonna try harder then. JIAYOO! oyar. the rain came back! i thought it was gonna be sunny the whole day. on account of the weather in the morning. but now it RAINED. and i love it. hahas. soo damply comforting. BLAHS. xPpP. im such a sadist huh. oyar i just delivered my xmas cards. YAYS. i love writing xmas cards. hahas. anyone want one? just pass me your address and i ll DELIGHTFULLY write one for you. hahas. im nuts. AHHEE. x))

wei yi ge ren er feng kuang.
dao di you she me cuo.
ai ben lai shi ru ci de feng kuang.
bu jiang dao li.
bu jiang yi qi.
na cai ke yi jiao zhe ai.
er wo jiu she wei ai er feng kuang.
de xiao nu hai.

Song Title: 静静的
Jing Jing De
Silently
(SILENCE OST: Opening Theme Song)

Artist: 庾澄庆
Harlem Yu/Yu Cheng Qing


空气里躲着什么
Kong qi li duo zhe shen me
What’s hidden in the air?

有点浪漫的心动
You dian lang man de xin dong
There’s a hint of romantic feeling

我偷偷看你
Wo tou tou kan ni
I’m looking at you secretly

你也偷偷看我
Ni ye tou tou kan wo
You’re also secretly looking at me

世界上多了什么
Shi jie shang duo le shen me
Seems like the world’s getting something more

好像变得很不同
Hao xiang bian de hen bu tong
It doesn’t feel the same anymore

站在你身边
Zhan zai ni shen bian
Standing by your side

这一切都好宽阔
Zhe yi qie dou hao kuan kuo
All become so much bigger

我还在等着你
Wo hai zai deng zhe ni
I’m still waiting for you

静静的爱我
Jing jing de ai wo
To love me silently

只要有你陪我
Zhi yao you ni pei wo
So long as you’re by my side

静静的就足够
Jing jing de jiu zu gou
Silently is good enough
你也在等着我
Ni ye zai deng zhe wo
You’re also waiting for

静静的温柔
Jing jing de wen rou
My silent tenderness

就这样手牵手
Jiu zhe yang shou qian shou
Holding hands like this

静静的看着天空
Jing jing de kan zhe tian kong
Silently gazing at the sky

心里面藏着什么
Xin li mian cang zhe shen me
What’s hidden inside this heart?

你只想要让我懂
Ni zhi xiang yao rang wo dong
You are only trying to let me understand

原来我的梦
Yuan lai wo de meng
It turns out that my dream

也就是你的梦
Ye jiu shi ni de meng
Is also yours

哦
Wo~
Oh~

纸条上写了什么
Zhi tiao shang xie le shen me
What’s written on this piece of paper?

我好想要听你说
Wo hao xiang yao ting ni shuo
How I wish I could hear you say

让字字句句
Rang zi zi ju ju
Let every word, every sentence

充满我们的笑容
Chong man wo men de xiao rong
Is filled with our smiles

永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺
Yong yuan yao ji de na tian bi ci xu xia de cheng nuo
Forever we shall remember of the promise we made to each other on that day

瞬间点亮的火花
Shun jian dian liang de huo hua
That sudden, bright spark

是我们的拥有
Shi wo men de yong you
Belongs to us

静静的手牵手
Jing jing de shou qian shou
Holding hands silently

是最简单的梦
Shi zui jian dan de meng
Is the simplest dream

yays. finally revived my mp3. hahas. after soo many months. suprised it hasnt actually died yet. kakas. xP. anyway gotta get it ready for xmas. even bought new headphones. hahas. at those totally boring xmas partys. thats the PERFECT time for it. x)). hms. but im thinking of getting a new one. i want the ipod 80GB. yes. ok now that ive made up my mind. i just have to find someone to buy it for me. any takers? x). hms. i also one the nikon coolpix. and a new phone. hms. three out of one. anyone one also can. PLEASE. hee~ oyar. won some money today. 150 bucks. x)). for some good progress award. smart huh. hahas. looks like im gonna get some pocket money yar. x)). then maybe i can get one of the 'above'. kakas. xP. owells. its been raining for quite afew days already. some damper. but i like it. I LOVE IT WHEN IT RAINS. hahas. x). yays. its all cold and deary. and everyone would have to stay in their houses. it could actually be quite COSY! yups. ms.

what in the world is wrong with parents. especially mothers. sometimes i get the feeling that im not my mums 'qing sheng'. stupid i know. but i cant seem to help it lar. like when i get good results she doesnt even praise me. not even a nod. half the time she doesnt listen to me. AT ALL. like i can be just talking and talking and she ll just walk off. like show some respect can. im still a human ya know. then everytime also pian xing that BRAT. keep saying i never ever help out in the house. excuse me but what did the BRAT do? 'oh he goes to tuition' what crap is that. im helping by NOT going to tuition. wont you be saving money then. HERH. crap lar. say what everytime watch tv dont study. dont YOU do the same. watch watch. i dont watch also you will watch what. crap lar. this is called hypocrisy man. saying one thing and doing another. DAMN man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nXdU1mI9jk&feature=PlayList&p=2C4E384A4B40F317&index=0

thats where to find tian liang yi hou. man. hu ge can really sing. nice lar. the lyrics also nice. hahas. TANK rocks. all his songs are so the GOOD. hahas. owells. its quite touching rights? i love the chorus. speaks to me. hahas. owells. its late. nights now.

tian liang yi hou - hu ge

ke zhan qian na yi zuo qiao | huo xu wo men dou dao bu liao
mei you li you zai ku xiao | zhi shi jian ou
fan fu lian xi de yong bao | tian liang yi hou jiu kan bu dao
bu neng pei ni dao cang lao | pei ni dao lao
wo bu zhi dao | hai you shui neng xiang wo rang ni yi kao
wo zhi xi wang | ni hui lao ji wo de hao

tian liang yi hou | jiu zai ye qian bu dao ni de shou
tian liang yi hou | wo hui man man li kai ni de meng
bu gan shuo | zai jian jiu shi wu fa shuo chu kou

tian liang yi hou | liu zhu ni gai yong she me li you
tian liang yi hou | liu xia de jiu zhi sheng xia ji mo
bie nan guo | suo you de tong dou you wo mo mo cheng shou

wo yi wei wo zuo de dao | bao zhe ni dao tian huang di lao
ai ni wo gan dao jiao au | she me dou hao
qi dai zhe ni de yong bao | ye xu zhe ji hui tai miao xiao
liu zhe yan lei ku zhe xiao | wo zhe me tao
kong dang de meng | zhe me xie wo men de cong yi hou
wo jin zhe shou | kan bu dao zai jian de jin tou

tian liang yi hou | jiu zai ye qian bu dao ni de shou
tian liang yi hou | wo hui man man li kai ni de meng
bu gan shuo | zai jian jiu shi wu fa shuo chu kou

tian liang yi hou | liu zhu ni gai yong she me li you
tian liang yi hou | liu xia de jiu zhi sheng xia ji mo
bie nan guo | suo you de tong dou you wo mo mo cheng shou

tian liang yi hou | jiu zai ye qian bu dao ni de shou
tian liang yi hou | wo hui man man li kai ni de meng
bu gan shuo | zai jian jiu shi wu fa shuo chu kou

oh man. how come my blog cant seem to read chinese! ahh. ok anyways that song was tian liang yi hou sang by hu ge. song by TANK. i ll put int the han yu pin yin later. that ones the character then below it is the english translation. listening to it now on youtube. totally nice and touchy-woozy feelings. hahas. SOO want to buy the OST for tian wai fei xian. anyone interested in giving me that as a xmas pressie. AHH. hahas. x). right now im really pei-fuING songwriters. hahas. i want to learn how to create songs too. like TANK. jay chou. JJ lin. they all can write songs and sing. TALENTED lar. writing songs is so cool. you get paid thousands for one song. and you get to put your thoughts and feelings into it. like all your anger happyness sadness. and EVERYTHING. and earn money for it too. hahas. that would be totally great! hahas. another crazy idea. BAHS. oyar. heard some cousin (AUNT!) gots a boyfriend. hahas. to be truly honest. im SHOCKED. for words. well its not only me. everyone else too. hahas. not that shes bad or anything. she just seems to be the introvert type ya know. owells. my aunt (GRANAUNT!) is like totally worried for her. cos shes always been in a girls school. and now she goes to JC which is mixed. (15 yrs old. SPECIAL programme) so she says its like releasing a nun from the nunnery or something. hahas. but shes smart. so im sure she wont be that easily cheated (the guys in JC2!) hahas. owells. not my problem. xP. okays gonna do the han yu pin yin thing now.

tian liang yi hou - hu ge

客栈前那一座桥 或许我们都到不了
The Bridge in front of the restaurant, maybe we both can’t get there
没有理由在苦笑 只是煎熬
A bitter laugh with no reason, only torture
反复练习的拥抱 天亮以后就看不到
The embrace that I’ve practices for many times, we can’t see after sunrise
不能陪你到苍老 陪你到老
Can’t stay by yours side until you’re old, until you’re old
我不知道 还有谁能像我让你依靠
I don’t know, who else can you rely on like me
我只希望 你会牢记我的好
I only hope, you will remember how good I am

天亮以后 就再也牵不到你的手
After sunrise, I can never hold your hand anymore
天亮以后 我会慢慢离开你的梦
After sunrise, I will gradually leave your dream
不敢说 再见就是无法说出口
I don’t dare to say, I just can’t say goodbye

天亮以后 留住你该用什么理由
After sunrise, what reason do I have to make you stay
天亮以后 留下的就只剩下寂寞
After sunrise, the only thing left is loneliness
别难过 所有的痛都由我默默承受
Don’t be sad, let all the pain be silently withstood by me

我以为我做得到 抱着你到天荒地老
I thought I would be able to achieve it, hold you until the sky and earth turn old
爱你我感到骄傲 什么都好
Loving you, I feel proud, anything is good
期待着你的拥抱 也许这机会太渺小
Anticipating your embrace, maybe the chances are too slim
流着眼泪苦着笑 我怎么逃
Pouring tears with a bitter smile, how am I to escape?
空荡的梦 怎么写我们的从今以后
How can an empty dream write our “from now on”
握紧着手 看不到再见的尽头
Holding your hand tight, we cannot see the end of goodbye

*Repeat*

天亮以后 就再也牵不到你的手
天亮以后 我会慢慢离开你的梦
不敢说 再见就是无法说出口

天亮以后 留住你该用什么理由
天亮以后 留下的就只剩下寂寞
别难过 所有的痛都由我默默承受

man. im totally and absolutely confused. just about life and practically everthing else. for some reason i keep thinking of the game the cell girls played during the last sunday with yueyi and alissa. 'in ten years time' or something. i keep on wondering what and where i ll be in ten years time. its sorta wierd and thats a pretty long time too. but i just cant seem to help it. hms. i ll be 24 then. older. living by myself? working as a ...? married? hms. its just SOO wierd you know. then again would i actually be alive? not that im saying i ll die early or anything. but theres that possibility. hms. its something not really worth thinking and worrying at this stage. but theres just that spark of ...? ok dunno what thats called. but AHH. what the hell. this is all just worthless worrying lar. i dont even have any idea of what i want to become. hms. anyway life right now is a total bore. its starting to lose its spark. theres no more expectations or aspirations. hms. downer. sighs. owells enough of this down thing. hahas. right now listening to korean songs. hahas. theres a thing about listening to songs which you dont understand. kakas. xPpP. owells. im still gona try to understand though. x). trying really hard too. x))). hahas. but im bound to give up soon. wonder why. but i never could finish something throughly. hahas. like the cantonese and japanese. and right now korean i guess. im such a lazy pig. AHH. x)

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i have just set off on my next conquest! this time its a drama called SILENCE. its pretty ok. im only on the second disc (theres seven in total). hahas. its actually pretty touching. yays. hahas. hms. really feel like going for a swim. bwahhs. but cant. bads. or a night cycle might be nice to. hahas. owells. this is gonna be a short post. my dads been nagging like hell. I CANT STAND IT. kakas. what to do. cant wait till i go out to live on my own. AUSTRALIA WAIT FOR ME! xPpP.

eternal summer OST - ming bai

ni shuo ni gan jue bu dui
xin qing hen huai
wo wu fa kong zhi
lei shui liu xia lai
mo ming de nan guo
shi qing xu zuo sui
mei you shui cuo shui dui
xu yao an wei
bu neng li kai

wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
chu le ni
wo de ai wo ke qu dai
wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
mei you ren
rang wo ru ci de yi lai

ni shou ni gan jue bu dui
xin qing hen huai
wo wu fa kong zhi
lei shui liu xia lai
mo ming de nan guo
shi qing xu zuo sui
mei you shui cuo shui dui
xu yao an wei
bu neng li kai

wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
chu le ni
wo de ai wo ke qu dai
wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
mei you ren
rang wo ru ci de yi lai

wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
chu le ni
wo de ai wo ke qu dai
wo zhi shi yao ni ming bai
ming bai wo dui ni de ai
mei you ren
rang wo ru ci de yi lai

yin wei ni
wo de ai
yong yuan cun zai

yays. hahas. just finished watching tokyo juliet. it was totally great lar. hahas. ariel lin is really such a great actress. shes also in the "good friend" mv by SHOW. hahas. AWESOOME. cut my hair today too. bahs. not much difference though. hahas. you know what now then i realise the guy who acted "jonathan" in eternal summer is the same guy who acted as "ah si" in tokyo juliet. wakaka. hes SOO CUTE. xP. didnt watch eternal summer though. anyways its a movie bout this guy called jonathan (bryant chang) who likes his good friend, shane(joseph chang). and theres this new girl, carrie(kate yeung) who likes jonathan. then shane likes her. and she sorta likes shane. and its all totally confusing. blahblahblah. but the soundtrack is REALLY good. that i heard. so its kinda a gay movie. the morals arent there but the acting is good. hahas. i WANT to watch. bwahhs. hahas. so now i got another soundtrack to buy. only heard snips of it. hahas. but its still GOOD. bahs. man my list gets longer and longer. hahas. lovely. hms. right. my dads going off to china again in jan next year. YAYS. freedom again. this time heard its gona be quite long. cos hes going to china taiwan and korea. hahas. cool huh. i want to go too. would totally love to go travelling all around the world. see the different sights and sounds! hahas. hmms. yesterday went to the doctors again. he gave me ANOTHER mc. untill 23rd december. yays. x))). but i feel bad about not going for training. xP. but i was never good in it anyway. kakas. if i were to do a sport i would definetly pick some water sport. not sure why but i totally love the water. and my parents feel that im good in the water too. so thats good. hahas. but i dont really like competing in the water. it sorta defies the concept of being in water ya know. waters about peace. xP. hahas. i sound kinda deep there right. cant believe i actually said that too. BWAHSSS. hahas. hmms i was watching the mv for eternal summer (search it in youtube) then there was this small boy. i think he looks like the small liang from tokyo juliet. hms. hahas. could be. kakakss. totally blanked now. xPpP

yays. finally watch ISWAK finish. soo proud of myself. hmph. x)). hahas. im writing christmas cards now. i ve already written 11. hahas. my hands are all achy breaky. bahs. christmas cards are so much better then ecards. well thats what i feel. when you write something for someone its cos you care. and I CARE. hahas. owells. bahs. right now im hooked up on tokyo juliet. chuns acting was soso lar. but ariels getting really good. hahas. shes the best! bahs. but who cares chun can sing! hahas. yups. fahrenheits pretty good actually. hahas. hmms. anyways. tokyo juliets all about these fashion designers and their troubles blahblahblah. hahas. but its a really nice show though. x)). makes me think bout what i want to be in the future. xP. definitely not some office job. i want a job thats totally fun and creative. maybe fashion. but its a hard place to survive. :(. hms. or maybe an air stewardess. i ll get to fly all over. awesome. hms. still sick now though. bahs. anyways nights! need to sleep early to recover! hahas.

Fei Ni Mo Shu - Ariel Lin (tokyo juliet OST)

dong de rang wo wei xiao de ren
zai mei you shei bi ni you tian fen
qing yi chuang jin wo de xin men
ming tian de mei meng ni wan cheng

zheng ge yu zhou hao han wu bian de jin tou
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu quan dou rao zhe ni zou

ai wo fei ni mo shu
wo zhi yuan shou hu you ni gei wo de xing fu
ai wo fei ni mo shu
ye xu hui xiao zhe ku dan na ren shi ni suo yi bu pa ku

dong de rang wo liu lei de ren
gei de gan dong yi ding shi zui shen
zai wo xin zhong liu xia shang hen
ni tong shi dian liang le xing chen

zheng ge yu zhou hao han wu bian de jin tou
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu quan dou rao zhe ni zou

ai wo fei ni mo shu
wo zhi yuan shou hu you ni gei wo de xing fu
ai wo fei ni mo shu
ye xu hui xiao zhe ku dan na ren shi ni suo yi bu pa ku

kan na me duo xiang yu
pian pian zhi he ni tian zao di she ban chan sheng qi ji
wo wo xin de feng xi
wo xiang chu le ni ren shei ye wu fa tian bu zhe kong xu

ai wo fei ni mo shu
wo zhi yuan shou hu you ni gei wo de xing fu
ai wo fei ni mo shu
ye xu hui xiao zhe ku dan na ren shi ni suo yi bu pa ku

dan na ren shi ni suo yi bu pa ku

Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue - Fahrenheit and Hebe (tokyo juliet OST)

wu jie de yan shen xin xiang hai di zhen
guang shi cai ce wo shi yu bu zhen
you dian fan ren yo you dian mi ren

lan man mei tian fen fan ying you ci dun
bu gou jin shen hua tiao cuo yan se
dan hen mao dun xi huan ni de ben

wei xiao zai mei zai tian bu shi ni de dou bu te bie
yan lei zai ku zai xian you ni an wei you shi qing tian
gao de zai jin zai tie shao le yong bao jiu suan tai yuan
quan shi jie zhi dui ni you gan jue

wan de zai feng zai ye ni deng yi yan wo jiu shou lian
ma lu zai kuan zai yuan zhi yao ni qian jiu hen an quan
wo hui you guai you nian wen rou ti tie jue bu fu yan
wo zhi due ni you gan jue

ti tie que nian ren ai ku que wen shun
you shi tian zhen you shi hen xie e
dui ni shua hen jiu shi she bu de

qing xi shou yang fen rang nao dai ping heng
yao ni xian shen dong zuo man tun tun
zhe me cheng ren wo fei ni bu ke

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English Translation
I Only Have Feeling For You - Fahrenheit & Hebe

the eyes show no explanation the heart is like needles under the sea
just a guess i can't eat
it's a bit annoying and a bit mesmerizing

hopeless romantics have a slow reaction
aren't careful enough and pick the wrong colored flower
but they're really fickle and like your silliness anyway

no matter how beautiful and sweet your smile, if it's not yours, it is not special at all
no matter how bitter and salty my tears, if you are the one consoling me, it's a bright day
no matter how close are you to me, without hugs, it still seems far away
i only have feelings for you in this world

no matter how playful i am i'll be good if you stare at me
no matter how far or wide the road if you're holding my hand, it'll be safe
i'll be good and be close to you i'll be gentle and caring, without even thinking about it
I only have feelings for you

concerned but close to you likes to cry but obeying
sometimes naive sometimes evil but i just cannot be cruel to you
please have more nutrients so your brain can be balanced
i want you to appear but your actions are slow
how am i supposed to admit that i want you and no one else

Ni Feng - Garden Sister (tokyo juliet OST)

yong du te de guan jian zi yan
wo sou xun zhe shi jie
zhi xiang zao dao yi ge kong jian
bu zhi wo de xuan yan

meng xiang yi cun fang xu duo
bu zai hu bei shei tou zou
wo zhi you yi ge gan shou
wo zhen de zhen de wo zhen de shou shang guo

hei ye ni feng xi yu
meng xiang re qing he wo
tong ku que you tian mi
Why should I care at all?
At all...

wo bu quan bie ren de kan fa
que you xiang bei ren kan qian
ni zhong shi shuo chu le mang dian
you shi hou zhen shi tao yan

xin xin yi cun fang le xu duo
ni bu zai que bu hao guo
wo zhi you yi ge gan shou
ni zhen de zhen de ni zhen de gou ai wo

hei ye ni feng xi yu
meng xiang re qing he wo
tong ku que you tian mi
Why should I care, Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...

mei ge xuan ze lu kou
wo jiu tiao nan de lu zou
mei ci ni fang qi wo
wo tu ran hui tou ni que hai gen zhe wo

hei ye ni feng xi yu
meng xiang re qing he wo
tong ku que you tian mi
Why should I care, Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...

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english translation
Upwind - Garden Sister


Using a unique keyword
I search the world
I want to find a space
To decorate my announcement



There are a lot of stored dreams
Don't care if someone steals them
I only feel one thing
I'm really, really, really hurt



The dark night, the upwind, the drizzling rain
The dream, the passion, and me
Painful, yet sweet
Why should I care at all?
At all...



I don't care what others think
But at the same time, I want to be seen
You always point out the blindspot
Sometimes, it's really annoying



There are a lot of stored confidence
Don't feel good if you are not here
I only feel one thing
You really, really, really love me



The dark night, the upwind, the drizzling rain
The dream, the passion, and me
Painful, yet sweet
Why should I care, Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...



At every crossroad
I always choose the most difficult path
Everytime you give up on me
When I look back you are still behind me



The dark night, the upwind, the drizzling rain
The dream, the passion, and me
Painful, yet sweet
Why should I care, Why should I care,
Why should I care at all? At all...

you make me want to fall in love - F.I.R

Hanyu Pinyin
wo yuan yong wo you xian de yong yuan
jiao huan cen jing kuai le de lei shui
chuan yue bu an di dai chuan yue suo you wei xian
lai dao ni sheng bian

wo you shi hou xiang xin mei li de yu yan
que you bu xiang ru ci xin gan qing yuan
zhi dao ni de chu xian cai liao jie zhe yi qie
yin wei ni er gai bian

you make me want to fall in love jiu zai zhe yi ke
ye bu guan ming tian hui ru he
zhi yao jin sheng you ni zuo you
pei zhe wo bu zai ji mo

you make me want to fall in love jiu zai zhe yi ke
shui jian ye ke yi shi yong hu
zhi yao mei ge ji mo shi hou
ai de hui yi liu zai wo xin zhong

jiu shuan sui yue dai ni zou
jiu shuan ju li yan mei wo
hai shi yi zhi shou hou zhe
wo hui yong yuan wei le ni chun zai

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English Translation
I'm willing to exchange my limited eternity
for my past tears of happiness
going through warzones and all dangers
to be by your side

Sometimes I believe in beautiful prophecies
yet I don't want to be satisfied with just that
It wasn't until you came into my life that I understood everything
I changed because of you

You make me want to fall in love right at this very moment,
no matter what happens tomorrow
as long as in this life you are with me
accompanying me so I will never be lonely again

You make me want to fall in love right at this very moment,
a moment can be an eternity
as long as whenever I feel lonely
the memories of love remain within my heart

Even if you drift away as the years go by
even if the distance drowns me
I will still wait for you
I will exist solely for you forever

yi yan wan nian - S.H.E (tian wai fei xian OST)

Hanyu Pinyin
lei you dian xian you dian tian
ni de xiong tang wen zhe wo de ce lian
hui tou kan ta guo de xue
man man rong hua cheng cao yuan
er wo jiu xiang ni mei you yi miao ceng hou hui

ai na me mian na me nian
guan ming yun she ding yao shei li bie
hai an xian yue rang ren liu lian
zong shi mei de yue wan yan
wo men tai jue qiang lian tian dou bu ren zai fan dui

shen qing yi yan zhi ai wan nian
ji du lun hui lian lian bu mie
ba sui yue pu cheng hong tan
jian zheng wo men de ji xian

xin teng yi ju zhen cang wan nian
shi yan jiu gai bi yong yuan geng yuan
yao bu shi cang hai sang tian
zhen ai zen me hui fu xian

bai du guo xie feng leng yu chun nuan zai yan qian

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English Translation
Tears are a bit salty, a bit sweet
Your chest kisses the side of my face
Look back at the snow we tread
slowly melting into grasslands
I'm just like you, never regretting, not even for a second

Love is that continuous, that lasting
When it comes to our destiny, who will bid farewell?
The shoreline makes people keep wandering
always beautiful, meandering more
We're too stubborn, even the heavens don't have the heart to oppose

The kindness of one glance, the sincere love of eternity
How many degrees of reincarnation without love being extinguished
can cover the years with a red carpet, a testimony to our limits

The phrase "Loving dearly" encompasses eternity
The oath should be longer than forever
If it weren't for the changes brought about by time,
how would true love appear?

The ferry crosses heavy winds and cold rain, the warmth of spring is here now

E Zuo Ju - Wang Lan Yin
wo zhao bu dao hen hao de yuan yin
qu zu dang zhe yi qie de qing yi
zhe gan jue tai qi yi
wo bao qian bu neng shuo ming


wo xiang xin zhe ai qing de ding yi
qi ji hui fa sheng ye bu yi ding
feng wen rou de qing xi ye xu piao lai hao xiao xi


yi qie xin xian you dian mao xian
qing gao su wo zen me zou dao zhong dian
mei you ren liao jie mei you ren xiang wo
he mo sheng ren de ai lian


wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang nian ni
ke shi wo gang gang cai yu jian le ni
wo huai yi zhe qi yu zhi shi ge e zuo ju


wo xiang wo yi man man xi huan ni
yin wei wo yong you ai qing de yong qi
wo ren xing tou ru ni gei de e zuo ju
ni gei de e zuo ju


wo zhao bu dao hen hao de yuan yin
qu zu dang zhe yi qie de qing yi
zhe gan jue tai qi yi
wo bao qian bu neng shuo ming


wo xiang xin zhe ai qing de ding yi
qi ji hui fa sheng ye bu yi ding
feng wen rou de qing xi ye xu piao lai hao xiao xi


wo cai fa xian ni hen yao yan
qing rang wo zai qiao qiao ni de shuang yan
mei you ren liao jie mei you ren xiang wo
he mo sheng ren de ai lian


wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang nian ni
ke shi wo gang gang cai yu jian le ni
wo huai yi zhe qi yu zhi shi ge e zuo ju


wo xiang wo yi man man xi huan ni
yin wei wo yong you ai qing de yong qi
wo ren xing tou ru ni gei de e zuo ju
ni gei de e zuo ju

by the way if youre wondering both this song and the previous are from the taiwanese drama "it started with a kiss"


Kao Jin Yi Dian Dian - Lara
Me me zai ni de sheng hou shou hu de wo
duo xiang kan ni bu jing yi de xiao rong
huo xu wo de xin ni bu dong
wo hui nu li rang ni gan dong
zai ni yan zhong duo me ben zuo de wo
jue bu fang qi zhui zu ni de zhi zhuo
zhi yao ni neng duo xie hui ying wo
yi ge xiao huo dian tou quan dou jie shou


neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian
da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue
bie zai jin jin guan zai zhi you zi ji de shi jie
wen nuan tai yang wei ni ying jie
neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian
neng bu neng zai yong gan yi dian dian
jiu shuan rang wo zhi dao
wo yong yuan zi shi dan lian
wo ye hui chang zhe gan xie
xiao zhe he ni shuo zai jian

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Come near a little closer - Lara
I silently wait behind you
Really want to see your accidental smile
May be you do not understand my heart
I will try to flatter you
I'm the clumsy one in your eyes
I will not give up my will to follow you
I just need you to give me some response
I will accept a smile or a nod.


Can I come near a little closer
Confess my feeling to you loudly
Don't shut yourself in your own world anymore
The warm sun welcomes you
Can I come near a little closer
Can I be braver a little bit
Even if I knew
it's always a one way love
I will still keep my gratitude
Smilling to you and say goodbye.

i tried putting chinese but it never comes out right. owells. hahas.

YAYS! ive finally posted. hahas. been totally long. bahs. hahas. still sick now. hees. x) been sick for like almost a month. tee. hmms. two weeks since ive been back from hong kong. hahas. the trip was totally great. the shopping and the scene. totally awesome. hahas. bought lotsa dvds. the drama serial stuff. theres "it started with a kiss" "tree of heaven" "silence" "tokyo juliet" and "jumong". hahas. jumong is driving my mum nuts. cause we needed to buy this part one and a part two. then when she watched the last tape she realized it hadnt finished. hahas. theres supposed to be a part three i think. bahs. and in the part one package one of the disc was missing. bahs. anyways. also bought lotsa new junk. hahas. and i bought a pair of BOOTS. have no idea what to do with it now. in hk loads of people were wearing them. but in singapore. dont really see them around. and its kinda stuffy in them. owellss. hahas. x). hmms. christmas is coming! but dont really feel the christmas spirit. actually dont really feel anything. been locked up in the house most of the time! hahas. needa so get out. needa but my cds. the longer i wait the longer the list gets. kaaa. fraid i wont have much money left. bahhs. JM QUICK BRING ME SHOPPING! hahas. yups. still needa go wx house to learn the art of jewellry making. hahas. i seriously want to learn lor. ahh. but always too lazy. i also want to go see my lil cousins. hahas. been pretty long since i visited them. the last time i went he was SOO CUTE. he walks like a frog. hahas. (by the way hes one. so its not like a ten year old walking like a frog. its a one year old walking like a frog. whatever) hahas. and sary. oyar. we gotta SOO meet up. hahas. hmms. right. i think im going to 3d next year. hahas. go take my art! yays. hahas. oyar. fei lun hais jiro can REALLY draw. hahas. i think he was an art student or something. so cool. hes cute. can act. can sing. can draw. can be a total romantic. but funny and carefree at the same time. sorta like a serious joker. (if that is actually possible. hahas.) its like my dream guy! hahas. jk. this post is pretty long huh. well ive got two weeks to stuff in here. bahs. hahas. oright. im really into asian pop right now. hahas. i find that some of the songs (those i have listened to at least) have loads of meaning. hahas. yups. some of them are really touching. totally. and some of them seem to speak exactly what i feel. hahas. its a connection man. and some of the singers are really cute. hahas. nowadays everyone likes western bands. though yar theyre nice and all but their sorta further. like. if thier asian theres these closer bond or something. its not like a far away dream ya know. its sorta closer. wierd thinking huh. owells. thats what i feel. IM WEIRD! bahs. hmms. what else is there. oyar. my dad really wants me to take up a water sport. hms. im for that too. but sports involve hard work. and i dont like hard work. actually any work for that matter. BAHS. stressful. and hes thinking of sending us for some mindchamps thing. it works for studys but the prices are sorta steep. argh. hahas. less then a month till the new year. YEAR 2007! im coming. hahas. watch out. okies. nights. i need to take a rest. if not i ll never get. well. AHH.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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