how do i ask for it without seeming desperate to have it...
sometimes i think i should just give up.

the first person i saw when i stepped into school was you



sometimes i think of what could have been. and about the decisions i made. sometimes i regret making those decisions because i think of what could have been. if i didnt do this if i didnt say that. if i didnt take it. things might have been different. i wouldnt have to go through what ive been going through. but than i think of the decisions ive made. and sometimes i feel like maybe i did the right thing after all...

oh gosh. its finally the weekend. like FINALLY dude. had to rush over to dental today. i was like half an hour late. paiseh man. (:today was pretty slack. but theres like loads of homework to do during the weekend though. i heard a sickeningly sweet 'love story' today. wooo~ i kept grinning to myself cos it was just so sweet.(: hee. plus it was from a guys point of view. i never thought a guy would ever be that sweet. he was like love at first sight or something. gawd. im so happy for him. i hope she likes him back. i think she does anyway. hahas(: ohwells. todays been a so-so day. gotta go to sleep soon. ive been having eyebags the last few days lar. snores.

bitches of a feather flock together
-stef

famous sayings by nicole;

1. we were leaving class and she said this to classmate daniel: bye daniel! hello kitty! as in hello kittys boyfried is daniel. get it.

2. we were running for p.e. and she said this to classmate jane: faster jane! faster! tarzan is waiting for you at the finish line! tarzan jane. DUH.

3. we were in the canteen and classmate hengli bought a drink and sat down at our table, she said this to classmate hengli: hengli! why you never buy HL milk? Heng Li = H L. yeah i know shes lame... but wait theres more.

4. i was saying this guy was cute and she said this to me: jasmine! how could you do this to aladdin? disney = aladdin and jasmine.

yeah. thats about it for now. gotta go collect somemore. you can totally tell how my next 2 years in pj is gonna be like. whee.

xin was right.
im like totally influenced.

i had dinner with my LOVE. whatever. it was just stef. my beloved twin. hahas. it was kinda nice of her to have dinner with me(: afterall today i end at 7plus - 8? yeah. hee(: happyday. had newyork newyork again. i think im falling in love with their crepe or something. hms. had a long LONG talk with her. anyways. today school was pretty okay. overall at least. since there werent any lessons or whatever. anyway those dont really count as LESSONS lessons. so yeah. and we suprise fizah today too! happy birthday dearie. it was quite cool. cos we did it was a class. i know 4d does like tons of it and youre like so what dude. but yeah its a first step in class bonding man. we're getting there. yay. hms. and it rained today! so pe was kinda slack. just the way i like it. whee. after that helped kangkiat with his student council thing. im quite proud of what i came up with. 'take a break, take a kangkiat' hahas. lame i know. but its kinda smart too. you think. okay i like kept metioning after that. like im so proud of it. self reminder; stop haolianing about it. after that was choir. we finally learned our last song. vienna was being an ass as usual. seriously. that girls mouth is so big its never closed. but shes nice. as is hilary. and all the choir people. im kinda glad i joined choir. yay. but we sorta pissed off the conductor today(: ohwells. things happen. need to catch some snooze. theres... GAWD. maths lecture tmr. i need to totally stay awake man. kays nights(:

sh and es together forever(:
put them together and you get SHES. (pronounced shas)
WHOOTS.

gosh wednesdays are like one of the worst days ever. i was totally tired today. i almost slept through the econs lecture... and thats like alot for me. cos i like econs and its something i usually find interesting and NON sleeping. so yeah today sucks. gawd. its such a depressing day. i have discovered something else today. like everyday i discover something. its really fun. hee(: hms. next week is like the last korean lesson! gosh its so fast. i dunno if im feeling sad or relieved. hms... cos its seriously hard to cope with both it and school. so i dunno. im like probably the dumbest person there. cos i dont know anything and i cant read anything. ohwells. hms had choir today too. it was kinda tiring. oh heck. the whole of wednesday is tiring. im just so depressed now...

i will choose to be a happy person

i have just convinced myself that i shall no longer talk about you. nor obsess about you. because it always makes me depressed...

dude you cant ignore/neglect/avoid me forever...

its gonna be 2 long years...

today i saw a rainbow
it was big and beautiful
it made me smile

today i saw a rainbow
i believe its a sign
that tomorrow be'd better

Amsterdam - Coldplay


Come on, my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
If i, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole
Come here my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited
I've got to get out of this hole

But time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath

And time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down
And all around, no
It's no cause for concern

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to a noose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose.

all those in favour of another clique outing say AYE.
its gonna be march babes.
its time again(:

i think that people who ask me to read thier blogs are wierd. like seriously... it just feels i dunno. WIERD. not that its wrong or whatever. but its like asking them to read in my brain or something. especially if youre both like in the same room or something. than theyll ask you to come read their blog and theyre like standing next to you. either staring or reading with you. thats just wierd man. i mean sure i dont mind reading blogs and all. but i prefer to do it when im alone. if not it feels like im invading their privacy and thier inviting me to invade thier privacy...
ohwells. i think im just being sensitive or something again. sheesh(:

sick.
and its not purposely or whatever kay. its really sick. ohwells
tmr there like 2 tests. so im gonna officially die tmr. whee. wells in the morning went to see doctor. than in the afternoon had a nap. just finished tidying my notes. dont really feel like studying. totally dying. ah. and its only the first day of the week. i can totally tell this week is gonna suck. oh boy. i feel like im chanting or something. whatever. read part of my new book today too. empress orchid. its pretty okay. but some parts are kinda lengthy. ohwells. i finally reigned in my email today too. its a wild forest there man. hms... dunno what else to say. think i'll just go study. or at least try to... this is such a depressing blue day. sighs.

7 things i can learn from my friends;
1. like ARABELLE i could learn the art of being mysterious
eg. getting loads of guys and then turning all of them down(:

2. like BRIDGET i could learn the art of laughing at ones' self
eg. falling down and laughing hysterically even though no one understands why(:

3. like JEYUN i could learn the art of hiding one's true self
eg. say go to pjc together than pangseh me go ngee ann(: (jk)

4. like KIMBERLY i could learn the art of whining
eg. wait this doesn't need an example(: (nk)

5. like MUNIRAH i could learn the art of selective hearing
eg. she only hears the 'juicy' stuff and shuts off the rest. including her phone(:

6. like STEFFI i could learn the art of not caring what other people think
eg. doing stupid things. duh. no further elaboration(:

7. like WEIXIN i could learn the art of being nonchalent
eg. being a guy(:

when you look me in the eyes
and tell me that you love me
everythings alright
when youre right here by me side

when you look me in the eyes
i catch a glimpse of heaven
i find my paradise
when you look me in the eyes

SORRY blas! ahs(: its been ages since i last checked my mail... so sorry!
ahhs... ive been such a wreck lately. its been like busy busy busy. plus my music theory exam is like coming up in TWO weeks or something. and im totally NOT prepared. and i have tons of homework due tmr. and im not even halfway through it man. gawd this is so tiring. hms... yesterday was PLANNING to do it... but there was seriously no time. cos went to buy new uniforms. hee. got them already. well its kinda stupid cos we went to the teck whye one first. but they were like have to order and wait ages. so me and my mum went to the shaw centre one. which awesomely had stock. WHOOTS. plus everyone was like theres no more stock. but well youre wrong dudes. (: after that had sakae for dinner. awesome man. i totally love sakae. bought a new book from borders too. (: wanted to get my sketchbook from there too... but sadly couldnt find any. BUT i did find the grid notebook that i was finding for WHOOTS. hee. i was searching for it for ages lar. who knew it was actually sold at borders. GAWD. so far yet so near. totally understand that now. (: today after cell went to eat at jenny's parents korean restaurant. its calle dOUR FOOD STORY rice cup its near doby gaut. or how ever you spell it. the kimchis pretty good. and the prices are amazingly affordable. hahas. im like advertising for her or something man. anyways its at
8 Wilkie Road,
#01-18 Wilkie Edge,
Singapore 228095,
TEL: 6884-4620
Buisness Time 11:00 AM ~ 9:30 PM
well (: okays now im gonna TRY to finish my homework. (: ohwells... i predict i have a 80% chance of falling sick tmr. hee~

i told myself at the beginning of this year i wouldnt have regrets...
and i intend to fufill that...
no matter how hard it maybe...

im like totally confused now. im stuck between two possibilities;
one who was totally ignoring me but now is totally friendly
the other was was totally friendly but now is totally ignoring me
...
such a sad life i live

we passed by the hallway and refused to acknowledge one another;
its getting from bad to worse

im just gonna be normal, calm and collected.
and im gonna just think of stupid ass friends who never grew up,
but of whom i still love.

OMG i do NOT like him kay. i just think hes sorta cute and nice. i SO do not like him. gawd. like random people kept coming up to me and asking if i liked him. AHS. okay im like stressed. D. O. E. anyways its the third week of school and im ALREADY dying. its just so darn tiring. goshes. plus started choir this week. whoots. yay. hee(: its kinda fun. although i like cant really sing and all. hahas. im just croaking to what everyone else is singing. WHATEVER(: today was a good and bad day. gawd. i dunno what to say. yesterday sucked though. i was like in a bad mood the whole day. hahas. i think my old habits are playing up and all. becoming emo and self indulgent. (: hms... learnt something else today(: whee. been 'learning' alot lately. and i seriously think i DO have a sixth sense. or at least its been super accurate ever since i came to pjc. hee(: im gooood. hms today was a calling day too. called loads of people. or at least TRIED to call. muni always refuses to answer my calls. im pissed at her. hahas. i realised that ever since pjc ive been actually USING my phone loads. hahas. wow right. i guess its cos you know. last time everyone was at school and all and seriously theres nothing much to call and all. but know we're like all seperate. hahas. its kinda sad but i dunno... new? whatever. i realised i DO like talking on the phone... i think this is a realising post man. like so many i realised...s... ohwells. bushed out. gonna seriously sleep. whee~ nights.

im happy to see that youve moved on
but it sucks to see that im no longer a part of you..

Smile - Lily Allen


When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door, what cha do that for (what cha do that for)
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Littlest Things - Lily Allen


Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

i have FINALLY finally changed my skin
WHOOTS
(: aint it preetty

i am seriously such a bitch. i know i should stop calling myself that and all. cos you know the whole self prophecy thing. but seriously. ahs. i know i shouldnt be so judgemental and all but sometimes i really cant help it ya know.... AHHH

she has girls school written all over her

im being ignored on vday...

it rocks being trusted and told stuff. hees(:
it sorta sucks that i cant tell anyone but i WONT anyways.
im resposible.
ohyeah man.
but im gonna say some stuff here anyway
and if it doesnt make much sense
ignore me
AS USUAL
kay im already not making sense...

#1; my dear dont ever let go kays. both of you are just precious. and dont feel pressurised just cos you think theyre all better than you. theyre NOT. you rock kay. and hold on tight. tell the others to just piss off. love you always. and if he ever EVER betrays you or whatever. tell me and i'll bash him for you

#2; if you dont like dont like him. you cant just lead him on cos you feel bad and hes pathetic. we must totally be honest kay. and believe in GOD. yeah man. love you loads. DO THE RIGHT THING! and follow your heart. not his pathetic im so pathetic face/look. you can ALWAYS confide in me. no matter what babe(:

#3; try to aim for below 10 babe. alalala lalalala. hao ma? whoa. that was pretty good eh. haha. betcha no one would catch that. plus i totally support the lalas. love ya. whee~

kays im about done. the rest is like totally personal i cant even say a speck. sharks. and im not wierd... im eccentric(:

Lets Get Loud - Jennifer Lopez


HEE(: i think this has officially become the pjc song man. WHOOTS. anyways...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! whee~
loveydovey loveydovey.
hahas. dunno why im whee happy today. i mean its not like i have a date. and SOMEONE is freaking ignoring me today. but maybe its the whole love atmosphere yeah. hee. anyways today went for BREAKOUT. freaking awesome man. and the bods., gawd. awe-some. went with mi. hahas. i was like make sure you get that kinda bod in the future man. and he was like lets run tmr. hahs. like he'll ever do it. xD after that went to newyork newyork. the crepe was yum-my. plus it was totally stuffing. the portions are HUGE man. (:
okays now i'll talk about school(:
orientationn was pretty awesome. (self reminder; i need to stop using the word awesome) last night was super crazy and all. plus totally tiring. but in a good way(: i think i lost hell load of calories last night man. what with all the jumping and shouting. but i think i put them all back today anyway. and my class IS a science class. 09S29 (: its a pretty awesome class. i just dont get the i take arts but im in a science class thing. totally doesnt make sense. plus we're like the second last class. so if the do the whole first class first serve thing you can imagine where we are. anyways as i was saying. i guess my class is okay. i mean we're not tight TIGHT. but we'll get there(: ohwells. whee~
lalalalala~
after orientation gathered with the girls to take pics. i think im gonna miss them; kay, illya, shanthini, serene, chiew kei. sighs. well technically i cant call them my og girls. cos well not all of them are from my og. cos chiew kei is illyas friend and serene is kays friend. hahas. its pretty amazing huh. how we all got together. and even though weve known each other for like what 2 weeks? it just clicks ya know XD but ohwells. we're all not gonna be in the same class so we'll probably see each other lesser. SADLY. ohwells. DARS. love you guys. whee~

okay now i officially love jimmy eat world. and its one of the few bands of whom which mi recommended that i actually like. the rest are like screaming and LOUD. i'd get deaf other ONE song. plus he was like its not loud. when i jam its ten times louder. okay mi. get it. youre deaf too. neways love jimmy eat world. plus their songs are easy to sing. whee~ im gonna go force mi to take songs from his mates. hee.

Work - Jimmy Eat World


If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh oh oh

All the best DJs are saving
Their slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time

oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)

Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play they're never okay
To mix the way we do

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh

AH. i hate myself for being such a whiny hypocritical bitch shit. if i could turn back time. i would go back and slap myself silly. gosh sometimes i really hate myself. well at least im honest bout it yeah...

my music man
artist friend

mi burned his lips. and now theyre like angelina jolie sexy. but seriously. how he even BURNED them in the first place is a mystery. neways today was kinda slack. whee~ lunched with kay, illya, shantini and chiew kei. it was kinda fun(: yay. after that went back to school to buy uniforms. when we left for lunch the queue was like SUPER long. retartedly long. and when me and illya went back... we still had to queue for like 20 mins. met xiang there. he had been queueing even longer than us. HAH. and when we reached the desk. they were freaking out of stock. they didnt even have SAMPLE sizes. which sucked. but managed to buy ONE shirt at least. so it was somewhat fruitful but still ultimately useless. got our classes today. dont know ANYONE inside at all. sharks. cept bertram i guess. but still. tmrs orientation! ah. cant wait. hee~ hope the class is nice. oh pleaase! hms. munis my calling buddy this week. hahas. shes like super busybody and cant wait for school to start lar. my dear ENJOY your holidays while you can. hms. oh and i got into choir! yay. they called to tell me i passed the auditions which i thought was pretty nice. hee~ i was super worried i couldnt get in lar. since i wasnt from choir and all. plus i only signed up for one cca. but YAY. one less thing to worry bout. today also spent time with michelle. i think both she and her guy are like soo cute together. i feel kinda bad cos i kept tagging her and she couldnt spend quality time with her guy. hahas(: hms. i learnt something today. but i cant say a speck bout it. which sucks. ohwells. im determined to study today. or at least TOUCH my notes. everyone is like studying and im like study what. gawd. motivation! i need MOTIVATION. yeah right(:

yay todays a happy day. went out with the girls today. GAWD i miss you guys so much(: aww. hee. and i bought couple pens (i will ALWAYS think of you my dear. whether you like it anot. because my pen misses your pencil. HAH) and discovered this awesome shop that is from now onwards gonna be called my notebook store. im gonna be getting ALL my notebooks from there. seriously it is just that great. hms had salmon sushi. YAY. hadnt had it for ages man. it tasted goood. yums. hms. the whole week had been super duper hectic. and tiring. like i come home i sleep. i get up go school than come home sleep. like got no life lar. geez. thats why i couldnt blog and all. cos i was THAT tired. i have no idea how i'll keep this up as the year progresses with all the homework and cca and stuff. ohyeah i have officially decided to join choir. well i was the only cca i signed up for. so there isnt really a choice. anyway i went for auditions and it was okay. so i think i'll get in. hms. yesterday had 'thildas bday party. she gets cuter and cuter each day. like DUH. she follows me. hahas(: shopped super long for her present. i practically walked round the whole of lot1 TWICE. which come to think of it is really stupid. because the first thing i went into was minitoons and the last was still minitoons where i ended up BUYING it. so really all the time in between is wasted. anyway i bought her this really cute white stuffed dog. and stickers. cos shes in the whole sticker faze now. but hey i havent gotten out of the faze yet. (: so whatever. and guess what her dad gave her. a psp. like seriously. shes only 6. how the hell would she even know how to on the thing. i bet he just bought it in HER name but HES using it. hahas. hms. oh i got my subjects already. i cant believe im taking art again. gawd. you would think i'd learn my lesson but nooo. so ohwells. im taking h2 math econ art and h1 history. im pretty sad about dropping lit for art though. i mean i love art and all. but the lit teacher is super fun and the so are the people in the class. ohwells. what to do. they wont let me take both. hahs. plus they subject label/combi they put me under is like mpe. which is a science class i think. kay i know im making this into this ultra big fuss. but im seriously like huh. and not too happy about it. but what to do. (: neways gotta go snooze in afew. jc life is really tiring me out. and its only the first week. God save me.

My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson


Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Eitherway, I found out I’m nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Blue, Elton John


What I gotta do to make you love me?
What I gotta do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I gotta do to make you want me?
What I gotta do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I gotta do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I gotta do to make you love me?
What I gotta do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

AH i found out something
CX got into TPJC!
and he got ONE point lesser than me only
stingypokers man
AH stupid shorty!
KIDDING!
okay maybe not

OMG. its like freaking loud at home now. cos mi is practising his electric at super TOP volume. PLUS the TV is totally loud too. hee(: i live in a LOUD house. maybe thats why we're NOT loud. xD okays actually wanted to blog like since last friday... BUT all the freaking computers were hooked. and i just totally could not get in. so here(: kays hms... last friday was supposed to have steamboat. but had cpp so it was cancelled. my FOOD~ ah! cpp was pretty good. so yay. plus i found out that the serve programme thing was going on... well it obviously ended. but AH. i was totally interested in it lar. i thought it was sorta cancelled cos this year after 'o's there wasnt really much time and all. but they still HAD IT! okay that part totally sucked. me finding out there was serve. i should totally go to service more often. so i guess its really my fault... AH i only found out when i was talking to tim and he was do you know *** cos hes going pj and from fairfield too. and the whole oh i know him from serve. and i was like there was SERVE. okay now im in such a self pissing mood. hms. on saturday had open house. YAY! it was okay. the girls came. my mums students came. churchies came. plus my dads friends. there were certain stuff i didnt feel totally happy bout. but im proud i kept it to myself and kept my mouth shut. there was also this little girl that looked EXACTLY like my baby photo. it was like ohmy. it is totally alike can. i think shes my alot of years seperated twin or something. plus shes super adorable. she keeps laughing at EVERYTHING. even when youre doing monster faces. its SOO CUTE. gawd. XD than sunday went out with brid. to shop for school bags. well only she bought it. i bought a pencil case/pouch and the bicycle cards! i think B you stared a new trend. i bought a green one and the small mini ones which are totally cute but really not for playing. well at least i bought the GREEN one. and i went with b too. unlike some kimmichoo. buy pink also. TSK. dont know the word copycat arh. (: okay now i feel like im in primary one or something. HAHXD. after that was FORCED to make my OWN way to pjc. my dad was seriously not sending me lar. cos after that we had to go visiting so he was like you go there than i pick you up from there. HERH. anyway i made it there YAY! without getting lost too! double YAY. and guess what. when i reached there and called dad. they havent even LEFT home. so i had to waste one hour there. like whatever man. i probably walked the corrider that leads to the school gate more than five times. and its a really long corridor can. than there i met a new friendy! whee~ cos when i was walking back AGAIN. i saw this family in front. and it was pretty obvious they were checking out the jc cos the dad was like trying to peep in and all. so i like went over to initiate conversation (arent you proud of me B) and guess what. she ended up in my og. that was hell of a coincidinc man. okay after that went to uncle LKs house. laued another yusheng. plus got one small girl super cute lar. she was obviously 4+ but she kept telling everyone she was 15. xD anyway. on monday start new school. PJC. was totally terrified at first. cos you know new surrounding new people. but now... i think i kinda like it(: hee~ and i think i made new friends pretty fast. hahas. but i think im seriously lucky lar. the og i got was like fun and togethergether. cos other people were telling me how their og is like soo... well you geddit. so i think im lucky. YAY.but its pretty sad that we're all not going to the same class... cos their all like science and im like whee art. so ohwells. hope we remain in touch and all. neways only stupid people take science can. hahas. so im not stupid kay... whee~ hahas. okay now im on achar high. just ate TONS of it man. whee~ hms. now im totally stressed out as to what subjects to take. plus what cca. hahas. i HAVE to take H2 econs. cos its on all my given choices. plus im thinking of whether to take art. yay pj offers art. but only H2. and it has to take over one of my other subjects. and i dont know what subject to give up... plus im not even sure if i want take it at all. cos like for 'o's i wasted SO MUCH time in it. or like 'invested'. plus its like gonna be super tough. i dont think i can cope with it AND all my other subjects. AHHS. kay i need to go ponder bout my life again... and i am not emo kay... im am as belle puts it. eccentric. its different from steffi wierd. (: okay im going to ponder WHEE~

The Falalala Song - Jack and Rai


No twisted lovers
No forever and ever
Im a sucker for simplicity
No complications and no angry telephone conversations
Seems like yesterday when I learned to be free,

[Chorus]
So
If you want to Falalalalala with me then lets go lets go woho...
Dont be another one just like the another one.
If you want to falala lalala with me Then go woho..
I aint gonna wait coz Im doing fine on my own.

So wad you waiting for yeh
Just gimme your hand and well lets walk...
The minute you count the things lovers dont do or hardly anymore
The clock is ticking
So is mine
Why put everything on the line...
The good old daddy times said
Well learn to be free...yeah e eh........
I want to be free...

Chorus

Im running on a new ground
Coming from a new found freedom looking at you gonna need
So taking your time to think it through
Im moving ahead with or without you.

Chorus x2

Im doing it fine on my own x3
On my own.

Heartless - Kayne West


[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 1]
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo.
just remember that you talkin' to me though.
you know need to watch the way you talkin' to me yo. i mean after all the things that we've been through.
i mean after all the things we got into.
hey yo, i know of some things that you aint told me.
hey yo, i did some things but that's the old me.
and now you wanna get me back and you goin' show me.
so you walk around like you dont know me.
you got a new friend, well i got homies.
but in the end it's still so lonely.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 2]
How could be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out the side of me that i dont know..
i decided we weren't goin' speak so.
why we up 3 A.M. on the phone.
why does she be so mad at me fo'.
homie i dont know, she's hot and cold.
i wont stop, i wont mess my groove up
cause i already know how this thing go.
YOU RUN AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LEAVING ME
they say that they dont see what you see in me.
you wait a couple months then you gon' see.
you'll never find nobody better than me.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 3]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
baby lets just knock it off
they dont know what we been through
they dont know 'bout me and you
so i got something new to see
and you just gon' keep hatin' me
and we just gon' be enemies
i know you cant believe
i could just leave it wrong
and you cant make it right
im gon' take off tonight
into the night..

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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