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i went to the blog
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HAMMY HAMMY HAMMY
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so its true
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sucky day
sucky week
hell
make it sucky month and year too.

YAY. im gonna be getting a new bag. whee. school was okay today. math test got postponed(: double yay. art was wacky fun. sorta. but it was fun-er than usual sova lessons. chinese test was okay. i think im still gonna fail it but its chinese ohwells. and that was all. YAY. oh and pe wasnt too bad. whoots. i ran 2 rounds nonstop. well i walked the other 2 so whatever. but its still an improvement. HEE. anyway got bigBIG econ test tmr. gotta go study. or at least try my very best. HEE.

today was such a deary day. not only is it monday (which is like the worst WORST day of the week). it was such a darn hot and stuffy day. plus my teeth ached. cos of the dental and the elastics i so faithfully wear. now i remember why i dont wear the elastics anymore... herhm. but the good thing was that there wasnt much homework due todayXD so less stuff to rush. well except gp. but i like gp. sowell. yay i might be buying a new bag. WHEE. so happy. plus i got extra moolah to spend. whee. moolah hula wheela loola~ just got to remind fizah to help me enquire bout it. i LOVE online shopping. why i was never hooked on in the first place is a mystery. ohOH. and after choir today i dragged eli and khai to go buy my jellylens. i think i spent a fortune on them. butBUT. when i first bought it i was soo super happy. but then when i got home i realised DAMN i just wasted my money. cos it wasnt THAT fantastic. i hate magazines. they always lie to me... it couldnt really fit onto my camera cos my cameras lens were bigger than the jellylens. it could fit on mi's phone cam. but his resolution sucks. moral of story. i need to get a new cam. WHEE. ahs. im such a spendER. i gotta save money i gotta save money i gotta save money. ohplease save money jasmine. good girl. this is why i like staying at home. i dont spend any money. except when the phone tempts me and i pick it up to call macs or something. gawd. im not even save in my own phone. maybe this is why i love sleeping so much. than i REALLY do not have to spend money. wait. i dont buy dreams do i... hms. this is all so confusing. money to love or not to love... (: ohwells. going to ponder about it and sleep. yay(:

why i subject myself to such suffering i have no idea either...

i think im like hooked onto online shopping now. GREAT. all nicoles and fizahs fault lar. SHEESH. anyways today had intergen service. than lunch with godma and godpa. went to black canyon coffee. had the tomyum udon. it was pretty okay. darn spicy. but darn shiok too(: yesterday had the easter thing at uncle joes house. had indian food(: the foods been great lately. loads of yums for my tums. HAH. OH. and i spent the whole of today studying. im soo proud of myself. (:this is such an amazing feat even im amazed. hms... loads of stuff have been going on. loads of CHANGES. some i look forward too. but yet still scared at the same time. its soo funny. i cant wait for it to happen but im scared that it'll happen. get me. but ohwells. its still gonna be a barrel of laughter. and fun. just gotta get used to it(: but i think im screwed up in school. which sucks. the choir practices are getting to me. dont get me wrong. i really really love choir. its just that i just feel so SO exhausted lately. like last friday i didnt go school. half was because i was sick. the other half was because i was just so darn tired. but i really was sick. thats the main point. XD i really really feel like taking a good darn holiday. hms. its wierd that its only the start of the year but im like already looking forward to the END of the year... ohwells. im like almost an adult. gawd im old. and i must take more responsibilities. like worldly heavy responsibilities. like going to school and making it THRU school. well gotta buck up. and gotta sleep. tiredtiredtired. sheesh.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
22 November
AHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAH

sheesh. i sound like hellokitty...

had choir today. it was okay. i think we're getting better everytime. (:so yay. went home with khairia and trish. never really talked to trish much before. but shes really nice(: now that ive gotten to know her better. we both only try to be neutral yeah(: khairia as usual was being a bimbo. a bimbo who has the hots for a certain econs teacher. HAH. gross man. but today was totally packed. like no break throughout. cos econs took our lunch break. than after school straight had math remedial. than choir. rushrushrush. math remedial was quite fun(: the teachers nice. and easier to talk to. though im like the dumbest math idiot there. well. it beats a certain square brained teacher i know. well actually come to think of it. this whole week has be ultra super duper busy. like worse than usual. the whole of this week i end at 8. well tmr is supposed to be 715. but really. whats the difference. it just so GAWD tiring. yesterday finally had detention. i hope they dont nullify it though. cos i scanned in after 6. but technically it isnt my fault. cos i ended class at 615. anyway i wasted 2 hours yesterday. no actually i did do something. a really nice sketch in my diary(: but i really did try to do my work. i did some. but after. i just really couldnt take it anymore. like seriously. i dont know whats wrong with me either. i know i shouldnt be so slack and all. especially since its only the beginning. but i just cant find either the motivation or will power to do anything. and i know like everyone things im like some superslacker. cos not only do i not do my work. i dont seem to care whether i do my work or not. oh i dont know. this is all so confusing and stressful...

i feel like a little girl
trying to conquer the whole wide world

my total fave song now is little superhero girl man. it like totally speaks whatever im feeling now...
like how my life is like some total mess. i feel so tired. and so out of place. OGL. everything is all piling up. and i just dont have any energy left to do anything about it. i dont even know how i feel anymore.
like how its hard to pretend not to care an be nonchalent anymore. well technically i still feel stressed i just dont show it so openly or emotionally as other people. maybe im numb or something. or maybe its just that some people just get emotional really quickly... ohwells. i just guess im different? who knows.
this whole year has been a year of change. in more ways and realities than some. after this year. EVERYTHING is going to change. every freaking aspect of my life. even the ones i thought that would always remain the same. its just all going to be different.
my last security haven is no longer heaven. ive run out of places to hide. afew nights ago i went to the top of the mcp. it was so dark so lonely and so desolated. its a good place to think. the starry sky helped too. i think that might be my new secret place. i just want a place where i can feel safe.
im beginning to be this little emo bitch. again. ohplease dont let me permenantly become like that. i'd just die
well this is my sad pathetic life. hate me.

have i turned from overly-sensitive to insensitive?

Little Superhero Girl - Corrinne May


I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles
with lemonade
Play hide and seek
with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I'll make the world
a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark,
but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney


Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep

Tried my best at movin' on
Have yet to find a girl like you
See things now I didn't before
Now wishin' I had more time with you

How do you stay awake
Knowin' all I do is think of you
All the things we fought about
Then never will happen again
If I could just see you

If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep

Baby all that I hear from my friends
Again again and again compliments 'bout you
They say we saw your girl at the game
And damn we gotta say a big mistake by you

Not only did your body bang
But I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you're gettin' no sleep
Can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep

Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh

T-Shirt - Shontelle


It's trapp (T.trapp)
Hey (Shontelle)
Shontelle (T.trapp)
Lemme tell you know (Shontelle)
you know what it is (T.trapp)
OoooH baby (Shontelle)
That's right tell em (T.trapp)

(Shontelle)
Tryna decide, tryna decide if i
really wanna go out tonight i
never use to go out without ya
not sure i remember how to.

Gonna be late, gonna be late but,
all my girls gon have to wait cause
don't know if i like my outfit
i tried everything in my closet.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Ima step out of this lingerie
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay
with nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

(T.trapp Verse)
Uh-huh, Shontelle Let me talk to em for a minute

I'm all by myself sittin in the damn dark
and I'm starin at this picture of us in the park
and I dont know what to do cuz I'm caught off guard
I blew up so quick, you went off so quick
now we both in pain wishin we would just stick
didn't ever think we'd split
cuz I know it just begun
if I be superman then I need you like the sun
my shirts on your back cuz I know you the one


(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
taking them off cause i feel a fool
tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Ima step out of this lingerie
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed I lay
with nothing but your t-shirt on (I'm all by myself with)
with nothing but your t-shirt on
with nothing but your t-shirt on (cause i miss you, cause i miss you)
with nothing but your t-shirt on (said I missed you baby)

Now i don't know, now i don't if i
ever really gon letcha go. and i
couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
sick of this this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool
tryna dress up when I'm missin you. (when i'm missing you)
imma step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes. (oh, ooo)
In bed i lay.

Nothing feels right when i'm not with you
i'm sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool,
tryna dress up when i'm missin you. (cause i miss you)
Imma step out of this lingerie
curl up in a ball with something Hanes, (promise if you do)
in bed i lay (imma be in bed)
with nothing but your t-shirt on
said i got nothing but your t-shirt on
(cause i wanna be close to you)
with nothing but you t-shirt on (I remember when you liked to see me with
with nothing but your t-shirt on
nothing but your t-shirt on.
hey, lemme tell ya now
nothing but your t-shirt on

it might be the best birthday gift ever...

i should stop being such a possesive bitch and try not to ruin the remaining good things in my life

im 17~ lalala~
doesnt feel any other different. except maybe my feet ache more. or that could be due to me walking all day. HAH. anyways yesterday was a pretty happy good day. the gifts this year weren't the best. (not that i didnt like them. they were AWESOME. thanks guys(: just that compared to other certain past years it wasnt the best(: ) but i got loads of wishes. yay. yeah. im easily satisfied. i got wishes from good friends, old friends, new friends, unexpected friends (as in the greeting was unexpected. not the friend), art class, 09S29, and choir(: whoots. hms. than today went out with brid. caught confessions of a shopoholic. its hilarious. and sweet. and ohso chick flick. but still awesome(: had lunch at hip diner usa. or something like that. the wrap is pretty good. and affordable. whee. plus i broke-in my new shoes. cause you know... im now a busy women and there really not much other time to break it it. so well. plus i bought new shoes too. AGAIN. but i guess it wasnt really the best idea to wear new shoes to shop. BUT it had to be done. ohwells. the pains we go through for beauty. and new shoes. (: oh and yesterday. which was my birthday. i thought i saw irish at buona mrt. well cause i was there early. now my dad kicks me out of the house early cos he got a warning call from the teacher bout me being late. apparently ive been late for about (more?) than 8 times. i thought that wasnt too bad. i thought i would be more. but apparently not. cos im sure i remember only going to school early 3 times before... hms. and as i was saying. i really think it was irish. but i was too scaredypuss to ask. i mean what if i was wrong. but i still think it is... hms. like the last time i saw her was in primary 5. when i invited her for my birthdaybash. but by then we had already grew apart. but at least we kept in contact till like sec1? or 2. i remember we were sorta bestbuds in kindergarden. cos we got bullied by this one fat ass. so you know. people stick together in tough situations. and i think we got our revenge on him too... HEE(: plus she always used to come over to play and we jumped on grans bed. or when we went to her house and played with dolls. plus her little bro is awesomely cute. i think hes the same age as mi. its sad we kinda drifted. but i guess its inevitable. we went to different schools after that. and i guess the environment was also different. the girl on the train was from JJ i think. hm. maybe this is sorta a birthday present too eh. well i only remember 4 people EVER from kindy.
fat ass: whose name i cannot remember, went to henrypark, and in the end i found out his dad was my uncles buddy. HAH.
Bendedict: black as hell, went to henrypark, maid liked to spit while she talked and wore really thick black sunnys, took bus 92 with me. but ended up always fighting with one another. told me that if i kept bending my bus pass all the money would fall out. i believed him. XD
John: one year older than me, went to henrypark., took bus 92 with me too. me, him and benedict were best bus mates. i remember asking him not to friend ben cause we both had a fight. XD if i remember right he had loads of moles on his face. and was mixed i think. plus both him and ben stayed in the same condo estate.
and Irish: best girlfriend, went to ghim moh primary. always scheming against the fat ass. we were soo happy we didnt go to the same school as him. she was kinda bimbo. but awesomely fun. plus shes really pretty. looks abit mixed. and looks like exact copies of her two older sisters. our family always visited her to try to convince her mum to let her go to church. she came to grans house when they were away at disneyland and accompanied me and put me out of my sorrow because i couldnt go.
gosh. those were pretty awesome times. when things were still simple and not so complicated. ohwells. i gotta stop reminscing. gotta go sleep early. tmr theres choir at 8. AH. i really need a break man.

When Did Your Heart Go Missing - Rooney


Love don't come so easily
This doesn't have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We're one in a million
Why can't you see?

I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing, yeah?

I meant every word I said
I never was lying when we talked in bed
I'm retracing every step in my head
What did I miss back then?
I was so, so misled

I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

I don't understand
How could you forget what we had,
It's so wrong

I'm waiting, waiting for nothing
You're leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

Yeah!

Things were so good
We had a little dream
A little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missin'
I don't know how to find it
I don't know where it is
I don't know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it's gone
I'm gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigator

if i have friends that arent from either sch or church it doesnt mean im in a gang kay...
only wierd people think like that...
HMPMH.

doncha feel sometimes life gets so routined and that theres no more joy in it.
hms.
anyways today was a long LONG day. had lessons like from morning to afternoon and than choir NONSTOP. cos econs took our free period/lunch. but at least it wasnt a totally tiring day. got kicked out of the house early today. cos the tcher called saying ive been late one too many times. i think im getting detention. havent recieved the slip yet though. its not like i want to go late to sch kay. its just that i find going to sch early scary. like i dont know what to do. theres like soo many people and theyre all doing theyre business. plus all my classmates are like with their secondary school mates. and fairfield people just well. come to school late. not like i have any to hang out with anyway. hms. depressing. anyway luckily today met clarissa and debbie on the bus. so at least i wasnt being all emo and loner. debbie was being her usual wierd self. JK. okay maybe not wierd. just wacky. really wacky. and i think clarissa is actually quite nice. and funny. when i first met her she was like so scary. like seriously. ohwells. maybe theres no real scary person in this world and like everyone is actually nice. just takes time. hah. random thought. had only three subjects today. so it wasnt TOO bad. history was better(: im no longer the loner girl who sits in the corner. im now the loner girl who sits in the front XD nahs. sat with amanda today(: yay. im no longer a loner. whee. anyways today had choir. it was okay. debbie was being all obvious staring and all. i ate loads of mints. hah. no link. ah. my brains not working right. sheesh. gotta sleep early. but gotta do loads of things to do still. ohsharks. OH! i saw a guy in school who looks like timmy! the resemblence is shocking. i think hes in daniels class... hms... i think i'll go ask tim if he has like a relative in pj or something. both of them could be twins i say. that'd be soo cool. like M&M. i knew BOTH of them. but never knew they were twins. and when i knew i was like WHOA. hahas(: those were good times. sigh. okays. i have no idea what else to say. my mind is like soo tired nowadays. its totally zapping me. lala~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY C.KUMAR! whee. and its my birthday tmr. hahahaha.

last friday my parents went to mi's meet the teacher session.
they sat down and the teacher gave them this grim expression.
than she went on to tell them about how their son was in anger management councilling for calling the girls bitches and pissing off everybody.
my parents jaw dropped.
she carried on. half the class didnt like him and all the teachers were pissed at him cause he kept talking back.
my parents eyes popped.
and she said "Joseph really needs to be councilled..."
and my mum pointed at the register, "My son is Jeremiah, in case you were wondering..."

TRUE STORY. HAH XD

rushing homework now xP. i guess i sorta deserved it cos im such a procrastinator(like terminator HAH) that it just pilled up. anyways today was clearing up some old stuff and found this old song that i wrote ages ago. i thought i lost it! ohwells. good thing i didnt(: yesterday went to tpjc for choir. i realised something. cx has a perpectual black face. like me hahas. so at least im not the only one with the misfortune of having such a face. yeah man! ohwells. today went for cell. we went to jumbo and than it rained and we couldnt go back to church. we ended up running in the rain. HAH. well it was only me running. grace was walking. no strolling. hahas. after that went lunch AGAIN(but this time the proper one. roti prata doesnt count as lunch) with mi, mum and mingyu jie. hey it all starts with M. XD sorry. im in a relative state of happy amusement. i think the stress is getting to me. im the middle kid now! hahas. but i really like M.Y. jie. shes really nice. plus shes totally into korea and stuff. (xin you'll totally get along with her man. shes CRAZIER than you are about korea. her freaking phone is in korean.) YAY. after that spent the whole afternoon/evening clearing up all my old stuff and cooking dinner. the fish roe was hilarious. you know how you fry things and they splat. the fish roe. while frying. burst and popped OUT of the pot. but you know what the amazing this was. the pot was COVERED. so that means the fish roe popped open the cover, popped out. and than the cover popped back down onto the pot. cos the pot was still covered. just that the fish roe was outside and next to it. WIERD i tell you wierd. okays need to go back to rushing homework. looks like i wont get any sleep tonight either. gawd my life sucks.

where did my passion go?

P.S. xin! remember this song?

Strangers

As strangers they met, across the street.
As stranges their eyes, began to meet.
Her eyes met his, in unison grace.
Her world began to shake,
It began to shake.

She thought about him now and then,
From beginning to the end.
Her mind drifted from land to land,
Never seemed to stand.
Her mind was never in her body, in this place.
Her world began to break,
It began to break.

Chorus:
A stranger's stare is all it takes,
To make her heart go astray.
That minute of eternity never seemed to fate,
In her mind it still remains.

Then reality seeps in,
pulling back her dreams.
The pain, it starts to breed.
The hurt, it starts to feed.
What medicine cannot cure,
Only love can bring.
Her world's forever changed,
Its 's forever changed.

Chorus

Only time can heal those wounds of love.
Only time can mend her wings.
Only time can take back those memories.
Only time can make her see.

Chorus

In her mind it will always remain.

i want to know you - sonic flood

in the secret, in the quiet place
in the stillness you are there
in the secret, in the quiet hour
i wait only for you
cause i want to know you more

i want to know you
i want to hear your voice
i want to know you more
i want to touch you
i want to see your face
i want to know you more

i am reaching for the highest goal
that i might recieve the prize
pressing onward, pushing every hindrance aside
out of my way
cause, i want to know you more

Moon River - Lisa Ono


Moon river, wider than a mile
Im crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
Theres such a lot of world to see
Were after the same rainbows end, waitin round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

(moon river, wider than a mile)
(Im crossin you in style some day)
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
Theres such a lot of world to see
Were after that same rainbows end, waitin round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

for the poems you wrote

Khalil Fong 方大同 - Love Song


我写了这首歌
是一首简单歌
不复杂也不难唱的那一种歌

这不是那种
只剩下那钢琴的歌
也不是那种
不能只是朋友的歌
这不是那种
两个人的故事写在一本小说
那小说里有谁会在花田里犯了错
这就是一首写给你听的一个

Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
那DJ会播放
这也许会上榜

如果我只想写出一首
Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
你就像那夏天的凉风
吹过我的面孔
真想飞
在我心底
你就是我的
想说爱你

我写了这首歌
是一首简单歌
不复杂也不难唱的那一种歌

这不是那种童话里会遇见的歌
也不是那种真真切切爱我的歌
这不是那种
两个人的故事写在一本小说
那小说里有谁陪在看流星在降落
这就是一首写给你听的一个

Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
那DJ会播放
这也许会上榜

如果我只想写出一首
Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
你就像那夏天的凉风
吹过我的面孔
真想飞
在我心底
你就是我的
想说爱你

如果你是一幅画
你会是最珍贵的一幅画
如果那画家是梵高的话
有何贵人前来又献花
个个向你求嫁
梵高他说你们都该回家

如果你是melody
就是最动听
所有的人都会跟着你起唱
就算在夜晚你的心太亮
让我忘了月亮代表我的


Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
那DJ会播放
这也许会上榜

如果我只想写出一首
Love song
一直想写一首
Love song
你给了我一首
Love song
你就像那夏天的凉风
吹过我的面孔
真想飞
在我心底
你就是我的
想说爱你

ive come to realised if i chose to ignore and close my eyes the world truly becomes a better place...


p.s. but that doesnt mean im ignorant Vi.

ahbeng basketballer. HAH. fits to a T.

OH.MY.GAWD. im like soo freaking tired now. this week was like such SUCH a tiring week. ah. cant take it. but it was sorta a happy week too. cos even though its like tiring its still happy? geddit. hahas. cos like this WHOLE week got people go home with me. you know how rare that is. okay maybe not rare. but i dont know. yay. plus i got rid of loads of homework. so now i can like breathe a breath of relieve. whoots. and like math and history test was postponed to next week. which is like DAMN HENG. cos well i didnt study cos there was like so many freaking things to do. but ohwells its almost all over. but next week is another thing altogether. awsharks. now like my whole body i aching. like my arm. one arm when ever i bend it in a certain way a sharp pain hits. and my legs ache from the whole interval running. plus for some reason my back hurts too. like really bad. whenever i sit down it hurts. ohgawd. im just dying. today went back home with jerlynn. shes like duber funny. i starting to really like choir. plus loads of choir people stay around me. so got people to go home with. HEE. plus it soo beats my EX-CCA. ohwells. anything beats that. but sometimes it just gets like really tiring. cos theres art plus choir. i know bridge was like youre soo gonna die. but even though i really feel like whoa darn tired. but i totally love both of them. ayes. okay im gonna try to sleep soon. i soo gotta get snooze man. the past few days have been totally sleep deprived. AH. ohOH. i just thought of this funny thing that happened to me a few days ago. i was on my way to school in the mrt. than this smoker guy next to me kept coughing and coughing. it was obvious he was a smoker cos well he stank of smoke. DUH. and guess what advert was plastered on the opposite window. the flu advertisment on how if you have the flu you shouldnt get out cos its pass to loads of people. hypocritical man! hahas. ohwells. the irony of life.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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