YEAH man. i made it through the chem test. it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be lor. hahas. but tmr have bio test. plus chinese test. ohman. im like SOO gonna die. listening to tang yu zhes new single now. hahas. hes singings really not bad ya know. BAHS. ohman. im gonna like soo die tmr lar. soo die ok. WAHH. oh yar. im soo proud of myself. hahas. i wrote a song. a chinese song too. not bad huh. ok lar. its like four lines. but thats something. so all together i have one english song and four lines of a chinese song to my name. not bad leh. not that anyone knows it. hahas. THROWING DARTS RAWKS man. hahas. owells. the chinese song is like a lovey dovey ballad. its bout this guy and girl. so theres like two people singing. yupsyups. HEE~. it might be four lines NOW. but im totally working on it ok. JIA YOU. ke bu yao xiao kan wo orh. hahas. todays the last day of january. wakaka. how the days past. owells. oyar. i wanna change my blogskin. but how dunno what to change to le. i wanna sort of make my own one. the ones on www.wretch.cc are like SUPER nice. i feel like transferring TOTALLY to wretch lar. (unloyal i know). but like half of it is still in chinese. and not a really fluent chinese reader. plus it hurts my eyes to see all those small words. owells. but its really good. lar. have a page, a blog, an album and a guestbook. cept that im not really sure how to work with it. oyar. and it accepts chinese too. UNLIKE blogger. hahas. jk. actually im not. owells. this blog is like SOO dead ok. sighs.

running in the rain alone.

WAKAKAKA. im like so dead. only 3 days never go to school lar. is it that necessary to zeng wo already. BWAH. hahas. now listening to zhi xiang ai ni by rainie yang. damn sweet lar. hahas. CHAO HAO TING. hahas. hmms. now im on the series devil beside you. i said already right. hahas. owells. its nice lar. ohman. soo sweet. mike he and rainie yang lead. at first saw mike in the opening scene thought he was like DAMN i dunno wierd. but now see more like more. hahas. im besotted. HES SOO CUTE. hahas. oyar today on yulebaifenbai have tang yu zhes news. hes CHAO CUTE TOO. bahahas. hes gona come up with an album. cool lar. didnt even know he could sing. but its a bonus. anyways he just released hes first single. YAYS. hahas. feeling kinda wierd lately too. i dunno like kinda short tempered and FIERCE man. so dont piss me off yar. fan lian ni cai zhi dao HERH. kinda feeling stressed too. wierd huh. i dont even know why im stressed out. ITS SERIOUS. sighs. always have this urge to run to this sunny place. park or beach or whatever. and just lie there in the sun. in this like peaceful quietness. man. that be soo nice. owells.

zhi xiang ai ni - rainie yang

Hanyu Pinyin -

wo zhong yu hai shi shuo le yi ju wo ai ni
hai ji de na ge wei liang ye li
tian kong zhen piao zhe xiao yu
xin tiao de sheng yin xiang wu dong qi ji

ni kan zhe wo shuo qian wan bu yao ai shang ni
yin wei ni zhi hui rang wo shang xin
bie shao le kuai dian han ting
ni na me leng jing hu yuan you hu jin

wo zhi dao wo dui ni lai shuo ye xu tai nian qing
wo xiang wo cai wo wen wo zhong yu liao jie
yuan lai wei ai liu de yan lei
ye shi zhong tian mi zi wei

zhi xiang ai ni
dang wo he ni zou zai yi qi jiu yi jing jue ding
bu kan bu ting bu wen ye bu hui fang qi
shi ni rang wo liao jie zi ji
ke yi wei ai na me jian ding

zhi xiang ai ni
hao xiang mei tian zheng kai yan jing jiu neng kan dao ni
wo zhi dao wo ou er you yi dian ren xin
bu guan ni zuo ren he jue ding
jiu jing ai wo hai shi tao bi

sorry wo hai shi bu hui fang qi ai ni

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English Translation -

I finally still said the words "I love you"
I still remember that cool night
a light rain was just falling from the sky
the sound of my heartbeat was as miraculous as dancing

Looking at me, you told me not fall in love with you at all costs
Because you will only break my heart
"Don't be foolish, stop it quickly"
You were so calm, so far yet suddenly so near

I know that, to you, I may seem too young
I thought, I guessed, I asked, I finally understood
Turns out that crying because of love
is also a type of sweetness

I just want to love you
When you and I walked together I had already decided
I won't look, won't listen, won't ask, and I won't give up
It is you who lets me realize
how sure I can be for love

I just want to love you
I want to be able to see you every day when I open my eyes
I know I occasionally can be a bit impulsive
It doesn't matter whether you
choose to escape or choose to love me after all

Sorry I still won't give up loving you

sometimes things are never what they seem to be.

hmms. been quite a long time since i last blogged. been sick again. hahas. im really sick lor. noone ever believes that im sick. BAHS. its true lor. ive always been sickly. you guys should have known that by now lar. still doubt me. HERH. hahas. AHH. fahrenheits in singapore. whoots. but never go see them. wasted lar. not really a matter of whether can go or not though. more like noone to go with me. kinda scared and wierd to go alone. hahas. but soo wasted lar. AHH. actually i realised somthing. most of the songs is jiro and arron lead-sing. hahas. arron can really sing lar. i kinda like calvins voice too. kinda smooth? like not those husky man voice. more clear i guess. hahas. he looks a little like zhang dong liang dont cha think? ahh. i totally love them. now watching KO one. dvd of course. hahas. on the show love arrons character. ding xiao yu. has this quiet cool charm to it. and he looks totally cute lar. oh man. im like infatuated. BAHS. having a like killer headache right now. oh man. and my jaws still aching lar. then the darn dentist only free appointment is in march. how can i wait two whole months man. i could have died already then lar. AHH. hmms. im soo thinking of taking up a class in something. like learn a new 'skill' or something. thinking of taking dance classes. hahas. dont laugh ok. im serious. and im somehow gonna make someone take them with me. any takers? owells. probably gonna make my brother take it with me. but this years his psle. owells. next year then. but then its Os next year. OHNO. its SOO gonna be postponed lar. hmms. probably wont end up doing it anyway. you know me. always thinking of all these wierd ideas but only end up doing like 10% of them. hahas. im such a failure. BAHS. i know i want to take up a song writing class too! or something like that. wouldnt it be totally cool to write songs. ohyes man. hahas. ahh. im like wierding out again. BLAHS. oyar. how do you personalise your blog arh? as in the skin and stuff? im still totally clueless bout that. x)). failure thru and thru man.

three words;
shit them out

irreplaceable - beyonce

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left (mmm)
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You got me twisted
How I'll never ever find a man like you
How I'm such a fool - Talking about

Standing in the front yard telling me
So remove your bags let me call you a cab
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
If I bought it please don't touch
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left
To the left
To the left (mmm)
To the left
To the left
To the left

keep holding on (eragon soundtrack) - avril lavigne

Your not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side you know I'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feel like the end
I'll be by your side you know I wont give in
No I wont give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close,
this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe
nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change
destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
La da da da, La da da da
La da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

first of all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRE!
ok thats done. hahas. its been like TOTALLY long since i last blogged. just didnt have the time lar. totally busy and stripped tired. BAHS. xP. ok this is like the third week of school. so far its been ok lar. just pretty rushed and tired. everytime come back home always feel pretty bushed out lar. damn. must get up soo early some more. I MISS THE HOLIDAYS. anybody agree. hahas. all the teachers this year are damn serious. theyre like this is sec3 next year sec4 must work hard. like we dont know. anyways the lessons are like totally packed. but still can cope lar. hahas. what can i say. im amazing. x)). BAHS. but im soo not getting maths. totally confused bout that. owells. just needa work harder. oyar. YAYS. dad comes home today. and hes bought like LOADS of stuff. i cant wait. xP. that sounds pretty evil huh. dads been gone soo long but all i can think of is the gifties. owells. im only human. a greedy human. out of point. whatever. hahas. hmms. oh right. i needa go shopping. needa go buy wx and jons pressies. wait. wen too it think. hold on. who cares bout wen. BAHS. dont even see her around anyways. hmms. anyone else want birthday pressies. im feeling very generous this week. so tell me early. before i become totally cranky and stuff yar. hahas. hmms. made an observation lately. when you have this crush on someone. that person NEVER appears. but when youve crushed finish. he appears EVERYWHERE. talk about wierd huh. TOTALLY lar. bahs. owells. fates cruel. AHH. i want to go to s.h.e s concert. but the rents arent really for it. well not really going there to see them. more like going to see fahrenheit whos speguesting there. hahas. AHH. they are SO cute lar. jian zhi jiu shi shuai dai le. hahas. and they can ACTUALLY sing to. not to mention act. thats always a plus. BAHS.

there only two places a person can be at peace and let go.
in bed and in the bath.
one to cry in and one to forget everything.
OMG. hes become totally showy extra and soo OVER. i cant believe i had a crush on him for such the longest time. AHH.

sometimes i really uber duber wished i had an older brother. ive been wishing for that since i was ten. but thats like totally immpossible. but i just cant help it. not an older sister either. an older brother. and a nice one too. someone to sorta take care of me. teng wo. and to take the blame for all the stuff. hahas. he could teach me stuff too. instead of me teaching the BRAT. hmph. anyways then i wont be the scapegoat anymore. i dont know why. but parents always. or at least TEND to. blame the older kid. like my granma. if my brother picks up a bad habit. its always. "must be you teach him one right? never set a good example." like escuse me. he picks those up from school okay. its not like i teach him those. why should i. herhs. and they ALWAYS pian xin the younger child. like today. i wanted to watch this show. for only one hour. i cant. why. cos my mum wants to watch hers. but of cos she wont admit it. she just hides behind the escuse that school has started. yar. school has started. for two days. like hello. didnt the BRAT just use the computer for what. three hours. now wheres the fairness in that. ok. when i just swallow it and go to the room to sulk. the BRAT comes in. and bounces on my bed. while im on it trying to write. so then my handwriting goes up and down and up and down. i ask him to stop. he stops. ten seconds later hes doing it again. thens when i start to scream. i cant help it. you try it. being all moody and stuff. trying to mind your own business writing or drawing. then this THING comes in and disrupts the peacefulness. its not like i didnt warn him. it was pretty obvious i was moody. with the black face and the ignoring. so its either he cant take a hint or just plain stupid. i think its the later one. anyway thats when my mum comes over asking whats wrong with me. damn. i hate all this. why is everybody soo freaking not understanding. what a way to start the year. damn.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! hahas. slept untill 12 noon today. SHUANG. hahas. hms. one more day till school starts. still havent really started on the homework. im soo gonna be DEAD. BAHS. oyar. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIXIN! may all your wishes come true! xP. okays now im confirmed in 3d. hahas. gonna have my art! whoots. x). i realised something. im like this really BIG worrier. hahas. i keep worrying bout this and bout that. sharks. i ll get white hair soon. ohmans. xP. hahas.

wu lun she me fa sheng. wo hui yong yuan yong yuan. bu li kai ni. ai zhe ni. shen shen shi shi. dou hui.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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