the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Monday, June 15, 2009
OMG. im feeling so darn pissed right now... you know cos we were supposed to have this plan tmr. but everyones backing out cos its so early. so maybe i'll be the only one whos going. but that will be so NOT meaningful. i mean why cant they just freaking get up early. is it so hard to sacrifice a little bit of sleep for a friend. and its not like they have to do anything. they just have to BE THERE. how hard can it be. i mean. if a bunch of girls could sacrifice more than 2 days baking for their friend why cant they sacrifice afew hours. and its not like its last minute or something. i told them a month before. it really baffles me. i mean everyones all i wish we were more united... yadiyadida. but like it takes effort to be united. and it takes everyone. you cant just sit and complain and whine. like come on. do something. and its not like im asking alot. its just freaking getting up and going to the airport. im the one who baked the cupcake and cookie. and doing the banner. and you dont see me complaining. like HELLO. gawd this is so pissing. and now what you want me to change it last minute. if shes going tmr how can i ask when she'll be back. SHEESH. and after we planned this for so freaking long. i mean. now you want me to change it?!? but than the whole PURPOSE is like gone man. fuck lar i dunno. i think im just gonna go and screw the rest. oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN! SCREW THE WORLD!
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