i think i speak in riddles and nobody really understands me...

YAY had another steamboat today(: hee~ i think tmr theres another one too. CNY is sinful i tell you... SINFUL. anyways today went to kimmichoos for CNY. hahas. ate loads played loads. FUN(: tmr gotta get ready for saturday open house. loads to cook and tidy. x) cant wait. plus a certain someone that i dont really like but am forced to act civil to isnt coming. this year will be good. hahas(: every year had to deal with all the guys and their EESH s o c c e r. but this year at least i got to invite my girls. so it'll at least be more hormonally balanced. AHS. i think chris brown is now my fave guy ever man. im listening to no air now and im HOOKED. hee(: its totally what im feeling now man. I AM SO MISSING YOU... though its been only DAYS. but still... okays gonna sleep early today AGAIN. im totally facing my dues man. im being a responsible kid. finally. time i woke up yeah. i think so too. kays NIGHTS people. and sweet dreams~

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

im just missing you soo much

No Air - Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown

[Jordin Sparks:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh

[Chris Brown:]
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

[Jordin Sparks:]
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:] [Both:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air (Ohhh)
No air, air (Nooo)
No air, air (Oh a)
No air, air

[Chris Brown:]
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

[Jordin Sparks:]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

[Both:]
So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air (Oohhh)
No air, air (Oohhh)
No air, air (Nooo)
No air, air (No more)
It's no air, no air

Ohhhhh baby
Ooohhhhh It's no air, no air
Hey (Ohh) no air (Ohhh)
Ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
No breathing (No breathing)
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks:]
Got me out here in the water so deep

[Chris Brown:]
Tell me how you gonna be without me

[Jordin Sparks:]
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

[Both:]
It's no air, no air
No air, air (Ohhh)
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

im starting to use colourful language again. whoppeee.

youre a
sickselfegomaniacselfishonemanshowonlythinkaboutyour
selfanddontthinkofmeusemeasyourtoyandtreatmelikeast
upidslutthinkyouresosmartwhenyourenotandyousuckcos
idontlikeyousoyoucangosuckcockforallicareyouidioticasso
brat

and you ask me why i dont like you
how could you even fanthom otherwise
oh right you can
cause youre all of the above
stupid me
SHEESH

im like so friggin scared right now. the whole starting over again deal scares the heck outa me. i always wanted a chance to start anew. but now that i have it. it freaks me out. totally. well but i know i'll pull through. cos God wont give me something im not capable of doing. thats what my mum always says. all the hardships we face on earth are trials from God. and He wont give us something that we'll fail in but something that will break us to our limits but make us a better person at the end of it. i believe im gonna be a better person. yeah man... whee~

7 resolutions for this year:
1. live without regrets (Nella vita, nessun rimpianto)
2. live life at present
3. stop being lazy (HAH!)
4. study HARD - i NEED to make it to uni (i'll show those ancient toads whos boss)
5. stay healthy - lose weight (EXERCISE! not crash dieting)
6. stay positive and NOT overly sensitive
7. save money (which means stop shopping and wanting unnessesary stupid things)

okay now i need to go contemplate my future
wish me luck

i think N and V are the cutest most sweetest couple alive.
i think they were born to marry each other.
i think im NOT gonna go near them untill they get married
cos theyre so nauseatingly sweet(:
i think im gonna throw up... GAWD

GAWD afew mere days before school starts AGAIN. i want my holidays back! ahh. i know i should start like... i dunno facing reality. like the sleep earlier get up earlier reality. and the now is a good time to tidy up my stuff reality. which never WAS a reality but im determined to do it before school starts. gosh. time really passes super fast. im like 17 already. i used to dream of being 17... but now that i am. it doesnt feel really much different. i mean i still feel the same... except maybe more mature. and now that im 'older' im beginning to see things in a different light... im beginning to see cracks on a wall that used to seem perfect. and flaws that didnt exist before... im also beginning to learn that life isnt all that easy and there are things hidden behind everything and all. it feels like my life is somehow just passing through you know... hms. ahhs! this is depressing. but still the truth huh. i know i said that my new year resoulution was to live without regrets... but there are soo many things... that if i had a chance to change... i would change. well no one said growing up was easy... ahs... im falling into an emo mood now. but whatever im carrying on. i mean people keep dreaming bout the future. or worrying about the past. but what really matters is the present right. its the present that makes up for past and brings about the future yeah. okay so now i got another new year resolution. first it was live life with no regrets 'Nella vita, nessun rimpianto'. and the second shall be make do with the present. yeah okay. i think those two are a good beginning. so i shall TRY not to think of what OTHER people think and do what I think. good? i hope(: ahs i hope this year will be a good year...

i love you
i like him
DIFFERENT
GAWD im never EVER gonna see him again... BWAH

i like starring at clouds and whispering sweet nothings to the wind... (:

AHH! I SCRATCHED MY PHONE... 心疼!

what i want is someone...
who i can tell everything to,
who wont get bored with whatever im saying,
who will listen to every detail of my life no matter what,
who likes me for who not what i am,
who is willing to just stay with me...

SECOND day of CNY! yay XD. hee~ okay today wasnt AS busy... hahas(: only went to 3 places(: first went to grans (mum) to eat lunch. ayam buah keluak! YAY luckily still have xD. met aunty meilan there. was supposed to go to granaunt jubilees house together... BUT in the end she not in. HAH. i could have gone to BTs house lar... but ohwells(: anyway after that went to my dads uncles house. hee~ found out something... SHH xD. and after that picked granddaddy up and zoomed off to aunt mags house. watched mama mia there(: FINALLY. yay. it was GOOD man. i might even buy the DVD. plus soundtrack. i know the songs are like old and all. but theyre CLASSIC man. yeah(: mi was busy playing pool. hee~ cant appreciate CLASSIC(: hee~ but on the other hand... i think im being OVERLY sensitive again... but i think than one of my aunty... and her daughter... seriously doesnt like me. hms... im SO sure shes giving off that VIBE. hahas(: ohwells. i think im being over sensitive but the VIBE is so strong. hahas(: like starwars. the FORCE. hee~ eee. ahs. okay i must stop over thinking man... EEE

gosh i hate that im always acting like some whiny little child with you. but i really cant help it... cos im so afraid that if i dont... i'll lose you. since you never take the initiative anymore... how did we become like this? or isit because you have moved on while i havent. im so scared to ask if you have someone now. i know you'd probably have one. but... it still sucks. the feeling that is... well at least we'll always be good friends right... i know im selfish to keep holding on like that. but right now. without you. i'll just crumble i think. so please dont leave me. at least not yet...

7 things i love about you:
1. you make me feel good when nothing does (always)
2. you like me for who not what i am(:
3. you know how to make me smile when im down (hee~)
4. your sweet and thoughtful gestures
5. how we can talk when theres nothing to talk about (and still bother to listen)
6. you care enough to ask (even though no one does...)
7. i will always love you (first and forever(:)

go visit BRIDGETS blogshop(: http://www.nicknackpaddywhoops.blogspot.com YAY(: support support! whee~

happy chinese new year(: yay. whoa its been like such a rush this year. BUT im totally loving and enjoying it. YAY. (: okay first last night (eve) when to grandmas (mum) house for steamboat reunion dinner. it was a 'small one'. (: which means our family, plus the grands, plus my uncles family. so theres like 10 in total. SMALL(: anyway. in the morning (new year day!) went to grandmas (mum) again. for lunch(: PERENAKAN FOOD! yums. hee~ and thats where all my grandads (mum) side of the family gathers. LOADS of family(: = more hongbao(: YAY. there were like more than 20 there... YAY hongbao(: okay. than we went to grandaunt joyce (grandads (mum) sister) to visit her. cos she wasnt feeling well enough to gather at grands place ): ANYWAY next we went to my great granddaddys house (my grandmas (mum) dad). thats where all my grandmas (mum) side of the family gathers. YAY more hongbao(: we took like silly zodiac pictures. hahas(: they kept calling different zodiacs to take with lao gong (ggdaddy) XD. it was kinda fun(: and i remembered to bring my camera this year too! so double yay. plus we did the whole take a picture together and see who looks like who thing. hahas(: okay after that we went to GRANDaunt nancys house (my grandmas (mum) sister) to collect the remaining hongbaos(: all the old fogeys who always go visiting early in the morning to AVOID the whole hongbao issue were there(: well we caught them. hahas(: mi wanted to stay longer to see them play mahjong cos everytime they win they give out money XD HAHAS. but we HAD to move on. SAD. okay LAST stop for today was at grandads (dad) house for ANOTHER steamboat reunion dinner. just got back (: there was SOO much food lar. im like stuffed beyond stuffed. hee~ but its a good stuffed. took some more pictures there. im SOO glad i remembered to bring my camera this year(: it just makes it all feel right. (: and when we got back met cheryl and mum. and the mums kept talking and talking lar... not that it was BAD and i hated it and all... but all i really wanted to do was pee. and they didnt want to let me... XD anyway now im back home. FINALLY. this year was like busier than the rest for some reason lar. xP but im still happy. YAY all the food and hongbaos(: well tonight need to sleep early. still have LOADS of places to visit tmr. whee~ i realised my family is like super big lar. plus the visiting is like super complicated. hahas. cos the extended family is like WHOA. hahas(: but its fun. got so many people(: HEE~ cos most people only have like mums side and dads side. i have mums mum side. and mums dad side. hahas(: YAY i love CNY(:

coffee, milk and tea(:

sometimes when im all alone at home with nothing to do. i think about past memories and get all emotional or pissed. gawd im overlysensitive.

just got back from chinatown(: yay. feeling kinda happy-do-diddy now. i think the festive seasons catching up on me(: YAY also just had a little jam with mi. yeah i know its like MIDNIGHT. well we're abnormal kids. so blame us(: well actually people are blaming us... but WHATEVER we dont give a shit yeah(: been busy cleaning the whole day... and for once i DID clean kay. (: and i got to cook my salty veg chicken soup. ROCKED. i totally love it man. but damn is it not very healthy. loads of salt... chicken oil... but its still delicious neway. hms... but i had to chop the chicken today too... not a pleasurable experiance. AH. looks like i'll never become a cook. so unfair. i love to cook. but i like to cook with ingredients that have been cut and cleaned and TOTALLY not looking like the animal they are... im such a whipass man. hahas(: ohyeah. mi invented this new word man. its 'pradagucci' HAHAS(: its suppose to mean when something looks posh. example 'this wallets so pradagucci ... ' XD its fun. YAY(: okay i think im done talking now... lately ive realised ive been having mouth diarrohea... its totally sickening and irritating. cos i'll only realise ive said something stupid AFTER ive said something stupid... AHH. this sucks(: ohwells. got to get an EARLY start tmr. buying new fudgies(: yayme xD

GOD SAVE THE CRAZY CROWD

7 things i like about you:
1. your lovely voice
2. your love for art
3. your love for music
4. your goofy grin
5. your fashion sense (SOMETIMES(:)
6. your love for cameras and pictures
7. i just like you(: nuff said.

Love Bug - Jonas Brothers


Called you for the first time yesterday
I finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
Oh! Lovebug again

GAWD my nails are a wreck now. luckily i didnt do my manicure in the morning as planned. (: actually the original plan was simply just to go to grans house for lunch and help my mum collect something. BUT in the end ended up helping her peel crabs for CNY. (: but i like peeling crabs anyway. pity bout it being preparing and so i cant it it part though. (: but i think this is sorta payback for monday when i was supposed to help her make achar. so whatever. (: but i still gotta eat some of the crab. cos there apparently was one to many... so i got to eat a few SCRAWNY legs. hahas(: but it still tasted awesome. YAY. i cant wait for CNY. GAWD. all the yummy food. and MONEY. gosh. anyway after that spent quality time with my sweeties. i think matthew will like totally turn into a stud when he grows up. plus he has this LOWlow voice. and he hasnt even broken it yet. plus he can SING. how cute is that. his like only 4 kays... but OMG i love him. hahas(: i think he can be a rock star or something. how cool would that be(: hms anyways tmr will be a whole day of CLEANING. and at night we're going to chinatown. yay(: but i sorta had plans for tmr and it sucks that it'll have to be cancelled... i was so looking out to hangingout! ahhs. whatever... hms... gotta sleep early today... got a WHOLE days work to do tmr. NIGHTS(:

am i being to pushy? or wanting to much for things to be the same? but somehow we both know it never will be the same... i just want to know how youve been getting on? are you attacthed? are you okay? gawd. i just miss the times we had together so much. but it somehow feels different now. maybe its cos weve both grown up. theres a caution to our speech. an awkward pause and a waiting silence. on a first glance it seems like itd never change. but after awhile it feels different. like we are different... it sometimes feels like youre being extra careful or something... and sometimes i feel like im being extra careful too. like i dont know if i should say certain things. cos i dont know how you will react to it. because i dont know if... and im definitely not going to ask. im determined not to be the first one to take initiative. i think youre being as stubborn too... gawd it looks like this is never going to work out man. ahs. ever since i first talked to you. after the whole break. there are questions that have been killing me. but im afraid to ask. cause im scared youve moved on. and im just this silly girl whos still stuck in the past. but i dont want to live life with regrets again. not anymore. like yesterday when i couldnt bring myself to say that to you. i regreted it. so thats why i did what i did today. and though i feel stupid about it. i dont regret it... ahhs. im just soo confused right now. if only you would say something... but even if it doesnt work out. we ll still be friends okay. promise? ... till next time ...

im used to being forgotten and unremembered...

Nella vita, nessun rimpianto
im determined to live life with no regrets.

resist temptation and attain nirvana


okays not actually following your saying but i got you point kay dar(:

you put me out of my funk and made my day(:

AHH superhuman is just soo awesome dont ya think(: hahas. lady gaga is cool too. its like you just want to get up and dance to her songs man(: ADDICTIVE(: YAY i love music(: hahas. kay that was random... but WHATEVER(:

Superhuman - Chris Brown (feat. Keri Hilson)


Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

My Private Place(:

as the sun beats down on me and the breeze wafts around me, i close my eyes and youre the last thing i see.


MY SWEETIES(: i love you guys(: arent they just adorable(:

I LOVE NIGHT MARKETS! i mean whats there not to love... cheap stuff and good food. nuff said man. (: hms... OMG chinese new year is coming. i love cny. theres good food. and free money(: hms.. everything seems to involve good food... hahasXD. im determined to bring my camera around this time... ive always been forgetting the past years(: hms... ohyeah. im making a public apology. sorry brid and steff. hahas. AHH. i couldnt help you guys get tickets. i feel soo bad... okay now that ive gotten it out i dont feel THAT bad. (:yay. i suddenly feel tongue tied... i think my brains malfunctioning from LACK of sleep. obviously caused by a CERTAIN caller... (: but it was great waking up early for ONCE. anyways. hahas(: well i think im gonna sleep early and wake up late(: YAY

Poker Face - Lady GaGa


Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

Just Dance - Lady GaGa Feat. Colby O'Donis & Akon



RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

I AM SLEEP DEPRIVED. all thanks to BRID. hahas(: morning call what lar. (: BUT it was still fun and LOVELY talking to you. (: and now i cant go back to sleep... which SUCKS... so im now here(: oh i tried to make POCOYO pasticine figures. but it became one whole big mess XD. AH. i LOVE POCOYO. he is just so cute. hms... okay i dont really have much to post now... LATER(:

7 things i hate about you:
1. youre selfish and always think about yourself
2. you think youre above me and all that
3. you only think about me when you want to use me
4. otherwise you forget me
5. you keep talking about you and make me listen
6. you dont care how i feel or whatever
7. i just hate you

it felt like nothing had changed at all(:

Keep Holding On -Avril Lavigne


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

GAWD. im totally broke. cos mum refuses to pay me anything. saying ive been going out and not doing anything at home so i shouldnt get paid. WHATEVER. see im listening. i didnt go out today. and did SOMETHING. AHHS. sometimes i think that lifes so unfair. i mean why do i have to do all these house stuff while everyone can have fun. i do the cooking, the washing, the cleaning... GAWD. im like a maid or something. this sucks. no wait. im an UNDERPAID maid. makes a whole load of a difference... ahs. but i guess its only right that i do those stuff... RESPONSIBILTY and DUTY right. and sometimes i dont really mind the cleaning part. its exercise and sorta keeps me from thinking bout stuff. relaxing? i dont know. its just that i seem to be the only one who has to do these stuff. and that kinda sucks. and i mean do these stuff on a DAILY basis can. ahhs. okay ive finished ranting. now i must not think about it. (: YAYS. im gonna watch breakout(: happyHAPPY. plus it was a treat from my dad. doubleHAPPY. okay so there was an ulterior motive... he booked the valetines day show. so hes dumping us there while he spends time with my mum. hahas(: who cares anyway. FREE SHOW. yay. plus its like almost fully booked. only restricted seats left. and only for students. GAWD we're so lucky. my mum wanted to go too. but TOO BAD(: hahas. YAYS. ohyeah. i trimed my bangs again. i can finally see my eyes(:. hahas.

sometimes i feel that the earlier i detach, the easier it becomes in the future...

Dancing Socks


when i dance round and round it almost feels like im flying with you...

i miss you lalalas and your smiles...

"i love you not for what or who you are but what i become when im with you"

aint that sweet. that was some quote off a ad i saw on tv. hahas. its not EXACTLY like that but something like that. i just think its soo sweet. i think i'd totally swoon if a guy said that to me. (: especially if that guy was some like ULTRA bad boy and i changed him. (: OOOU. as you can see (on the past few posts) im trying to change my writing style. ive realised that ive been haha-ying after every sentence or something. and that sounds SO idiotic. so im trying to cut down. (: OMG. i feel like crying now. GAWD. because i just heard some phrase on a song. im am soo p a t h e t i c. GAWD. ahh. i hope this crying at every littlest thing ends soon. i have NO IDEA what is coming over me. and its not like im REALLY sad. i just cry. without the reason to be sad part. i think im mad. hmms. oh yeah im posting alot of small posts which i know is like REALLY irritating. but they seriously do not fit together in one post. and i HAVE to get it out. (: this always happen when im emo. and i realised i write pretty good emo poems. you think? like i feel like writing a poem or a song now. thats when you'd know im emo. gosh. that means i'd really die of depression if i became a song writer or something. hm. that would totally suck. but at least i'd leave behind good songs. (: hahas. okay im really going to sleep now. want to wake up early tmr to do my theory homework. i have a feeling im soo gonna fail my grade 5. AHH. kay nights(:

my lies are getting so convincing im starting to believe it myself...

cos when i said i loved you i didnt mean it
and when i said i missed you it meant you had to go
cos when i said stay with me i didnt mean it
and when i said forever and always it meant nothing

i thought you knew me enough to understand
i never say the things i meant to say
i thought you knew me enough to understand
i always loved playing games

i cant believe you believed what i had to say

reminder: http://asukaworld.blogspot.com/2009/01/fish-album-lyrics.html

okay now listening to fish leongs album. i love it man. but sadly no money to buy. WHATEVER i especially her first track 别在为他流眼泪. i think it just speaks to me. like show luos 搞笑. (: theyre just totally what im feeling now. (:

搞笑 - 羅志祥


那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀

還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好

GAWD. im such an emotional wreck these days. like i out of no where i suddenly feel like crying. or the littlest of things set me of. it soo irritating i tell you. and its getting harder to keep the tears in. i totally do not one everyone to see me bawling or something kay. GAWD. its SOO irritating. okay. had prom last friday. it was pretty awesome. danced a little. posed a little. it was altogether more successful than i expected it to be. YAY. than later had sleepover at stefs. it was pretty fun too. but our all nighter plan totally did NOT work out. i think i was probably one of the first to sleep. i like totally crashed man. ohwells(: hms... just came back from swimming. i swam quite a few laps too(: im soo proud of myself. but ive realised ive gotton slower... BAD. im like totally out of practise man. this sucks. hahas(: tmr going to make achar at grannys house... MUMMUM. yays. hahas. im getting hungry just thinking....

i cry at night so i wont have tears for tomorrow

went shopping today with muni. hahas. we talked about all the different courses and all. bought LOADS of things too. and none for me too! im soo proud of myself. okay except the one ineey weeny necklace. (:WOW tmr is like FINALLY prom night. dont really feel anything now. like im not THAT excited and neither am i scared or whatever. hmms. i think the whole applying for another school thing totally trumps it. like DUH. thats gonna be haunting you for the next 2 years while prom is like 1 night. (:but its important too yeah. hahas. ... OMG. i finally did it. i submitted my jae thingy. GAWD. i hope i dont regret it. NO i wont. i'll make sure i wont(: yeah man! gotta go sleep early. so i'll be already for tmr night. hahas(: IVE DONE IT. finally(:





AINT IT PREETTY!(:
thats my new room wall. drawn by ME(: and painstankenly painted by Dad. but hey i painted some too. like all the circles and big parts(: hahas.

you really remind me of him.
this guy i used to know.
your love and trust in God.
your empathy and compassing.
your kind and caring spirit.
your ever listening heart.
i thank God for you.
and i thank God for bringing you into my life.
God has really blessed me.
first with him than you.
to tell me
and bring me back to where im supposed to be.

sometimes i think theyre scared of leaving me alone
for fear i may do something silly

we're some sorry bunch(:

i'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stairwell

this ain't hollywood, this is a small town
i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

hahas. kays i went nuts and posted like best day songs. hahas. its supposed to be sacarstically speaking. but hey the songs are still awesome. hahas. today went shopping. but sadly not for myself. hahas. went to shop for my mums shoes. cause i bought shoes from charles and keith for prom. and she like FELL IN LOVE with them. hahas. so i had to go get them for her. but it was fun. went with grandma, grandad and thilda. cause grandma have same size feet as my mum. mine are genormous compared to theirs kay. and it was kinda fun. cause thilda RARELY sits the mrt. so she was SOO CUTE. gosh. i absolutely adore her. finally bought taylor swift's album too. hahas. bought da mouths album too. im totally facinated by their album design. its SO cool can. then after that had grandads birthday 'party' hahas. it was just our whole intermediate family. had mee siam and popiah and GORGEOUS chocolate cake from vickys' hahas. their chocolate cake is absolutely fantastic i tell you. its all chocolaty but not filling. so its like light and chocolaty. AH. D E L I C I O U S. i got new ballet flats too. (: okay their not NEW new. cause their passed down. but it was only worn like once?! so its practically new and i think that counts as new. hahas. (: so today was a pretty happy day. YAYS. (: and i think ive actually accepted my grades. i mean sometimes i still feel teary about it. but ultimately inside i dont really feel anything. hmms. its like its frozen inside. hahas. (: i think my dad wants me to go to tampines JC. at first i was like NO WAY. then i saw their website and its actually pretty cool. just that its so freaking far away. i takes more than an hour to travel there from home. so i guess it'll probably be TPJC or JJC. ohwells. hahas. it'll be so freaking scary going to a new school. hms. but it'll be fun too! look on the bright side yeah! hahas. (: you know now with all the stress about school and stuff... prom is like the LAST thing on my mind. TOTALLY. i havent thought of it ever since i got my results. and the last few days ive been like really serious and sombre. which is good. i like this me. no matter where i go i believe i'll make it work. law faculty here i come! hahas. ive even been getting up early. which is amazing. i think i can actually do this. GO ME! hahas. kay that was totally bimbo. but whatever. hmms need to go snooze soon. i think im gonna try a strawberry mask today. or green tea... hms. hahas. ive already tried lemon and that was refreshing. hahas. (: MASKDAY!

Greatest Day - Take That


Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Before it all ends,
Before we run out of time
Stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Tonight this could be the greatest night of our lives
Let's make a new start
The future is ours to find
Can you see it?
Can you see it in my eyes?
Can you feel it now?
Can you hold it in your arms?

Tonight
Tonight
Oh stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

Hold your head high
Hold your arms open wide
Let the worlds start come alive
When you stay close to me

Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Today this could be the greatest day of our lives

Oh, and the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive

Oh oh oh

Stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

The Best Day Of My Life - Jesse McCartney

[ Verse 1 ]
Woke up around a half past 10
Cant believe that I'm late again
Put down about a quart of caffeine
To start my pulse and then
I grab my jeans off the floor
Then I hit the door
Its just the same old same
It goes to show you never know
When everything's about to change

[ Chorus ]
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

[ Verse 2 ]
Cant say exactly what it was
She's not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen
And surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone
But from now on
I'm gonna be a different man

[ Chorus ]
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

[ Bridge ]
I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change

[ Chorus ] x2
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

.. Started out like any other [ x2 ]
.. Had the best day of my life
.. The best day of my life

The Best Day - Taylor Swift


I’m 5 years old It’s getting cold out
Got my big coat on
I hear your laugh And look up at smilin at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home

I don’t know why all the trees change in the fall oh oh
But I know you’re not scared of anything at all oh oh
Don’t know if Snow White’s house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I’m 13 now and don’t know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight
And grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop til I forgotten
All their names

I don’t know who I’m gonna talk to now at school uh uh
But I know I’m laughin pn the car ride home with you uh uh
Don’t know how long it’s gonna take to feel okay but I know I had the best day
With you, today
Taylor Swift Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he’s better than nothin

I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had .. The Best Days with you

There is a video I found
From back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you’re talkin’ to me
It’s the edge of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
My Daddy’s smart and you’re the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why the all the trees change in the fall oh oh
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn’t know if you knew
So I’m takin’ this chance to say
I had the best day
With you, today

got back results yesterday. and boy did THAT suck. i was 4 points of target lar. GAWD. as in 4 points worse then what i predicted i'd get. bawled my eyes out yesterday. but ive gotton over it since. which is good. looking on the bright side at least i passed everything. and its all Bs and As. so at least the cert looks nice hey! hahas. i guess i sorta deserved it. i mean i didnt exactly study my heart out. BAD. plus i was never motivated. so WHATEVER. but im gonna pick myself up and get on with life. no matter where i go. im gonna fix my life straight man. i can do it! im strong! yeah man. hahas. today my dad took off to go with me to check out some of the JCs i CAN go to. which was nice of him. hahas. i bet its cos my mum cant take leave with her new job and all. but WHATEVER. so we went to practically all ends of singapore. plus miah was 'sick'. so he went along with us. we were like spies or something. going round and sneakily taking photos. like seriously! we climbed to the top of the nearsest flat facing the JC and took pictures of it. it was serious yet fun. hahas. so now ive more or so made up my mind. which is good. im mean. get it over and done with dude. okay i could NOT go JC and go poly. but my dad was like are you sure what you want to specialize in. so i guess he makes sense. hahas. we'll see we'll see. GAWD. now im having this killer headache. which is REALLY killer kay. think im gonna snooze early today. hahas. loads to think about.

ookays. gonna recieve results later in the afternoon. kinda nervous. but trying not to think about it. hahas. okay im gonna do 9 dedications. like for the year 2009. for good bearing for the results. hahas. i know i said dedications were cheesy and all. but this is only nine. plus im not gonna say any names. privacy interests. hahas. and since its only nine its obvious some people are gonna be squeezed together. and this is gonna be sincere. unlike those long dedications where people HAVE to say something about someone cos that persons name is on the namelist. like whatever. okay this is to the people who have made impacts on my life. or for some wierd reason i still remember you after all this years(: WHATEVER. by the way its not in like top is the most or whatever. its from single to group. or rather animal than single than group. (:

1. MY FUDGIE
i love you my fudgie. i hope youre doing fine in heaven. i hope i made your life here as pleasing as possible. i still dont know why you died. but i'll find out someday. im sorry for all the times i bullied you... well it wasnt actually me. it was a certain J, S and B. anyway i'll love you forever. and you'll always ALWAYS be in my heart.
R.I.P 27 December 2008 11:28 AM

2. MI MI (prounounced as MY and not ME)
okay i LOVE calling you that. hahas. cos it irritates the HECK outa you. plus its a name i can whine. which is good. hahas. please miah is so not a whining name. thank you for ALWAYS being there. youre the only person in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD i can be real with. okay maybe not REAL real. but like goofy and silly real. sure youve been a pain in the ass at times. c'mon which brother isnt. but i still love ya! and you stubborn shit. me and son have been planning your 'make over' ever since you hit puberty. why cant you just comply and transform you GEEK. okay whatever. i hope that even though we're all growing up so fast and 'maturing'. we'll always have goofy times (like singing and dancing in departmental stores which is SO embarrasing but totally fun) and each other to pull one another back down to earth. love ya! (:

3. MY LONG-LOST BESTFRIEND
hello. long and definitely LOST bestfriend. ive really missed you. hahas. i dont know about you but ive always regarded you as my bestfriend. which honestly is wierd but so true. i dont know why either. but i trust you. hahas. i loved having you whine to me about your girlfriends (by the way two timing is so RAT kay. on such a nice lovely girl too you RAT) and just about anything. i just miss talking to you. its wierd. but its been almost 6 years since we met yeah. well. i had loads of things to say but now that im actually doing this. im tongue tied. hahas. or finger tied or whatever. i just really wish we could go back to how we used to be. but like you said we grew up. i want to be like how i was. but i dont know how to be. but i dont see how i should affect our friendship no? anyway i miss you bestfriend. and if theres ever anything. i'll always be here for you.

4. MY PROTECTOR
BIG BROTHER. hahas. youve always been like a big brother to me. protecting me. assuring me. thankyou. im sorry for what i did. i really am. i didnt mean to lie to you. i was young and curious. and i didnt want you to be sad or angry. im sorry i broke my promise. but its not like you kept yours. so i guess we're quits huh? are you still angry at me? im just so sorry. i know i broke your trust. i was stupid naive and young kay. but now ive grown up and im no more that little girl. i dont know if thats good or bad. but yeah. thankyou for everything. and for just being you. i'll always remember you. even though youre trying to forget me. i cant seem to think of what to say but sorry. but i want you to know i'll always love you big brother.

5. MY FIRST
youre the first guy ive ever like who liked me back(: or maybe the first guy to tell me. youve just been so sweet and caring and understanding. like your good nights and sweet dreams. im just so lucky to have met you. and youve been such a great friend too. thankyou for always being there. for helping me when it got difficult and just being there all the time. even after all this years its still a sweet memory. and no matter what i'll always remember you. (: good luck for erhmm. hahas. im sure you'll do great no matter where you are.

6. MY EAR
thankyou for being my listening ear. through everything dude. im glad you were always there. listening to my complains and troubles. helping me with difficult decisions. youve always been such a righteous godly man. and im sure you'll always be. c.c camp was great wasnt it. i really hope they hold another one soon. (: youve seen me through thick and thin. and when i made a fuss out of the simplest of things. youve help me become stronger. stronger than you'll ever believe. thankyou for never pushing me aside or finding me a buzz. (or at least you never told me) which of im grateful for. thankyou ear. (:

7. MR PIG
yo dude. hahas. youre like my funny bone. thankyou for withstanding ALL my nonsence. hahas. and thankyou for all the eyebags you gave me. hahas. i know ive been a pest. disturbing you late at night. but c'mon. which other crazy person would actually still be awake at 3 in the morning. hahas. thankyou for always playing with me. hahas. any hour of the day. i know sometimes ive been such a nuisence. but thankyou not saying anything. even though now we're not that goofy anymore. (thank god) but its still fun once in awhile huh. hahas. lalalalalalaaa~ hahas.

8. THE GIRLS
hey guys. hahas. ya'll the BEST. you guys made school life so much more LIVABLE. like seriously. hahas. now that we're all graduating i'll seriously miss you guys. like TOTALLY. we must meet up even though we're all seperate kays. (: love you guys SOO MUCH. thanks for always being such great friends. listening and talking. and talking. hahas. i know sometimes we get on one anothers nerves and fight and bitch and all. but hey. sisters fight. its acquaintences that are forever on their best behavior. hahas. sisters man! (:

9. MY MATES
thankyou for always supporting me and being there for me. (: like supporting me in your prayers and understanding. even though we havent been really all that close. i still love you guys. like forever. and we'll get through everything together yeah! hahas. (: GOD LOVES US! YAY! hahas.

YAYS. im done. kay now i know i'll survive later. hahas. through christ who strenghtens me(:

it would have been nice if i was asked or told something

it would have been nice if i was asked or told something

in the dark silence
i think about many things
about how the days went
and about how things came
i think about the past
all the memories floating by
the happy the sad
the angry the mad
i think about many things
like how things have changed
how historys been altered
how to play that game
lastly i think of you
of all the times we played
of all the pictures we created
and all the pots we'd break
i know we can never return
to those times of endless fun
but i just want to remember
what you always forgot

7 Things - Miley Cyrus


I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

wow. its been like pretty long since i last posted. hahas. i kept saying oh i'll post later or whatever. and that never happens. hahas. im such a procrastinator. DUH. loads of things have happened lately. been going out loads. had loads of events too. hms. had some dinners too. hms. results are gonna be out soon. GAWD. its kinda exciting but depressing all the same. i wish the holidays never end man. i hate facing reality. darn. ohwells. time to snooze. ciao! XD

you know what i HATE about you. i mean sure everyone thinks youre all nice and everything. but its totally not getting to me. why do you have to keep STEALING everything from me. like what did i ever do to you. you MADE them turn their backs against me. you MADE me hate them too for what they believed. so now im just NOT going to care. take them. like whatever. im closed. now and forever.

for those 5 seconds when i thought it was you who called...
those were the best 5 seconds i ever had.

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park (Twilight)


I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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