will you be my punk rocker?

ohman. i wasted like one hour personalising the template. then i realised i havent really studied. ohman. some more theres like 2 test tmr. social studies and bio. and theyre both essay questions. i think their trying to kill us. seriously slauter us lar. die. hmms. this year chinese new year went to loads of visiting. hahas. hong baos not that much though. but loads of steamboats. kakas. i LOVE steamboats. had THREE this year. yays. hahas. bahs. oyar watched the hanakimi untill like episode 15? not sure how many in total. think its 20. but the dvd i have is from china. owells. it wasnt complete. hahas. cheat me lar. anyways. some cousin has it. soo probably gonna borrow from her. problems that i dont even know her name. hahas. but my dad does. OWELLS. bahs. my mums thinking of letting me and jer sleep over some cousins house next year. hahas. cos my dad says its what 'chew family tradition' hahas. can be quite fun i guess. but not really close to them. ahhs. hahas. hmms. dont feel like studying! damn tired lar. hahas. but what to do. cant fail again. nuu. ohman. hahas. i realise i need to drink more water. hahas. always feel damn thirsty lar. maybe its the weather. hahas. hmms. you know what i feel like doing now? swimming. yeah. miss it. especially night swimming. thats where the funs at. hahas. yays. ok. have to really get back to studying. JIA YOO! passpasspass. please let me pass. x].

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! XIN NIAN KUAI LE!

qiang bi. its a time for new beginnings.

today had a early cny reunion dinner. STEAMBOAT STYLE. hahas. cos jiejie tammys going to tasmania! hahas. too bad couldnt each much. cos having gastric flu. PITY. hahas. ahh. soo tired now lar. but still have like soo much stuff to do. SHIT. damn lar. AHH. stressed out again. AHH. hahas. I WANT TO SLEEP. BAHS. x]

when lifes all it can be.



im am from now totally and completely in love with evan yo. cos was watching him on youtube yu le bai fen bai. AND. he can play canon on the violin. AHH. canons like my totally fav classical song. im easy arent i. play me the canon on piano or violin and i'll fall in love with you. AHH. soo nice lar. hes soo talented man. AHH. hahas. hes got tank beaten. hmms. EH. he also played canon on guessx3! GWAHH!

wo ke yi - evan yo [cai ming you]

ji mei you di zhi de xin
( sending a letter with no address )

zhe yang de qing xu you zhong ju li
( this kind of emotion feels a little distant )

ni fang zhe shei de ge qu
( who's song are you playing )

shi zen yang de xin qing
( what kind of mood are you in )

neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting
( can you tell me )

yu xia de hao an jing
( it's raining silently )

shi bu shi ni tou tou zai ku qi
( are you secretly crying )

xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi
( happiness is not easy )

zai ni de bei jing you wo ai ni
( behind you there's me loving you )


wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing
( i can go with you to watch the stars )

bu yong zai shuo ming
( dont have to explain anymore )

wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
( i just want to be together with you )

wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li
( i don't want to be seperated from you again )

wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li
( i miss all every moment of beauty )

shi yin wei ni
( it's because of you )

xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi
( happiness is not easy )

WO KE YI AI NI MA!

;you ren shuo tian tang shi zui ji mo de de fang,
da gai jiu shi zhe ge yi si ba.

evan yo [ cai ming you ];


AHH. IM IN LOVE WITH EVAN YO. hahas. he reminds me of tank lar. but the younger cuter version. hahas. both are TOTALLY talented. and doncha think he looks totally adorable when he smiles. hahas. AHH. and hes only 20 this year lar. GWAHHH. hahas. x]. feeling really hopeless nowadays lar. like schoolwork and everything else also never do. just slack. i also dunno whats wrong with me lar. just feeling pissed and tired all the time. AHH. must buck up man. especially in maths. CANT AFFORD TO FAIL. jiayoo! bahs. STOP DREAMING! AHH!

dilemma.

my dream guy. GWAHHS. hahas. have you ever thought bout your dream guy/girl. hahas. ive just thought about it lar. firstly he must be talented. looks. hmms. can be average lar. hahas. cute of course better lar. he must be considerate. and. hms. if funny plus rich even better lar. hahas. thats all i think. im such a simple person aint i. GWAHHS. but too bad no guy is EVER this good. hahas. owells. dare to dream man! GWAHHS. drool.

meet my eyes.
hold me tight.
tell me you'll love me till sunrise.

ohman. why is there soo damn many things to be done. AHH. soo gonna burst. deep breaths.

tired soo tired. feel like stoping time stoping everything. stop moving stop breathing stop living. tired soo tired.

li xiang qing ren - rainie yang

Chuan shang yang zhuang kan zhe shou biao
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
Yao ni kan dao
Wo de hao

Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
Wo xiang xin
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
Shi fou ye hui
You wo de fen

# Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen
Hui gei zen yang de ren
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng
Zeng jia wo xi fen
Wo xiang wen
Qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
Ke bu ke yi
Gao su wo biao zhun
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng

Repeat *#

Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
Hao xiang yi ge meng Jian jian
Zou dao wo qian tou

Repeat #

Yi Ge Ren Liu Lang - Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai)

mei ren liao jie
cai xuan zhe ge jue zhe shi jie

you dian pi juan
yi jue lie de xin nian

bai se de qiu xie
zou bu hui xuan nao de hai bian

yue guang ying huo
zhao liang xu duo xiao lian

feng kuang hua mian ting liu zai yan qian
mo qi que jian xing jian yuan

wo men yue hao chuang dang de na pian tian
wo yi ge ren xiang qian

wo liu lang zai yong ji de cong qian
fu xi yi ye ye hei bai de kong dang xia tian
dai zuo zai re nao de lu bian
pi jiu mei bian tian
que shao le sha de hen ren zhen de xin yuan

wo liu lang zai gu dan de bian yuan
huai nian hui huo zhe xiao sheng de yao yan lan tian
ting zhe na shu xi de ying yue
zhe sheng xia qin xian
xi wang rang shi jian huai dao wu jie na tian
neng you ji hui shuo sheng bao qian

oyes. i have another person to bitch bout. its not good to keep it bottled up. anyway blogs are meant to bitch to other people about the bitches in your lifes yar. ok this person. hmms. she thinks shes all that. always looking down on me. sometimes shes supportive. but thats like SOMTIMES. the rest she totally and completely tramples me. but one day she ll see. i ll be somebody. BIG. see whos looking down on who next. oyar. and everytime i do something shes like all really. you can do meh. like what. im not such a dumb ass you know. i have smarts too. and she totally thinks i have no talent. i hate it when she does that lar. she sees me as this useless person. and even when i try to do something good. shes all whatever. like how would she feel if i whatevered her. damn girl. dont look down on me. ive got as much smarts as you have ok. ok this post isnt that insulting cos shes actually quite a good pal. but somtimes i just cant stand her. AHH. i cant go on anymore. cos i actually like her. soo im gonna change topic. hmms. adults are the biggest hypocrites. the older the worse. theyd keep telling you what to do whats right whats wrong. but then they do the complete opposite. they always say its all for our good. but how would they know whats for our good when they dont even know us. theres a saying like if you dont really know something you shouldnt comment or somthing. well. what do they know about us. i can bet you a hundred bucks parents dont know anything about their children. sure they think they know. but really. what do they know. i can tell you that my parents dont even know what im hooked up on or even my favourite stuff for that matter. they just think they know what we want and enforce it on us. wheres the fairness in that. i give them credit for trying. trying really hard too. and keep saying that 'we were once your age. we know what youre going thru'. but they dont. they dont even know how to communicate with us. and the more they try. the more embarresed we feel. and sometimes when we feel kinda spacey and stuff. and our parents would talk to us and say 'are you listening to me. show some respect' how bout you show us some respect. i can bet that fifty percent of the time when im talking to my parents they dont listen in fact they can carry on talking like im not there. thats why ive given up telling the finer details of my life. i tried. you couldnt care less. not my fault. hms. today my bitch post has lost its bitchiness right. ohman. dont tell me ive lost my touch. NOO. owells. gonna go snooze now. TOTALLY bushed. no energy to bitch anymore. owells. BADS.

ok. today posted alot. hahas. BUT its been long since i last bitch-post. yes. thats what im gonna do now. hahas. you know what. today i was like feeling soo good you know. and then i realised why. she wasnt tagging around anymore. in fact i hardly 'sensed' her the whole day lar. which is totall GLORIOUS. what a sunny day today was too. matches the mood.and today i found out that actually THEY hate her too! isnt that wonderful. you know. those people that she went whining to after WE ditched her. oyes. 'lingerie' is the best man. shes gotta be one of the bravest people i know. imagine her saying all those words. unimaginable. ANYWAY. back to the point. THEY hate her! im like soo happy lar. i never was too sure bout that. hahas. WHOOTS. i cant help it lar. like one percent of my heart feels this wretching guilt but the other ninety nine percent is pure happynes. guiltless happyness. so its not really my fault. its been overrulled. owells. its actually her own fault you know. being soo whiny and thick skinned. like she cant take a clue. well i think now at least shes smartened up. just that littlest bit. cos shes no where near me. which is good. sometimes i really pity her. i must be pretty awful to go round being hated. and its not really her fault she looks like a rat with a horse tail as hair. and its not her fault she has gold fish eyes. and love to 'touch' people. i think. but then she comes near me and i start remembering why i hate her soo much. owells. she reminded me. and oyar. the touchy thing gets on my nerves too. she will put her hand on your arm. and say soft words to you. i feel really violated lar. and she leaves it there. its the kind of things that girls do to GUYS. oh man. dont tell me shes les. AHH. the unreaveling mind. and i found out today that she called my darling pig DEAR. only i can do that lar. wait. i dont even do that. EUWW. pig said she was like 'here DEAR let me teach you'. like ok if youre good friends or somthing. or whatever. but i dunno. it just sounds not right coming out of her mouth. ok. maybe im like totally biased. but i still hate her. oyar another reason to hate her. i promised myself to stop the bitching this year. she made me break it! oh. and from certain sources. they say shes like super bossy (TOTALLY) and has this big ego thing. you know she like tries to include herself into everything when its like obvious shes not included. like hello. take a clue girl. and what i totally hate about her is that she is a total one hundred percent fake. like those kind of people whos suck the big and kick the small. yar. not that anyone can be smaller then her. but thats beside the point. soo she ll like say all this kind and comforting words then stab you in the back. and she cant get it why people hate her. i think thats enough. anymore and youd be the devil. sobe contented yar. we only hate you. not gonna murderise you yet. remember youre still on earth. not in hell. YET.

there are only two things that matter in this world to me;
me and
you

you know what. i have totally no idea why i like him lar. practically for two years already ya know. and we hardly know each other. BAHS. everytime i hear like news bout him and stuff. i cant help thinking hes like so extra and ACT ok. and i hate people like that. but somehow. i still like him. wierd huh. its like hes the kind of person i really dont like yet im attracted to him. for two years too. i guess first impressions ARE important. i have liked him since like the FIRST day of school ok. thats like so BAD. ohman. im soo in trouble. thats why this year i have made up my mind. im gonna stop this total craziness. yes. and im determined too. AHH.

hes changed soo much.
everythings changed.

its the FIRST of february. hahas. today actually went for cca. amazing huh. not volleyball lar. art. hahas. YAYS. not as bad as i expected it to be. quite relaxing actually. LORVE. sighs. actually still have like TONS of homework to do. and all of them are due tmr. and i havent even TOUCHED a single of them. im like soo dead. but no mood to do lar. how. hahas. BAHS. dying.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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