i have a new goal. which i will achieve.
by the end of this year is what i promise myself.
pinky swear.

despite the crowds of people walking by,
i feel lonely amongst them.

just because i am different, does that mean i'll never be understood? with the world so big, is it that difficult to find a like minded soul?

it's a time for new beginnings. perhaps.

How desperate I must be to be back here blogging... I guess as people we sometimes need a place to release some steam no? Well now that schools' out and there's really nothing to do, I guess this could be something to fill time with, and maybe help my dear confused mind. Many things have obviously changed since I last posted here. I'd like to believe that I have become a much more mature person but well, to each their own. I've started uni and so far it's been better than what I would have expected. Work is a bitch. But that's life I guess. Lately like these sentimental emotions have been flowing through me. A few months back I was hit with this huge bout of loneliness. It kinda made me wish I had a special someone to tide through those times. Seeing all those couples makes me wonder, will I ever find someone like them. Time will tell. That's all I really wanted to say. Don't know if this may become a habit yet again. Blogging I mean. So, see you whenever.

Super Junior - Supergirl (Chinese Version)


i just think they are so darn sexy in this video... OMG!

FIRST OFFICIAL DAY OF HOLIDAYS(((:
hee~ spent practically the whole day youtubing. WAHAHA. was supposed to have choir today than go out with the gang to buy our matching scarves... but choir was cancelled! so.. you know.. ohwells. (((: so went for dental this morning. uh huh. than came home and started youtubing. currently watching momo love. i think its really cute. i really like jiro's hairstlye here. also youtubing korean stuff. now im like totally hooked! i know im kinda late and all. but hey. better late than never i say! suju is like soo cute! and so is shinee! and tvxq! wahaha. i betcha wx's gonna go all "i told you so..." XD they are like omg so cute. and nice. and like omg. perfect. haha! im nuts eh. you know what. i think like the past few weeks ri. i think i have actually learnt more korean than when i paid for those hundred bucks worth of k classes. like seriously. not that the classes were useless or whatever. but i think that maybe now im more exposed or something? its easier to retain, remember and pick out the korean words that people are saying. HAHAHA. if only i knew this earlier eh. gosh all that money wasted. but hey. it did provide me with good basics... so i guess it aint ALL wasted~ on sat went shangrila for carolling. i think we didnt do too bad(: seriously. though the POST-carolling was much more fun! yes. we were the nutty kids singing along orchard road and up the escalator in the middle of the night. loudly. in four parts no less. but all in the name of fun i say! which it was! so yay(: kk getting sleepy now~ haha(: nights!

had choir today. ONTOP of having chinese A levels. how awesome is my life huh. chinese was okay. NOT. i am soo going to fail it or something. why does mr.moe set such difficult papers for us to fail? wonder wonder. AND i actually thought i could like go home EARLY today. but NO. i have choir. i seriously didnt know and was totally prepared to go home. and then came khairiah and her big mouth. if not for khai i could have totally run away. stupid bimbo. but choir was quite fun i guess(: haha. learnt two new carols. and like for the FIRST first time we actually didnt get lost during combined. soo amazing. after that had khai's birthday 'suprise'. (i really want to bitch about someone but i shall wait until i cant contain it anymore. so wait.) and like videos for yj's birthday. and rain rain home(: haha.


Hot Shot! its actually quite nice to watch(: haha. pretty exciting. and like OMG all the HOT GUYS!! ahh. and jerry yan is quite good looking in here. this hair soo suits him. unlike the long hair thing. breathe jas breathe! hahaha...

ive decided to give up
because in life there are just some things that arent worth fighting for

went to FINALLY print and bind wr today(((: it feels like such a huge burdens been lifted off my shoulders((: yay(: went with nic and shad to queensway to bind. there was like so many other students there. all last minut-ers like us! haha(: than went to KFC to eat. lately ive been watching dramas again. i think momo love is really cute. and i really like jiro in it. AWW! watching hot shot too. its like a pretty old show but never really had the time (or effort) to go watch. so yay! it really takes alot of patience to watch dramas on my comp ya know. the internet loading is so so soo slow. it is like OMG slow. so im really proud ive been through 2 episodes of both hot shot and momo love (: yay me! chinese As on monday! kinda scared. but kinda not. i think i should like start studying or something. but theres really nothing to study. chinese is if you know you do but if you dont you dont. geddit? haha(: ohman.



momo love(: i really like jiros hair style now. it makes him look so dang cute! haha(: OMG. i have a fetish for guys with short hair. but seriously it does fit him! ((: and i really like cyndi. i think she is so awesomely pretty. and she has really gorgeous gams! haha(:

PW sucks... i dont want to go to school tmr. AH!

OMG. ive been wanting to blog since like LAST week. well. only have the time now anyway. or rather im feeling not too lazy to do so. haha(: well lets start from last week(: promos ended! like finally. than went out with the clique on thursday to vivo. had a dinner picnic up on the roof. missed you guys like soo much man. we have to go do it again!!(: than on friday after school went to NJC for their art exhibition. it was okay. but it was like so crowded and the place so small. and so hot! ah. but i felt it wasnt as good as TJC's one. ohwell. after that was supposed to go to dee's place for sleepover. but when going home to collect my stuff was suddenly NOT allowed to go. ohwells. but heard it wasnt that good anyways. cos everyone was so tired and everything. or maybe it was because i wasnt there huh?! HAHA XD than on monday it was deepavali. was triple booked that day! was asked to go ~shopping~ with the family. than asked to hort park with choir. and pw. guess which one i went to? pw at nics house! haha. i am such a good girl eh? hms... than on tues got back promo results. it was ooohkay. failed math. but passed econs! so theres a small possibility i might actually promote. ohyeah. passed gp too! haha. its okay jasmine! think positive! yeah(: on wednesday went to tekong. it wasnt as bad as previously imagined. it was actually remotely fun. haha! nic and her pole. and joyce and her guys! and mun my partner in crime. it was VERY fun. haha. on friday had chinese mock exam. i felt it wasnt too bad. but only time will tell. than met bridge at city hall. had a nice long lunch where it was all gossip and thai food. and we went window shopping. i kinda like espirits current stock. i know its all like the winter stuff. but i like winter stuff!! haha(: and now its today. went to church in the downpour. there was this really cute small little boy sitted in front of me. the kind of cute that he'll grow up to have that hot korean look cute. haha. and he kept asking me like 'which hand is empty' when it was soo obvious both had sweets. ohman he is cute beyond words man. and his sister is like equally cute. she is SOO freaking pretty. like drop dead gor-geous. and shes only 7! or so. at least she looks that way. oh some kids just have all the luck! later went to lunch at macs with mi, mum and m-y jie. there was this guy there that looked like arron yan! seriously man. but mi said only his eyes were the same so they didnt look alike. wet blanket! he was just darker, taller, and more muscular. wait doesnt that make it all the better? haha(: okay its late. gotta go snooze awhile now. need to wake up early to do pw!!(:

when all your friends say hes a jerk does that really make him one?

i am a glutton for punishment just waiting to happen

sometimes i feel like the mad-hatter;
running around with no purpose in life

7 things to consider when choosing a life partner:

1.) how much he/she loves you
2.) does he/she really love you
3.) can he/she cook
4.) can he/she sing
5.) is he rich enough to buy you that diamond ring
6.) imagine him/her old
7.) imagine him/her in bed

if youre the only one i cant add on facebook for some stupid reason does it mean something?


even when my mouth says something; my heart screams another
从现在我会用华语表达我的心意。也没有什么特别理由啦。可能是因为在薄客上中文字比较难读吧。还是可能因为有些人不读中文？哎呀不知道啦。就是要越少人看到就对。我知道我知道。如果不要人看就不要写吗！可是我无忍了！必须把心理的话说出来吗。。。
昨天我看到他好多次哦。很心烦耶。明明是说好不再想啦。可是他一直出现不要想也还是会想的吗。已经快一年了耶。我还真是没用。。。象在球场啊。虽然嘴唇是喊着别队的名字可我眼睛仍然还是离不开他。表面上是帮别队加油可是全场我直看见他一个人。说我有没有用啊。还有。更离谱的。就是回家的路上明明又有机会跟他说话。机会简直就是神营造出来的。说声：今天打得好哦！也好。可我还是不敢。对我是个懦弱的胆小鬼。象这样。一旦有事只知道跑。我一直在逃避。逃避感情逃避现实逃避未来。说个：嗨！也那么难吗。好我下定决心。我会写一封信。给他那封信。可是因为我是一位胆小鬼信会在假期写。那么就不用面对他啦。好就那么办。我也不会要求他什么。只是我不要过彼此不理彼此的日子。明是互相认识可就是因为误会而造成负担和不愉快。我只是不想失去个朋友罢了。
bridget looks like i might actually listen to your advice afterall huh. haha(:

說好的幸福呢 - 周杰倫


你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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