I GOT MY BRACES! hahas. it feels totally wierd lar. didnt go to school today. had diarohea in the morning. PLUS stomach cramps. life is soo not good man. my mums moved on to goong S. hahas. xP. shes like watching dramas at super fast speed lar. practically 24hours. she can finish one serial in 5 days. that says something eh. and goong S is nice to watch. hahas. it has the same feel as goong lar. hahas. ohyar. on the way back from dental. i was in the mrt and there was this group of people in from of me. probably university students from china. it was quite obvious. the china part. cos they had the accent and all. there was this girl among them. at first look she was not too bad. as in well dressed. smooth skin. typical china beauty. then she put her hand on her hips and OMG. cos she was wearing this short sleeved blouse. you know. those REALLY short short sleeved kind. and damn it was hairy. kinda disgusting lar. it totally ruined the image. owells. hahas. feeling totally tired lately. maybe its the weather. its been really hot the past few days lar. AHHS. im melting. xD

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
[ Listen lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

累

真的好累

一直想好好休息

忘记全世界

寂寞地活着

im sorry. its all my fault. i shouldnt have done it. open my mouth. and do the deed. i tried yet failed. sorry.

endless nights.

crying myself to sleep.
no where esle to hide.
suppresing all the pain.
right here inside.
theres no one who knows.
no one who suspect.
yet the hidden memories.
still hurt me every night.

jasmine.

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL!
you know something. it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. for starters i actually remembered to bring my report book AND sign it. THANKYOU weixin. its a first time ya know. in my WHOLE secondary school life. and we started with english. and its like lucks shining on me or something but we actually got a NEW teacher. which means my old debts do not have to be paid. isint that like totally amazing or what. not like i dont like my old english teacher. okay. who am i kidding. i hate her. but shes a good teacher. so pity that. and all the elearning stuff was actually postponed. thats like totally amazing. then it was emaths. and i actually understood what the maths teacher was teaching. thats good. cos it means im not a total maths idiot. then it was english again. breeze man. then it was art. and AGAIN holiday homework was postponed to wednesday. and then it was class contact. todays turning out to be one of the best days EVER man. ohyar. THANKYOU MUNIRAH AND WEIXIN! for my birthday gift. it was totally awesome. though afew months belated. but whatever. so todays totally wonderful man. cept that my teeth hurt and cant eat anything. blahs. but tmrs soo not gonna be good. i can predict it man. lifes just like that. especially my life. things like this only come once in awhile. better cherish it man. YEAH. hms. tmr must finish art homework and gosh. all my maths tuition homework. ohshits. i totally forgot bout them. that old hags SOO gonna kill me. diedieDEAD. gees.

you wanna know something totally crazy. me and my bro are watching dvds NOW. at 1 in the morning. cept that hes on the tv and im on the com. cos earlier we were sorta watching then my mum went like totally berserk and ruined everything. not much difference it makes. after she slept we continued our own seperate dvd watching ways. my family runs a rebellious streak man. xP

went to the ortho today. got my brackets done. WHOOTS. its aching like hell now lar. damn it. wells. im back in singapore. sadly. you know something. when coming back from the airport. in the taxi nearing home. i felt this dreading feeling. that bad man. anyways. it was totally amazing we actually managed to fit everything into the luggage and bring it back. really amazing. wells. shanghai is great i tell ya. love thier fashion. as in theres loads of all these small boutiques along the road side. and some of them are really cheap. yet its still beautiful. awesome. pity bout the air though. its like really polluted there. as in air and the streets sorta. but that cant be helped i guess. since it IS a city. with like millions of people. but i still love it. xD. really want to go back there again. and NOT just because of the dvds. oyar.

ADVERTISMENT : im selling 30% silk, 70% pashmina wrap-arounds for $30. any takers?

went to hangzhou for a weekend too. its really beautiful there. as in all the scenery and stuff. we went to xihu then later longjingshan. xihu is like TOTALLY beautiful man. and its not as polluted as shanghai. as in the air. maybe thats cos we were at the lakeside/mountainside whatever. hms. still havent completed like 50% of the homework. actually im not even sure what i did. cos i did bits here and bits there. so its all kinda jumbled up and all. shit. im soo dead. and im dead shag. all because of HER. made me wake up at 8. sheesh. and i slept at like what 1? youre depriving me of my sleep WOMAN. damn it.

GUYS ARE ALL SLUTS

its back to an unending nightmare

a countdown to reality

小薰&阿本 - 甜甜圈MV (18禁不禁片尾曲)



lesson learnt:
japanese high school guys are totally cute

i had a BUBBLE BATH yesterday. YAYS. hahas. damn shuang lar. hmms one more week till im back in singapore. cant bear to leave this place man. ive grown attatched. AH.

been watching 林宇中 MVs on youtube. and OHMYGOSH. i just realised something. at certain angles he looks like gino from kone. especially hes eyes. has that look man. especially in hes 淋雨中 MV. AHH. totally love him now. hahas. hes voice is really good. and so is hes songs. damn. xP. just started on the art homework. but its tough man. i cant do the easier ones cos i dont have any paint. so i can only do the sketches. but still. need to copy from the laptop lar. AHHS.

theres a problem man. i cant get into my blog. SHIT. seriously dont know whats wrong. i just cant get in. which is wierd cos i can get into blogger but cant get into my blog. something is SERIOUSLY wrong. AHH. anyways finally bought some dvds and cds. only bougt 4 dvds. and theyre the movie kind. and bought 2 cds. SHE. and Rynn Lin. LOVE rynn. hes album is SOO good ok. as in totally. sighs. hahas. x).

祝你生日快乐，

祝你生日快乐，

祝你生日快乐～

祝你生日快乐。

MAN. i keep having these cravings for cold desert. especially mango pudding or anything with coconut. YUMS. ahh.

12thDAY; 5juneTUESDAY
1.got up at 8.30am!
2.took a cab to 南京西路站
3.then took the subway to 上海科技馆-Shanghai Science and Technology Museum
4.ate lunch there-unagi bento set
5.EXPLORED-bought a plasma ball-the zz one xP
6.went back by sub and cab
7.ate sushi snack at the sub-Dogoos-3yuan!
8.walked like half a mile to get to this indian restuarant to eat dinner
9.played with my plasma ball!

WIFEY LOVES ORANGES!
plus fishys.
MY WIFEY IS WIERD.

AHH. you know something. i still have my bites from OBS. AHHS. x(

5thDAY; 29mayTUESDAY
1.STUDY
2.grocery-mymall
3.swim xD
4.japanese dinner-all you can eat style!

6thDAY; 30mayWEDNESDAY
1.beef ramen for lunch
2.fruit juice-mymall
3.on the way to 古镇(old town) met a uni student; long interesting talks
4.reached to 古镇-1hour ride!
5.bought 5 pashmina wraps
6.had seafood dinner with the factory people

7thDAY; 31mayTHURSDAY
1.STUDY STUDY STUDY
2.shanghai circus city 上海马戏城-the show was GOOD man. totally awesome
3.went to four point; for a drink-ORANGE SHERBET. yumms
4.uncle surdah goes off tomorrow-sold him the pashmina wraps. sobs

8thDAY; 1juneFRIDAY
1.visit to the shanghai school for the disabled
2.gym
3,steamboat dinner!－火锅

9thDAY; 2juneSATURDAY
1.got up at 7.30am!; oatmeal brecs
2.followed dad to work
3.did some chemistry homework at the factory
4.had a stroll round the garden; the dogs are CUTE!xP
5.lunch-prawns, jellyfish, longbeans, tofu soup, fried fish... drools
6.tried the massage chair-爽!
7.went to the old town again-kali jie drove us there!
8.bought 10 pashmina wraps this time-at a cheaper price too xD
9.walked around and bought LOADS more goodies
10.kali jie gave me 2 necklaces; conclusion-shes NICE.hahas.
11.seafood dinner with the factory people-played murderer(a DIFFERENT version. xP)
12.lingjia ge drove us home
13.DEAD tired

10thDAY; 3juneSUNDAY
1.slept in!
2.had brecs at 11
3.went to church hungry-didnt have lunch
4.had indian dinner with unc weishan and aunt julie-loved the green curry!
5.took the MRT to zhaojiabang; PC WORLD!
6.loads of electronic goods
7.went back and watched 'the mistress of spices'

YEAH!i made it through one week in shanghai man. hahas. today went to the shanghai school for the blind and disabled. some charity visit organised by the hotel. the children there are really bright and CUTE. hahas. theres this girl that was our 'guide'. well so called guide. cos we sat next to her and we talked and stuff. shes really cute lar. this year 12. forgot her name though hahas. zhang chen qing i think. shes looks like one of those olden day china actresses. really sweet features and all. OHMAN. pity that shes partially blind. but i bet shes gonna be somebody when she grows up. anyways. after that came back then went to the gym. stayed there for about one hour. hahas. unbelivable. but it was kind of fun. and miah fell off the treadmill. hahas. he tried to do something funny and he totally flew off. serves him right. but it was such a sight i tell ya. xP. hmms getting hungry now. gotta go find some munchys. hahas. xD

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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