FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL!
you know something. it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. for starters i actually remembered to bring my report book AND sign it. THANKYOU weixin. its a first time ya know. in my WHOLE secondary school life. and we started with english. and its like lucks shining on me or something but we actually got a NEW teacher. which means my old debts do not have to be paid. isint that like totally amazing or what. not like i dont like my old english teacher. okay. who am i kidding. i hate her. but shes a good teacher. so pity that. and all the elearning stuff was actually postponed. thats like totally amazing. then it was emaths. and i actually understood what the maths teacher was teaching. thats good. cos it means im not a total maths idiot. then it was english again. breeze man. then it was art. and AGAIN holiday homework was postponed to wednesday. and then it was class contact. todays turning out to be one of the best days EVER man. ohyar. THANKYOU MUNIRAH AND WEIXIN! for my birthday gift. it was totally awesome. though afew months belated. but whatever. so todays totally wonderful man. cept that my teeth hurt and cant eat anything. blahs. but tmrs soo not gonna be good. i can predict it man. lifes just like that. especially my life. things like this only come once in awhile. better cherish it man. YEAH. hms. tmr must finish art homework and gosh. all my maths tuition homework. ohshits. i totally forgot bout them. that old hags SOO gonna kill me. diedieDEAD. gees.

you wanna know something totally crazy. me and my bro are watching dvds NOW. at 1 in the morning. cept that hes on the tv and im on the com. cos earlier we were sorta watching then my mum went like totally berserk and ruined everything. not much difference it makes. after she slept we continued our own seperate dvd watching ways. my family runs a rebellious streak man. xP

went to the ortho today. got my brackets done. WHOOTS. its aching like hell now lar. damn it. wells. im back in singapore. sadly. you know something. when coming back from the airport. in the taxi nearing home. i felt this dreading feeling. that bad man. anyways. it was totally amazing we actually managed to fit everything into the luggage and bring it back. really amazing. wells. shanghai is great i tell ya. love thier fashion. as in theres loads of all these small boutiques along the road side. and some of them are really cheap. yet its still beautiful. awesome. pity bout the air though. its like really polluted there. as in air and the streets sorta. but that cant be helped i guess. since it IS a city. with like millions of people. but i still love it. xD. really want to go back there again. and NOT just because of the dvds. oyar.

ADVERTISMENT : im selling 30% silk, 70% pashmina wrap-arounds for $30. any takers?

went to hangzhou for a weekend too. its really beautiful there. as in all the scenery and stuff. we went to xihu then later longjingshan. xihu is like TOTALLY beautiful man. and its not as polluted as shanghai. as in the air. maybe thats cos we were at the lakeside/mountainside whatever. hms. still havent completed like 50% of the homework. actually im not even sure what i did. cos i did bits here and bits there. so its all kinda jumbled up and all. shit. im soo dead. and im dead shag. all because of HER. made me wake up at 8. sheesh. and i slept at like what 1? youre depriving me of my sleep WOMAN. damn it.

GUYS ARE ALL SLUTS

its back to an unending nightmare

a countdown to reality

小薰&阿本 - 甜甜圈MV (18禁不禁片尾曲)



lesson learnt:
japanese high school guys are totally cute

i had a BUBBLE BATH yesterday. YAYS. hahas. damn shuang lar. hmms one more week till im back in singapore. cant bear to leave this place man. ive grown attatched. AH.

been watching 林宇中 MVs on youtube. and OHMYGOSH. i just realised something. at certain angles he looks like gino from kone. especially hes eyes. has that look man. especially in hes 淋雨中 MV. AHH. totally love him now. hahas. hes voice is really good. and so is hes songs. damn. xP. just started on the art homework. but its tough man. i cant do the easier ones cos i dont have any paint. so i can only do the sketches. but still. need to copy from the laptop lar. AHHS.

theres a problem man. i cant get into my blog. SHIT. seriously dont know whats wrong. i just cant get in. which is wierd cos i can get into blogger but cant get into my blog. something is SERIOUSLY wrong. AHH. anyways finally bought some dvds and cds. only bougt 4 dvds. and theyre the movie kind. and bought 2 cds. SHE. and Rynn Lin. LOVE rynn. hes album is SOO good ok. as in totally. sighs. hahas. x).

祝你生日快乐，

祝你生日快乐，

祝你生日快乐～

祝你生日快乐。

MAN. i keep having these cravings for cold desert. especially mango pudding or anything with coconut. YUMS. ahh.

12thDAY; 5juneTUESDAY
1.got up at 8.30am!
2.took a cab to 南京西路站
3.then took the subway to 上海科技馆-Shanghai Science and Technology Museum
4.ate lunch there-unagi bento set
5.EXPLORED-bought a plasma ball-the zz one xP
6.went back by sub and cab
7.ate sushi snack at the sub-Dogoos-3yuan!
8.walked like half a mile to get to this indian restuarant to eat dinner
9.played with my plasma ball!

WIFEY LOVES ORANGES!
plus fishys.
MY WIFEY IS WIERD.

AHH. you know something. i still have my bites from OBS. AHHS. x(

5thDAY; 29mayTUESDAY
1.STUDY
2.grocery-mymall
3.swim xD
4.japanese dinner-all you can eat style!

6thDAY; 30mayWEDNESDAY
1.beef ramen for lunch
2.fruit juice-mymall
3.on the way to 古镇(old town) met a uni student; long interesting talks
4.reached to 古镇-1hour ride!
5.bought 5 pashmina wraps
6.had seafood dinner with the factory people

7thDAY; 31mayTHURSDAY
1.STUDY STUDY STUDY
2.shanghai circus city 上海马戏城-the show was GOOD man. totally awesome
3.went to four point; for a drink-ORANGE SHERBET. yumms
4.uncle surdah goes off tomorrow-sold him the pashmina wraps. sobs

8thDAY; 1juneFRIDAY
1.visit to the shanghai school for the disabled
2.gym
3,steamboat dinner!－火锅

9thDAY; 2juneSATURDAY
1.got up at 7.30am!; oatmeal brecs
2.followed dad to work
3.did some chemistry homework at the factory
4.had a stroll round the garden; the dogs are CUTE!xP
5.lunch-prawns, jellyfish, longbeans, tofu soup, fried fish... drools
6.tried the massage chair-爽!
7.went to the old town again-kali jie drove us there!
8.bought 10 pashmina wraps this time-at a cheaper price too xD
9.walked around and bought LOADS more goodies
10.kali jie gave me 2 necklaces; conclusion-shes NICE.hahas.
11.seafood dinner with the factory people-played murderer(a DIFFERENT version. xP)
12.lingjia ge drove us home
13.DEAD tired

10thDAY; 3juneSUNDAY
1.slept in!
2.had brecs at 11
3.went to church hungry-didnt have lunch
4.had indian dinner with unc weishan and aunt julie-loved the green curry!
5.took the MRT to zhaojiabang; PC WORLD!
6.loads of electronic goods
7.went back and watched 'the mistress of spices'

YEAH!i made it through one week in shanghai man. hahas. today went to the shanghai school for the blind and disabled. some charity visit organised by the hotel. the children there are really bright and CUTE. hahas. theres this girl that was our 'guide'. well so called guide. cos we sat next to her and we talked and stuff. shes really cute lar. this year 12. forgot her name though hahas. zhang chen qing i think. shes looks like one of those olden day china actresses. really sweet features and all. OHMAN. pity that shes partially blind. but i bet shes gonna be somebody when she grows up. anyways. after that came back then went to the gym. stayed there for about one hour. hahas. unbelivable. but it was kind of fun. and miah fell off the treadmill. hahas. he tried to do something funny and he totally flew off. serves him right. but it was such a sight i tell ya. xP. hmms getting hungry now. gotta go find some munchys. hahas. xD

cyndi wang - 当你


does anyone know what sorts of games are like totally hot now? hmms. here they sell it DIRT cheap i tell ya. my brother bought 4 gameboy advance sp cartridges for like 100rmb. and thats like 20 singapore dollars. and thats like 5sing for 1.

TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!whoots.



Cyndi wang - 明天见

雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了你走多久 多远了
我还在这 你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得手心里
紧握着 已不属于我的亲热 爱怎会输给了时间
我的耳边 再听不见我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤
也能复原我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天

man. the internet connection here is WIERD i tell you. WIERD. its like on off on off. BAHS.

YAY. 4th day in shanghai. its not too bad. hahas. since i couldnt get online earlier to post let me list the latest happenings. OHYEAH.





im going to shanghai tmr! AHHS. im having a nervous breakdown now. hahas. xP. still havent packed everything yet lar. im such a muddlehead. BAHS. but kinda excited bout going too. the place has a pool! yays. so will be able to swim everyday. SHUANG. but then there need to do 4 hours of studying too. well not really need. more like FORCED. but what can i say. owells. need to sleep early. tmr need to get up at 5.30am. uhuh. that early.

youve grown up.
ive grown up.
we're no longer who we used to be.
no more innocent laughter.
no more infectious smiles.
we've all left our happyness behind.
and walked towards the future.

man. the internet connection here is WIERD i tell you. WIERD. its like on off on off. BAHS.

IM BEING EATEN ALIVE!
as in literally.
by insects.
and damn do the bites itch.
go to hell you insects.
go stick yourselves up.
sorry. im on a colour spree. XP


ONLY ONE MORE DAY LEFT TO ELEARNING! ahh. damn happy. but damn stressed too. hahas. cos that means everything needs to be handed up today! ahhs. hahas. two more days till shanghai man. havent started packing yet lar. gonna be totally flustered tmr. hahas. AHHS. gotta.

XL ORANGES!


我们的苹果树

another 3 more days till shanghai! yeah man. but then id be missing loads of events man. like the global day of prayer. i was soo longing to go to that one. the last one was totally awesome lar. and be missing all the remedials and all. not like theyre great or what. but its good for studies right. sharks. my eyes are like swollen and damn does my back hurt. its all elearnings fault lar. somemore must wake up early for tuition. and sleep late to complete elearning. im gonna collaspe soon man. sharks.

its blissfully raining.




HEY MR XL PANTS!WHOOTS.




GOOD MORNING. well technically it is. its all those teachers fault. set what elearning day. its all part of this evil plan to make us appreciate school more man. its because of them im still up this late and still cant figure how to log into the damn maths portal. im so screwed. but at least i know im not the only one. damn are teachers scheming giving us all these wierd wierd stuff to figure out. and some keeps sending me stuff for a subject that im not taking. i cant even delete it lar. this is so confusing me. AHH. i betcha in the whole of singapore the majority of those awake are probably from the same school as me. sharks. i take school anytime man. its like SOO much better. plus dont these high ones know that sitting in front of the computer all day makes our eyes go bad. so they should stop these kind of stuff man. its all blinding me. plus my fingers and shoulders are aching. man. how much of this can anyone take.

im bored STIFF.

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cus I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

i saw you down the aisle.
your back was facing me.
trying to get a response.
but im still the invisible tree.

save me.

I SURVIVED. through obs lar. i so thought i was gonna die. come to think of it. it was actually kinda fun lor. i dont mind going back. hahas. especially loved the sea stuff. what can i say. im addicted to water. the group leaves lesser to be desired lar. but altogether it was an OK experiance. hahas. after obs it was total bliss lar. maybe my parents felt bad about sending me to obs or something. when i came home. which was about 3. bathed. ate. and slept from 4 to the next day 10. nice. lar. noone actually disturbed me lar. then for lunch had kuay chap. and since we had to got to ecp for lessons. got to eat a seafood dinner man. hahas. oyar. i finished my level 1 inline skating. YEAH. i feel this sense of acomplishment lar. too bad it only lasted one day. by sunday everyone was back to their same annoying irritating nagging selves. not exactly in that sequence but yar. i keep having this floating holidayish feeling. like havent come back down to the world yet. but its hitting soon. we're being hit by what some call technology plus homework. but what i personally call an advanced torturing device. owells. call it as you please. been feeling really hungry and tired lately. maybe its an obs side effect or something. gotta get back to work. no way am i letting it down again.

dead tired.

ahhs. its OBS tmr. its confirmed man. im totally going. almost done packing. x]. BAHS. going to shanghai from 25 may to 20 june. there goes all my remedials and free time. plus all the project work stuff. AHHS. theyre never going to forgive me. had rollerblading lessons yesterday again. found out theres altogether 5 levels. im determined to go to the last level man. xD. yeah! today went to lunch at ghim moh. yums. heard the touching k one song again. its soo nice man. when i get back from obs im so gonna buy that cd. xp. mums in a frenzy again. shes too free at home. gets her all cranky and screaming. SHARKS. please oh let miah finally study so she can go back to work. i cant imagine my whole june holidays with her in a foreign land. SHIT. god save me.

ohman. just watched Kone-如果沒有明天 MV it is SOO touching. if you read the lyrics its like super touching ok. and its totally meaningful. could happen to anybody. and ahh. i'll post the mv here. let you see for yourself. besides. its been ages since i last posted a video. YAYS.

Kone-如果沒有明天 MV


如果沒有明天 - k one

你說　什麼都別說
噓　你靜靜躺在我胸口
緊握著你的手 我多麼的不捨
因為我們愛過

抱緊一些　如果看不見
(再抱緊一些　如果看不見)
我的明天　要怎麼永遠
I don't wanna lose You

你每個笑臉　我都看得見
那麼絕對　那麼的完美
如果沒有明天
(我們沒有明天)

心痛　是因為太愛我　Hu~
命運卻逼得我低頭 You know
我心裡的不捨 我永遠都記得
你會永遠愛我

我想輕輕對你說
絕不會忘記你
在我心中　還有個角落
裝著相愛的記憶

我無法改變　我又能怪誰
一滴眼淚　讓人都心碎
我們沒有明天

YAYS. the exams are over. but im so regreting not going for my art paper. i like did all the prep stuff. and i made into this simple but. hmms. strong? piece. like the message is there. plus im sure i'd be able to complete it in time. AHHS. x[. i should have just gone and do it lar. but that morning really felt totally sick. AHH. this is gonna be one of the moments i look back at and totally regret man. ahhs. anyway. still sick now. have this flu thing plus some throat infection. its getting better but not totally good yet. looks like i might not be going for obs. you know i kept saying that i dont want to go to obs and stuff. now that i might actually not get to go. i feel like going. sorta anyway. xp. i really want to go for the water sports and stuff. after all i did pay money. hmms. so how? oyar now i pretty hooked up on kone. maybe its cos ive suddenly sparked and interest in dancing and kone IS a dancing group. hahas. really want to go and buy their album. one of their songs 如果沒有明天 is really nice. its like totally touching. ohmygosh. and so is the mv. its like romeo and juliet. sort of. hahas. oyar. yesterday went to see the orthodentist. got a checkup. but probably gonna make the braces only after june holls. actually supposed to go make during the june holls. but its confirmed. i'll be spending my WHOLE june holls in shanghai. so there. sighs. at least i THINK its confirmed. after all theyre already applying for visa. and my dads getting the tickets tonight. then he goes to shanghai for ONE day and takes the night flight tmr and comes back on friday. isint that cool. next time when i get a job. really hope its a travelling job. well not ALWAYS travelling. but occasionally would be great. its like getting to see the world while earning money. xp. yeah man. hahas. owells. tmr theres school. gotta sleep early. its the day where we get out exam scripts back. its gonna be hell. xD.

damn is that little old man funny. wierd. totally wierd. but really funny. she says he has this toilet habit. well theres 3 toilets and he takes turn going round using them. she says its an obession. i say its an obsession AND a bladder problem. where the hell does he get so much sush to sush out. one of humankinds mystery. and he calls the car keys hes handphone. really. ok enough about wacky old man. hmms. ONE MORE EXAM PAPER LEFT. and thats art. havent really started preparing. SO DEAD. wells i did my research already. just havent started sketching. which is like the most crucial. OWELLS. then its two days holidays. then get back the scripts. oh the HORROR. and BRACES. ahh. then its obs. sucks man. planning to get out of it. but see how it goes first. then three days elearnning and meet the parents and JUNE HOLIDAYS. oh what a lovely word that is. it has such a nice ring to it. hms. actually kinda falling sick now. my throat is AWFUL. its like theres sand there ok. i can barely swallow lar. x[. ok. enough dallying. im gonna get seriously serious and do my art. YEAH right.

i totally hate my mum lar. just now i went to pay the delivary man money. then she ask why 50 bucks was missing. then i say how i know. then she scold me lar. say what why i screaming try to recall. like if someone maligns you you wont shout back in protest man. and how the hell can i recall when i never even see the 50 bucks. damn it lar. shes determined that i accidently gave the delivary man extra 50. does she suspect my brother no. does she suspect the wind no. does she suspect the STRANGER OUTSIDER cleaning helper. NO. what she does. suspect me. like i have anything to do with it. and now shes saying i took it. damn it. i hate her.

everythings piling up.

the exams are here! ahhs. today had social studies and emaths paper. hope i can pass man. totally praying for a miracle. tmrs mayday. which means its a holiday. which means theres extra time to study. YEAH. i so have to pass this exams. if i get into top ten of the class by the end of this year. dad promises a new camera. sweet huh. thats one goal im working towards! hahas. x].

dear GOD
please bless me and protect me in this time of need.
i truly need you now.
grant me wisdom and determination
to study.
allow me to pass this exams.
in jesus name i pray
amen.

Carrie Underwood I'll Stand By You Lyrics

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.

And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you.

our footprints in the sand.
your empty promises.
your disappearing shadow.
everything ceases to exist.
you brought the end to everything.

in between the sea and the devil.

i want to capture your natural essence.

today didnt go to school again. hahas. went to the doctors. i have stomach flu! hahas. my stomachs all sneezing away. xP. listening to 曾之喬 Joanne Zeng feat. 阮經天 Ethan Ruan - 三個字 [Three Words] now. feeling all nice inside. hahas. its such a beautiful song lar. all sadly romantic. hahas. joannes voice is great lar. xP. and ethan is so cute. ahhs. just now watched the first episode of summer X summer. x] really funny and cute. joes all cool and bad. wuxiongs all funny and clumsy. yuchens all hot and beautiful. and ethans all shy and cute. hahas. xD starting to love it man. another 3 more days till exams. hope i pass. tried studying buy nothings going into my head. bads. i have such a wierd feeling bout this exams. i know its coming. but im not worried. AHHS. somethings gone totally wrong in me. oyar. its confirmed. im gonna put braces after exams. actually its just a check up. then itll be decided. hmms.

yeah man. im learning korean again. the last time gave up half way. but this time im going all the way man! hahas. xP. didnt go to school today tummyache and diarrohea. BAHS. i think its from eating that durian last night. but everyone ate it what. how come only i have. OWELLS. all i know is that after i ate it i started feeling quesy. hms. hahas. theres like 4 more days till exams. AHH. soo not prepared. soo gonna die. TOTALLY. this is sadening man. xP. oyar last sat was like super packed lar. but oddles of fun. hahas. had maths tuition then went home to bathe then went to eat lunch (kuay chap! drools.) the went for piano then went to this jewelry making class. kinda cool. they let us use real crystals or pearls with semi precious stones. made a watch cum bracelet. quite nice lor. not bad for a first time! hahas. xP. then went for rollar blading class. felt good man. cos it was like a beginners course. so i was sorta better then the rest. at least i didnt fall! hahas. the instructer said i was not too bad. hahas. only my posture like a little afraid to fall. always leaning to the front. hahas. and my legs are like forever leaning in. i soo know that. but cant seem to change it. it makes my feet ache. so im working on it man. i also learnt to turn. like quite a sharp turn too. hahas. but the session was kinda funny cos they had like both adults and kids. and all the kids were blading better then the adults. hahas. there was this small little boy and damn is he good. hahas. xP. hmms. then later went to clementi and ate sambal ikan baka. YUMMS. hahas. shiok man. xP. hmms. now listening to 熱情仲夏片頭曲 - 你要什麼就說. quite cute. hahas. oyar. finally finished listening to real's album. quite good le. reminds me of tanks second album. hahas. LOVE it. xP. ahhs. gotta watch my show now. tatas. xP

reality merged into a fantasy life.
i want you to be my punk rocker.

i passed my amaths test. hahas. x]. yeah man! so damn worried that i would fail lar. xP. hmms. i found out something today. loads ofpeoplw. have also not started revising. hahas. so that means im nt the only one. xD. hahas. we're all gonna fail together. WHOOTS. xP. yesterday went to make ic. they had this thumb printing computer thingy. hahas. it sorts of scans your thumb. looks fun to play with. BAHS. and its really fast. i thought i would like drag on for hours but in the end only for half an hour. xP. so thats good. then later went to buy the markers (7cents each. cheap right!) and cds. and keychains. hahas. bought it started with a kiss OST and real's album. only had a chance to listen to iswak OST. love the guitar version of 'say that you love me' and kao jin yi dian dian'. loves lara voice. though it sounds like a kids but its so innocent and sweet. havent got a chance to listen to real's album yet. but the design is like super nice. and he was good in fir. so this album must be awesome too. hahas.. cant really type properly now. some IRRITATING being is buzzing all around me. OWELLS. buzz off you iritating being.

Lyrics: Mika - Love Today
Album: Life In Cartoon Motion

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
Little tike, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.

[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Hooker, what a looker, walk away!

Carry dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

coincidental purposeful meetings.

Lyrics: Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
Album: The Sweet Escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)

You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape

Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

been totally long since i last blogged huh. tried but couldnt. the damn windows doesnt allow me to. so owells. not really my fault now isit. life has totally not been good to me. kinda feeling depressed and stressed out lately. with all the school work and exams in 2 weeks. totally gonna die. im think im gonna flunk the exams too lar. havent really started SERIOUSLY revising. yeah i read some here read some there. i just dont retain any of the information. its soo bad. school hasnt really been good too. though for once i actually competed my homework. well most of it anyway. and she says i havent handed it up. i soo did. i did it up soo nicely too. all type written. but now she says she cant find it. crap her. im not gonna bother anymore. all the tests it been the same too. flunking if not barely passing. i do study. and i can do the homework. with a guide. but i just cant seem to remember the stuff. ohman. my life is soo screwed. and lately theyve been picking on us. like how we're the top and thats not how we should behave and all those shit. but arent we like human. children at that. we screw up too. they cant expect us children to grow up and behave like adults. sure we're maturing and all that. but are we actually ready for the adulthood burden. i dont think soo. i want to look back next time and say i was a child. not a child forces to become an adult. thats so not how it should be. bull them. hmms. familys not that good. cant stand my rents. my mum obviously promised me that i could watch that show yet while i was watching halfway my dad comes in and switchs it off. he says i cant watch cos i watched the previous show. and i watched like what of the previous show. 10 damn minutes. and how could i not watch it. i have to eat my dinner dont i. and the dinner food is in front of the tv isnt it. HAH. how can i eat there without looking at something thats placed right in front of me. so BIG thing thats placed right in front of me. what you want me to do. eat with my mouth full. ive had it with all this adults thinking their all that. trying to shape us up to be what they want us to be. this is our own life. and i control my life. sheesh. im getting all worked up. talk bout lighter things. oyeah. might be doing braces. its kinda exciting. hahas. but havent gotton an orthodontist yet. went to a dentist and she wrote a letter of recommendation to some doctor. and my mum recognised hes name and said he was expensive so now shes trying to find a cheap good one. like that actually exists. nothing cheap is good. well in the espect of you know doctors and stuff. which good doctor would be willing to charge cheap for hes services. that would be a stupid doctor. and we all know doctors arent stupid. so there. yays. i have a feeling that this outburst of anger has actually brought back my scarcasm. whoots. im proud of myself. owells gonna go snooze now. been totally shagged the past few days. ahh.

Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing - 6 songs

I can Do Better
When You're Gone
Everythig Back But You
Girlfriend - 3 versions



yays. today had loads of fun. hahas. went to ecp for some school thingy. and i was in sand sculpting. WHOOTS. thankgoodnesses that kenneth and hu yang went out. YEAH. didnt have to run. hahas. x]. and we won second too. got a neat little trophy for that. hahas. yups. it was totally fun lar. and for once everyone was like soo together and united. it was so great. hahas. xD. loved the sea too. it was totally awesome to be there in the morning where theres breeze and sun. beautiful i tell you. oyar. steff saw evan yoat orchard today. hahas. she called me and said she took a picture of him. got a motive dontcha think. owells. she said he was much better looking close up. looks like her gay perceptions are quite done with. but DARN. missed it lar. hahas. hms. tmrs good friday. i dont like good fridays. not that i dont like the day. but more like the movies they show during that day. especially the passion. i know its all holy and reminding us what Jesus has done. and i love Jesus and appreciate what hes done. BUT i dunno since went. have always hated movies about the crucifiction. since like in junior church where they show the not soo gruesome ones. ive always been scared of it. totally scared of it. like cant sleep kind of scared. i have no idea why either. i know the story inside out yet everytime i watch it i get TOTALLY and COMPLETELY spooked. and everyones always telling me that i HAVE to watch it cos it reminds us of Gods sacrifice. but cant i just you know think about it in my heart. id still love God. ohman. please let them not show the video tmr. oh please. x[.

JOLIN 蔡依林 許願池的希臘少女 LYRICS

左岸的一座白色环形阶梯
浪人正在用和弦练习忧郁
晨曦下的少女听着吉他旋律
在许愿池边巴洛克式的叹息
少女手中的银币想要爱情
她的秘密
地中海湛蓝色的希腊婚礼
蒙马特邱陵叼烟斗男性
低头穿越前方蜿蜒的孤寂
对着空气收集
他新诗的下一句远方少女跟他一样在犹豫

少女手中的银币沉入池里
她的表情
像涟漪那么透明美丽
吉他换成了快乐的圆舞曲
诗人决定了标题许愿池的希腊少女

awakened.
actually not really.
more asleep then ever.
but whatever. x]

you know something totally extremely shocking? theres only 5 more weeks till mid years! AHH. xS. whos that ass parent who asked to bring back mid years. it gives us more stress ok. and pressure. theres nothing GOOD that comes out of it. just cancel it man. x]. hahas. wishful thinking i know. xD. hmms. tmr theres history test. bwahs. studied a little already. but. later im determined to study some more ok. HAHAS. xP. >.< YEAH! my mums pestering me to go cut hair again. hahas. go cut with her. BAHS. xP. but now grow until so long already. cut alittle bit the wasted rights. hahas. maybe should cut a shorter fringe. not as in short short. but WELLS. those straight doll kind. whaddaya think? hms. will probly layer my hair some more. become very thick lar. hot man. especially now. do you realise my weathers not been really alright this few days. one moment its hot and the next its all rainy. and worst still. after it rains it becomes even hotter. AHH. PURPOSELY one. xP. i realised something all entertainment is 'FUNer' to watch then 100% entertainment. as in both do loads of stupid stuff but all entertainment has more varietions. sorta lar. they LOVE playing funny games. too bad they no longer show it on channel u. they used to i think. owells. i still LOVE both. hahas. owells. i know. i really like 100% entertainment the 'wo jia ye you da ming xing' segment. hahas. its JUICY. like steak juicy. yumms. xP. im getting hungry. xP. BAHS. ok. going to study. YEAHS. wish me luck yar. xP.

aiya i feel like posting another youtube video leh. but than my page will take DAMN long to load. sharks. hahas. x] nevermind i post the url and the search thing.

search on youtube : 完全娛樂-WQYL-091006
url : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8yk3YTRUgs

this is an episode of all entertainment. with jolin teaching one of her dances too. hahas. im soo into dances now. it looks totally SHUAI lar. xP.

im onto another craze. WHOOTS. hahas. japanese green tea. now im totally into drinking it lar. cos im makes you feel all fresh and clean. really. as in after you eat something oily then you drink it. it washes EVERYTHING down. really soothing. its also good for the body! hahas. x]. yeah man. today went to school. hahas. and came back early. quite lar. about 3.30pm. hahas. early right. then watched the 3pm guessx3. then bathe then watched 5pm 100% entertainment. then went to youtube and watched all entertainment. hahas. like the whole day watching variety shows leh. BWAH. oyar. tmr have chem test. oshits. nvm lar. later study. my study periods supposed to be from 10pm onwards. so owells. theres nothing i can do. hahas. xP. really feel like going out nowadays. and must like straight away go out. cos if i come home i'll NEVER come out. its just to comfortable. hahas. and i'll be stuck to my shows. AHHS. so hopeless. gotta go but somemore CDs. YAY. no wait. must buy tama first. no WAIT. my birthday is coming. WAKAKA. 9 APRIL HOR. anyway. can ask people help me buy what. yeah man. thats it. ask people to buy that means use THEIR money to buy what I want. this is such a great idea. YEAH. hahas. x]. ohman. internet is SOO slow now. as in youtube. download damn slow lar. just now before tuition it was like SUPER fast ok. like you just press play and it continues. no need for pauses. but NOW. it plays and stops and plays and stops. AHH. so now i know. the perfect time is in the afternoon. or early evening. yeah man. xP. hahas. ahs its so DARN SLOW. forget it. sheesh.

your worst enemy is yourself

today never go school. hahas. gastric flu. x]. hmms. this friday dads coming back. BWAHS. no more freedom. hahas. hmms. today watched 蓋酷の兵團 damn funny lar. hahas. next mondays episode has xiao gui in it! must remember to watch. gwash. oyar im trying to buy the tamagochi. hahas. used to have one but not it spoilt. cant seem to find it anywhere. hahas. used to play with it times ago. feel like playing with it NOW. hahas. ohman. but its soo hard to find. thought that 7-11 sold it. but they dont. at least not anymore. owells. searched 3 7-11s ok. its official. they dont sell it. steff went to action city vivo also dont sell. si dao na li qu lar. owells. hmms. now im watching MARS. hahas. its kinda spooky and thriller. not those sappy love storys. it has this kind of suspense and mystery round it. cant really make out whats the plot. BUT. its unravelling. so thats good. x]. oyar real from f.i.r came up with his own solo album. so cool lar. always admired him. i admire all songwriters lar. i think theyre ABSOLUTELY brilliant. want to be like that too. hahas. or something like that. i want to create something. like drawings songs or maybe photograhpy. that ought to be cool. hahas. or maybe a image stylist or somthing. hahas. really feel like doing somthing WILD nowadays. something totally out of the ordinary. for me at least. hahas. hmms. having this strong urge to learn how to dance too. it looks totally fun and all. hahas. maybe ive got too much time in my hands man. xP. ahhs. need to go rest my running mind.

愛你 mv

the dance steps;

愛你 - Cyndi wang

詞:Hwang Se-Joon　曲:Lee Young-Min　中文詞:潘瑛+談曉珍+陳思宇
RAP:王紹偉

RAP:
yo yo yo yo Cyndi, what~what’s wrong with me? (愛你)
yo yo Cyndi baby, what’s wrong with me?
Cyndi, give me your love, you make me sneeze all the time
Now now 怎麼我一直狂打噴嚏 在凌晨三點二十六分
let me sing let me sing a song 陪妳入睡
what is love 嗯哼我正在聽 妳要什麼都say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so

如果你突然打了個噴嚏
那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手機吵醒
啊那是因為我關心

常常想　你說的話是不是別有用心
明明很想相信　卻又忍不住懷疑
在你的心裡　我是否就是唯一
愛　就是有我常煩著你

Oh~baby　情話多說一點 想我就多看一眼
表現多一點點　讓我能　真的看見
Oh~Bye少說一點 想陪你不只一天
多一點 讓我 心甘情願~~愛你*
(多一點 才會慢慢發現 因為你 讓我心甘情願)

喜歡在你的臂彎裡胡鬧
你的世界是一座城堡
在大頭貼畫滿心號
貼在手機上對你微笑

常常想　我說的話你是否聽得進去
明明很想生氣　卻又止不住笑意

Oh~在我的心裡　你真的就是唯一
愛　就是有我常賴著你

就這樣　一天多一點 慢慢地累積感覺
兩人的世界　就能夠貼近一點

shes flat. completely and utterly flat. runway flat. ZOOM.

i cant believe youd actually forgotton.

awakened.
actually.
not really.
but whatever. x]

awakened.
actually.
not really.
but whatever. x]

tmr is so SOO gonna be a bad day. shit man. x[. if only today recess never walk past mrl lar. then can postpone it longer. shit lar. sure cannot like postpone forever lar. but still. ohman. ahh. then today amy lar. slam my finger. now not so pain already lar. but still kinda. AHH. so troubled.

this is the episode of wan quan yu le where jolin and sheng feng teacher came to teach how to dance the dancing diva song. damn hilarious lar. x] enjoy.








nether world.

100 ent. wo jia you da ming xing - bang bang tang x]

part1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4ald9LEzL8
part2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZ4WwM0xInQ
part3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1pSAisP7Bc
part4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5IqXqM9b6U
part 5
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aACnEPEA3wc

MV'S

七彩棒棒堂 MV


愛情學測 MV


夢想號 MV





棒棒堂(lollipop)



Name: 敖犬
Full name:莊濠全
DOB: 1982-10-30
Blood Type: O
Height: 177 cm
Weight: 62 kg
Education level: University
Occupation:Teaching Assistant in 模范棒棒堂
Specialty: dancing and have sense of humor!
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog: V Blog:
Photo Album: Photo Album



Name: Prince(王子)
Full Name:邱勝翊
DOB:1989-04-14
Blood Type:O
Height:172cm
Weight: 52kg
Education Level: High School
Specialty: Singing
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name: 小煜
Full name:小煜
DOB: 1985-07-05
Blood Type:AB
Height: around 180 cm
Weight: 58kg
Education Level: University
Specialty: singing
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name:小傑
Full Name:小傑
Blood Type: A
Age: 20
Height:174cm
Weight:61kg
Education Level:Elementary School
Specialty: singing and dancing
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album: Photo Album



Name:阿緯
Full Name:劉俊緯
Blood Type:O
Age:22
Height:168cm
Weight:60kg
Education Level: University?
Specialty: Dancing
Group: 黑角bboy (Dancing Group)
V Blog: V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album



Name:威廉
Full Name:廖亦崟
Blood Type:AB
Age:22
Height:176cm
Weight:67kg
Education Level:大專??
Specialty:Chreeleader!!
V Blog:V Blog
Photo Album:Photo Album







thats 王子(prince) from 棒棒堂(lollipop). cute right. GWAHHS.

theres this variety show on channel u on mondays at 8. called 蓋酷の兵團. its kinda fun and wacky. hahas. caught it last night. the first segment is this two teams. then one person from each team will sorta battle. they'll each say something and see if you'll agree to it. then if yes must say 当然. it seems simple but it can be quite ruthless lors. hahas. x]. then the second segments the fun one. its like playing memory card games. cept its with people that are covered with blankets. and the people in the blankets can be like sumo wrestlers or ninjas. then the team with two identical choices the people will go and attack the other side. its kinda cool lar. must be FUN. hahas. xP. oyar. theres this new group who came out lar. called 棒棒堂(lollipop). they came out from the show. 模范棒棒堂. theyre singings ok lar. dancing also not bad. hahas. but 王子 is so darn cute. hahas. hes the youngest in the group at 18 i think. and hes TOTALLY cute. hahas. xP. owells.

that songs from green forest my home OST. its like one of my favourite shows lar. SOO SWEET. hahas. and the mv for this songs really touching too. BAHS. its a plus that ethans in the mv too. hahas. xP. oyar. today watched yu le bai fen bai. then they were advertising for this show. 熱情仲夏 (Summer X Summer). looks really nice lar. and alot of the actors i like are inside.
AHHS. hahas. xP. like 小综, 小天, 唐禹哲, 小鬼 & 五熊. AHHS. hahas. cant take it. but heard the shows ratings arent too high, owells. xP. hahas.

Song Title: 三个字
San Ge Zi
Three Words

Artist: 乔乔/阮经天
Qiao Qiao (of SWEETY) / Ruan Jing Tian (Ethan Ruan)


(Monolog)
爱情 不是一道选择题。
Ai qing bu shi yi dao xuan ze ti
Love is not a matter of choice

我知道，那个时候你就已经做了决定。
Wo zhi dao, na ge shi hou ni jiu yi jing zuo le jue ding
I know, at that time you have made your decision

你心里永远都有著一个相信。
Ni xin li yong yuan dou you zhe yi ge xiang xin
In your heart, there will always be that one belief

而我的相信，就是支持著你的相信。
Er wo de xiang xin, jiu zhi chi zhe ni de xiang xin
As for my belief, is to always support your belief

因为，我心里有三个字，不能告诉你…
Yin wei, wo xin li you san ge zi, bu neng gao su ni
Because in my heart, there are three words that I couldn't tell you

(Ethan)
如果没有你和他的约定
Ru guo mei you ni he ta de yue ding
If there was no promise between you and him

我的爱会不会有一种权利
Wo de ai hui bu hui you yi zhong quan li
Would my love has the right

成为你的行李
Cheng wei ni de xing li
To be your luggage

陪著你去旅行
Pei zhe ni qu lü xing
Travel together by your side

无论是北极还是雨林
Wu lun shi bei ji hai shi yu lin
No matter if it is the northpole or the rainforest

(Qiao Qiao)
我还守著我和他的约定
Wo hai shou zhe wo he ta de yue ding
I am still guarding the promise that he and I made

最後幸福会写下一份证明
Zui hou xing fu hui xie xia yi fen zheng ming
At the end, happiness will write a piece of proof

就算没有日期
Jiu suan mei you ri qi
Even if there were no days

就算还会伤心
Jiu suan hai hui shang xin
Even if there would still be sorrows

我仍相信生命的奇迹
Wo reng xiang xin sheng ming de qi ji
I would still believe in life's miracle

不该再用我的爱困住你
Bu gai zai yong wo de ai kun zhu ni
Don't use my love to hold you down

不该再让你眼中有泪滴
Bu gai zai rang ni yan zhong you lei di
Don't let your eyes shed a tear

好无力 去找寻
Hao wu li, qu zhao xun
So helpless, to go and search

那三个字的替代句
Na san ge zi de ti dai ju
For words that replace those three words

也许我们从此不再相遇
Ye xu wo men cong ci bu zai xiang yu
Maybe we both shouldn't see each other from now on

永远记得你微笑的眼睛
Yong yuan ji de ni wei xiao de yan jing
I will forever remember your smiling eyes

别伤心 你放心
Bie shang xin, ni fang xin
Don't be sad, don't you worry

我知道(那)三个字的意义
Wo zhi dao (na) san ge zi de yi yi
I know what those three words mean

(Monolog)
如果有一天 命运让我们再次相遇
Ru guo you yi tian ming yun rang wo men zai ci xiang yun
If there is one day when fate lets us meet once again

而你的答案还缺少一个回应
Er ni de da an hai que shao yi ge hui ying
And your answer is still short of a response

或许你不知道
Huo xu ni bu zhi dao
Or maybe you don't know

其实我也在等待 另一个奇迹
Qi shi wo ye zai deng dai ling yi ge qi ji
That actually, I'm also waiting for the other miracle

(Monolog)
当你笑著找到 你的相信
Dang ni xiao zhe zhao dao ni de xiang xin
When you smile as you find your belief

我会将这三个字 化作你的姓名
Wo hui jiang zhe san ge zi hua zuo ni de xing ming
I will have these three words, transform them as your name

永远的 放在心里……
Yong yuan de fang zai xin li
And place it in my heart forever...

'唯是我. 今天还好吗? 听说你换了新的号码. 其实我早就知道了. 所以才一直留言在这里. 没事了. 早点睡吧."

stupid lar. on the windows cannot post then on the mac can. CRAPPE lar. sheesh. mans. holidays finish already. still not getting used to waking up early though. like today. in the morning had chapel. then was half falling off to sleep lar. stand up also feel like sleeping. then during worship wx and me were practically sleeping on one another. this says something. i was not the only one! wakakas. AHH. oyar. wrote somemore lyrics. hahas. YEAHS! x]. blasts! xD

FREE ME

reminder to oneself;
search 完全娛樂 微笑pasta 終極幕後花絮 on youtube. x]
























GINO IS HOT. gwahs. hes soo cute lar. hahas. and i think hes eyes are totally mesmirising. TOTALLY ok. you could just get lost in them. hahas. x]

blasting my mind with music;
stoping any thoughts from entering my mind

that songs from wei xiao pasta too. hahas. almost finished watching already. hahas. theres this line 'ai de gan jue bi ying tao gen tian'. thats like so sweet. BAHS. it speaks. xP. anyway today had bio project. ended up playing more then we worked. owells. at least the basic ideas there xP. then had a little jamming session too. all the music came out man. hahas. drums keyboard and guitar. totally awesome lar. hahas. ive started on a second song already. but steff says it all sounds so sad. i wanted to make one happy cute one. but i cant seem to. AHH. im a sadist man. hahas. can help it. sad songs are easier to play. its all long emotional and slow. hahas. ok. then later went to bbq at pasir ris. with andrew and all. at lots man. soo stuffed now. oyar we went cycling at jer FLEW off the bike. hahas. yups so now hes all wrapped up. and he after he flew off. it was only the two of us anyway. so he sprained hes ankle and couldnt walk back. so i had to piggyback him back lar. damn it jer. youre HEAVY. hahas. but not too bad lar. next time he'll be the one carrying me man. YOU OWE ME JER! xD. hmms. now listening to xiao wu gui. trying to find the chords or scores for it. and nicholas two can really sing. hahas. as in like he as this really soothing voice. when you listen to him you just melt. sure its on the high side but totally relaxing for some reason. ~~. hahas. woosh. my mums becoming totally hooked on fahrenheit. even more then me ok. and thats bad. hahas. but then its kinda good too i guess. as in she'll now be willing to fork out money to but fahrenheit stuff. so YAYS. hahas. xD. BAHS.
ive decided to stop waiting for someone whom i never see all never shows concern but learn to appreciate the one whos always been on my side and caring for me. my patience is ending.

xiao wu gui - nicholas teo
04.小烏龜 - 张栋梁

la la la la la
la la la la la

zhe shou ge yao gei yi ge ren
這首歌要給一個人
This song is for one person

ge sheng dai ti yu yan
歌聲代替语言
The sound of the song replaces language
shen qing zhi zeng by jian
深情只增不減
Deep love only increases not decrease

na yi ke wen ta de lian
那一刻吻她的脸
That cut, kissed her face

di zhuan tian xuan
地轉天旋
The ground spun, the sky whirled

ai de gan jue
愛的感覺
The feeling of love

bi ying ta geng tian
比櫻桃更甜
Is even sweeter than cherries

shuang yan fang song shan dian
雙眼放送閃電
The pair of eyes send out lightning
neng chao yue ji xian
能超越極限
With the ability to exceed the limit
rang ren wang le ji jie
譲人忘了季節
Allowing people to forget the season

ai cheng le jing dian
愛成了經典
Loving the sculpture

wei ta fu chu suo you ai yuan
爲他付出所有愛怨
For him to pay for all the love blame

yao ni yong yuan shi wo de xiao wu gui
要你永遠是我的小烏龜我愛你
I want you to be my little turtle forever

mei yi tian
每一天
Everyday

just went to see 'just follow law'. damn funny lar. hahas. oyar. today wx also said my song was nice. YAYS. thats TWO people now. hahas. owells. hmms. actually got a tune for another song. sorta a cutsie one. got a title for it too. gen bi chong. but i think that titles already used. so owells. im gonna put up my song here soon. as soon as i complete it and find out how to transfer it. hahas. when theres a will theres a way. yeah man. xD.

懂了 - TANK
不該再浪費力氣　做些迂迴的事情
用眼神指尖對你輕聲細語　你沒有別的表情
總微笑轉過頭去　輕易解開我傳說的謎

如果這樣還算不是有默契　至少能代表我們都夠聰明
不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
暸了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

一直說不準天氣　錯過期待的憧憬
每在彩虹出現那刻說愛你　你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情　所以下雨不急忙回去

如果這樣還算不是有默契　至少能代表我們都夠聰明
不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
暸了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

不用再問為什麼　不用再說些什麼　
瞭了　懂了　我們都一直愛著
不用再擔心什麼　不用再害怕什麼　
累了　睡了　牽著手一起入夢

Dong Le - TANK
bu gai zai lang fei li qi zuo xie yu hui de shi qing
yong yan shen zhi jian dui ni qing sheng xi yu ni mei you bie de biao qing
zong wei xiao zhuan guo tou qu qing yi jie kai wo chuan shuo de mi

ru guo zhe yang hai suan bu shi you muo qi zhi shao neng dai biao wo men dou gou cong ming
bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

yi zhi shuo bu zhun tian qi cuo guo qi dai de chong jing
mei zai cai hong chu xian na ke shuo ai ni ni yi ding shan jie ren yi
zhi dao wo xiang de shi qing suo yi xia yu bu ji mang hui qu

ru guo zhe yang hai suan bu shi you muo qi zhi shao neng dai biao wo men dou gou cong ming
bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

bu yong zai wen wei shen me bu yong zai shuo xie shen me
liao le dong le wo men dou yi zhi ai zhe
bu yong zai dan xin shen me bu yong zai hai pa shen me
lei le shui le qian zhe shou yi qi ru meng

ok. its now OFFICIALLY the march holidays. dont feel any different though. there piles of homework. and tuition. so owells. hmms. last saturday. 10 march. went for theory exams! hahas. i think i might actually be able to pass. YAYS. was like actually totally worried and nervous. then the night before was like learning all the italian and french terms. and in the end. NONE of it came out. well one did. grade one term. so it was like SOO wasted. but thats good. cos if not id would totally die. YAY. hahas. then later after that went for dental. had a pain in my jaw. luckily it turned out to be some muscle thing not any bone thing. so GOOD. hahas. then might be putting on braces. GWAHH. but we'll see. we'll see. x]. hmms then went to jurong point with jer. went to buy the hana kimi dvd. bought all three! hahas. and bought the K ge lovers only. main reason was to hear xiao gui sing but WHATEVER. hahas. and thats like one track. hmms. like the track where gary and genie sings too. liang shan bo yu ju li ye. so SWEET. hahas. and the one xiao gui and genie sings is sweet too. hahas. hes singing not bad lar. quite soothing. BAHS. hms. sunday finally went swimming. been waiting to swim for two weeks lar. the first week not free and the second was INCONVINIENT. so YAYS. finally swam. played some basketball too. hahas. nice lar. but i realised something. my shootings getting way off. sure some were nice shots but i missed soo MUCH. ahh. and my swimming isnt as fast as before. i need praactise man. soo totally need it. anyway. im almost done with my song. hahas. i got start. verse. chorus. and now i just need to compile everything together and find an ending. so ALMOST. hahas. but the most important thing is of cos the ending. cos everytime i play. it just keeps going round and round in circles. AHHS. hms.

damn it why are you always going against me.
i hate YOU.
the road of life is never straight.

im gonna do something useful with my life.
im gonna make an impact in this world.
i want to touch others.

hahas. that was the wei xiao pasta ending song. so in love with it now. like soo SWEET. hahas. and i think gino looks totally cute in this show. hahas. he has mesmirising eyes! whoots. anyway today im like totally happy. HIGH. that bitch finally got what she deserved lar. who ask her everytime cut people. HERHS. retribution man. GOOD for the guy who scolded her. shes gotta learn a lesson. she cant always be at places or talk when its just not the right time. so owells. TOO BAD. and i finished the art thing like 90%. all thanks to steffi (not THAT much) and eugene (much more). LOVE YOU GUYS! hahas. YAYS. but tmr have piano AHH. TWO more days till theory exam. please let me pass. just a pass. im like so worried bout it lar. AHH. stressed man. oyes. and i want the wei xiao pasta OST. anyone has it? hahas. owells. BAHS.

歌曲: 北极星的眼泪 – Tears from Polaris
歌手: 张栋梁- Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang)

像断了线 消失人海里面
Xiang duan le xian xiao shi ren hai li mian
Like a broken piece of string that has disappeared in a sea of people

我的眼终于失去 你的脸
Wo de yan zhong yu shi qu ni de lian
My eyes have finally lost sight of your face

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Just wait a while desperately waiting for a shooting star to appear

愿 如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天 或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the yesterday that we have walked together is getting further and further away

* 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
* bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian
* Tears from Polaris, thoughts that are unspoken

原来我们活在 两个世界
Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie
For we live two separate worlds apart

北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan
Tears of Polaris, your eyes are red from crying

被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian
Drenched promises are submerged in my heart

我抬头看着 爱不见
Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian
I raise my head and find that the love has gone



再等一会 奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Wait a while and a shooting star shall appear

愿 如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天 或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the yesterday that we have walked together is getting further and further away

Repeat *

当对的人 等不到对的时间
Dang dui de ren deng bu dao dui de shi jian
With the right person yet cannot find the right time

就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边
Jiu zai fang kai shou de shun jian, ai si cheng liang bian
In the instant when our hands separate, the love that we share is torn in two

Repeat *

整个宇宙都 流眼泪
Zheng ge yu zhou dou liu yan lei
The whole universe is shedding tears

当你
by : Wang Xing Ling [Cyndi Wang]

如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道

如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天

如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说

当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好

啦 啦
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦 啦

專屬天使 - TANK
我不會怪你　對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良　
怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖　
妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光　
我才看見它原來在前方

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使　
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上　
擁有一個專屬天使　
我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌　大大的力量　
我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向　
有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使　
我哪裡還需要別的願望

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡　
絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　
妳是我的專屬天使　
唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使
我哪裡還需要別的願望

Personal Angel - TANK
I won't blame you for the disguise you put on in front of me
Angel on earth should hide her wings well
People are foolish and crude but you are gentle and kind
how can I let you get hurt because of me

Your small palm holds such warmth
You can always calm my restless nights
The dreams I dare not dream, only through your eyes
Can I see their future

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

your small palm hold such warmth
I will soar through the sky like you
Your destination is my destination
With my protection, let your smile lighten the sky

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

If you didn't appear I would still be deep alseep
Hopelessly thinking life is one dark night

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

傻傻的勇氣 - venk

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

夢想緊緊握在手中
人就能自信滿滿的向前走
希望 收藏在胸口
心就會學會 要說NO 拒絕脆弱

因為妳 在我的左右
因為心中有彩虹
妳就是最閃亮的那顆星星 深深吸引了我全部的力量 oh
我確定你就是我的唯一 Oh Baby you are my only love

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

傷痛 讓我開始不同
我哭過 更加成熟 決心已啟動
希望 收藏在胸口
心就會學會 要說NO 拒絕脆弱

因為妳 在我的左右
因為心中有彩虹
妳就是最閃亮的那顆星星 深深吸引了我全部的力量 oh
我確定你就是我的唯一 Oh Baby you are my only love

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

曾經受傷的我 以為是借 只剩寂寞
是妳找回我笑容 妳的溫柔 陪我 堅持到最後

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

最猛的是我有 傻傻的勇氣
如果沒有奇蹟 我創造一個給妳
好的壞的都是我的 要撐到底
妳讓我相信我可以

i just had to post some more. hahas. on sunday actually went and started off playing basketball with my brother then some guys came in and we played some street soccer. you know at first i really didnt like soccer. dont even know why. just some aimless dislike. owells. but now i kinda like it. even though i like totally suck at it and can do those fancy foot stuff. but at least i can kick the ball. and dribble it and block it and shoot it up high high. not bad huh. for someone who used to hate soccer. hahas. xD. was actaully inspired by this guy whos about the same age as my brother. but TONS smaller. and hes like damn fast lar. and he can do all those fancy foot work and everything. he made it look so easy and fun. hahas. owells. was kinda fun. ended up playing for like two and a half hours. hms. oyar for art i actually volunteered to paint the graffeti wall. amzing right. i actually willingly voluntered my services to stand under the scorching sun to paint some damn wall. ok ok. of course theres an ulterior motive. those who paint the wall get the whole week off cca. to well paint the wall. that means i dont need to go for volleyball this whole week. you cant imagine how happy i am lar. its not like i dont want to go lar. i do my heart does. it keeps telling to go. but somehow my body and mind is agreeing with my heart. my body and minds telling me to do other less stressful and tiring stuff. cant help it. it isnt my fault. not most of it at least. anyway whether i go anot makes not much of a difference. i'd just be taking up space. oh why oh why did i make such a stupid choice of cca. i should have picked something easier. and i cant quit now. all my cca points would totally go down the drain. all the blood and sweat put in. literally. AHH. this is totally stressful and utterly demoralising. i need a hot steaming bath. oyes. hot steaming bath here i come!

找 幸 福 给 你 - Fahrenheit

不 顾 一 切 的 游 戏
bu gu yi qie de you xi
不 会 说 谎 的 眼 睛
bu hui shuo huang de yan jing
爱 你 不 需 要 经 过 你 同 意
ai ni bu xu yao jing guo ni tong yi
放 掉 手 中 的 回 忆
fang diao shou zhong de hui yi
像 空 中 飞 人 别 犹 豫
xiang kong zhong fei ren bie you yu
我 一 定 会 抓 住 你
wo yi ding hui zhua zhu ni
想 念 从 每 天 张 开 眼 睛 就 开 始
xiang nian cong mei tian zhang kai yan jing jiu kai shi
每 个 心 跳 都 在 提 醒
mei ge xin tiao dou zai ti xing
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li


传 说 所 有 的 雨 滴
chuan shuo suo you de yu di
像 大 海 无 边 又 无 际
xiang da hai wu bian you wu ji
包 容 你 是 我 不 容 的 使 命
bao rong ni shi wo bu rong de shi ming
把 让 你 伤 心 的 人 都 忘 记
ba rang ni shang xin de ren dou wang ji
我 会 治 好 你 的 心
wo hui zhi hao ni de xin
天 使 不 是 谁 都 爱 得 起
tian shi bu shi shei dou ai de qi
我 终 于 明 白 双 手 存 在 的 意 义
wo zhong yu ming bai shuang shou cun zai de yi yi
为 了 捍 卫 心 爱 的 你
wei le han wei xin ai de ni
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li




我 终 于 明 白 双 手 存 在 的 意 义
wo zhong yu ming bai shuang shou cun zai de yi yi
为 了 紧 紧 拥 抱 你
wei le jin jin yong bao ni
TALK TO ME
说 我 有 这 个 荣 幸
shuo wo you zhe ge rong xing
翻 天 覆 地
fan tian fu di
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
拥 有 喜 欢 的 是 让 人 变 坚 强
yong you xi huan de shi rang ren bian jian qiang


让 人 刻 骨 铭 心 什 么 都 不 怕
rang ren ke gu ming xin shen mo dou bu pa
WO WO WO WO WO~
BABY~ HOLDING ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li

让 人 刻 骨 铭 心
rang ren ke gu ming xin
什 么 都 不 怕
shen mo dou bu pa
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
让 人 刻 骨 铭 心
rang ren ke gu ming xin
什 么 都 不 怕
shen mo dou bu pa
找 幸 福 给 你
zhao xing fu gei ni
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME
我 的 天 堂 就 在 你 手 里
wo de tian tang jiu zai ni shou li
TALK TO ME
JUST TALK TO ME

爱 你 不 需 要 经 过 你 同 意
ai ni bu xu yao jing guo ni tong yi

thats like the third line of zhao xin gu fei ni by fahrenheit. it totally speaks to me. especially when you watch the mv. and its arron singing. oh man. SWOON ok. buttery melting feelings lar. hahas. oyar finally bought tanks and evan yos album. tanks album is darn good man. can tell that hes matured alot. as in music and all. evans ok lar. but hes a newbie. so its not too bad. some songs are great but others arent to captivating. as in you quickly want it to go to the next track but its dragging on and on. but overall both of the rock man. hahas. hmms. last week of term 1 already. damn fast lar. AHH. time totally zooms man. march holidays next week. soo need to break. but doubt i ll get much. its gonna be super jam packed. hahahs. i cant belive it lar. now even my mums hooked on to fahrenheit. hahas. wierd. but thats good. cos now she ll fork out the money to buy the stuff. muahaha. YAYS. x]. hmms. oyar. you know that tune i was composing. ive got abiut half of it already. but its not in black and white yet. so theres little modifications to each time i play. owells. and my chinese tuition teacher heard it and she said it was good lar. damn proud of myself man. hahas. she was teaching my brother then she heard it and thought it had come from the radio but found out it was from me. AHH. so proud of myself man. hahas. YAY. and my chinese has improved. and its now even better then my english grade. which is soo wierd. i have to now read more chim english books lar. to improve my english. the criteria is now like so high and everything. AHH. but at least i passed my chinese. hahas. IMPROVED. unlike some certain brother of mine who failed TWO of his subjects. and amazing feat to me. and though he DID pass hes chinese he failed his maths and science. which i think is kinda stupid since thats the two subjects that he actually STUDIED for. and hes only in primary six and hes failing like that. i have little doubt that he wont be able to do well for PSLE. ohman. thats bad. he wont have a bright future! which means hes likely to demand money from me. OHNO. please oh god. let him WAKE UP. let him earn money to give me. oh PLEASE. hahas. owells. my grandma says he should do some other job. like maybe modelling or something media related. or like some mindless job that earns on looks. since hes look AINT too bad. well he does has BIG eyes. and those small cherry mouths. hmms. he should really be a girl. i think something extra was added in my mums tummy. hahas. hms. cant really imagine it. but OWELLS. wait i realise something. he looks like my UNCLE PAUL. and my grandma said exactly the same thing bout him. since hes EVER soo cute and everything. owells. he ended up going to study buisness or somthing. hms. that means theres hope for JER. hahas. ahh. i dont care already lar. who cares. BAHS. x]. going to listen to tanks album all over again. OO. love it. hahas. see yas.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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