the exams are here! ahhs. today had social studies and emaths paper. hope i can pass man. totally praying for a miracle. tmrs mayday. which means its a holiday. which means theres extra time to study. YEAH. i so have to pass this exams. if i get into top ten of the class by the end of this year. dad promises a new camera. sweet huh. thats one goal im working towards! hahas. x].

dear GOD
please bless me and protect me in this time of need.
i truly need you now.
grant me wisdom and determination
to study.
allow me to pass this exams.
in jesus name i pray
amen.

Carrie Underwood I'll Stand By You Lyrics

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.

And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you.

our footprints in the sand.
your empty promises.
your disappearing shadow.
everything ceases to exist.
you brought the end to everything.

in between the sea and the devil.

i want to capture your natural essence.

today didnt go to school again. hahas. went to the doctors. i have stomach flu! hahas. my stomachs all sneezing away. xP. listening to 曾之喬 Joanne Zeng feat. 阮經天 Ethan Ruan - 三個字 [Three Words] now. feeling all nice inside. hahas. its such a beautiful song lar. all sadly romantic. hahas. joannes voice is great lar. xP. and ethan is so cute. ahhs. just now watched the first episode of summer X summer. x] really funny and cute. joes all cool and bad. wuxiongs all funny and clumsy. yuchens all hot and beautiful. and ethans all shy and cute. hahas. xD starting to love it man. another 3 more days till exams. hope i pass. tried studying buy nothings going into my head. bads. i have such a wierd feeling bout this exams. i know its coming. but im not worried. AHHS. somethings gone totally wrong in me. oyar. its confirmed. im gonna put braces after exams. actually its just a check up. then itll be decided. hmms.

yeah man. im learning korean again. the last time gave up half way. but this time im going all the way man! hahas. xP. didnt go to school today tummyache and diarrohea. BAHS. i think its from eating that durian last night. but everyone ate it what. how come only i have. OWELLS. all i know is that after i ate it i started feeling quesy. hms. hahas. theres like 4 more days till exams. AHH. soo not prepared. soo gonna die. TOTALLY. this is sadening man. xP. oyar last sat was like super packed lar. but oddles of fun. hahas. had maths tuition then went home to bathe then went to eat lunch (kuay chap! drools.) the went for piano then went to this jewelry making class. kinda cool. they let us use real crystals or pearls with semi precious stones. made a watch cum bracelet. quite nice lor. not bad for a first time! hahas. xP. then went for rollar blading class. felt good man. cos it was like a beginners course. so i was sorta better then the rest. at least i didnt fall! hahas. the instructer said i was not too bad. hahas. only my posture like a little afraid to fall. always leaning to the front. hahas. and my legs are like forever leaning in. i soo know that. but cant seem to change it. it makes my feet ache. so im working on it man. i also learnt to turn. like quite a sharp turn too. hahas. but the session was kinda funny cos they had like both adults and kids. and all the kids were blading better then the adults. hahas. there was this small little boy and damn is he good. hahas. xP. hmms. then later went to clementi and ate sambal ikan baka. YUMMS. hahas. shiok man. xP. hmms. now listening to 熱情仲夏片頭曲 - 你要什麼就說. quite cute. hahas. oyar. finally finished listening to real's album. quite good le. reminds me of tanks second album. hahas. LOVE it. xP. ahhs. gotta watch my show now. tatas. xP

reality merged into a fantasy life.
i want you to be my punk rocker.

i passed my amaths test. hahas. x]. yeah man! so damn worried that i would fail lar. xP. hmms. i found out something today. loads ofpeoplw. have also not started revising. hahas. so that means im nt the only one. xD. hahas. we're all gonna fail together. WHOOTS. xP. yesterday went to make ic. they had this thumb printing computer thingy. hahas. it sorts of scans your thumb. looks fun to play with. BAHS. and its really fast. i thought i would like drag on for hours but in the end only for half an hour. xP. so thats good. then later went to buy the markers (7cents each. cheap right!) and cds. and keychains. hahas. bought it started with a kiss OST and real's album. only had a chance to listen to iswak OST. love the guitar version of 'say that you love me' and kao jin yi dian dian'. loves lara voice. though it sounds like a kids but its so innocent and sweet. havent got a chance to listen to real's album yet. but the design is like super nice. and he was good in fir. so this album must be awesome too. hahas.. cant really type properly now. some IRRITATING being is buzzing all around me. OWELLS. buzz off you iritating being.

Lyrics: Mika - Love Today
Album: Life In Cartoon Motion

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
Little tike, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.

[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Hooker, what a looker, walk away!

Carry dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

coincidental purposeful meetings.

Lyrics: Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
Album: The Sweet Escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)

You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape

Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

been totally long since i last blogged huh. tried but couldnt. the damn windows doesnt allow me to. so owells. not really my fault now isit. life has totally not been good to me. kinda feeling depressed and stressed out lately. with all the school work and exams in 2 weeks. totally gonna die. im think im gonna flunk the exams too lar. havent really started SERIOUSLY revising. yeah i read some here read some there. i just dont retain any of the information. its soo bad. school hasnt really been good too. though for once i actually competed my homework. well most of it anyway. and she says i havent handed it up. i soo did. i did it up soo nicely too. all type written. but now she says she cant find it. crap her. im not gonna bother anymore. all the tests it been the same too. flunking if not barely passing. i do study. and i can do the homework. with a guide. but i just cant seem to remember the stuff. ohman. my life is soo screwed. and lately theyve been picking on us. like how we're the top and thats not how we should behave and all those shit. but arent we like human. children at that. we screw up too. they cant expect us children to grow up and behave like adults. sure we're maturing and all that. but are we actually ready for the adulthood burden. i dont think soo. i want to look back next time and say i was a child. not a child forces to become an adult. thats so not how it should be. bull them. hmms. familys not that good. cant stand my rents. my mum obviously promised me that i could watch that show yet while i was watching halfway my dad comes in and switchs it off. he says i cant watch cos i watched the previous show. and i watched like what of the previous show. 10 damn minutes. and how could i not watch it. i have to eat my dinner dont i. and the dinner food is in front of the tv isnt it. HAH. how can i eat there without looking at something thats placed right in front of me. so BIG thing thats placed right in front of me. what you want me to do. eat with my mouth full. ive had it with all this adults thinking their all that. trying to shape us up to be what they want us to be. this is our own life. and i control my life. sheesh. im getting all worked up. talk bout lighter things. oyeah. might be doing braces. its kinda exciting. hahas. but havent gotton an orthodontist yet. went to a dentist and she wrote a letter of recommendation to some doctor. and my mum recognised hes name and said he was expensive so now shes trying to find a cheap good one. like that actually exists. nothing cheap is good. well in the espect of you know doctors and stuff. which good doctor would be willing to charge cheap for hes services. that would be a stupid doctor. and we all know doctors arent stupid. so there. yays. i have a feeling that this outburst of anger has actually brought back my scarcasm. whoots. im proud of myself. owells gonna go snooze now. been totally shagged the past few days. ahh.

Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing - 6 songs

I can Do Better
When You're Gone
Everythig Back But You
Girlfriend - 3 versions



yays. today had loads of fun. hahas. went to ecp for some school thingy. and i was in sand sculpting. WHOOTS. thankgoodnesses that kenneth and hu yang went out. YEAH. didnt have to run. hahas. x]. and we won second too. got a neat little trophy for that. hahas. yups. it was totally fun lar. and for once everyone was like soo together and united. it was so great. hahas. xD. loved the sea too. it was totally awesome to be there in the morning where theres breeze and sun. beautiful i tell you. oyar. steff saw evan yoat orchard today. hahas. she called me and said she took a picture of him. got a motive dontcha think. owells. she said he was much better looking close up. looks like her gay perceptions are quite done with. but DARN. missed it lar. hahas. hms. tmrs good friday. i dont like good fridays. not that i dont like the day. but more like the movies they show during that day. especially the passion. i know its all holy and reminding us what Jesus has done. and i love Jesus and appreciate what hes done. BUT i dunno since went. have always hated movies about the crucifiction. since like in junior church where they show the not soo gruesome ones. ive always been scared of it. totally scared of it. like cant sleep kind of scared. i have no idea why either. i know the story inside out yet everytime i watch it i get TOTALLY and COMPLETELY spooked. and everyones always telling me that i HAVE to watch it cos it reminds us of Gods sacrifice. but cant i just you know think about it in my heart. id still love God. ohman. please let them not show the video tmr. oh please. x[.

JOLIN 蔡依林 許願池的希臘少女 LYRICS

左岸的一座白色环形阶梯
浪人正在用和弦练习忧郁
晨曦下的少女听着吉他旋律
在许愿池边巴洛克式的叹息
少女手中的银币想要爱情
她的秘密
地中海湛蓝色的希腊婚礼
蒙马特邱陵叼烟斗男性
低头穿越前方蜿蜒的孤寂
对着空气收集
他新诗的下一句远方少女跟他一样在犹豫

少女手中的银币沉入池里
她的表情
像涟漪那么透明美丽
吉他换成了快乐的圆舞曲
诗人决定了标题许愿池的希腊少女

awakened.
actually not really.
more asleep then ever.
but whatever. x]

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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