you keep complicating the simplest of things

7 reasons why i think i like you:
#1.
when im about to switch off the computer, you IM me, and i stay up specially so that i can talk to you. i sacrifice my sleeping time just to wait for your reply.

#2.
when i look into the crowd, my eyes automatically focus on you. i dont even have to scan the crowd to know if you are there, i just do.

#3.
when i meet you, my heart does a little flip, be it because of that nod or smirk you give.

#4.
when i see you, my mood totally changes and i smile more often. and when i dont see you, well i dont really feel much of anything. you control my mood swings.

#5.
amongst all the noises your voice rings the clearest.

#6.
my mind always remembers our little encounters, be it just a hello or you asking me what time is it.

#7.
at night before i sleep, as i look up at the ceiling your face appears. and when i dream, i smile my sweetest when its about you.

for once tonight i can sleep like peacefully. like the last few nights i kept worrying about the math test. and art. but now art is over and math test is next week. so yay. still got history test though... gotta go see the tcher. and hopefully he'll actually let me take the test. ohplease do. but please not tmr though. AH. still stressed up afterall. guess what. im practising for choir now. HAH. yeah man. im like so totally hardworking. i soSO need to get into syf. if not... my life just be meaningless. like seriously. anyways today went shopping for birthday prezzie. cos like you know... loads of birthdays coming up. INCLUDING ehHM. mine. hms... not sure what to do now. i think i need to catch up on my snooze. OHOH. my scab finally came off. YAY. so even though i look like rudolf now. i dont look like a scarred rudolf. makes a whole difference. whee.

GAWD im soo freaking tired right now. mondays have got to be the most tiring day ever. theres like econs lecture AND tutorial. plus math lecture AND tutorial. and we end lessons at 5. after than choir till about 8. gosh. totally dying. anyways doing art ppt now. well i was supposed to do it ages ago. i guess this is what i get for procrastinating. my just desserts. FINALLY went to school today. it felt super self conscious. like people. like joyce. kept staring at my nose. (joyce dear. i know it looks gross. you can stop telling me about it.) recieved my tons of homework. and new timetable. which totally sucks. yes it sucks even more than my old timetable. like every freaking day. well almost everyday. was pushed back. so now i go home later. and spent more useless free periods in school. i know that free periods are supposed to be for studying and all but seriously. like i will study. besides even if i wanted too i cant. its as simples as that. anyway today at choir found out that not everyone is actually gonna go for syf. so we have to go through like 'rounds of auditions'. which sucks. i so hope i get to go. i mean the main reason why i even joined choir was because of syf. and the overseas trip. but ohplease let me get in. gawd. all the stress they put on us. ohOH. but there was a good thing happened today. like the silver lining. the math tutor didnt come so i didnt need to sit the text. which is good. cos i didnt study anyway. ohwells. but i cant run away forever... hms people kept asking me why i fainted and when i tell them its cos i didnt eat theyre ALL (especially tchers) you shouldnt diet and all. youre still growing. ERM. like excuse me. its cos i was sick and didnt have any appettite. and theyre like sure. but you still shouldnt diet. it aint good. ookay... gosh. noones listening. plus its not like i'll ever become aneroxic. i mean. FOOD. i love food. plus like its not like i didnt eat. i DID eat. a sandwich. and still fainted. you can totally see im not cut out to be aneroxic. AWW. too bad. anyways got loads of work to do. SHARKS. die die die...

heard this from a benny ho message and its kinda funny so i decided to post it. well it goes alittle like this;

a man was looking for a job and since it was the school holidays and the peak period for most attractions, he decided to go to the zoo and find a job. the zoo didnt have enough monkeys on display so they gave him a suit and asked him to be a monkey. soon after he started to enjoy being a monkey. he ate bananas and swung between branches. but as the day flew on he started to get restless and tired. so tired was he that while swinging from one branch to the next he missed the branch and landed in the other cage next to him. in the cage was a lion. well he forgot about being a monkey and started yelling for help. as the lion came nearer. it said. "shut up! or we'll both LOSE OUR JOBS!!!"

How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday


You were talking to her
But messing with me
It's finally clear
You're blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh, now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can't understand
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Save
Save it for her
I'm not gonna hear
Your reasons and "please-just-take-me-backs"
We never were right
Don't waste your breath
You crashed and you're on your own tonight

Can't understand
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There's no more you and I

How can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now

Homecoming - Hey Monday


Homecoming, Im coming
My sweet mistake
Summers over, hope its not too late
Im pacing, impatient
Up in my head
Taken back to the sidewalk where we met

And carved out our names
Do you remember that?

Im coming home, Im coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
Im coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If Im falling, falling apart for you

Descending, Im spinning
Lost all defense
How could you swallow me again?
I left you, I meant to
Couldnt let you in
Never mind a single word I said

Carve out your name
Do you remember that?

Im coming home, Im coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
Im coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If Im falling, falling apart

Youve got control of me
Is this the end of me?
Cause I just cant cut up the strings
Im coming back for more
Dont let your heart go
Please dont walk away

Homecoming, Im coming, Im coming back

Im coming home, Im coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
Im coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If Im falling, falling apart
Im coming home, Im coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
Im coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If Im falling, falling apart.

7 things i need to do to become a better person:
#1. stop procrastination
#2. be more hardworking
#3. smile more
#4. stop bitching
#5. okay fine. bitch LESS
#6. be motivated
#7. and actually DO something

OMG. im soo pissed with myself right now. guess what stupid thing i just did. after i did this really detailed drawing on a really thin paper. i took it up to take a better look at it. and tore it into half. sheesh. now i need to do it all over again. GEEZ. anyways. today went out to dinner with mi. cos the 'rents had something on. went to anchorpoint. (: bought LOADS of things. whee. happyday. bought my choir shoes. XD and an extra pair of lovely white heels. WHAT. i couldnt deciede so i bought both. HEE. HEE. bought fudgies food. bought my salsa dip and chocolate. LOVE. ive finally satisfied my craving for salsa. yay. ive been craving for it for WEEKS man. YAY. bought stupid slogan badges. HAHA. me and mi bought like 20 between us. all the stupid BUT totally satisfying badges. though i have no idea what to do with them now. HAH. gotta get a plain bag or something. than pin them ALL on. yeah. great now i need to buy a new bag. but who cares. YAY. shopping~ its really fun going out with mi. special bonding time man. cos without the 'rents around thats when the REAL gossipping begins. i just love hearing him gossipping bout his band mates and all. (:its interesting what little boys get up to these days. met marcus at piano today. GAWD he gets cuter and cuter everytime. i feel like pinching his little cheeks. little black cheeks. he gets blacker everytime too. its not wrong to think a small boy is cute kay. he really is. AH. besides his not THAT small... primary/secondary? i bet he'll be a total hunk when he grows up. and taller. ohgawd. i feel so old. man this sucks. hms. okay. im gonna go study now. yes believe it. i study. eesh...

i want my own laptop too...
~

GAWD.
im drowning.
like not going to school is even worse than being IN school.
remind me to never EVER go on sick leave again.
and force me to drag my dying but to school if i do.
AH.
save me.

7 types of people i met in recent months:
#1. bimbos
#2. bitches
#3. ballistic people
#4. bizare people
#5. bonkernuts
#6. basturds
#7. B-eople

hot guy alert!



ive come to realised.
that im gonna come out of this incident a very ugly person.
not that i was much of a sight before.
but you know.
uglier.
BECAUSE.
not only will i be scarred.
i will also be pimplefied.
cos the freaking wound is in the middle of my face
and i freaking cant wash my face.
cos well.
it hurts like hell.
conclusion.
im gonna look like hell on monday.
gawd save their eyes.

K I L L E R HEADACHE
GAWD

i think i hit the back of my head too or something. cos theres this one aching sore spot. AH. shit life sucks.

okay. been quite awhile since i last posted... this weeks been like a total whirlwind. plus schools started. sadly. but its not like ive been to school much. abit bout that later... hms how do i even start. okay saturday was like kinda busy. cos had to get up early and zoom to church to help with the heartfriends 10 anniversary deco. but it was still kinda fun. than after that zoomed to piano. was supposed to meet joyce nico and kitty after that for project work... but they finished already. i feel soo bad. cause i didnt do anything. GAWH. sorry guys!(: no wait. i did contribute. ONE word. hahas. like for the tittle. ohwells. but if we DO get picked i promise to do my part! REALLY! (: after that went for the heartfriends concert. guess who i met there. NICHOLAS. like emo, porn drawer NIC. yeah XD i think he never EVER expected i be'd there. samehere samehere. apparently he used to be in heartfriends. i never knew man o.0 ohwells. talked to him alittle. hahas. hes wierd man. seriously. no wait. i know that already. maybe its been too long since i last talked to him. HAH. takes time getting used to XD. okay than on sunday dad made us wake super duper early to cook curry chicken. cos we were supposed to go picnic with his family. the curry was okay. could have been better. ohwells(: next time! so it was like a lazy afternoon(: well for me and mi. the adults were having their 'conversation' i knew there was a ulterior motive. some family problem AGAIN. ohwells. after that came down with fever. HAH. so monday and tuesday was absent. kinda wanted to go to school. ohwells. i have soo much to catch up! ah. like seriously. and a math test to retake! darn. than wednesday went school. didnt even know there was history homework to be done. it totally sucks being the only one from class who takes history. im like super loner forever man. hms... ohwells. i should have taken lit! gwah. and after that like at the end of choir fainted. i soo thought i would be over the whole fainting thing. cos like the last time i fainted was like in secondary 2? but apparently not. shit. it was kinda embarrassing. i think i fell into the chairs in front of me. so like half my head was bashed up. but now its better. only my nose is like this bloody mess. and i think im like the first one to faint in choir. i mean. who faints in CHOIR. gawd. im seriously some ridicule joke. luckily it was only sectionals and only with the J1s. plus it was almost towards the end of choir. so that was good. but oh so embarrassing. so today im not in school again. for safety precautions. but im gonna die tmr. cos i missed history test today. so tmr need to retake math and history. but i hope not. hms... plus need to finish art by tmr. im a little confused. like im stuck halfway with art. i seriously do not know how to continue. ohgawd. i need to like regain my passion for art or something. i like seriously suck at it now. cos like i didnt draw ever after o'level. so now im rusty or something. like im the worst in the class now. GAWD. i think i just need to love art again. ohplease. sigh. got back econs test yesterday. didnt do to well. but at least i passed. but i thought i would do pretty okay with it. ohwells. and since i didnt come on monday and tuesday. im like lost in econs. which sucks. cos i actually like econs. ohwells. gotta go catch up now. life seriously sucks right now. shit.

hahas(: just took an interesting quiz. here are the answers and "who i really am" o.0

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

GAWD. am i seriously like that. hahXD

dramamama should smile more
and be less emo

WAIT
than cannot be dramamama anymore
SHARKS
confusing

"youre a very good choir BUT yadayadayadityda..."
case in point: we still suck

darn tired today. woke up late today so cabbed to school. hah. friggin expensive. and guess what we did for art. paint walls. HAH. it was darn tiring. cause it was like so hot and stuffy. plus the paint stank nuts. but it was sorta fun. a little. cause some people were being all wacky. i kinda like my art class(: cos we're like alittle family. hahas(: maybe its cos we all have to suffer together so the bonds greater XD. after that went off to choir. had to go to vjc for performance. i think we did okay. like we sucked okay. ohwells at least it sounded pleasant. all the rest were like GAWD. and we're like so SO DOWN there. totally got to buck up. plus our choir was like the friggin smallest. the rest were like TWICE ours. sheesh. but i amazingly didnt feel like nervous or anything. AND i didnt fall down. like when climbing the steps or whatever. i so thought i would fall. plus im in like the last row. thats more steps to climb man. i totally thought i would feel nervous and all but i didnt. i guess its cos my eyes were fixed on the conductoress. so you like dont see anything else? i dunno. but YAY i didnt fall. hms. saw SHORTY pants dramamama. HAH. dumbass blackface couldnt recognise me. HAH. ohwells. maybe too short cannot see. XD ohwells. but we got a huge trashing afterwards though. but we sorta deserve it i guess. she kept giving us the potential bullshit though. sarks. hms. AHS. its the last day of hols. like AHS. havent done ANY homework yet. totally doomed. looks like im not gonna be sleeping during the weekends. GAWD.

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

cause if you jump i will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings


She said let's change our luck
this night is all we've got
drive fast until we crash
this dead end life
sweet dreams that won't come true
i'd leave it all for you
brick walls keep closing in
let's make a run tonight

blinded by the lights
hold you through forever
never let you go

cause if you jump i will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue

she said don't change your mind
let's leave this town behind
we'll race right off the cliff
they will remember this
it all got so mundane
with you I'm back again
just take me by the hand
we're close to the edge

blinded by the lights
hold you through forever
never let you go

cause if you jump i will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue

where are your guts to fly
soaring through, through the night
and if you take that last step
i'll follow you
leave the edge and fly
we're finally alive

cause if you jump i will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue
so what's left to prove
we have made it through

sleep oh sleep...
please dont desert me just yet.

okay. got load LOADS to write. lets start with tuesday(:
THANKYOU LOVEYS<3 my darlings suprised me with a birthday thingy at seoul garden. well it was like one MONTH early but its the thought that counts right. okay i'll admit. i was alittle suprised. cmon its like one MONTH early. who would have expected it. by the way thankyou for your prezzies. though it was a pretty bad day to pick. hah. i dunno. tuesday was like my emo (sorta) day. so i couldnt really feel anything. but i still love you guys!
wednesday
had class gathering. a FAILED class gathering at that. like less than half the class turned up. plus the CM who was sorta one of the ones who suggested it and planned it didnt come. FAIL dude FAIL. TSK. okay i was late and like practically all the girls already left. so when i reached there was only me, nico, jane, vashon, xianyao and bertram. kitkat came later. we watched like 3 movies?! okay it was 2 and a half for me. but it was kinda fun and okay. like in a totally chilled and relaxed kinda way. after that kitkat dragged us to go play tennis. well it was more like WATCH him play tennis. which by the way he sucks at XD. anyways ate loads at nicos house. cause well... there really wasnt much else to do. so there. after that went home with kitkat jane and xianyao. OH YES. let me tell you about nicos AWESOME directional instructions. heres me: "how do i get to your house?" and nico: "you go to bb mrt. take 173 UP a slope. than DOWN a slope. and than you PRESS THE BELL." awesome eh. like DUDE. yeah i know its literally up and down. but do you know how many slopes there were. i was like should i press the bell now should i not the whole trip. geez. oh and i have come to realised something. the guys in our class are quite nice to talk to. contrary to believe. like they talk ALOT. and RANDOMLY. hah. ohwells. makes great conversation starters eh. plus xy is like the one stop guy for gossip man. love that guy. he knows so much random stuff. and best of all... he tells it. whoots. (:
thursday TODAY
just got back from kunming bbq. well technically its just came back from jeyuns house. (: xiang wanted to go see her. and he sorta forced me to go. but it all ended up good(: cos i love jeyun. and i got to see her. YAY. plus i got a seashell. whee. hahas(: but it was still kinda awkward. like in the middle of the night we go knocking on her house. plus we were sorta stuck outside the house cos SOMEONE refused to ring the bell. whatever. i still loved seeing yun-y. even though she was like so EAGER to chase us out of her house. hahas. the bbq was OKAY. the food totally stank though. sorry kimchi but seriously. not enough food. but i loved playing with your itouch though. i should totally get one. no wait. i shall totally go out with you more often. YEAH. thats a more cost efficient method. HAH. im like super mesmerised with it. like i said. im simple minded. im happy with the simplest of things. nico go put games into your iphone! than i can get my dosage of retarded fun. XD before that went to make passport. cos it got damaged. by guess what. the big scary monster : the washing machine. it came out in shreds so DUH i had to make a new one. after that went lingerie shopping with mum. hahas. mi just sat in a corner trying to ignore all the hanging bras around him. HAH. after that went yumcha for dinner. i just love chinatown man. i know its all tourisy and all but seriously. if you like look outside of the tourisy stuff, its pretty awesome. like the food and the bargains. whoo. i miss shopping. sighs. okays need to serious snooze now. tmr have to reach school by 8 for art. GAWD. plus after that choir performance. GAWD GWAD. totally gonna die tmr. shit.

愛的宣言 - 大嘴巴 Da Mouth


*
ho baby 愛的宣言 我們大聲的說 手hold著手
這星球 讓我們 用笑聲來推動
ho baby 愛的宣言我們大聲的說 你搭著我
每一天 讓我們 用力愛來感動

oh 愛 不是擺在眼前 乖乖待在那邊
好多藏起來的角落等著你去發現
有沒有三兩三 是不是上梁山
是不是忘了自己怎麼順利走到了今天
oh 你曾經說過我跟家裡很不熟 hey
你曾經說過我朋友不太多 hey
家裡默默挺你走 朋友愛你在尊重
靜下來回個头 看看愛在你的左右
你眼神看著天邊 手放口袋裡面 好像 u don't care
噗通噗通 左邊 1234567 又浪費了時間
now whachu gonna say ?
愛就要趕快表現 先跨第一步 兩邊有了愛的引線
一起點燃的兩邊 用力擁抱愛的感覺 adadadadadada
我唱了老半天 你手機撥了沒?

REPEAT *

oh 愛 不是那麼膚淺 打破框架界線
反而長大了變得自我而且敷衍
自己在搧涼扇 不如一起搧涼扇
是不是忘了大家都共同生活在這愛的世界
你曾經說過 耶? 誰跟我不太合 hey
你曾經說我又看不順眼誰 hey
被自私打昏了頭 看看他們的心中
靜下來回個頭 發現大家愛的溫柔
你只愛自己身邊不容不同的臉 好像 u the one
留下飛翼空間 1234567 屬屬無限世界
now whachu gotta do is
用心讓愛感覺 踢掉暴戾成見
尊重愛的每面 享受這個饗宴 adadadadadada
你听了老半天 心門打開了沒?

REPEAT * *

永遠在身邊 - 大嘴巴 Da Mouth


*
Baby boy
永遠永遠手牽手 一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得 我們要一起生活
不管晴天的時候 不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久 我們要一起生活

眼淚她為你流過 也為自己掉過
對於你們的愛 她總是抱著堅強的笑容
錯過那些時間 謝謝她的守候
是時候緊緊牽她的手 帶她到你的城堡裡

最近還好嗎 想念的心開不了口
枯想著妳有沒有好好過 擔心著妳每天生活
你好嗎最近如何 照顧身體工作加油
我一個人也會勇敢好好過 不讓你擔心多一秒

想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
兩個人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

那些關心問候 翅膀一樣的雙手 是我最幸福的所有
心裡面有你建的角落 脆弱時我能夠躲一躲
妳愛我像翅膀一樣溫柔的手 我要抱著妳不要再錯過
你的愛是最藍那片天空 cuz baby girl I'm coming back home

REPEAT *

幸福少了妳在身邊不會完整
人潮中朝你走來那張可愛微笑的臉孔
這份愛 不是悸動 守護一輩子的感動
這段路踏著幸福的每一步一起牽著手

心疼妳會睡不好 總是縮在床的一角
我要回來給妳依靠 哄妳看妳笑著睡著
照片裡你的微笑 我們甜蜜得打鬧
好希望微風把思念 代替我親吻你嘴角

想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
約定好去看的風景 愛譜成了詩
你就是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

陽光燦爛午後 我又在街上走 你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身邊到不了 像個路人般看熱鬧
經過那個屬於我們的轉角 走過兩個人曾經逛的街
那些店還有熟悉的畫面 oh baby girl I'm coming back home

REPEAT *

沒有辦法想像 那畫面
一個孤獨的背影走在 小公園
一顆心 需要暖 一雙手 需要牽
故事要有美好結局 需要兩雙手來寫

永遠 不是只出現在童話裡的夢
在身邊 眼淚加了蜜糖甜
這句點 要完美畫在無名指上
承諾的開始 戀人們 要一起珍藏

sometimes i just get tired of all the pretending...
but the show must go on...

bimbo doesnt exactly mean stupidity
its just the stupid actions and words that come out from you.

should i change because circumstances tell me to?
should i hate because society tells me to?
should i love because im supposed to?

so many questions that rise from within me.
so many questions left unanswered.
so many questions that have no answers.

what should i do to save myself?
what should i do to save the ones i love?
what should i do to save those whom are lost?

this heavy burden lies in my heart.
it causes me to think and wonder.
and yet no solution can i ponder.
oh how this heavy heart yearns to slumber.

i realised that going to pioneer has like widened my perspectives or something. cos like when i was in fairfield it was like i dunno... protected or something? i mean i know that things happen. i mean protected doesnt mean i was like some idiot baby or something. but it never was such a reality. cos like it didnt happen anywhere close to 'home' or at least i didnt know. or pretended not to know. well i did know. its just that maybe the situations werent close to me or something. i dunno. like now i have 'different' friends. its actually kinda cool. and i know people who do 'stuff'. but that doesnt make them bad or something. everyones cool. its just that i think ive matured. which is a good thing. but its like theres now this heavy burden. cos you now see things that you used to be blind too? ah. ive no idea what im talking bout now... this is so confusing.

YAY. finally choir camp is over. it was like SUPER tiring. we sang for more than 6 hours yesterday. but today was sorta better. it was like 4 hours? plus 1 hour with the clienition. or however you spell it. the 1 hour we sang was probably like the best we ever sang since the who knows how many practices. gosh. (:but it was overall quite fun. but still super tiring. gotta know my choir people better(: hms lets see. now i know that vienna and hilary are truly bimbos. plus vienna is like a techno-idiot. like seriously. the girl doesnt know how to use a camera. oh wait. she does. sorta. like how to on the camera and snap the photo. basically. and hilary can really natter non-stop. like NONSTOP. and than she'll break into uncontrolable embarrasing laughter. and debby, amanda and eleanor are just plain retarded. okay this is like just plain knowledge. but whatever. and weiqin(wendy OR stacy. whatever. we havent made up our minds on what to call her yet.) is my STRONG pillar of support. like the only SANE one. hms. and i got to know mila better. we think the same babe! plus i got to speak to people i previously never really spoke to. so yay! ohOH. and i found out that someone likes someone and the same someone likes that someone back. COMPLICATED. but theyre the irritating kinda couple who are SO obviously fit for one another but just refuse to be together. like our art couple! shwester sighting today! hee(: they are like soo cute together its intolerable. and i think she likes him too... hms. she never DENIED it. so theres something up. yeah. okays gonna go snooze. we like slept at 1230-130 last night? cos it was movie night! happy feet. whee. and we woke up at 645 or something. ohwells. hms. actually im not say really tired. but my eyebags are needing tender care. ohwells. mask day!

self reminder: BUY SHOES!!! by FRIDAY! ahs. performance! ahs. nervous breakdown. gawd.


AHH. adam lambert is GAY!!
heart shatter.
joycelyn is gonna be soo depressed... (:

I Will Be - Leona Lewis


There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said
goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause
you're here with me

[Bridge:]
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/ar8 ]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Without you I cant breathe,
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll
be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll
be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

The Fear - Lily Allen


I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars concussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

[Bridge]
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m getting thinner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear

Fingerprints - Katy Perry


Voted most likely
To end up on the back of a milk box drink
Looks like I'm letting 'em down
'Cause $7.75
Isn't worth an hour of my hard work and time
When you can't afford half the shit they advertise
Oh I'm worth more than an ex
More than a toe-tagged generation full of regrets
Ohh I won't settle no oh
Oh I can't settle

I wanna break the mold
Wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air
I'm not going down with out a fight

(Chorus)
It's my life
And I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching it
Pass me by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints on you

Representing you and me
Don't you wanna go down in history
Rather than end up
Begging on the streets
Trading undertable favors
For a place to sleep
'Cause I'm worth more than this
So stop writing prescriptions for more Ritalin
I can focus my attention

I wanna break the mold
Wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air
I'm not going down with out a fight

(Chorus)
It's my life
And I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching it
Pass me by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints

Don't give up
Don't give in
Build your house on the rock
Oh not in the sand, in the sand, in the sand, in the sand

(Chorus)
It's my life
And I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching it
Pass me by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me

It's my life
And I'm not sitting on the sidelines watching it
Pass me by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
'Cause I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints in the END

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry


Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

WHOOTS. (: yesterday went for band(age) with stef. its was kinda awesome. hahas. mi's band didnt win. DUH. but at least they weren't the WORST. hee(: met loads of people there. like grace, alcinda marcus and huizhen. oh. and the mg bimbos. hahas(: joan, kim, hannah... it was kinda fun. whee. oh yesterday finally took my theory exam. and i met simon mag there! hahas(: she was also taking the same grade paper. how coincidinc man. hms. gonna go for choir camp later. feeling lazy to leave out of the house. but ahs. there no choice. ohwells.

The Climb - Miley Cyrus


I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Home Sweet Home - Carrie Underwood


You Know I'm A Dreamer
But My Heart's Of Gold
I Had To Run Away High
So I Wouldn't Come Home Low

Just When Things Went Right
It Doesn't Mean They Were
Always Wrong
Just Take This Song And You'll
Never Feel
Left All Alone

Take Me To Your Heart
Feel Me In Your Bones
Just One More Night
And I'm Comin' Off This
Long & Winding Road

I'm On My Way
Well, I'm On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight Tonight
I'm On My Way
I'm On My Way
Home Sweet Home

You Know That I Seem
To Make Romantic Dreams
Up In Lights, Fallin' Off
The Silver Screen

My Hearts Like An Open Book
For The Whole World To Read
Sometimes Nothing-
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams

I'm On My Way
Well, I'm On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight Tonight
I'm On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home

lifes a bitch
so just live and let leave.

Lollipop - MIKA


What's the big idea?
Yo, Mika!
I said sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
I said sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Loves gonna get you down.

I went walking with my momma one day
When she warned me what people say
Live your life until love is found
'Cause loves gonna get you down.
Take a look at the girl next door
She's a player and a downright bore
Jesus loves her but she wants more
Oh, bad girls get you down.

Sing it!
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down.
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down.

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna rot your soul
If she loves you let her go
'Cause love only gets you down.
Take a look at a boy like me
Never stood on my own two feet
Now I'm blue as I can be
Oh, love only got me down.

Sing it!
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh loves gonna get you down.

I was walking with my momma one day
When she warned me what people say
Live your life until love is found
Or loves gonna get you down.

Sing it!
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down.

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna rot your soul
If she loves you let her go
'Cause love only gets you down.

Waa-oh waa-oh waa-oh lollipop
Waa-oh waa-oh waa-oh lollipop
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
oh loves gonna get you down
Sucking too hard on your lollipop
oh loves gonna get you down
[REPEAT TILL END OF SONG]

Love Today - MIKA


Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
A little tight, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl in the blue with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.

Hook her, book her, nook her, walk away!

Girl dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Girl in the blue with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

oh and to add to the wierd things that have been going on today... joyce was being wierd. like wierder than usual. she was dancing in pe. in the middle of the field. in the hot sun. thats like worse than my javelin tango. and i think i do dance better than her.

im in a emo sensitive state of mind.
please dont piss me off.

gawd i hate it when im like that.
pms.pms.pms.

picturetime!

the lovely cake we bought and designed for fizah -from the icing room




awkwardAWKWARDawkward. something totally awkward happened today. but im not gonna be like going into detail. ohgawd. and those 2 were there again. they just make awkward things even more awkward. gees. okay thinking away now. hms. had dinner with stef again. (:kimchi soup. it was really coincidental. seeing i was supposed to have choir. but it got cancelled. and she was like wanna meet. so yay. its fate babe. totally. oh and today i was like super late for school. when i reached school it was like 815-830. i woke up at 730. and my dad had to send me. ah. and today was super tiring. had pe. with the stupid blazing sun. but at least we did shot put. and not some stupid run or whatever. but he did make us run warm up lap WITH the shot put ball. which is freaking heavy. gawd. and after that walked with fizah from school to lot1. than walked the whole of lot1 like how many times with steffi. than after dinner still had time so me and stef walked from lot1 to school. cos she wanted to see the school and like where it was and all. and than walked BACK to lot1. gawd. there was like so much walking man. today was like a burn calorie day or something... HEE. march holidays are coming! whoots. cant wait. dude the sleepins are just making me drool.

NICOLE has officially established herself as resident bimbo. HAHS. i hope youre seeing this bimbo. like seriously. when i asked shawn to help me buy food he was like anything in the cafe also can... except bimbo meat(or something)... that one must buy from nicole. HAHS. hee(: okay. done suaning. whoo~ hms. today had econs test. it was pretty okay. not that tough. considering i didnt study much. but it helped that we just went through the tutorial in class. (:helped loads i say. also tried out the choir gowns today. its not too bad. cept for the itchy lacey jackety thingy. its like a white tube gown. with a maroon sash at the waist. it reminds me of like a wedding gown or something. or the bridesmaid. hms. anyways holidays are coming up. so much stuff to do in the holls. sharks. supriseSUPRISEsuprise. whoots. so exciting. i just love celebrating birthdays. whee~

fairs fair. you ignore me. i ignore you. you deserve that jerk.

a random hilarious thing i just thought of;
kimchi doesnt eat kimchi
HAH!

ever since i started wearing the shoelace bracelet everyones been like DUDE ARE YOU WEARING SHOE. LACES. !! gawd. whats wrong with wearing shoelaces. its not like its wierd. well at least not to me. sheesh. i was like almost this close to asking them to like go read my blog to know why. but i didnt. whee. since i made that stupid comment about asking people to read their blogs as being stupid. gawd im not gonna make the same stupid mistake. im no hypocrite dude. sigh(: hms today during choir the teacher was like suddenly the school wants you to get gold. dont you wanna go to prague. and hilary was like OMG PRAGUE. (shes funny. im not gonna say shes a bimbo. but yeah shes funny. ) anyway. its like shouldnt they have mentioned it earlier or something. all they told us was like hongkong. dude theres a huge difference. i think we have finally found the motivation we needed. WHOOTS. yay. okay now i gotta go study maths. theres another stupid maths quiz tmr and im like SUPER behind. like behind behind. everyones at chapter 3 and i havent completed chapter 1. so dead. soso dead...

i got dumped by bridget
AGAIN
babe is this gonna go on forever
BAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANGEETA LOVEY!
i stink! hahas(: just got back from a bbq. the food was good man. there was steak, lamb, squid, prawns, salmon. GAWD it was good. its the red wine kinda bbq. was my godbrothers dads birthday(: well sorta. the right month wrong day. but whatever. im feeling totally refreshed today. cos yesterday i slept more than 12 hours. when i got back i got a 1-2 hour nap. than i got up and bathed. than slept from 8-next morn 11(: and got up to go for piano. hee(: but still feeling kinda tired. ohwells. THEORY EXAM IS NEXT WEEK. ah. i have this im totally gonna fail it feeling. hms. dont wanna spoil my happy mood so im not gonna emo over it. YEAH. bought stickers and a cool pen that has like 8 colours in 1 pen. so cool. plus i bought betty boop stickers. shes like so hot man. hahas. plus pooh and stitch! hahas. i totally love flea markets man. i got like 4 stacks of stickers for 2 bucks. lovely. the syf songs have been playing in my head like the whole day. actually it started yesterday. during art. when we were 'playing' with cling wrap. after i realised i was like WHOA. where did that come from. hahas(: ohwells. whee.

the lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas~







hee(: thats the clique 'identity' i came up with(: its actually shoelaces. DUH. but thats not the main idea. cos like everyones been oh i miss you guys. i wish you were here with me and all. so i came up with this. the first plan was like a charm bracelet. but thats gonna be mitey ex. so this is the cheaper version(: YAY. you know how people tie knots on strings to remember stuff. yeah you tie knots to remember people. or ribbons. well whatever works. yups. so you'll look at it and be all yeah i remember you. and it sorta feels like theyre right there. like for example i tied 7 knots on the lace(: but dont go talking to the laces or something. (:plus it looks pretty cool yeah. they can be worn as a bracelet or a bag charm or whatever. pretty smart eh! hee(: everyone must wear okay? ohhappyday.

Secret Valentine - We The Kings


Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

AHH! i have eye bags. damn. okays. staying up to do project work now. which sucks. ohwells. hms. today was pretty slack. and kinda fun. hee(: only had like 4 subjects today. history, gp, pw, chinese. oh and plus pe. chinese was super duper slack. but kinda fun. cos the teacher didnt come and havoc just reigned king man. like seriously. everyone was like playing music. someone was singing. (luckily he never sing for council elect... there wouldn't have been the slightest chance of him getting in than) and i realised that guys in class are bitchier than us girls. GAWD. seriously. hah. but i do agree with them on some terms. go valerie! go xavior! go susan! HAH. who knew they would unite us. whoots. hahas(: pe was crazy fun too. we did javelin and me and fizah were dancing the tango with our poles. (: cos she kept insisting on using this ONE stick with a crack in it. and whenever we go retrieve the poles she would look for the cracked one. and ONLY the cracked one. so i started singing only you... and than she started dancing with it. and whoots. with have pole tango. the classier not so slutty version of pole dancing thank you. after that had pw group. and choir. which was kinda tiring but still okay. we're learning a german song. how cool is that. i can tell people i know how to sing a german song. but the pronounciations an ass though. how we're ever going to memorise will be a miracle. yay. hms. ohOH. me and xin sort of thought up of a cool game in korean class yesterday. hahas. which sadly was the last korean class. i got my cert! whoots. i'll probably only continue in december or something. like when i have more time. and AFTER i really learn everything. like after the whole thing i still cant read any korean words lar. okay maybe a FEW. like really really few. hms. anyways. the game. cos i have this huge obsession with huge flat circle lollipops. plus xin gave out lollipops that day. so this is not some random im wierd thing. and when i told her about the lollipop she was like gawd its so big two people can lick it. one on each side. so i was like hey thats like the hotdog game. like 2 people eat ends of a hotdog till they meet in the center. yeah. and so the lollipop game was born. hee(: like two people lick the FLAT lollipop till they meet in the center and MUACKS. hey. i know. I KNOW. this could be an orientation/camp game. but instead of using lollipops which would take ages to finish. they could use the rice? biscuit thing. the flat flat circular one. that turns soggy once it touches water. and theyre usually rainbow hued. like red and greens or something. cool man. hms... im so gonna be a ogl next year. NEW GAME. hee(: kay its late. gotta finish homework and stuff. tatas.

pain is easier to endure when ignored...

im not wierd.
and i only 'talk' to myself cos noone replies me.
plus its normal.
isint it.

had piano today. AHS. i cant stand the new place lar. it makes me feel claustraphobic man. i mean the pianos are already so big. and they made the rooms smaller. DUDE. wheres the logic in that. anyways theory exam is in like TWO weeks. im totally gonna die for it. cos ive rarely practised. or done much of the papers. GAWD. so dead. hms... today didnt have art(: so yay. but still didnt get to go home early. so whatever. but yay we sorta did pw. but wahtever cos we didnt finish much of it. okay i need to stop this whole yay whatever thing. hms. ohOH. wait. i cant remember what i wanted to say. hms. i think going to pjc has made me bimbo-er than ever. as in like blur, stupid and steff PLUS bridget like. OH. plus belle too. gawd. that makes me SUPER BIMBO. or something. okay whatever. im gonna do pw now and be a good GOOD girl. yeah right.

first strike...
dearies im trying my bestest

close ups will just magnify my flaws and make me understand why im not good enough for you.

life is totally not fair.
i mean youre penicl thin skinny, have flawless skin, humourous, and nice.
DUDE youre a freaking guy.
yet youre have better 'qualifications' than me.
sheesh.
some guys are just girls man.

ive just begun building up a reputation for being responsible and trustworthy
as in: i. can. keep. secrets.
please dont bloody spoil it.

i think im a guy,
with boobs and long hair,
and a dickless crotch.

like seriously
im rough, untidy, uncouth, vulgur, sick, dirty, stinky and hungry.
i see girls in school eat cupcakes with SPOONS.
im definitely not one of them.

omg. now i totally KINDA regret totally wasting my weekends. im like drowning in work now. this sucks man... hms. today was a pretty long day. got back home at like 9 plus. cos there was choir and all. i think we really pissed of the conductor-ess. cos she like didnt come today and all. ohwells. today we practised extra hard though. sorta making up i guess. and yes vienna i know i have like a black face. its not like i can really help it. its like my when im not thinking or concentrating really hard face. ohwells. i'll TRY to smile or something. no promises though. its my normal face babe. theres nothing much i can do about it. except maybe go for plastic for something. but thats really not an alternative now. considering im broke and all. so well. its me and my black face throughout. DEAL. hms. i passed the maths test. but like half the class got like full marks... so it isnt really that much of and achievement i guess. ohwells. ive come to realised that he has loads of similarities to ric. like i met them both in the first week of school. bonded over unfortunate boring talks. both commented on my handwriting. both are extremely aneroxically skinny. both have pretty cool hair. and small eyes. both like to act cool. GAWD i think its a cycle repeating itself. its like a RECYCLE. hah. ohwells. got loads of work to do. gotta stop STOP obssessing over it. whatever. ohgawd. ART. no.

the world is a stage;
where we are just actors who go about our businesses

i was DUMPED yesterday... by bridget. HERH.

BABES(:
lovelies lets meet up during the march holidays kay
maybe at xins house...
cause i WANT and HAVENT YET learn how to play mahjong
plus can we be total bimbos and do non stop camwhoring
cause ive realised i dont have much pictures
plus im not fully making use of my camera
which means its just totally rotting in one corner
gosh lets meet!(:

Island In The Sun - Emma Roberts (Aquamarine)


Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip

When you're on a holiday
You can't find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

Hip hip
Hip hip

When you're on a golden sea
You don't need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

Hip hip
Hip hip
Hip hip

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

Hip hip

We'll never feel bad anymore
No no
We'll never feel bad anymore
No no

OH MY FREAKING GOSH. mi's band got into the finals for band(age). im so proud of them. :D anyone who wants to buy tickets can contact me. its on 14march and tickets are going for 15 bucks. MUST SUPPORT(: fairfield band man. hahas(: today finally went to fix my specs. i was wearing it crooked for like practially the whole week. sucks i tell ya. the whole week i was seeing stuff crooked. totally non-comfortable. eating sushi today. LOVE. homemade sushi(: by me duh. okays got loads of work to rush today. jc like is like totally stressing. and totally sucks. but im beginning to get a hang of my class. LOVE. yay.

Hear You Me (May Angels Lead You In) - Jimmy Eat World


There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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