today never go school. hahas. gastric flu. x]. hmms. this friday dads coming back. BWAHS. no more freedom. hahas. hmms. today watched 蓋酷の兵團 damn funny lar. hahas. next mondays episode has xiao gui in it! must remember to watch. gwash. oyar im trying to buy the tamagochi. hahas. used to have one but not it spoilt. cant seem to find it anywhere. hahas. used to play with it times ago. feel like playing with it NOW. hahas. ohman. but its soo hard to find. thought that 7-11 sold it. but they dont. at least not anymore. owells. searched 3 7-11s ok. its official. they dont sell it. steff went to action city vivo also dont sell. si dao na li qu lar. owells. hmms. now im watching MARS. hahas. its kinda spooky and thriller. not those sappy love storys. it has this kind of suspense and mystery round it. cant really make out whats the plot. BUT. its unravelling. so thats good. x]. oyar real from f.i.r came up with his own solo album. so cool lar. always admired him. i admire all songwriters lar. i think theyre ABSOLUTELY brilliant. want to be like that too. hahas. or something like that. i want to create something. like drawings songs or maybe photograhpy. that ought to be cool. hahas. or maybe a image stylist or somthing. hahas. really feel like doing somthing WILD nowadays. something totally out of the ordinary. for me at least. hahas. hmms. having this strong urge to learn how to dance too. it looks totally fun and all. hahas. maybe ive got too much time in my hands man. xP. ahhs. need to go rest my running mind.

愛你 mv

the dance steps;

愛你 - Cyndi wang

詞:Hwang Se-Joon　曲:Lee Young-Min　中文詞:潘瑛+談曉珍+陳思宇
RAP:王紹偉

RAP:
yo yo yo yo Cyndi, what~what’s wrong with me? (愛你)
yo yo Cyndi baby, what’s wrong with me?
Cyndi, give me your love, you make me sneeze all the time
Now now 怎麼我一直狂打噴嚏 在凌晨三點二十六分
let me sing let me sing a song 陪妳入睡
what is love 嗯哼我正在聽 妳要什麼都say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so

如果你突然打了個噴嚏
那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手機吵醒
啊那是因為我關心

常常想　你說的話是不是別有用心
明明很想相信　卻又忍不住懷疑
在你的心裡　我是否就是唯一
愛　就是有我常煩著你

Oh~baby　情話多說一點 想我就多看一眼
表現多一點點　讓我能　真的看見
Oh~Bye少說一點 想陪你不只一天
多一點 讓我 心甘情願~~愛你*
(多一點 才會慢慢發現 因為你 讓我心甘情願)

喜歡在你的臂彎裡胡鬧
你的世界是一座城堡
在大頭貼畫滿心號
貼在手機上對你微笑

常常想　我說的話你是否聽得進去
明明很想生氣　卻又止不住笑意

Oh~在我的心裡　你真的就是唯一
愛　就是有我常賴著你

就這樣　一天多一點 慢慢地累積感覺
兩人的世界　就能夠貼近一點

shes flat. completely and utterly flat. runway flat. ZOOM.

i cant believe youd actually forgotton.

awakened.
actually.
not really.
but whatever. x]

awakened.
actually.
not really.
but whatever. x]

tmr is so SOO gonna be a bad day. shit man. x[. if only today recess never walk past mrl lar. then can postpone it longer. shit lar. sure cannot like postpone forever lar. but still. ohman. ahh. then today amy lar. slam my finger. now not so pain already lar. but still kinda. AHH. so troubled.

this is the episode of wan quan yu le where jolin and sheng feng teacher came to teach how to dance the dancing diva song. damn hilarious lar. x] enjoy.








nether world.

100 ent. wo jia you da ming xing - bang bang tang x]

part1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4ald9LEzL8
part2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZ4WwM0xInQ
part3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1pSAisP7Bc
part4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5IqXqM9b6U
part 5
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aACnEPEA3wc

MV'S

七彩棒棒堂 MV


愛情學測 MV


夢想號 MV





棒棒堂(lollipop)



Name: 敖犬
Full name:莊濠全
DOB: 1982-10-30
Blood Type: O
Height: 177 cm
Weight: 62 kg
Education level: University
Occupation:Teaching Assistant in 模范棒棒堂
Specialty: dancing and have sense of humor!
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog: V Blog:
Photo Album: Photo Album



Name: Prince(王子)
Full Name:邱勝翊
DOB:1989-04-14
Blood Type:O
Height:172cm
Weight: 52kg
Education Level: High School
Specialty: Singing
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name: 小煜
Full name:小煜
DOB: 1985-07-05
Blood Type:AB
Height: around 180 cm
Weight: 58kg
Education Level: University
Specialty: singing
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name:小傑
Full Name:小傑
Blood Type: A
Age: 20
Height:174cm
Weight:61kg
Education Level:Elementary School
Specialty: singing and dancing
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album: Photo Album



Name:阿緯
Full Name:劉俊緯
Blood Type:O
Age:22
Height:168cm
Weight:60kg
Education Level: University?
Specialty: Dancing
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog: V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name:威廉
Full Name:廖亦崟
Blood Type:AB
Age:22
Height:176cm
Weight:67kg
Education Level:大專??
Specialty:Chreeleader!!
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album







thats 王子(prince) from 棒棒堂(lollipop). cute right. GWAHHS.

theres this variety show on channel u on mondays at 8. called 蓋酷の兵團. its kinda fun and wacky. hahas. caught it last night. the first segment is this two teams. then one person from each team will sorta battle. they'll each say something and see if you'll agree to it. then if yes must say 当然. it seems simple but it can be quite ruthless lors. hahas. x]. then the second segments the fun one. its like playing memory card games. cept its with people that are covered with blankets. and the people in the blankets can be like sumo wrestlers or ninjas. then the team with two identical choices the people will go and attack the other side. its kinda cool lar. must be FUN. hahas. xP. oyar. theres this new group who came out lar. called 棒棒堂(lollipop). they came out from the show. 模范棒棒堂. theyre singings ok lar. dancing also not bad. hahas. but 王子 is so darn cute. hahas. hes the youngest in the group at 18 i think. and hes TOTALLY cute. hahas. xP. owells.

that songs from green forest my home OST. its like one of my favourite shows lar. SOO SWEET. hahas. and the mv for this songs really touching too. BAHS. its a plus that ethans in the mv too. hahas. xP. oyar. today watched yu le bai fen bai. then they were advertising for this show. 熱情仲夏 (Summer X Summer). looks really nice lar. and alot of the actors i like are inside.
AHHS. hahas. xP. like 小综, 小天, 唐禹哲, 小鬼 & 五熊. AHHS. hahas. cant take it. but heard the shows ratings arent too high, owells. xP. hahas.

Song Title: 三个字
San Ge Zi
Three Words

Artist: 乔乔/阮经天
Qiao Qiao (of SWEETY) / Ruan Jing Tian (Ethan Ruan)


(Monolog)
爱情 不是一道选择题。
Ai qing bu shi yi dao xuan ze ti
Love is not a matter of choice

我知道，那个时候你就已经做了决定。
Wo zhi dao, na ge shi hou ni jiu yi jing zuo le jue ding
I know, at that time you have made your decision

你心里永远都有著一个相信。
Ni xin li yong yuan dou you zhe yi ge xiang xin
In your heart, there will always be that one belief

而我的相信，就是支持著你的相信。
Er wo de xiang xin, jiu zhi chi zhe ni de xiang xin
As for my belief, is to always support your belief

因为，我心里有三个字，不能告诉你…
Yin wei, wo xin li you san ge zi, bu neng gao su ni
Because in my heart, there are three words that I couldn't tell you

(Ethan)
如果没有你和他的约定
Ru guo mei you ni he ta de yue ding
If there was no promise between you and him

我的爱会不会有一种权利
Wo de ai hui bu hui you yi zhong quan li
Would my love has the right

成为你的行李
Cheng wei ni de xing li
To be your luggage

陪著你去旅行
Pei zhe ni qu lü xing
Travel together by your side

无论是北极还是雨林
Wu lun shi bei ji hai shi yu lin
No matter if it is the northpole or the rainforest

(Qiao Qiao)
我还守著我和他的约定
Wo hai shou zhe wo he ta de yue ding
I am still guarding the promise that he and I made

最後幸福会写下一份证明
Zui hou xing fu hui xie xia yi fen zheng ming
At the end, happiness will write a piece of proof

就算没有日期
Jiu suan mei you ri qi
Even if there were no days

就算还会伤心
Jiu suan hai hui shang xin
Even if there would still be sorrows

我仍相信生命的奇迹
Wo reng xiang xin sheng ming de qi ji
I would still believe in life's miracle

不该再用我的爱困住你
Bu gai zai yong wo de ai kun zhu ni
Don't use my love to hold you down

不该再让你眼中有泪滴
Bu gai zai rang ni yan zhong you lei di
Don't let your eyes shed a tear

好无力 去找寻
Hao wu li, qu zhao xun
So helpless, to go and search

那三个字的替代句
Na san ge zi de ti dai ju
For words that replace those three words

也许我们从此不再相遇
Ye xu wo men cong ci bu zai xiang yu
Maybe we both shouldn't see each other from now on

永远记得你微笑的眼睛
Yong yuan ji de ni wei xiao de yan jing
I will forever remember your smiling eyes

别伤心 你放心
Bie shang xin, ni fang xin
Don't be sad, don't you worry

我知道(那)三个字的意义
Wo zhi dao (na) san ge zi de yi yi
I know what those three words mean

(Monolog)
如果有一天 命运让我们再次相遇
Ru guo you yi tian ming yun rang wo men zai ci xiang yun
If there is one day when fate lets us meet once again

而你的答案还缺少一个回应
Er ni de da an hai que shao yi ge hui ying
And your answer is still short of a response

或许你不知道
Huo xu ni bu zhi dao
Or maybe you don't know

其实我也在等待 另一个奇迹
Qi shi wo ye zai deng dai ling yi ge qi ji
That actually, I'm also waiting for the other miracle

(Monolog)
当你笑著找到 你的相信
Dang ni xiao zhe zhao dao ni de xiang xin
When you smile as you find your belief

我会将这三个字 化作你的姓名
Wo hui jiang zhe san ge zi hua zuo ni de xing ming
I will have these three words, transform them as your name

永远的 放在心里……
Yong yuan de fang zai xin li
And place it in my heart forever...

'唯是我. 今天还好吗? 听说你换了新的号码. 其实我早就知道了. 所以才一直留言在这里. 没事了. 早点睡吧."

stupid lar. on the windows cannot post then on the mac can. CRAPPE lar. sheesh. mans. holidays finish already. still not getting used to waking up early though. like today. in the morning had chapel. then was half falling off to sleep lar. stand up also feel like sleeping. then during worship wx and me were practically sleeping on one another. this says something. i was not the only one! wakakas. AHH. oyar. wrote somemore lyrics. hahas. YEAHS! x]. blasts! xD

FREE ME

reminder to oneself;
search 完全娛樂 微笑pasta 終極幕後花絮 on youtube. x]
























GINO IS HOT. gwahs. hes soo cute lar. hahas. and i think hes eyes are totally mesmirising. TOTALLY ok. you could just get lost in them. hahas. x]

blasting my mind with music;
stoping any thoughts from entering my mind

that songs from wei xiao pasta too. hahas. almost finished watching already. hahas. theres this line 'ai de gan jue bi ying tao gen tian'. thats like so sweet. BAHS. it speaks. xP. anyway today had bio project. ended up playing more then we worked. owells. at least the basic ideas there xP. then had a little jamming session too. all the music came out man. hahas. drums keyboard and guitar. totally awesome lar. hahas. ive started on a second song already. but steff says it all sounds so sad. i wanted to make one happy cute one. but i cant seem to. AHH. im a sadist man. hahas. can help it. sad songs are easier to play. its all long emotional and slow. hahas. ok. then later went to bbq at pasir ris. with andrew and all. at lots man. soo stuffed now. oyar we went cycling at jer FLEW off the bike. hahas. yups so now hes all wrapped up. and he after he flew off. it was only the two of us anyway. so he sprained hes ankle and couldnt walk back. so i had to piggyback him back lar. damn it jer. youre HEAVY. hahas. but not too bad lar. next time he'll be the one carrying me man. YOU OWE ME JER! xD. hmms. now listening to xiao wu gui. trying to find the chords or scores for it. and nicholas two can really sing. hahas. as in like he as this really soothing voice. when you listen to him you just melt. sure its on the high side but totally relaxing for some reason. ~~. hahas. woosh. my mums becoming totally hooked on fahrenheit. even more then me ok. and thats bad. hahas. but then its kinda good too i guess. as in she'll now be willing to fork out money to but fahrenheit stuff. so YAYS. hahas. xD. BAHS.
ive decided to stop waiting for someone whom i never see all never shows concern but learn to appreciate the one whos always been on my side and caring for me. my patience is ending.

xiao wu gui - nicholas teo
04.小烏龜 - 张栋梁

la la la la la
la la la la la

zhe shou ge yao gei yi ge ren
這首歌要給一個人
This song is for one person

ge sheng dai ti yu yan
歌聲代替语言
The sound of the song replaces language
shen qing zhi zeng by jian
深情只增不減
Deep love only increases not decrease

na yi ke wen ta de lian
那一刻吻她的脸
That cut, kissed her face

di zhuan tian xuan
地轉天旋
The ground spun, the sky whirled

ai de gan jue
愛的感覺
The feeling of love

bi ying ta geng tian
比櫻桃更甜
Is even sweeter than cherries

shuang yan fang song shan dian
雙眼放送閃電
The pair of eyes send out lightning
neng chao yue ji xian
能超越極限
With the ability to exceed the limit
rang ren wang le ji jie
譲人忘了季節
Allowing people to forget the season

ai cheng le jing dian
愛成了經典
Loving the sculpture

wei ta fu chu suo you ai yuan
爲他付出所有愛怨
For him to pay for all the love blame

yao ni yong yuan shi wo de xiao wu gui
要你永遠是我的小烏龜我愛你
I want you to be my little turtle forever

mei yi tian
每一天
Everyday

just went to see 'just follow law'. damn funny lar. hahas. oyar. today wx also said my song was nice. YAYS. thats TWO people now. hahas. owells. hmms. actually got a tune for another song. sorta a cutsie one. got a title for it too. gen bi chong. but i think that titles already used. so owells. im gonna put up my song here soon. as soon as i complete it and find out how to transfer it. hahas. when theres a will theres a way. yeah man. xD.

懂了 - TANK
不該再浪費力氣　做些迂迴的事情
用眼神指尖對你輕聲細語　你沒有別的表情
總微笑轉過頭去　輕易解開我傳說的謎

如果這樣還算不是有默契　至少能代表我們都夠聰明
不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
暸了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

一直說不準天氣　錯過期待的憧憬
每在彩虹出現那刻說愛你　你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情　所以下雨不急忙回去

如果這樣還算不是有默契　至少能代表我們都夠聰明
不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
暸了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
瞭了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

Dong Le - TANK
bu gai zai lang fei li qi zuo xie yu hui de shi qing
yong yan shen zhi jian dui ni qing sheng xi yu ni mei you bie de biao qing
zong wei xiao zhuan guo tou qu qing yi jie kai wo chuan shuo de mi

ru guo zhe yang hai suan bu shi you muo qi zhi shao neng dai biao wo men dou gou cong ming
bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

yi zhi shuo bu zhun tian qi cuo guo qi dai de chong jing
mei zai cai hong chu xian na ke shuo ai ni ni yi ding shan jie ren yi
zhi dao wo xiang de shi qing suo yi xia yu bu ji mang hui qu

ru guo zhe yang hai suan bu shi you muo qi zhi shao neng dai biao wo men dou gou cong ming
bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

ok. its now OFFICIALLY the march holidays. dont feel any different though. there piles of homework. and tuition. so owells. hmms. last saturday. 10 march. went for theory exams! hahas. i think i might actually be able to pass. YAYS. was like actually totally worried and nervous. then the night before was like learning all the italian and french terms. and in the end. NONE of it came out. well one did. grade one term. so it was like SOO wasted. but thats good. cos if not id would totally die. YAY. hahas. then later after that went for dental. had a pain in my jaw. luckily it turned out to be some muscle thing not any bone thing. so GOOD. hahas. then might be putting on braces. GWAHH. but we'll see. we'll see. x]. hmms then went to jurong point with jer. went to buy the hana kimi dvd. bought all three! hahas. and bought the K ge lovers only. main reason was to hear xiao gui sing but WHATEVER. hahas. and thats like one track. hmms. like the track where gary and genie sings too. liang shan bo yu ju li ye. so SWEET. hahas. and the one xiao gui and genie sings is sweet too. hahas. hes singing not bad lar. quite soothing. BAHS. hms. sunday finally went swimming. been waiting to swim for two weeks lar. the first week not free and the second was INCONVINIENT. so YAYS. finally swam. played some basketball too. hahas. nice lar. but i realised something. my shootings getting way off. sure some were nice shots but i missed soo MUCH. ahh. and my swimming isnt as fast as before. i need praactise man. soo totally need it. anyway. im almost done with my song. hahas. i got start. verse. chorus. and now i just need to compile everything together and find an ending. so ALMOST. hahas. but the most important thing is of cos the ending. cos everytime i play. it just keeps going round and round in circles. AHHS. hms.

damn it why are you always going against me.
i hate YOU.
the road of life is never straight.

im gonna do something useful with my life.
im gonna make an impact in this world.
i want to touch others.

hahas. that was the wei xiao pasta ending song. so in love with it now. like soo SWEET. hahas. and i think gino looks totally cute in this show. hahas. he has mesmirising eyes! whoots. anyway today im like totally happy. HIGH. that bitch finally got what she deserved lar. who ask her everytime cut people. HERHS. retribution man. GOOD for the guy who scolded her. shes gotta learn a lesson. she cant always be at places or talk when its just not the right time. so owells. TOO BAD. and i finished the art thing like 90%. all thanks to steffi (not THAT much) and eugene (much more). LOVE YOU GUYS! hahas. YAYS. but tmr have piano AHH. TWO more days till theory exam. please let me pass. just a pass. im like so worried bout it lar. AHH. stressed man. oyes. and i want the wei xiao pasta OST. anyone has it? hahas. owells. BAHS.

歌曲: 北极星的眼泪 – Tears from Polaris
歌手: 张栋梁- Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang)

像断了线 消失人海里面
Xiang duan le xian xiao shi ren hai li mian
Like a broken piece of string that has disappeared in a sea of people

我的眼终于失去 你的脸
Wo de yan zhong yu shi qu ni de lian
My eyes have finally lost sight of your face

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Just wait a while desperately waiting for a shooting star to appear

愿 如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天 或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the yesterday that we have walked together is getting further and further away

* 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
* bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian
* Tears from Polaris, thoughts that are unspoken

原来我们活在 两个世界
Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie
For we live two separate worlds apart

北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan
Tears of Polaris, your eyes are red from crying

被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian
Drenched promises are submerged in my heart

我抬头看着 爱不见
Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian
I raise my head and find that the love has gone



再等一会 奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Wait a while and a shooting star shall appear

愿 如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天 或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the yesterday that we have walked together is getting further and further away

Repeat *

当对的人 等不到对的时间
Dang dui de ren deng bu dao dui de shi jian
With the right person yet cannot find the right time

就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边
Jiu zai fang kai shou de shun jian, ai si cheng liang bian
In the instant when our hands separate, the love that we share is torn in two

Repeat *

整个宇宙都 流眼泪
Zheng ge yu zhou dou liu yan lei
The whole universe is shedding tears

当你
by : Wang Xing Ling [Cyndi Wang]

如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道

如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天

如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说

当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好

啦 啦
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦 啦

專屬天使 - TANK
我不會怪你　對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良　
怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖　
妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光　
我才看見它原來在前方

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使　
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上　
擁有一個專屬天使　
我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌　大大的力量　
我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向　
有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使　
我哪裡還需要別的願望

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡　
絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使　
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使
我哪裡還需要別的願望

Personal Angel - TANK
I won't blame you for the disguise you put on in front of me
Angel on earth should hide her wings well
People are foolish and crude but you are gentle and kind
how can I let you get hurt because of me

Your small palm holds such warmth
You can always calm my restless nights
The dreams I dare not dream, only through your eyes
Can I see their future

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

your small palm hold such warmth
I will soar through the sky like you
Your destination is my destination
With my protection, let your smile lighten the sky

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

If you didn't appear I would still be deep alseep
Hopelessly thinking life is one dark night

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

傻傻的勇氣 - venk

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

夢想緊緊握在手中
人就能自信滿滿的向前走
希望 收藏在胸口
心就會學會 要說NO 拒絕脆弱

因為妳 在我的左右
因為心中有彩虹
妳就是最閃亮的那顆星星 深深吸引了我全部的力量 oh
我確定你就是我的唯一 Oh Baby you are my only love

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

傷痛 讓我開始不同
我哭過 更加成熟 決心已啟動
希望 收藏在胸口
心就會學會 要說NO 拒絕脆弱

因為妳 在我的左右
因為心中有彩虹
妳就是最閃亮的那顆星星 深深吸引了我全部的力量 oh
我確定你就是我的唯一 Oh Baby you are my only love

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

曾經受傷的我 以為是借 只剩寂寞
是妳找回我笑容 妳的溫柔 陪我 堅持到最後

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

i just had to post some more. hahas. on sunday actually went and started off playing basketball with my brother then some guys came in and we played some street soccer. you know at first i really didnt like soccer. dont even know why. just some aimless dislike. owells. but now i kinda like it. even though i like totally suck at it and can do those fancy foot stuff. but at least i can kick the ball. and dribble it and block it and shoot it up high high. not bad huh. for someone who used to hate soccer. hahas. xD. was actaully inspired by this guy whos about the same age as my brother. but TONS smaller. and hes like damn fast lar. and he can do all those fancy foot work and everything. he made it look so easy and fun. hahas. owells. was kinda fun. ended up playing for like two and a half hours. hms. oyar for art i actually volunteered to paint the graffeti wall. amzing right. i actually willingly voluntered my services to stand under the scorching sun to paint some damn wall. ok ok. of course theres an ulterior motive. those who paint the wall get the whole week off cca. to well paint the wall. that means i dont need to go for volleyball this whole week. you cant imagine how happy i am lar. its not like i dont want to go lar. i do my heart does. it keeps telling to go. but somehow my body and mind is agreeing with my heart. my body and minds telling me to do other less stressful and tiring stuff. cant help it. it isnt my fault. not most of it at least. anyway whether i go anot makes not much of a difference. i'd just be taking up space. oh why oh why did i make such a stupid choice of cca. i should have picked something easier. and i cant quit now. all my cca points would totally go down the drain. all the blood and sweat put in. literally. AHH. this is totally stressful and utterly demoralising. i need a hot steaming bath. oyes. hot steaming bath here i come!

找 幸 福 给 你 - Fahrenheit

不 顾 一 切 的 游 戏
bu gu yi qie de you xi
不 会 说 谎 的 眼 睛
bu hui shuo huang de yan jing
爱 你 不 需 要 经 过 你 同 意
ai ni bu xu yao jing guo ni tong yi
放 掉 手 中 的 回 忆
fang diao shou zhong de hui yi
像 空 中 飞 人 别 犹 豫
xiang kong zhong fei ren bie you yu
我 一 定 会 抓 住 你
wo yi ding hui zhua zhu ni
想 念 从 每 天 张 开 眼 睛 就 开 始
xiang nian cong mei tian zhang kai yan jing jiu kai shi
每 个 心 跳 都 在 提 醒
mei ge xin tiao dou zai ti xing
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li


传 说 所 有 的 雨 滴
chuan shuo suo you de yu di
像 大 海 无 边 又 无 际
xiang da hai wu bian you wu ji
包 容 你 是 我 不 容 的 使 命
bao rong ni shi wo bu rong de shi ming
把 让 你 伤 心 的 人 都 忘 记
ba rang ni shang xin de ren dou wang ji
我 会 治 好 你 的 心
wo hui zhi hao ni de xin
天 使 不 是 谁 都 爱 得 起
tian shi bu shi shei dou ai de qi
我 终 于 明 白 双 手 存 在 的 意 义
wo zhong yu ming bai shuang shou cun zai de yi yi
为 了 捍 卫 心 爱 的 你
wei le han wei xin ai de ni
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li




我 终 于 明 白 双 手 存 在 的 意 义
wo zhong yu ming bai shuang shou cun zai de yi yi
为 了 紧 紧 拥 抱 你
wei le jin jin yong bao ni
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang


让 人 刻 骨 铭 心 什 么 都 不 怕
rang ren ke gu ming xin shen mo dou bu pa
WO WO WO WO WO~
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li

让 人 刻 骨 铭 心
rang ren ke gu ming xin
什 么 都 不 怕
shen mo dou bu pa
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
让 人 刻 骨 铭 心
rang ren ke gu ming xin
什 么 都 不 怕
shen mo dou bu pa
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME

爱 你 不 需 要 经 过 你 同 意
ai ni bu xu yao jing guo ni tong yi

thats like the third line of zhao xin gu fei ni by fahrenheit. it totally speaks to me. especially when you watch the mv. and its arron singing. oh man. SWOON ok. buttery melting feelings lar. hahas. oyar finally bought tanks and evan yos album. tanks album is darn good man. can tell that hes matured alot. as in music and all. evans ok lar. but hes a newbie. so its not too bad. some songs are great but others arent to captivating. as in you quickly want it to go to the next track but its dragging on and on. but overall both of the rock man. hahas. hmms. last week of term 1 already. damn fast lar. AHH. time totally zooms man. march holidays next week. soo need to break. but doubt i ll get much. its gonna be super jam packed. hahahs. i cant belive it lar. now even my mums hooked on to fahrenheit. hahas. wierd. but thats good. cos now she ll fork out the money to buy the stuff. muahaha. YAYS. x]. hmms. oyar. you know that tune i was composing. ive got abiut half of it already. but its not in black and white yet. so theres little modifications to each time i play. owells. and my chinese tuition teacher heard it and she said it was good lar. damn proud of myself man. hahas. she was teaching my brother then she heard it and thought it had come from the radio but found out it was from me. AHH. so proud of myself man. hahas. YAY. and my chinese has improved. and its now even better then my english grade. which is soo wierd. i have to now read more chim english books lar. to improve my english. the criteria is now like so high and everything. AHH. but at least i passed my chinese. hahas. IMPROVED. unlike some certain brother of mine who failed TWO of his subjects. and amazing feat to me. and though he DID pass hes chinese he failed his maths and science. which i think is kinda stupid since thats the two subjects that he actually STUDIED for. and hes only in primary six and hes failing like that. i have little doubt that he wont be able to do well for PSLE. ohman. thats bad. he wont have a bright future! which means hes likely to demand money from me. OHNO. please oh god. let him WAKE UP. let him earn money to give me. oh PLEASE. hahas. owells. my grandma says he should do some other job. like maybe modelling or something media related. or like some mindless job that earns on looks. since hes look AINT too bad. well he does has BIG eyes. and those small cherry mouths. hmms. he should really be a girl. i think something extra was added in my mums tummy. hahas. hms. cant really imagine it. but OWELLS. wait i realise something. he looks like my UNCLE PAUL. and my grandma said exactly the same thing bout him. since hes EVER soo cute and everything. owells. he ended up going to study buisness or somthing. hms. that means theres hope for JER. hahas. ahh. i dont care already lar. who cares. BAHS. x]. going to listen to tanks album all over again. OO. love it. hahas. see yas.

will you be my punk rocker?

ohman. i wasted like one hour personalising the template. then i realised i havent really studied. ohman. some more theres like 2 test tmr. social studies and bio. and theyre both essay questions. i think their trying to kill us. seriously slauter us lar. die. hmms. this year chinese new year went to loads of visiting. hahas. hong baos not that much though. but loads of steamboats. kakas. i LOVE steamboats. had THREE this year. yays. hahas. bahs. oyar watched the hanakimi untill like episode 15? not sure how many in total. think its 20. but the dvd i have is from china. owells. it wasnt complete. hahas. cheat me lar. anyways. some cousin has it. soo probably gonna borrow from her. problems that i dont even know her name. hahas. but my dad does. OWELLS. bahs. my mums thinking of letting me and jer sleep over some cousins house next year. hahas. cos my dad says its what 'chew family tradition' hahas. can be quite fun i guess. but not really close to them. ahhs. hahas. hmms. dont feel like studying! damn tired lar. hahas. but what to do. cant fail again. nuu. ohman. hahas. i realise i need to drink more water. hahas. always feel damn thirsty lar. maybe its the weather. hahas. hmms. you know what i feel like doing now? swimming. yeah. miss it. especially night swimming. thats where the funs at. hahas. yays. ok. have to really get back to studying. JIA YOO! passpasspass. please let me pass. x].

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! XIN NIAN KUAI LE!

qiang bi. its a time for new beginnings.

today had a early cny reunion dinner. STEAMBOAT STYLE. hahas. cos jiejie tammys going to tasmania! hahas. too bad couldnt each much. cos having gastric flu. PITY. hahas. ahh. soo tired now lar. but still have like soo much stuff to do. SHIT. damn lar. AHH. stressed out again. AHH. hahas. I WANT TO SLEEP. BAHS. x]

when lifes all it can be.



im am from now totally and completely in love with evan yo. cos was watching him on youtube yu le bai fen bai. AND. he can play canon on the violin. AHH. canons like my totally fav classical song. im easy arent i. play me the canon on piano or violin and i'll fall in love with you. AHH. soo nice lar. hes soo talented man. AHH. hahas. hes got tank beaten. hmms. EH. he also played canon on guessx3! GWAHH!

wo ke yi - evan yo [cai ming you]

ji mei you di zhi de xin
( sending a letter with no address )

zhe yang de qing xu you zhong ju li
( this kind of emotion feels a little distant )

ni fang zhe shei de ge qu
( who's song are you playing )

shi zen yang de xin qing
( what kind of mood are you in )

neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting
( can you tell me )

yu xia de hao an jing
( it's raining silently )

shi bu shi ni tou tou zai ku qi
( are you secretly crying )

xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi
( happiness is not easy )

zai ni de bei jing you wo ai ni
( behind you there's me loving you )


wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing
( i can go with you to watch the stars )

bu yong zai shuo ming
( dont have to explain anymore )

wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi
( i just want to be together with you )

wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li
( i don't want to be seperated from you again )

wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li
( i miss all every moment of beauty )

shi yin wei ni
( it's because of you )

xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi
( happiness is not easy )

WO KE YI AI NI MA!

;you ren shuo tian tang shi zui ji mo de de fang,
da gai jiu shi zhe ge yi si ba.

evan yo [ cai ming you ];


AHH. IM IN LOVE WITH EVAN YO. hahas. he reminds me of tank lar. but the younger cuter version. hahas. both are TOTALLY talented. and doncha think he looks totally adorable when he smiles. hahas. AHH. and hes only 20 this year lar. GWAHHH. hahas. x]. feeling really hopeless nowadays lar. like schoolwork and everything else also never do. just slack. i also dunno whats wrong with me lar. just feeling pissed and tired all the time. AHH. must buck up man. especially in maths. CANT AFFORD TO FAIL. jiayoo! bahs. STOP DREAMING! AHH!

dilemma.

my dream guy. GWAHHS. hahas. have you ever thought bout your dream guy/girl. hahas. ive just thought about it lar. firstly he must be talented. looks. hmms. can be average lar. hahas. cute of course better lar. he must be considerate. and. hms. if funny plus rich even better lar. hahas. thats all i think. im such a simple person aint i. GWAHHS. but too bad no guy is EVER this good. hahas. owells. dare to dream man! GWAHHS. drool.

meet my eyes.
hold me tight.
tell me you'll love me till sunrise.

ohman. why is there soo damn many things to be done. AHH. soo gonna burst. deep breaths.

tired soo tired. feel like stoping time stoping everything. stop moving stop breathing stop living. tired soo tired.

li xiang qing ren - rainie yang

Chuan shang yang zhuang kan zhe shou biao
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
Yao ni kan dao
Wo de hao

Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
Wo xiang xin
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
Shi fou ye hui
You wo de fen

# Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen
Hui gei zen yang de ren
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng
Zeng jia wo xi fen
Wo xiang wen
Qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
Ke bu ke yi
Gao su wo biao zhun
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng

Repeat *#

Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
Hao xiang yi ge meng Jian jian
Zou dao wo qian tou

Repeat #

Yi Ge Ren Liu Lang - Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai)

mei ren liao jie
cai xuan zhe ge jue zhe shi jie

you dian pi juan
yi jue lie de xin nian

bai se de qiu xie
zou bu hui xuan nao de hai bian

yue guang ying huo
zhao liang xu duo xiao lian

feng kuang hua mian ting liu zai yan qian
mo qi que jian xing jian yuan

wo men yue hao chuang dang de na pian tian
wo yi ge ren xiang qian

wo liu lang zai yong ji de cong qian
fu xi yi ye ye hei bai de kong dang xia tian
dai zuo zai re nao de lu bian
pi jiu mei bian tian
que shao le sha de hen ren zhen de xin yuan

wo liu lang zai gu dan de bian yuan
huai nian hui huo zhe xiao sheng de yao yan lan tian
ting zhe na shu xi de ying yue
zhe sheng xia qin xian
xi wang rang shi jian huai dao wu jie na tian
neng you ji hui shuo sheng bao qian

oyes. i have another person to bitch bout. its not good to keep it bottled up. anyway blogs are meant to bitch to other people about the bitches in your lifes yar. ok this person. hmms. she thinks shes all that. always looking down on me. sometimes shes supportive. but thats like SOMTIMES. the rest she totally and completely tramples me. but one day she ll see. i ll be somebody. BIG. see whos looking down on who next. oyar. and everytime i do something shes like all really. you can do meh. like what. im not such a dumb ass you know. i have smarts too. and she totally thinks i have no talent. i hate it when she does that lar. she sees me as this useless person. and even when i try to do something good. shes all whatever. like how would she feel if i whatevered her. damn girl. dont look down on me. ive got as much smarts as you have ok. ok this post isnt that insulting cos shes actually quite a good pal. but somtimes i just cant stand her. AHH. i cant go on anymore. cos i actually like her. soo im gonna change topic. hmms. adults are the biggest hypocrites. the older the worse. theyd keep telling you what to do whats right whats wrong. but then they do the complete opposite. they always say its all for our good. but how would they know whats for our good when they dont even know us. theres a saying like if you dont really know something you shouldnt comment or somthing. well. what do they know about us. i can bet you a hundred bucks parents dont know anything about their children. sure they think they know. but really. what do they know. i can tell you that my parents dont even know what im hooked up on or even my favourite stuff for that matter. they just think they know what we want and enforce it on us. wheres the fairness in that. i give them credit for trying. trying really hard too. and keep saying that 'we were once your age. we know what youre going thru'. but they dont. they dont even know how to communicate with us. and the more they try. the more embarresed we feel. and sometimes when we feel kinda spacey and stuff. and our parents would talk to us and say 'are you listening to me. show some respect' how bout you show us some respect. i can bet that fifty percent of the time when im talking to my parents they dont listen in fact they can carry on talking like im not there. thats why ive given up telling the finer details of my life. i tried. you couldnt care less. not my fault. hms. today my bitch post has lost its bitchiness right. ohman. dont tell me ive lost my touch. NOO. owells. gonna go snooze now. TOTALLY bushed. no energy to bitch anymore. owells. BADS.

ok. today posted alot. hahas. BUT its been long since i last bitch-post. yes. thats what im gonna do now. hahas. you know what. today i was like feeling soo good you know. and then i realised why. she wasnt tagging around anymore. in fact i hardly 'sensed' her the whole day lar. which is totall GLORIOUS. what a sunny day today was too. matches the mood.and today i found out that actually THEY hate her too! isnt that wonderful. you know. those people that she went whining to after WE ditched her. oyes. 'lingerie' is the best man. shes gotta be one of the bravest people i know. imagine her saying all those words. unimaginable. ANYWAY. back to the point. THEY hate her! im like soo happy lar. i never was too sure bout that. hahas. WHOOTS. i cant help it lar. like one percent of my heart feels this wretching guilt but the other ninety nine percent is pure happynes. guiltless happyness. so its not really my fault. its been overrulled. owells. its actually her own fault you know. being soo whiny and thick skinned. like she cant take a clue. well i think now at least shes smartened up. just that littlest bit. cos shes no where near me. which is good. sometimes i really pity her. i must be pretty awful to go round being hated. and its not really her fault she looks like a rat with a horse tail as hair. and its not her fault she has gold fish eyes. and love to 'touch' people. i think. but then she comes near me and i start remembering why i hate her soo much. owells. she reminded me. and oyar. the touchy thing gets on my nerves too. she will put her hand on your arm. and say soft words to you. i feel really violated lar. and she leaves it there. its the kind of things that girls do to GUYS. oh man. dont tell me shes les. AHH. the unreaveling mind. and i found out today that she called my darling pig DEAR. only i can do that lar. wait. i dont even do that. EUWW. pig said she was like 'here DEAR let me teach you'. like ok if youre good friends or somthing. or whatever. but i dunno. it just sounds not right coming out of her mouth. ok. maybe im like totally biased. but i still hate her. oyar another reason to hate her. i promised myself to stop the bitching this year. she made me break it! oh. and from certain sources. they say shes like super bossy (TOTALLY) and has this big ego thing. you know she like tries to include herself into everything when its like obvious shes not included. like hello. take a clue girl. and what i totally hate about her is that she is a total one hundred percent fake. like those kind of people whos suck the big and kick the small. yar. not that anyone can be smaller then her. but thats beside the point. soo she ll like say all this kind and comforting words then stab you in the back. and she cant get it why people hate her. i think thats enough. anymore and youd be the devil. sobe contented yar. we only hate you. not gonna murderise you yet. remember youre still on earth. not in hell. YET.

there are only two things that matter in this world to me;
me and
you

you know what. i have totally no idea why i like him lar. practically for two years already ya know. and we hardly know each other. BAHS. everytime i hear like news bout him and stuff. i cant help thinking hes like so extra and ACT ok. and i hate people like that. but somehow. i still like him. wierd huh. its like hes the kind of person i really dont like yet im attracted to him. for two years too. i guess first impressions ARE important. i have liked him since like the FIRST day of school ok. thats like so BAD. ohman. im soo in trouble. thats why this year i have made up my mind. im gonna stop this total craziness. yes. and im determined too. AHH.

hes changed soo much.
everythings changed.

its the FIRST of february. hahas. today actually went for cca. amazing huh. not volleyball lar. art. hahas. YAYS. not as bad as i expected it to be. quite relaxing actually. LORVE. sighs. actually still have like TONS of homework to do. and all of them are due tmr. and i havent even TOUCHED a single of them. im like soo dead. but no mood to do lar. how. hahas. BAHS. dying.

YEAH man. i made it through the chem test. it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be lor. hahas. but tmr have bio test. plus chinese test. ohman. im like SOO gonna die. listening to tang yu zhes new single now. hahas. hes singings really not bad ya know. BAHS. ohman. im gonna like soo die tmr lar. soo die ok. WAHH. oh yar. im soo proud of myself. hahas. i wrote a song. a chinese song too. not bad huh. ok lar. its like four lines. but thats something. so all together i have one english song and four lines of a chinese song to my name. not bad leh. not that anyone knows it. hahas. THROWING DARTS RAWKS man. hahas. owells. the chinese song is like a lovey dovey ballad. its bout this guy and girl. so theres like two people singing. yupsyups. HEE~. it might be four lines NOW. but im totally working on it ok. JIA YOU. ke bu yao xiao kan wo orh. hahas. todays the last day of january. wakaka. how the days past. owells. oyar. i wanna change my blogskin. but how dunno what to change to le. i wanna sort of make my own one. the ones on www.wretch.cc are like SUPER nice. i feel like transferring TOTALLY to wretch lar. (unloyal i know). but like half of it is still in chinese. and not a really fluent chinese reader. plus it hurts my eyes to see all those small words. owells. but its really good. lar. have a page, a blog, an album and a guestbook. cept that im not really sure how to work with it. oyar. and it accepts chinese too. UNLIKE blogger. hahas. jk. actually im not. owells. this blog is like SOO dead ok. sighs.

running in the rain alone.

WAKAKAKA. im like so dead. only 3 days never go to school lar. is it that necessary to zeng wo already. BWAH. hahas. now listening to zhi xiang ai ni by rainie yang. damn sweet lar. hahas. CHAO HAO TING. hahas. hmms. now im on the series devil beside you. i said already right. hahas. owells. its nice lar. ohman. soo sweet. mike he and rainie yang lead. at first saw mike in the opening scene thought he was like DAMN i dunno wierd. but now see more like more. hahas. im besotted. HES SOO CUTE. hahas. oyar today on yulebaifenbai have tang yu zhes news. hes CHAO CUTE TOO. bahahas. hes gona come up with an album. cool lar. didnt even know he could sing. but its a bonus. anyways he just released hes first single. YAYS. hahas. feeling kinda wierd lately too. i dunno like kinda short tempered and FIERCE man. so dont piss me off yar. fan lian ni cai zhi dao HERH. kinda feeling stressed too. wierd huh. i dont even know why im stressed out. ITS SERIOUS. sighs. always have this urge to run to this sunny place. park or beach or whatever. and just lie there in the sun. in this like peaceful quietness. man. that be soo nice. owells.

zhi xiang ai ni - rainie yang

Hanyu Pinyin -

wo zhong yu hai shi shuo le yi ju wo ai ni
hai ji de na ge wei liang ye li
tian kong zhen piao zhe xiao yu
xin tiao de sheng yin xiang wu dong qi ji

ni kan zhe wo shuo qian wan bu yao ai shang ni
yin wei ni zhi hui rang wo shang xin
bie shao le kuai dian han ting
ni na me leng jing hu yuan you hu jin

wo zhi dao wo dui ni lai shuo ye xu tai nian qing
wo xiang wo cai wo wen wo zhong yu liao jie
yuan lai wei ai liu de yan lei
ye shi zhong tian mi zi wei

zhi xiang ai ni
dang wo he ni zou zai yi qi jiu yi jing jue ding
bu kan bu ting bu wen ye bu hui fang qi
shi ni rang wo liao jie zi ji
ke yi wei ai na me jian ding

zhi xiang ai ni
hao xiang mei tian zheng kai yan jing jiu neng kan dao ni
wo zhi dao wo ou er you yi dian ren xin
bu guan ni zuo ren he jue ding
jiu jing ai wo hai shi tao bi

sorry wo hai shi bu hui fang qi ai ni

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English Translation -

I finally still said the words "I love you"
I still remember that cool night
a light rain was just falling from the sky
the sound of my heartbeat was as miraculous as dancing

Looking at me, you told me not fall in love with you at all costs
Because you will only break my heart
"Don't be foolish, stop it quickly"
You were so calm, so far yet suddenly so near

I know that, to you, I may seem too young
I thought, I guessed, I asked, I finally understood
Turns out that crying because of love
is also a type of sweetness

I just want to love you
When you and I walked together I had already decided
I won't look, won't listen, won't ask, and I won't give up
It is you who lets me realize
how sure I can be for love

I just want to love you
I want to be able to see you every day when I open my eyes
I know I occasionally can be a bit impulsive
It doesn't matter whether you
choose to escape or choose to love me after all

Sorry I still won't give up loving you

sometimes things are never what they seem to be.

hmms. been quite a long time since i last blogged. been sick again. hahas. im really sick lor. noone ever believes that im sick. BAHS. its true lor. ive always been sickly. you guys should have known that by now lar. still doubt me. HERH. hahas. AHH. fahrenheits in singapore. whoots. but never go see them. wasted lar. not really a matter of whether can go or not though. more like noone to go with me. kinda scared and wierd to go alone. hahas. but soo wasted lar. AHH. actually i realised somthing. most of the songs is jiro and arron lead-sing. hahas. arron can really sing lar. i kinda like calvins voice too. kinda smooth? like not those husky man voice. more clear i guess. hahas. he looks a little like zhang dong liang dont cha think? ahh. i totally love them. now watching KO one. dvd of course. hahas. on the show love arrons character. ding xiao yu. has this quiet cool charm to it. and he looks totally cute lar. oh man. im like infatuated. BAHS. having a like killer headache right now. oh man. and my jaws still aching lar. then the darn dentist only free appointment is in march. how can i wait two whole months man. i could have died already then lar. AHH. hmms. im soo thinking of taking up a class in something. like learn a new 'skill' or something. thinking of taking dance classes. hahas. dont laugh ok. im serious. and im somehow gonna make someone take them with me. any takers? owells. probably gonna make my brother take it with me. but this years his psle. owells. next year then. but then its Os next year. OHNO. its SOO gonna be postponed lar. hmms. probably wont end up doing it anyway. you know me. always thinking of all these wierd ideas but only end up doing like 10% of them. hahas. im such a failure. BAHS. i know i want to take up a song writing class too! or something like that. wouldnt it be totally cool to write songs. ohyes man. hahas. ahh. im like wierding out again. BLAHS. oyar. how do you personalise your blog arh? as in the skin and stuff? im still totally clueless bout that. x)). failure thru and thru man.

three words;
shit them out

irreplaceable - beyonce

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left (mmm)
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You got me twisted
How I'll never ever find a man like you
How I'm such a fool - Talking about

Standing in the front yard telling me
So remove your bags let me call you a cab
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
If I bought it please don't touch
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left
To the left
To the left (mmm)
To the left
To the left
To the left

keep holding on (eragon soundtrack) - avril lavigne

Your not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side you know I'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feel like the end
I'll be by your side you know I wont give in
No I wont give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close,
this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe
nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change
destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
La da da da, La da da da
La da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

first of all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRE!
ok thats done. hahas. its been like TOTALLY long since i last blogged. just didnt have the time lar. totally busy and stripped tired. BAHS. xP. ok this is like the third week of school. so far its been ok lar. just pretty rushed and tired. everytime come back home always feel pretty bushed out lar. damn. must get up soo early some more. I MISS THE HOLIDAYS. anybody agree. hahas. all the teachers this year are damn serious. theyre like this is sec3 next year sec4 must work hard. like we dont know. anyways the lessons are like totally packed. but still can cope lar. hahas. what can i say. im amazing. x)). BAHS. but im soo not getting maths. totally confused bout that. owells. just needa work harder. oyar. YAYS. dad comes home today. and hes bought like LOADS of stuff. i cant wait. xP. that sounds pretty evil huh. dads been gone soo long but all i can think of is the gifties. owells. im only human. a greedy human. out of point. whatever. hahas. hmms. oh right. i needa go shopping. needa go buy wx and jons pressies. wait. wen too it think. hold on. who cares bout wen. BAHS. dont even see her around anyways. hmms. anyone else want birthday pressies. im feeling very generous this week. so tell me early. before i become totally cranky and stuff yar. hahas. hmms. made an observation lately. when you have this crush on someone. that person NEVER appears. but when youve crushed finish. he appears EVERYWHERE. talk about wierd huh. TOTALLY lar. bahs. owells. fates cruel. AHH. i want to go to s.h.e s concert. but the rents arent really for it. well not really going there to see them. more like going to see fahrenheit whos speguesting there. hahas. AHH. they are SO cute lar. jian zhi jiu shi shuai dai le. hahas. and they can ACTUALLY sing to. not to mention act. thats always a plus. BAHS.

there only two places a person can be at peace and let go.
in bed and in the bath.
one to cry in and one to forget everything.
OMG. hes become totally showy extra and soo OVER. i cant believe i had a crush on him for such the longest time. AHH.

sometimes i really uber duber wished i had an older brother. ive been wishing for that since i was ten. but thats like totally immpossible. but i just cant help it. not an older sister either. an older brother. and a nice one too. someone to sorta take care of me. teng wo. and to take the blame for all the stuff. hahas. he could teach me stuff too. instead of me teaching the BRAT. hmph. anyways then i wont be the scapegoat anymore. i dont know why. but parents always. or at least TEND to. blame the older kid. like my granma. if my brother picks up a bad habit. its always. "must be you teach him one right? never set a good example." like escuse me. he picks those up from school okay. its not like i teach him those. why should i. herhs. and they ALWAYS pian xin the younger child. like today. i wanted to watch this show. for only one hour. i cant. why. cos my mum wants to watch hers. but of cos she wont admit it. she just hides behind the escuse that school has started. yar. school has started. for two days. like hello. didnt the BRAT just use the computer for what. three hours. now wheres the fairness in that. ok. when i just swallow it and go to the room to sulk. the BRAT comes in. and bounces on my bed. while im on it trying to write. so then my handwriting goes up and down and up and down. i ask him to stop. he stops. ten seconds later hes doing it again. thens when i start to scream. i cant help it. you try it. being all moody and stuff. trying to mind your own business writing or drawing. then this THING comes in and disrupts the peacefulness. its not like i didnt warn him. it was pretty obvious i was moody. with the black face and the ignoring. so its either he cant take a hint or just plain stupid. i think its the later one. anyway thats when my mum comes over asking whats wrong with me. damn. i hate all this. why is everybody soo freaking not understanding. what a way to start the year. damn.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! hahas. slept untill 12 noon today. SHUANG. hahas. hms. one more day till school starts. still havent really started on the homework. im soo gonna be DEAD. BAHS. oyar. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIXIN! may all your wishes come true! xP. okays now im confirmed in 3d. hahas. gonna have my art! whoots. x). i realised something. im like this really BIG worrier. hahas. i keep worrying bout this and bout that. sharks. i ll get white hair soon. ohmans. xP. hahas.

wu lun she me fa sheng. wo hui yong yuan yong yuan. bu li kai ni. ai zhe ni. shen shen shi shi. dou hui.

YAYS! finished making my list. but thats just the list of chinese/taiwanese dramas. theres a total of 23 dramas. but i only asteric 10 of them. as in 10 of them is totally must have the rest is dont have also ok. hahas. not bad already lar. less then half lehs. xPpP. anyways have anymore to recommend? movies. kdrama. music albums also can. hahas. wanna get it while i can. who knows when he ll go back. BAHS. xP. hahas. hms. now im like totally obsessed with beef noodles. yesterday for lunch ate vietnamese beef pho. then for dinner ate steak. then today lunch at beef stroganoff spaghetti. hahas. but i want to eat the japanese beef ramen. yums. slurps. so nice. hahas. im retarded lar. bleahs. xP. ok anyway i ll write down my ten must haves taiwanese/chinese dvds. if theres anything else better. RECOMMEND yar. x))

o1.devil beside you
o2.love contract
o3.MARS
o4.smiling pasta
o5.hana kimi(not sure if have dvd but who cares. xD)
o6.chinese paladin
o7.the little fairy
o8.westside story
o9.magicians of love
1o.KO-one

so. owells. x)). boreds.

yi ding yao xin fu!

oh my GOSH. the holidays are like ending in. erm. about FIVE days time. thats like soo fast lar. AHH. im not ready to go back to school. i wanna sleep some more! BAHS. havent even started doing the holiday homework yet. i know. im SOO dead. xP. but i just printed the english stuff. so theres a start. hahas. x). oyar. the school portal came out with the timetable for next year but didnt come up with the CONFIRMED list for next year. i know my dad talked to the teacher and stuff. but im still not THAT sure. hmms. ohman. AHH. xP. whatever lar. im totally confused. BAHS. xPpP. im definitely gonna get a trashing when i go back to school. AH. hahas. cos never go for training the whole holidays. actually i did. i went ONCE. or twice. cant really remember. but this time i have a legal excuse. kakas. so thats still ok i think. hmms. lalalas. oyar. my next dvd to conquer is tree of heaven. whoots. hahas. but i heard that in the end the guy died. bwah. so sad. now i must watch how he die. hahas. yays. cant wait for my dad to go to china. then can help me buy all my stuff. BAHS. hahas. xD. and its like SUPER CHEAP there. yays. gotta go make my list and order. hahas. x). cyas.

3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS

Let Me Go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me

ok. been posting loads today. hahas. x). owells. what to do. totally BORED stiff. lately my parents have been talking bout what the monsters we were when we were small. apparently im the monster. my brothers the sleeping angel. xP. BAHS. she said i pulled her hair. talked back at her and fought with her. at such a tender age too. im soo proud of myself. xD. well i only remember that when in kindergarden in was in the principals office practically the whole time. and in my class there were two gangs. and i was the gang leader too. hahas. who would have known huh. i remember we were always sitting on the cabinet. after the teacher strictly told us not too. hms. cant really believe that was me. hahas. xD. and we often fought and quarrel. nothing to serious. just pulling hair and stealing erasers. BLEAHS. xpp. oyar. and i was really a tomboy too. hahas. always playing with the guys. come to think of it. my two best pals were guys. the names i cant really remember. but i think it was john and benedict. john was one year older then us. and benedict was in my class. we sat the same bus back home. hahas. cant really remember much bout them now though. never kept in contact. wonder what happened to them. heard that they went to henry park primary school. hmms. wonder if they still remember me. hahas. x)). me and ben were ALWAYS quarelling. john was the peacemaker. after john left. me and ben hardly hanged out either. hms. but i do remember bens maid. she wore this sick thick black sun glasses. and spat saliva when she talked. hahas. i always complained to my granma that gramps had a saliva-ish girlfriend. xP. BAHS. yups. and last time when you took the bus there was this card thingy right. before the ez link. and i was always bending it. then one of them told me that if i kept bending it all the money would drop out. hahas. i really believed it then lar. xP. fool me. really want to get in contact with them. it sure would be fun meeting up with kindy friends. see how theyve changed and stuff. but i dunno where to start. AHH. owells. have no info on them either. only knew that we studied in the pap kindy at ghim moh. took the 92 (then m1 i think) bus back. i got off first. both of them stayed at the same condo it think. ben had a maid who spat saliva and wore sick black sunglasses. and john was the big brotherish peace maker. some stuff to start on huh. sighs. WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?

you know whats the problems with adults. well theres loads. but one of the thing that totally irks me the most is that they speak about us children in front of said children like we re not there. they'll be all blahblahblah. all the things (mostly bad) are said right through our ears. do they think we dont listen or something. are we like deaf? i dont think soo. so please. if you BIG people wanna talk about us SMALL people. please at least do it where we cant hear you. thats like polite you know. sheesh.

why do you keep pushing me away
dont you know that i just want to know everything detail of you
i want to know your likes and dislikes
your dreams and aspirations
your feelings and thoughts
even your complains and fears
but you keep putting up this facade
of a happy smiling face
i want to know the face behind that mask
i will always be willing to listen
but will you ever be willing to talk
i know youre more then just jokes and laughter
you have your troubles and sadness
even if you never share
i can feel it
but just remember this
i'll always be waiting
for that revealing moment of truth

today i woke up tired and cold. but i was happy. EXTREMELY HAPPY! x)
this must be what the call love. x)




yays. its christmas! merry christmas! x)). hahas. last night went for the christmas eve service. quite boring. but the skit and dance was nice. k.How was dancing! kakas. cant belive my brother recognised him. he was like isnt that guy from your cluster. i was pretty suprised lor (not at the dancing at my brother remembering. they have a total number of one meeting together) hms. hahas. x). but altogether it was ok. left at about 12.15. so today got up late. didnt go for christmas service. i so should have gone lar. christmas service is the best place to collect christmas presents. hahas. BAHS. xD. anyway you ll never believe how i spent christmas. at wcp in the rain and mud. cos my mums working today so my dad had this totally crasy idea of pitching a tent there and cooking dinner. xP. at first it was pretty ok and everything. hot. alittle stuffy. but not that muddy. then the rain came. i brought my bike there and me and my bike were covered in mud. sheesh. then went back to the tent for dinner. all of us squished inside (mud and all) and sat around the steamboat thingy waiting for our noodles to boil. hahas. it was quite fun lar. in a muddy cold mosquito bitten way. xPpP. wakakakas. oyar. my sushi turned out not too bad lor. hahas. too bad didnt take a picture of it. BLEAHS. even managed to make something like the california maki. you know. with the rice on the outside. pretty li hai right. hahas. but was kinda rushed and by the time we got there most of the people were full. wasted. for them that is. xP. then went to AUNTS house. hahas. finally saw her BOYFRIEND. xP. ok lar. not that cute. not that tall. tad nerdy. but totally intelligent. didnt look 18 lar. looks same age as you AUNT. hahas. but decent enough i guess. xP. thats where i dumped the other half box of sushi. hahas. the other box dumped at church. HEE. its sorta my christmas present to the church huh. xD. hmms. anyone know where to buy nail art stuff. like nail glue and gems. and that long piece thing. hahas. that sounds sick. nvm. xP. i wanna do someones nails. who wants to be my guinea pig? x)). my arts good ok. nothing much to worry. hahas. wx! i want to learn the jewellry thingy! havent gone your house yet. BAHS. hahas. im too lazy to get out of the house. xP. one of my new year resoulutions is definitely to be less lazy. lets hope it works. hahas. x)

two more days till christmas! whoots. tmrs gonna be a busy day. gotta make my sushi. i still cant believe it that they would actually trust me to make it. owells. other wierder stuff has happened before. hahas. x). i realised something. me and my brother are sick bugs. every few months we ll be sick at least once. and every few years we ll be seriously sick at least once. like that time my brother almost fried hes brains and that time i kept fainting non stop. its like soo wierd. and we re never soo sick till there is no cure. just sick enough to miss loads of school. hmms. actually thats not such a bad thing is it. owells. my parents say we were brought up on medicine. hahas. name one and we ve probably taken in before. hahas. x)). hms. gotta go eat now. feeling totally hungry. didnt eat lunch. just had late breakfast. BAHS. xPpP.

if i could wish for anything in the world.
i d wish we never met.



click that the above to see the lyrics for qian nian lei by tank. its the ending song for tian wai fei xian.

xiao zhu;

zaizai;

xiao zhu;

zaizai;


i realised something. zaizai and xiao zhu look tons alike right. and i dont think its just me. especially when they squint and do that eye bag thing. hmms. theres this saying that for everyone one person. there are seven in the world that look alike. i think their one of the lookalikes. doncha? hmms. pretty freaky if you ask me. BAHS. x)

man. the wierdest thing happened today. i was on my way back home in this taxi. then the taxi uncle asked me if i could speak chinese. the i said uh yar. then he said oh. he thought i was korean or something. wierd huh. do i not look chinese to you. do i not look local. this is bad. hahas. owells. x). anyways watched finish silence. i was right. it was a sad ending. zaizai died. SOO SAD. but somehow it didnt really give out this sad vibe. but rather kind of a xin fu vibe. owells. thats what i felt. overall it was pretty good. the actings pretty good too. and the storyline isnt too. farout? or somthing. BAHs. oyar. i so want to be like TANK. hahas. not as in want to be. but AHH. like as acomplished i guess. on wiki it said at the age of 21 he composed more then 200 songs. and even though hes sorta a newbie. hes songs are EVERYWHERE. pretty smart eh. and hes songs are pretty great too. hahas. x). oyar. that day i was talking about all those great singers and composers. i cant believe i forgot ashin from mayday. he rocks too. hahas. and mayday rocks too. YAYS. they are totally talented. hahas. actually i dont really have to go into music. i just want to be really good in something. have people recognise your specialty or something. soo far its zilch though. have no idea what im really good in. but im ok in everything though. soo my dad says since im ok in everything i just have to pick something to specialise in and work at it. but its tough. i dunno what to pick. sighs. even if i do pick something im bound to give up for something later on. AHHE. hahas. x). just have to wait for that special calling huh. hahas. well there was always that saying you only have one life soo must do your up most with it. dont live to regret. or something like that. i guess im sorta doing that now. trying all kinds of stuff. maybe not really trying all of it. mostly just thinking bout trying it. hahas. x). BAHS. hms. today went to that japanese supermarket at liang court. gonna make sushi for the christmas eve party. everyones gonna get poisoned man. hahas. xD. then they wont eat it and i ll get it all to myself. mwahah. hms. i have this sudden craving for sashimi and cold soba. YUMMS lar. mms.

hey. its been quite a long time since i posted one of those posts huh. it feels good. you just have to let it out every once in awhile ya know. bottling up could be bad for you. would suck to die cos you didnt go ahead a scream and someone who totally deserved it. totally. x). sheesh. totally boreded out now. xmas is coming and the years ending. hey. i know. im gonna make a list of people to thank yar. hahas. when im bored i do anything. and this proves it.

LIST OF PEOPLE TO THANK (OR OTHER WISE)
#o1. WEIXIN; for being the BEST pal ever x). hahas. thanks alot this year. helpful or not you were mostly there. thanks. LOADS. LUVING YA!
#o2. MUNI; thanks for sticking out with me. hahas. had loads of crazy fun xP. luv ya loads too.
#o3. STEFF; for being ever soo SICK and making me laugh. it was totally fun. and thanks for encouraging me and all. i didnt really teach you to be soo sick. you always were. x))
#o4. SARY; for being soo cute and blur. hahas. and bringing life to everything. SARYS THE CUTEST. auwws. xP. all the notes! ahh. xPpP.
#o5. BAS; yes. right now youre FAR AWAY. in a totally different galaxy xP. but i still LOVE YA. stop being such a bastard yar. x)).
#o6. SONN; for being the totally shitiest crappiest person ever! love our little titatats. hahas. CRUSH CONTROLER. x)
#o7. CHERYL; for being YOU. hahas. and planning all our get rid of 'erhem" missions. it didnt always work but it was GREAT FUN~! hahas.
#o8. CHOLEE; for letting me bully you. but youre really great. so nice and good that i feel like ARHBISHING you. hahas. x) jk.
#o9. M.S; you are so the BEST. thanks for being my 'counseller' and stuff. always guiding me and not killing me when i pester you. x).
#1o. MR PIG; killing me with your oh-so-lame sense of humor. and your 'im bored im bored' chanting. but it was loads of crazy stuff huh. YAYS. x))
#11. JM; thanks for well. hms. EVERYTHING! hahas. x). dont play so much computer games next time.
#12. AMANDA LIM; ok we werent THAT close. but youre great fun to be with. BIG BOOMS OF LAUGHTER! owells. hahas.
#13. JEYUN; for walking home with me! hahas.
#14. AMANDA LOCK; thanks for the crazy smses. hahas. and all the FLOWERS! x))
#15. DADA & MATTY; for being just oh so CUTE. love you both to bits! x) love me too yar.
#16. FAB; for being just the same and not changing. stop being such a flirt yar. it frightens the girls away. sometimes at least. hahas. x) love ya!
#17. THE ONE; thanks for not bring me soo much pain. but for actually making me stronger. i ll never make the same mistakes again.
#18. THE ASS; pain in the ass none the less. you thought me not to trust anyone so easily anymore. so thanks. i guess.
#19. THE BITCH; no thanks to you. cant think of anything. sorry. but hope you ll be less of a bitch next year.
#2o. THE BROTHER; for quarelling endlessly with me and being just so damn irritating and unreasonable. to bad i still have to love you. cos youre my brother. SHIT.

list completed! yays. exactly 20 people. hahas. if ive missed anyone give me a kick and tell me who you are yar. and the list is in no particular order. just the first one to come up to mind gets first place. (WX. feel honoured!) owells. hahas. x)). gotta go to sleep soon. feeling totally bushed today for no reason. hahas. NIGHTS.

you know some people are just soo damn RUDE. dont thier parents ever teach you that being polite is actually a basic nessesity. like HELLO. even if its just that little small girl. its still a small HUMAN girl. a HUMAN girl with FEELINGS. so cant you just show that little bit of courtesy. what the hell is wrong with this people lar. people this days are just the soo uped. how would you like it if someone treated you like the SHIT that you actually are. HUH. even though you see the shit in people there are some occasions where youre SUPPOSED to keep the shit to yourself. thats like BASIC. hello. just pretending wont do you no harm. or just lie like you always do. it comes as a second nature to you anyway. no biggie. just that you ll DEFINITELY go to hell when you die. i mean. all those lies you tell are ... alot. so its ok to tell one more lie. wont make a difference for you. after all you are. hopelessly done for. so theres no use of holding back anymore HUH. you think youre all high and mighty and all that dontcha. if you could just hear the stuff thats being passed all around. behind your back and in your face. just that you totally REFUSE to hear it. its not really insulting you or anything. not that much. take it as construtive critism. and pretend that we actually care for you. that way. itd be much much easier to swallow. no use getting choked up on somethings that soo obviously true is there. no there isnt. we really are trying to help you know. so that we wont actually have to kill you and dirty our clean hands. so to stop a murder. i really hope you do change. if not. im not responsible for what happens next. after all. its YOUR own fault. owells. nothing i can do about it. i ll be sorry for your death though. there be noone else to insult and help. even though i nice and all. i cant keep the rest for really murdering you. so please help yourself and us. change or get lost. you might not know it. but im really trying to forgive you and stuff. but its truly getting harder by the minute. and it doubles everytime we meet. its sad. i know. but. this is my cry for help. to help you and me. so dont take it to heart yar. both you and me know what youve done. and we all know how we feel. so owells.




thats misa from death note 2. and i have made up my mind. that is the hairstyle i want. its soo the NICE. x). i ll cut it when i have the time and courage. BAHS. xPpP. today went to the doctors for a review again. got another mc! x) until 6 january. YAYS. hahas. gonna go for a xray tmr though. hahas. i gonna be radio activated! alienised. hahas. owells. right. i can play the first part of the tian wai fei xian opening song on the piano! yays. im SOO smart. jk. it sounds kinda wierd though. but im working on it. hms. it actually sounds kind of EERIE. like spooky eerie. hahas. xD. owells. im just gonna try harder then. JIAYOO! oyar. the rain came back! i thought it was gonna be sunny the whole day. on account of the weather in the morning. but now it RAINED. and i love it. hahas. soo damply comforting. BLAHS. xPpP. im such a sadist huh. oyar i just delivered my xmas cards. YAYS. i love writing xmas cards. hahas. anyone want one? just pass me your address and i ll DELIGHTFULLY write one for you. hahas. im nuts. AHHEE. x))

wei yi ge ren er feng kuang.
dao di you she me cuo.
ai ben lai shi ru ci de feng kuang.
bu jiang dao li.
bu jiang yi qi.
na cai ke yi jiao zhe ai.
er wo jiu she wei ai er feng kuang.
de xiao nu hai.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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