cyndi wang - 当你


does anyone know what sorts of games are like totally hot now? hmms. here they sell it DIRT cheap i tell ya. my brother bought 4 gameboy advance sp cartridges for like 100rmb. and thats like 20 singapore dollars. and thats like 5sing for 1.

TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!whoots.



Cyndi wang - 明天见

雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了你走多久 多远了
我还在这 你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得手心里
紧握着 已不属于我的亲热 爱怎会输给了时间
我的耳边 再听不见我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤
也能复原我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天

man. the internet connection here is WIERD i tell you. WIERD. its like on off on off. BAHS.

YAY. 4th day in shanghai. its not too bad. hahas. since i couldnt get online earlier to post let me list the latest happenings. OHYEAH.





im going to shanghai tmr! AHHS. im having a nervous breakdown now. hahas. xP. still havent packed everything yet lar. im such a muddlehead. BAHS. but kinda excited bout going too. the place has a pool! yays. so will be able to swim everyday. SHUANG. but then there need to do 4 hours of studying too. well not really need. more like FORCED. but what can i say. owells. need to sleep early. tmr need to get up at 5.30am. uhuh. that early.

youve grown up.
ive grown up.
we're no longer who we used to be.
no more innocent laughter.
no more infectious smiles.
we've all left our happyness behind.
and walked towards the future.

man. the internet connection here is WIERD i tell you. WIERD. its like on off on off. BAHS.

IM BEING EATEN ALIVE!
as in literally.
by insects.
and damn do the bites itch.
go to hell you insects.
go stick yourselves up.
sorry. im on a colour spree. XP


ONLY ONE MORE DAY LEFT TO ELEARNING! ahh. damn happy. but damn stressed too. hahas. cos that means everything needs to be handed up today! ahhs. hahas. two more days till shanghai man. havent started packing yet lar. gonna be totally flustered tmr. hahas. AHHS. gotta.

XL ORANGES!


我们的苹果树

another 3 more days till shanghai! yeah man. but then id be missing loads of events man. like the global day of prayer. i was soo longing to go to that one. the last one was totally awesome lar. and be missing all the remedials and all. not like theyre great or what. but its good for studies right. sharks. my eyes are like swollen and damn does my back hurt. its all elearnings fault lar. somemore must wake up early for tuition. and sleep late to complete elearning. im gonna collaspe soon man. sharks.

its blissfully raining.




HEY MR XL PANTS!WHOOTS.




GOOD MORNING. well technically it is. its all those teachers fault. set what elearning day. its all part of this evil plan to make us appreciate school more man. its because of them im still up this late and still cant figure how to log into the damn maths portal. im so screwed. but at least i know im not the only one. damn are teachers scheming giving us all these wierd wierd stuff to figure out. and some keeps sending me stuff for a subject that im not taking. i cant even delete it lar. this is so confusing me. AHH. i betcha in the whole of singapore the majority of those awake are probably from the same school as me. sharks. i take school anytime man. its like SOO much better. plus dont these high ones know that sitting in front of the computer all day makes our eyes go bad. so they should stop these kind of stuff man. its all blinding me. plus my fingers and shoulders are aching. man. how much of this can anyone take.

im bored STIFF.

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cus I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

i saw you down the aisle.
your back was facing me.
trying to get a response.
but im still the invisible tree.

save me.

I SURVIVED. through obs lar. i so thought i was gonna die. come to think of it. it was actually kinda fun lor. i dont mind going back. hahas. especially loved the sea stuff. what can i say. im addicted to water. the group leaves lesser to be desired lar. but altogether it was an OK experiance. hahas. after obs it was total bliss lar. maybe my parents felt bad about sending me to obs or something. when i came home. which was about 3. bathed. ate. and slept from 4 to the next day 10. nice. lar. noone actually disturbed me lar. then for lunch had kuay chap. and since we had to got to ecp for lessons. got to eat a seafood dinner man. hahas. oyar. i finished my level 1 inline skating. YEAH. i feel this sense of acomplishment lar. too bad it only lasted one day. by sunday everyone was back to their same annoying irritating nagging selves. not exactly in that sequence but yar. i keep having this floating holidayish feeling. like havent come back down to the world yet. but its hitting soon. we're being hit by what some call technology plus homework. but what i personally call an advanced torturing device. owells. call it as you please. been feeling really hungry and tired lately. maybe its an obs side effect or something. gotta get back to work. no way am i letting it down again.

dead tired.

ahhs. its OBS tmr. its confirmed man. im totally going. almost done packing. x]. BAHS. going to shanghai from 25 may to 20 june. there goes all my remedials and free time. plus all the project work stuff. AHHS. theyre never going to forgive me. had rollerblading lessons yesterday again. found out theres altogether 5 levels. im determined to go to the last level man. xD. yeah! today went to lunch at ghim moh. yums. heard the touching k one song again. its soo nice man. when i get back from obs im so gonna buy that cd. xp. mums in a frenzy again. shes too free at home. gets her all cranky and screaming. SHARKS. please oh let miah finally study so she can go back to work. i cant imagine my whole june holidays with her in a foreign land. SHIT. god save me.

ohman. just watched Kone-如果沒有明天 MV it is SOO touching. if you read the lyrics its like super touching ok. and its totally meaningful. could happen to anybody. and ahh. i'll post the mv here. let you see for yourself. besides. its been ages since i last posted a video. YAYS.

Kone-如果沒有明天 MV


如果沒有明天 - k one

你說　什麼都別說
噓　你靜靜躺在我胸口
緊握著你的手 我多麼的不捨
因為我們愛過

抱緊一些　如果看不見
(再抱緊一些　如果看不見)
我的明天　要怎麼永遠
I don't wanna lose You

你每個笑臉　我都看得見
那麼絕對　那麼的完美
如果沒有明天
(我們沒有明天)

心痛　是因為太愛我　Hu~
命運卻逼得我低頭 You know
我心裡的不捨 我永遠都記得
你會永遠愛我

我想輕輕對你說
絕不會忘記你
在我心中　還有個角落
裝著相愛的記憶

我無法改變　我又能怪誰
一滴眼淚　讓人都心碎
我們沒有明天

YAYS. the exams are over. but im so regreting not going for my art paper. i like did all the prep stuff. and i made into this simple but. hmms. strong? piece. like the message is there. plus im sure i'd be able to complete it in time. AHHS. x[. i should have just gone and do it lar. but that morning really felt totally sick. AHH. this is gonna be one of the moments i look back at and totally regret man. ahhs. anyway. still sick now. have this flu thing plus some throat infection. its getting better but not totally good yet. looks like i might not be going for obs. you know i kept saying that i dont want to go to obs and stuff. now that i might actually not get to go. i feel like going. sorta anyway. xp. i really want to go for the water sports and stuff. after all i did pay money. hmms. so how? oyar now i pretty hooked up on kone. maybe its cos ive suddenly sparked and interest in dancing and kone IS a dancing group. hahas. really want to go and buy their album. one of their songs 如果沒有明天 is really nice. its like totally touching. ohmygosh. and so is the mv. its like romeo and juliet. sort of. hahas. oyar. yesterday went to see the orthodentist. got a checkup. but probably gonna make the braces only after june holls. actually supposed to go make during the june holls. but its confirmed. i'll be spending my WHOLE june holls in shanghai. so there. sighs. at least i THINK its confirmed. after all theyre already applying for visa. and my dads getting the tickets tonight. then he goes to shanghai for ONE day and takes the night flight tmr and comes back on friday. isint that cool. next time when i get a job. really hope its a travelling job. well not ALWAYS travelling. but occasionally would be great. its like getting to see the world while earning money. xp. yeah man. hahas. owells. tmr theres school. gotta sleep early. its the day where we get out exam scripts back. its gonna be hell. xD.

damn is that little old man funny. wierd. totally wierd. but really funny. she says he has this toilet habit. well theres 3 toilets and he takes turn going round using them. she says its an obession. i say its an obsession AND a bladder problem. where the hell does he get so much sush to sush out. one of humankinds mystery. and he calls the car keys hes handphone. really. ok enough about wacky old man. hmms. ONE MORE EXAM PAPER LEFT. and thats art. havent really started preparing. SO DEAD. wells i did my research already. just havent started sketching. which is like the most crucial. OWELLS. then its two days holidays. then get back the scripts. oh the HORROR. and BRACES. ahh. then its obs. sucks man. planning to get out of it. but see how it goes first. then three days elearnning and meet the parents and JUNE HOLIDAYS. oh what a lovely word that is. it has such a nice ring to it. hms. actually kinda falling sick now. my throat is AWFUL. its like theres sand there ok. i can barely swallow lar. x[. ok. enough dallying. im gonna get seriously serious and do my art. YEAH right.

i totally hate my mum lar. just now i went to pay the delivary man money. then she ask why 50 bucks was missing. then i say how i know. then she scold me lar. say what why i screaming try to recall. like if someone maligns you you wont shout back in protest man. and how the hell can i recall when i never even see the 50 bucks. damn it lar. shes determined that i accidently gave the delivary man extra 50. does she suspect my brother no. does she suspect the wind no. does she suspect the STRANGER OUTSIDER cleaning helper. NO. what she does. suspect me. like i have anything to do with it. and now shes saying i took it. damn it. i hate her.

everythings piling up.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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