the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
ok. today posted alot. hahas. BUT its been long since i last bitch-post. yes. thats what im gonna do now. hahas. you know what. today i was like feeling soo good you know. and then i realised why. she wasnt tagging around anymore. in fact i hardly 'sensed' her the whole day lar. which is totall GLORIOUS. what a sunny day today was too. matches the mood.and today i found out that actually THEY hate her too! isnt that wonderful. you know. those people that she went whining to after WE ditched her. oyes. 'lingerie' is the best man. shes gotta be one of the bravest people i know. imagine her saying all those words. unimaginable. ANYWAY. back to the point. THEY hate her! im like soo happy lar. i never was too sure bout that. hahas. WHOOTS. i cant help it lar. like one percent of my heart feels this wretching guilt but the other ninety nine percent is pure happynes. guiltless happyness. so its not really my fault. its been overrulled. owells. its actually her own fault you know. being soo whiny and thick skinned. like she cant take a clue. well i think now at least shes smartened up. just that littlest bit. cos shes no where near me. which is good. sometimes i really pity her. i must be pretty awful to go round being hated. and its not really her fault she looks like a rat with a horse tail as hair. and its not her fault she has gold fish eyes. and love to 'touch' people. i think. but then she comes near me and i start remembering why i hate her soo much. owells. she reminded me. and oyar. the touchy thing gets on my nerves too. she will put her hand on your arm. and say soft words to you. i feel really violated lar. and she leaves it there. its the kind of things that girls do to GUYS. oh man. dont tell me shes les. AHH. the unreaveling mind. and i found out today that she called my darling pig DEAR. only i can do that lar. wait. i dont even do that. EUWW. pig said she was like 'here DEAR let me teach you'. like ok if youre good friends or somthing. or whatever. but i dunno. it just sounds not right coming out of her mouth. ok. maybe im like totally biased. but i still hate her. oyar another reason to hate her. i promised myself to stop the bitching this year. she made me break it! oh. and from certain sources. they say shes like super bossy (TOTALLY) and has this big ego thing. you know she like tries to include herself into everything when its like obvious shes not included. like hello. take a clue girl. and what i totally hate about her is that she is a total one hundred percent fake. like those kind of people whos suck the big and kick the small. yar. not that anyone can be smaller then her. but thats beside the point. soo she ll like say all this kind and comforting words then stab you in the back. and she cant get it why people hate her. i think thats enough. anymore and youd be the devil. sobe contented yar. we only hate you. not gonna murderise you yet. remember youre still on earth. not in hell. YET.
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