had dinner with stef today(: whee. had choir today too! choir farewell(: hee. yay. i got publicity com. its the slackiest job ever. but hey. its fun. hee(: our mikes ended up like SUCKED. cos all the pretty sequins came off. SUCKED. but ohwells. its the thought that counts. later went to dinner with the choir gang. well sorta. they had dinner. i watched. cos i was saving my tums for stef. AW. we kept 'reading books' hahas. inside jokeXD and we bitched alot. hahas. well i bitched alot later to stef again. HAH. and i bought the honey and clover dvd. like the REAL people one. and not the cartoon one. yay(: it felt good catching up. but stupid steffi is keeping secrets from me. she like REFUSES to tell me something. ARSE. hms. yay. today was a fun free day. for bloody once. though econs lecture was a bore. i (almost) slept. hueee. ohwells. yay holidays are next week. cant wait! yay.

7 things i learnt during my first two terms in school:
#1. when you smile at people, they generally smile back (:
#2. even though some people have 'black' faces, it doesnt necessarily make them unfriendly XD
#3. never trust mg girls...
#4. art seniors are gay!
#5. it is actually possible to have heart to heart talks with guys, in fact theyre soo much more sensitive and sappy than girls. o.0
#6. cca can actually be fun. WOW.
#7. nic + kitty = nickitty (nicotine?)

i just finished 3 mikes! (:whee. got 2 more to go(: still got the art sketch too... (:todays a kinda happy day. not too stressed(: chinese was fun. we had oral. so the teacher wasnt around. RUCKUS man(: i think i screwed up my oral. but ohwells. WHO CARES. GP today was practically non-existent. like i went to the library. and did nothing. so there. after that went to check up on the mikes. it wasnt actually going according to plan. but hey. what can i say. so i rescued 5 mikes. XDnot that they did it bad. but well. im stubborn. and i want my way done. HERH. im like some ass man. as in donkey ass. well whatever. walked to lot1 with fizah and atif. it was kinda funny. both of them are like some old couple man. seriously. than met keane and his girl( )friend on the mrt home. both of them like the old couple. sheesh. people. old people. HAH. ahs. than i got back home. hee. this june holidays is gonna be like hell busy. have 2 suprises to plan. PHWEET. so excited. got people to go out with. AND i have to study. like W.H.A.T. and i only have one freaking short month. ohwells. gotta make do with it. i aint getting any younger and time aint getting any slower. whee.

as humans we always ask for the impossible
but yet as humans we always fail

cant you like just give him a break. like gosh. cant you see hes already trying so hard. its not an easy job man. and though he isnt the best or something. but he is so trying hes hardest. so just lax it man. gosh.

college day is like finally over. WHOOTS! its like ohmygawd. such a relieve. so today went to school at 12 for the ymca thing. like to make to posters and signs. than had choir. which was retarded. we like took so many retarded pictures. and amanda and tong ran round the field in their gowns. plus we took all the silly un-glam photos. oh and now im apparently in facebook. thanks to hilary to helped me create an account. but sadly i have no gone in since(: hms... the performance was okay. actually i think it when pretty good. hahas(: no major mistakes. and it was kinda fun. ohOH. the pre-performance was hilarious. cos khairiah and debby like took awesomely long putting on their makeup. so me weiqin and tong were like doing stupid things behind them. like pretending we were their boyfriends and answering in monosyllabus. HAH! so after performance went to help daniel and nic at the ymca booth. it was kinda fun selling all the stuff. i am soo sorry i wasnt able to help sell the stuff the past few days. like seriously. i feel kinda bad. so yay. at least i sold some today. whee. than after that went to lot1 to meet with the choir gang. they were playing some truth or dare game. luckily i came later. than we gossiped and talked and had confessions. i love the choir gang. we can like talk about anything and everything. from like bitching to religion discussions to like parents. so its like ridiculous crazy fun and serious talk as well. i just tinkg its so cool. yeah man. (: anyway after we joined the sc, who had their own little ciricle next to us, to play murderer. it was kinda fun. it was so wierd. like the first circle was choir. than the band came. and than sc came. and we all sang happy birthday for sc girl. so its like three circles in a row. HAH. so there was us. this awsomely big group. siting in a circle on the floor outside lot1 macs. doing stupid things. HAHS! yeah i think we're retarded too.

i am so not going to go for cairos man. so not. seeing what happen to darren has made me so freaking scared. its like freaking omg scary. if it can happen to him im sure darn it'll happen to me. shit man. im sorry mathias but im not gonna be seeing you on the track for 3 years. im so gonna mug during june. its like gonna be mug like youve never seen it before. gawd. im gonna make math my best friend, econs my boyfriend, art my lover and history my brother. theyre gonna love me and im gonna love them. i'll be dang. school was freaky today. kinda goofy kinda wierd kinda sad. gawd its just wierd i think. there is like so much stuff i wanna bitch about now. but well i dont think i should. because they aint mine to bitch. so i should shut up eh. hms. well history test today was swell. the good thing is that i was able to fill in all the blanks. the bad thing is that i dont think half of what i filled in is right. gwah. HAH! oh and got back math test. i didnt do as badly as i thought i do. i expected a nil. but hey i got a little more than that. so thats good i guess. shit man. i so gotta buck up. like so so gotta. pe was some slack shit today. we did nothing. at all. like zilch. we just sat in the rain and bullshitted. ohwells. tmrs gonna be a bad day. i so can sense it. i hope whatever stupid thing we do tmr wont get anyone else expelled. if not by the 3rd term o9s29 will cease to exist. wow wee.

Let It Happen - Jimmy Eat World


I have a ringing in my head
And no one to help me answer it
Even with you close enough to kiss.

Every minute is arranged
Every moment lasts a day
But thinking about it can't help me let go, I know.

Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
I can laugh it off.

I must look like I'm running away
To you at your faster pace
I wonder what it is you could have seen, in me.

I'm the evil one who said.
Gonna let everything just happen
Just like my chest, my ears are proud
The collision is such an ugly sound.

I can hear you now
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
And all the placings
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
I can laugh it off.

I can hear you now
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.

Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.

this is seriously some fucked up school

The Moment - Nine Days


I can see that someone went and left you hanging from a string
And if I pulled hard I could make you do most anything
You can run from the past but mistakes are meant to last
Between the lines these are mine

The moment that you go is the moment that you know
That the best thing in your life is happening
So look me in the eye
And say you'll never say goodbye
I know the best thing in my life is happening now

You can tell your father I know that he won't let you be
Doesn't wanna believe that you see him in me
But the way that you lay so serene inside the gloom
I don't care
I don't care

The moment that we go is the moment that we'll know
That the best thing in our life is happening
So before we say good bye and leave them all behind
Know the best thing in our life is happening now
And I won't let you ever fade
Like a sunburn wasted in L A
And if we fall down breaking all along the way
I'll lift you up and that's a promise that I'll never break
And then you won't and then you won't

We sit on the steps reading graffiti on the wall
The smile on your face, more than words it says it all
On your way you will find the meaning in the rhyme
You are mine
You are mine

The moment that you go is the moment that you know
That the best thing in your life is happening
Before we say goodbye
Just look me in the eye
I know the best thing in my life is happening now

when the clock strikes 7 a moan escapes
a chorus of tired noises fill the air
but when the clock strikes 7
its when things start to change
and common sense no longer confines us to our chairs
its a time when people unite
due to their weariness and tired feet
its when people go a little berserk and set their emotions free
its when i see a little good and fun in a little of everyone
like when we behave like little kids, kicking confetti in the air
like rowdy horses, galloping upon the plains
its a time where little things happen which make me smile
like when i walk pass and you acknowledge me
and like when i wave and you say hello
when the clock strikes 7, thats when magic fills the air

ive always heard of seniors bullying juniors but never actually juniors bullyin seniors. senior alumni at that. whoots. choir was awesome today. though it kinda got draggy in the middle. with all the waiting and stuff. but it was crazy at the end. hahas. we call it our after7 syndrome. hee~ met the art class there too. i so wish i didnt have to go for choir and could join them. but than again choirs like so fun. gawd. so hard to choose. heard of some wheewheet stuff today. hahas(: ive been readily telling everyone about liking him. yeah ive become open. since like almost everyone already knows. and its not like hes ever gonna stop ignoring me. like ever. so since the damage is done i mustwhile make the fullest use of it right. so now ive decided to make him my scapegoat. yeah man. and im gonna keep real true feelings to myself. i have totally learnt my lesson already. BLABBERMOUTH(: so there. hms... nothing much else happened today. oh there was econs test. of which as predicted i am DEFINITELY failing. everything i studied for didnt come out and everything i didnt did. like really sucks man. oh and during history the teacher was trying to connect his computer to the projector. than he like kept trying and trying. and guess what the box he tried to connect to was freaking empty. so he was actually not connecting anything. hilarious. ohwells. now i need to study for history test. gawd. this is just such a freaking busy week. DARH.

p.s. he smileed~ like after all those weeks of daoing. okay maybe not. but aww. the smile was like so freaking sweet and cute. gwah. it so made me want to go put down my stuff and join them. ah! shriek! faint! (:

went home with shawn today. actually was planning on going home myself. didnt want to be a dian deng pao. but ohwells. he got ditched. HAH. plus the stupid rumour hasnt died. like omg. how long was that. so anyway now i guess he has some liability over me. so that means i have to be trustworthy eh. not like i arent. but i guess more. who knows. hahas. pe was ridiculous. on the good side i finally passed 2.4 but according to lyn i only ran 5 rounds. but according to mathias i ran 6. i rather believe the 6 if you ask me(: cos i was pacing behind mathias and he supposedly self proclaim he ran 5. so after he finished i ran one more. so thats 6 right. hms. ohwells. i dont care. it counts. yay. than after that we played tug of war with my hair. whee. it was so embarrasing. and ridiculous thinking bout it now. cos for 2.4 i bunned my hair. and after the run it became so messy. so i pulled my rubberband trying to you know. retie my hair. but the rubber band got stuck. and after that my hair just became one whole big mess. so like people were taking turns to help me pull out the rubber band. hilarious i tell ya. (:and we did the ymca stuff today. plus gp. so like theres nothing much left to do for tmr. except study for econs test. which i most probably gonna fail. so i dont really see the point of actually studying for it. but. for show yeah. ooo. so much to do. so little time. plus TWO suprises to plan. whee~ so exciting. WHOOTS. i love suprises. hee~ yay(:

Story of a Girl (Absolutely) - Nine Days


[Chorus:]
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many days in a year
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
And I can be so insincere
Making her promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes
Now how many days disappear
When you look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

Now how many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit
day after day
Now how did we wind up this way
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes or the soles that we choose
Now how do we get there today
When we're walking too far for the price of our shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

[Guitar solo]

Well your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

This is the story of a girl
Whose pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a - girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
When she smiles!

sighs. yet another weekend over and another week to go. 2 more weeks till midterms. sighs. anyway last week was totally horrible. there was math and art test on the same day. both of which im definitely flunking. and there was chinese test too. which was not say bad. but i could have been better. than there was sketch book due day. which ultimately sucked. i didnt finish on time and boy did i get screwed. i always thought mdm lim was bad but now. gawd do i miss her. plus there was college day rehersals. which in one word is stupid. we sing one and a half songs. and we're the finale. so we have to freaking wait till the end of everything to rehearse. plus they made us rehearse side stepping. yes the movement where you put one foot to one side and step. and put the other foot to the other side and step. oh plus waving our hands in the air and snapping. altogether. like all the rehersals last week. we probably practised that for more than an hour. seriously. even typing it out now sounds retarded. ~whatever. slept the whole of saturday away. seriously the WHOLE day. like in the morning i went to school for detention. met caz there who was also having detention. HAH! i did some math during detention. which is suprisingly productive for people like me. than had lunch and went for piano. and when i came home for piano i slept. and slept. had dinner and a bath. and slept and slept. and got up for church on sunday. hahas. but still feeling tired though. with all that sleep too! ohwells. june break is coming. but that means midterms is coming too. sigh. nothing good ever happens. ohwells. still got loads of things to study. and freaking art to do. shit happens and we just have to learn to deal with it(:

The JC Lightbulb Joke

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to
manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCI students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.
/ None. They study in the dark with their handphone lights.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )
/ They'll change the lightbulb with a disco ball.

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

isit my computer or is my blog alittle screwy...
wow todays finally almost over. its been such a busy hectic one man. not neccesarily bad but. well. you know. there was math and art test today. both of which i did not study but i think my arts gonna do better than math. math just sucked. i literally didnt know how to do any questions at all. ohwells. than had history essay due today. of which i didnt do. but at least i managed to complete it on time. oh there was napha too. whoot. of course i flunked that too. okay not too bad. but i need still improve. oh and had choir exco interview again. i wonder how many we'll have to go through though. izni said she had to go through three. hms. i do hope i get in though. but im not gonna raise my hopes or something. cos if ive learnt something. its that if you dont raise your hope too high when you fall you dont feel too disappointed. its the whole the higher you are the harder the fall thing. but in a different context i mean. now i just have to get over doing chinese compo and econs essay. which i totally do not feel like doing. goshes. this is just so tiring man. keep playing 默默 (: its getting nicer and nicer. hahas. im becoming all cheena again. ohwow. okay i think i should at least go try to do some homework. yay. go jasminee!

im screwed. today. technically. since its already 12. theres a math, chinese and art test i havent studied for. and a history essay which i havent written. and a list of people i have not contacted. oh life is such a joy. anyway. went to national library for project work. we were suprisingly productive. than had mos burger with nic. it was such a nice rainy day today. but shit. this whole of next week is gonna suck. its gonna be so darn busy. ohwells. i dont care im gonna sleep now. screw school man.

just as i thought life was getting better i lost my gc. or at least i cant find it. ohplease let it pop up. that stupid thing cost a bomb.

全世界都停电 - Tank (爱就宅一起插曲)


连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘 被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前

囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电 全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身 就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈 像一个句点

gawd now im hooked onto fahrenheit all over again. and i just must go get those missing CDs. darnit. just as i was so sure i wouldnt anymore...

默默-飞轮海 (爱就宅一起片尾曲)


这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原来这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心理 没人看得出来
安静的 但却一直都在 是你默默的爱

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白 你默默的爱

未来的每一天 不管发生什么 能不能交给我呢
我要 永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后

i should just learn to keep my mouth shut
i must learn not to say everything that pops up in my head
because not everyone is used straight forward
i must remember that

havent been blogging lately... my lifes just been too sucky to put in words. like seriously. like when i said those previous weeks sucked. the last 2 weeks have like sucked more than ever. gawd. its a wonder im still not depressed or something. no wait i am. i finally broke down last saturday. like seriously. the tears couldnt stop coming. i mean first the morning setback. and i go for another thing and get another setback. i just couldnt take it anymore. well. good thing is that only one person saw me breakdown. but darn. i was so promising myself i would be happy this year. no matter how hard it got. ohwells. i'll try my darndest to put back my fake face on again. let hell live on.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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