the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
i just had to post some more. hahas. on sunday actually went and started off playing basketball with my brother then some guys came in and we played some street soccer. you know at first i really didnt like soccer. dont even know why. just some aimless dislike. owells. but now i kinda like it. even though i like totally suck at it and can do those fancy foot stuff. but at least i can kick the ball. and dribble it and block it and shoot it up high high. not bad huh. for someone who used to hate soccer. hahas. xD. was actaully inspired by this guy whos about the same age as my brother. but TONS smaller. and hes like damn fast lar. and he can do all those fancy foot work and everything. he made it look so easy and fun. hahas. owells. was kinda fun. ended up playing for like two and a half hours. hms. oyar for art i actually volunteered to paint the graffeti wall. amzing right. i actually willingly voluntered my services to stand under the scorching sun to paint some damn wall. ok ok. of course theres an ulterior motive. those who paint the wall get the whole week off cca. to well paint the wall. that means i dont need to go for volleyball this whole week. you cant imagine how happy i am lar. its not like i dont want to go lar. i do my heart does. it keeps telling to go. but somehow my body and mind is agreeing with my heart. my body and minds telling me to do other less stressful and tiring stuff. cant help it. it isnt my fault. not most of it at least. anyway whether i go anot makes not much of a difference. i'd just be taking up space. oh why oh why did i make such a stupid choice of cca. i should have picked something easier. and i cant quit now. all my cca points would totally go down the drain. all the blood and sweat put in. literally. AHH. this is totally stressful and utterly demoralising. i need a hot steaming bath. oyes. hot steaming bath here i come!
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