Shane Ward - If that's ok with you lyrics

If that's ok with you
I love the way you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you

If that's ok with you

We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Cos imma make you feel so good thats how i see it happening
Yeah we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too
Cos baby i wanna step up and be with you

If that's ok with you

REFREN:
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

If that's ok with you (x 2)

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in

I'm not crazy
I know what im getting muself in
I wanna live with you

If that's ok with you

REFREN: (x2)
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

If that's ok with you (x 3)

If thats ok with you
Yeah yeah

We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late

REFREN:
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

If that's ok with you (x 2)

I'm gonna love you

REFREN:
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

If that's ok wïth you (x 3)

in a crowd your face stands out
yet even from far i can spot you apart

;sillhoutte in the corridor

in silent companionship i will stand by you

AHHS. its like totally stuck in my head. hahas. KIDNAP MY HEART. like totally kidnapped. hahas. wow. school today was like so deary. it was like zombie mode the WHOLE day. hahas. plus its like freaking quiet. with the rest of the levels out of school and all. hello. ghost town anyone. hahas. xD. ohyeah. does anyone think that ritchie kinda looks like linus from certain angles. hahas. totally random. but YEAH. hey its a compliment. ritchies kinda cute. hahas. xD. hms. had one of those parent to child heart to heart talks a few days back. those what do you want to do when you grow up. you know you want to be a doctor and lawyer. and not some useless bum. cos whos gonna be sponsering all our cruises and round the world trips huh. ok maybe that last part they didnt really say. but hey whos to know what theyre thinking right. yeah. but it sorta got me thinking to ya know. like all the future contemplating stuff. well i do want earn loads of money. bucket loads always make me happy. and i know i need my money. hms. but the career things so not fitting. like i have no idea what is it i exactly want and all. sharks. wells. i still have like a few more months to think. of something. and we'll see if i sink or swim yeah. i do hope i dont sink though. that would totally suck. but like whatever. xD


[Taking Five] Kidnap My Heart - The Click Five

Hey girl, whats your name i think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me of to your own
Weekends work the best i pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that i can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be into keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on top of the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
hahas. wackos. hms. FUNFAIRS OVER! yays. was like totally washed out after that. spent the whole of last week preparing for it. i think i have never put in more effort in anything kays. hahas. but its all worthit. YAYS. stayed back for like nuts last week. cheonging all the posters and all. hahas. and funfair day was AWESOME. it was like super tiring. but like super great at the same time. hahas. xD. ohyeah. in the end i didnt spend a single coupon. gave it all to miah. but at least he bought me stuff. sweetie. xD. hms. just had kimberly over. hahas. watched taking 5. like finally. it was soo awesome. so cute and all. AHHS. new crush dude. DUH. hahas. hms. yeah. played tennis yesterday. FIRST TIME. on a court and all. played for like an hour and a half or what. yeah. it was fun. totally looking forward to the next round. hahas. gotta go have some dines now. cish.

its your i can't be bothered attitude
and silly grins
that set my heart afluttering

when the worlds all down and out
and he picks you off your feet
with a simple smile
and nice gesture
the worlds as great was it can be

;glimpses of heaven and sugar sweet cupcakes

had orals today. yups. kinda ok i guess. wont say its easy or anything. case it jinxes the whole thing. hahas. YAYS. kinda relieved i guess. actually i wasnt really that nervous. until i went to school and everyone was all nervous and stuff. then it started kicking in. hahas. peer pressure dudes. XD. all the worrying for like 5 minutes of orals? gosh. dad came back today. lots of dvds and stickers and stuff. hahas. felt totally loved this week. hahas. yesterday just as i was leaving school met sarah and her mum at the gate. and the offered to send me back. SOO SWEET. i was like its such a short distance. dont bother. but they were all nice and that. so i eventually succumbed. i should let you know they offered. i didnt ASK. i feel soo loved. AHHS. she and her mum are like so cute. theyre like replicas or something. hahas. cool. yeah. and today bridget walked me home. i love ya wierdo. hahas. so touched. well. there was a underlying reason. (gossip girl time yeah.) but it was still sweet. yays. hahas. and art was great too. she didnt scold much. quite in a good mood i say. and i painted one bunny. hahas. kinda slow. but i tried! hahas. xD. i feel soo free and relieved now. GAHS. kays gonna finish my reading (at page 78 of 21. hahas. riddles or what. 21 is like SOO COOL. hahas. money. DAHS.) and snooze early. YAYS. XD.







now im like typing super slowly. GAHS. just came back from tennis. hahas. and my arms ACHE. its been such a long time since i last played. actually its more of me and my bro trying to hit the ball. hahas. but we're getting GOOD kays. just you wait and see. hahas. hms. 2nd week back at school. not too bad. the tests havent struck yet. and so far so good. havent been scolded at either. YEAHS. its like chinese 'o' oral tmr. kinda freaked. that im not freaked that is. hahas. i barely studied man. im so gonna flunk this. DARNS. hms. went to see bboys and ballerina yesterday after church. its was like totally awesome. hahas. the storyline was kinda ordinary and simple. you know. the basic. girl likes boy. boy kinda likes girl. evil boy number two comes in. gets all jealous and everything. and in the end boy and girl live happily ever after. kinda like that. but the dancing was great i tell ya. like ohmygosh great. awestruck. hahas. makes me feel like going to learn dance and all that. GAHS. ohyeah. after that ate sakae sushi. gushes. but we didnt eat too much. kinda it being early and all. but thats good. gain less weight and save more money. hahas. two goods. YAYS. bought two new books. 21-bring down the house and eldest. ive been finding for eldest for like AGES i tell ya. and i finally found it. YAYS. happydance. XD. hms. watched finish fruit basket last week. quite and acomplishment for me i say. hahas. plus its like in japanese with chinese subs. but it improves my chinese. so alls good. hahas. today was kinda rushed. have no idea why. but just that rushed feeling and all. hahas. brushed past honey in the morning. whee~. not like i like him or anything. hahas. but whee~. hms. now im lost for words. GOSH. ohyeah. was actually having kinda a downer on friday. had a quarrel. cried myself to sleep. woke up with puffy swollen read eyes. plus i had to go to school for art with those puffy swollen red eyes. sucks man. but im cheerios now. hehes. XD. its like one more week till fundfair. kinda excited but kinda not. WOOs. kays need to go bathe now. and catch some zzs. i'll be back. YEAH MAN. hahas.

circumstances brought us closer and fate drew us nearer; from the bottom of my heart

okay. today is officially the last day of holls. this sucks. havent really done finish all my hw. at least theres like only three subjects tmr. so guess its not TOO bad. hahas. but i guess its my fault. i soo need to get over this procrastinating thing. soo not gonna do any good for my results. AHS. xD. yeah. and im hooked onto tv and youtube AGAIN. i was soo over youtube at one time ya know. its all your fault xin. you did this. ahhs. and HG is soo cute. hahas. kinda into SJ now. this is bad. its not supposed to happen this year. with 'o's and all. NOOOO. this sucks. hahas. ohwells. kinda busy now. got all that hw to rush and all. AHHS. theres always so much i want to blog about. but theres just no time and so many other distractions. ohwells. i'll be good and try again next time. hahas. xD.

yays. got back from malaysia last week. when for the family church camp. hahas. ended up taking care of preschoolers the whole camp. they were like OHMYGOSH soo cute. AHHS. my ansel. darls. xD

even if my body is here,
my mind and heart are in a place else where.

my brothers now crazy bout guitars
and his obsession is driving me crazy

hey you.
ok i was supposed to post like DAYS ago. but just had no mood ya know. SHEESH. hahas. ok just got back from service learning kunming. YEAH. i have no idea how to describe it man. you can just put words to the experiences. DAHS. well duh it was good. like the best ever. it was just this one totally memorable trip. met like soo many new people. grew closer to friends i knew. got to see how other people were living. shopping~. hahas. ohyeah. and i just love them china kids man. soo cute. and really friendly too. its all kind of sad to be back now. its like when we were there... the air was like fresher or whatever. hahas. now its like back to the stress of daily life and stuff. darns. for the first few days i came back i was like totally BLANKING out ok. like totally lost and not sure what to do. it was like sleep eat laze eat sleep. ohyeah. and watching the idiot box. plus i like cant sleep early. probably used to the late night 'sessions' there. but whatever. hahas. hell. i'm missing it already. the whole experiance. damn. ohwells. was suppposed to go back to school yesterday. and today. but DUH i didnt go. its like totally no mood. plus im supposed to visit my darling cousins. soo little time soo much to do. dang. ohyeah. gonna be going off again on sunday. hahas. church camp. MALACCA here i come. gonna be shopping some more. this june holiday is gonna leave me totally broke. AHHS. theres like only 80 plus days or less to 'o's. i really should be studying and all. but ahhs. i cant. this is so depressing man. hahas. ok gotta go munch now. dadas.

drips and draps;






AHHS! its like chinese 'o's tmr! it somehow hasnt sunk it yet though. this sucks. darnit.

its pulling on my heartstrings

im hungering for your love all over again

-fetch me a stick of life

i have regained my femanity. or whatever. but i still cant reach the high notes though. ohwells. its like the last week of term. OHMYGOSHNESS. time just flies. dont ya think. hahas. xD. yeah. and theres 'o' chinese NEXT MONDAY. i must totally drill this info into my head man. its not getting in. im feeling sort of bad that im not studying for it. but i just cant seem to study darn it. DAHS. this is bad bad bad. hms. theres service learning after that. kinda excited bout that. havent started packing though. mums been nagging for weeks to pack. CHILL MAN. theres time. i hope. hahas. then after that is CHURCH CAMP. YAYS. been ages since i went to one. as in FAMILY camp. youth camp doesnt count. and its gonna be in malacca. thats totally cool. SHOPPING~ hahas. went to the library last sat. and ive got a book recommendation man. its 'wait for me' by AN NA. she also wrote 'A Step from Heaven'. both are great. well the reason why i read it first out of the pile of books i borrowed. was... SHEEP... those books were the thiness. hahas. GOSH. but they were really good though. but i prefered 'wait for me' hahas. its soo sweet. anyway both books are about korean immigrants to US and their lives there. GOSH. i sound like such a nerd. hahas. but books are good. and i LOVE books. YAY. im a nerded. hahas. xD. yeah. lately the news bout all the stuff happening in asias been on the buzz. its soo scary ya know. how lives can just dissapear like that. its sad. and being you know 'neighbours' and all. its heart wrenching. can you just imagine. one day your like all alive and springy and the next day youre like DEAD. its freaky and sad and scary. GEES. yeah. and like more then half of the victims were students and children and all that. they were young man. they had this bright big future in front of them. they had hopes and dreams to fufill. people to love. and now its all gone. it gets you thinking bout life yeah. like how its so fragile and totally unpredictable. anything goes man. yeah. i think i should pray for them. yeahhem. not that i havent prayed. but i think i'll post a prayer. from the bottom of my heart wrenched heart.

dear LORD,
i pray for the victims of the China and Myanmar. i pray oh LORD that let them rest in peace. for those still surviving victims who have not yet been rescued. i pray that you keep them alive, even if it means hanging on to life threads, so that they will be saved and people WILL find them. i pray for those in mourning oh LORD. for those who lost children, wifes, husbands, parents or any loved ones lost. pleas grant them peace of mind. console them in their grievences oh LORD. let them find rest in you. and let them be assured that their loved ones are now in your presence, praising and worshiping you. please dear LORD, just bless these people, bless YOUR people oh LORD. may your light shine thru this dark and troubled times. please LORD, just bless them and grant them rest.
in JESUS name i pray, AMEN.

I can see a little bit of your face
In those stars
I can hear a little bit of your voice
In the rustling trees
I can taste a little bit of your lips
On my lips

Am I going mad?
Walking past the car
Keys in my hand
Looking up at strangers
Did you call my name?
Find me some words
Find me a phrase
A book that explains
All this away
'Cause I don't know how . . .

I can hear a little bit of your charm
In my laugh
I can feel a little bit of your touch
In my grasp
I can hold a little bit of your hope
In my dreams

Am I going mad?
Walking past the car
Keys in my hand
Looking up a strangers
Did you call my name?
Find me some words
Find me a phrase
A book that explains
All this away
'Cause I don't know how . . .

I've spent my days
Searching
For a home that surrounds
Eases the soul
All the time
All this wandering
For a place
Four walls, a roof, a porch that creaks with the weight
When
All I needed was
You

I found the words
I found a phrase
It's not a book that explains
The way
The way

I can feel a little bit of your heart
In my heart
I can hold a little bit of your love
In my love

My love.

Ysreal's song to Mina
wait for me
AN NA

you give and take away
you give and take away
my heart will choose to say
Lord blessed be your name

Jesse McCartney Leavin' Lyrics

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (all day x3)
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing x3)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain x3)
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
no more making you cry, no more them gray skies
girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I’m leavin’ never to come back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out (walk it out x3)
Man I’ll put my money (money) where my mouth is (mouth is x3)
Cause you the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (ever seen x3)
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
no more making you cry, no more them gray skies
girl we flying on a G5 G5
And I’m leavin’ never lookin back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him…
That I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
no more making you cry, no more them gray skies
girl we flying on a G5 G5
And I’m leavin’ never to come back again…
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one that keep you high
have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me sing
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

AHHS I SOUND LIKE A MAN DAMN IT. ive gotten back my low and sexy voice. not that its bad. but damn. i dont want to sound like a MAN. not again. hahas. now im like drinking honey water all the way man. im croaking AHHS. hahas. today had chemistry spa. i made like TONS of mistakes. im so screwing this up. plus i had like a coughing fit in the MIDDLE of the paper. today soo sucks. ohyeah. i also spilt that UNKNOWN SOLUTION R on my finger. and now it huurts. damn how much acid do they put inside. they trying to kill us all or something. BAHS. hms. im getting emotional here. hahas. xD. got back two midyear results. emaths had 40/80. damn lucky. actually had 41 but they minused one miserable mark for the 3.s.f. thing. STUPID. got back my chinese results too. overall had like 69. another 1 miserable mark to A2. oh why does my life suck soo much. BAHS. kinda dissapointed though. plus the section which i did SUPER badly was the multiple choice one. i soo cannot think lowly of multiple choice now. gotta learn how to tikam better. XD. YEAH MAN. hahas. ohyeah. after school they had this mass art 'briefing'. more like scolding and nagging. they just announced it as 'briefing' to make it SOUND better. ohwells. the irony. but i guess we do have to buck up. damn are we slow. wells. cant help that can we. hahas. XD. now im trying to find a place to post my photos and other masterpieces up. its either flickr or wretch. maybe i'll chose wretch. since ive used it before. BEFORE they cancelled out my stupid account. DAMN. yeah. and now they have the yahoo ID thing. so i have to sign up with yahoo to sign up for thiers. why do they make life so darn hard for us. DARNS. okay. im gonna reflect on my miserable life over dinner. tatas.

Youth Alive WA - Spirit Of The Lord lyrics

Fill my life Lord
with Your power
let me see You
reign with soverignty
i need Your touch

Let the world would
Know You sent me
Let the dead rise
Let the blind man see
You lifted high

Spirit of the Lord is on me
i will go
i will go

Fill this place Lord
with Your power
let me see You
reign with soverignty
i need Your touch

Let the world would
Know You sent me
Let the dead rise
Let the blind man see
You lifted high

I will go where go You sent me Lord
Jesus my whole life
God its Yours
Spirit of the Lord
I'll go

I'll go
I will go
i'll go

YEAHS! mid years are like FINALLY over. got up at one today. lar. as in one in the AFTERNOON. damn shiok. hahas. im trying to find a photo log to post my photos. hahas. pretty screwed up sick these few days. and i hurt my finger too. poked it with a fork and it started to bleed. kinda stupid. hahas. but yeah. now im typing super slow. hahas. xD. bathed my fudgie today too. XD. finally. im happy and so is she. YAYS.

hey. hahas. been like ages since i last posted. kept wanting to. but somehow got held back and all. mid years are here. feeling kinda stressed. kinda tired too. not really physically. more like mentally drained i guess. arhs. need a nice bath now. so maybe i'll post later. IF maybe. tatas.

sometimes i look at the world and wonder,
why do people have to change.
then sometimes i look at myself and realise,
its me that has changed.
ive grown up.



From The Inside Out
by Hillsong United

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

dreams;
dreams have no restrictions,
no boundaries,
and no limits.
they hold the keys to sucess
and to failure.
like wise,
dreams either make
or break
you.
but dreams,
the one source
of never ending fantasy,
always keeps facinating me.
because in dreams,
is where i can always,
and can only always,
dream.

yoo hoo. mums oncall today. hahas. FREEDOM. hms. heard that dad MIGHT not come back this sat. i sorta dont want him too. but sorta want him too. its like so wierd and mixed up. DAHS. cos like if he doesnt come back. theres FREEDOM. yeah man. the taste of freedom is just SOO GOOD. has. but i sorta miss him too. plus i need his help for my arty thing. OHWELLS. hms. recieved our SL forms today. not sure bout where im going though. i was like soo wanna go to china. then some idiots kept saying how it totally sucked and everything. darns. theyll like affecting my choice man. and i was such a sick bitch today man. and i'll admit that i am. unlike CERTAIN people. hahas. created my masterpiece today too. hes called dick. i'll post up a picture next time. i have this feeling hes gonna be like the next rad novelty item or something. hahas. remember me dick. in all your fame and glory. xD. cute. todays still and overall bad day though. sucked on tests and all. darns. at least the weeks coming to an end. thats a high note. oh yeah. finally watched finish death note. i now. that was like SOO yesterday. but what can i say. im slow. DAHS. misa is like SOO cute. and so is light. WAHS. hot perfect people. oh how you love to hate them. but just cant. cos you know. theyre soo hot and perfect. hahas.


when dick loses his dick, he becomes ick. quote of the day. YAYS. xD

AHHHS. its like the second term already. damn does time fly by. soon it'll be like Os and everything. darns. stress stress stress. hahas. xD i'll put my trust in GOD yeah man! xD

Nicole Scherzinger - Stickwitu

I don't wanna go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
But i know i got a good thing right here
That's why i say (hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't wanna go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
When i say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu (oh baby)
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else i can need (nothing else i can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby i'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (baby you're with me higher)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts (hey)
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why i say (hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu (come on)
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

i smell HOLIDAYS. yeah man. its nice to wake up late once in awhile. even if it means waking up to a ton of homework. but still. xD. hahas. went to the IT fair on saturday. got my one month early birthday prezzie. hahas. its a cheapo mp4. but its kinda nice. at least it cost more then a hundred. so guess i can say i got my fair share. YEAHS. xD. its kinda cool. ohyeah. and my bro FINALLY bought his psp. it only took this long cos it was his own money. ohwells. hms.

wasnt that like such a BOOTIFUUL song. and isnt french like soo romantic. hahas. ok now im getting ambitious. im gonna take up korean, spanish and french. WHOOTS. hahas. went for my FIRST worship practice today. kinda cool. hahas. glad i joined. its all cool man. xD. todays the final day of the first term too. YAYS. march holidays. lovely. but it doesnt really feel like the holls though. its like why does time past so darn freaking fast dude. AHHS. and i havent even started preparing for 'O's. like as in bringing in all the heavy stuff and all. freak-ish. goshes. feeling kinda wrecked now. hms. watched kungfu dunk today. hahas. at home of course. my dad just got back from china. HINTHINT. hahas.it was kinda nice. as in the storyline was... OOKAY. but some of the guys were cute. and hot. and cute. whee~ so blame me. i like movies with hot guys. which girl doesnt dude. DUH. the whole purpose of watching a movie is to watch hot guys. so call me shallow. BAHS. i like realised something this past few weeks. my inspirations gone. i cant draw. and i cant write songs no more. maybe its cause my phone died and i have like THREE okay. THREE songs inside which are of now officially lost. i can only remember like HALF the song. ohNOOOS. this is so depressing. life has no more meaning! just kidding. AHHS. yeah jas get yourself together man. WHOOTS. i can do this. yeah man. this is called self pep talk ;). it helps ya know. SOMETIMES. hahas. ok now im like totally officially bushed. need to wake up early for tuition tmr. AHHS. I NEED MY Zs. Zzz. xD.



C'est La Vie - 梁靜茹
詞：黃婷　曲：易傑齊/伍冠諺

Ne laisse pas le temps,te decevoir...
....ll ne peut etre conquis...
Dans la tristesse, dans la douleur...
Aujourd'hui, demain...
Au fil du temps... Le temps... C'est La Vie...

也釦皕|再遇見你　像戀人般重逢美麗
看你滿臉胡渣的笑意　爽朗一如往昔
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

走一個城市的陌生　走到了
曙光無知無覺的黎明
一路微笑的滿天繁星　消失在日出裏
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

oh　塞納馬恩省河的水　是心的眼
流過了你笑的　每個樣子(一去不回)
我會在你的記憶　看到我自己
看到了結局　愛在錯過後更珍惜

都將走向新的旅途　Au rev oir
說好不為彼此停留
看車窗外的你沈默不語　我不再哭泣
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

oh　塞納馬恩省河的水　是心的眼
流過了漂泊的　人生風景
願我們各自都有　美好的一聲
美好的憧憬　愛在遺憾裏更清晰

GOSHES. i cant believe i actually made it through the week alive man. feeling darn flushed. its like everydays so rushed and everything. AHHS. whattodo whattodo. cant wait for some big break. some big break when i can SLEEP. darns. its like when lifes all rushed. theres no joy in it. i dont feel the joy. i just wake up go do my stuff then sleep. its like this endless cycle. without any suprises or whatever. darns. i keep feeling like doing this ton of things. but its either im too tired or theres just not enough time to fit it in. hms. ahhs. damns.

im always standing in a corner
looking into your world
youre the first i spot in a crowd
yet youre the last to leave my heart

i dreamt of you last night
you were looking at me
i heard you say something
but i cant recall that dream

what i would do to know those words
the words you said to me
even though i know it is just a dream
its as real as it'll ever be

, jasmine

why does time past so damn fast. AHHS. less time to do stuff. plus feeling all tired all the time. ALL FED UP DUDES! jsh.

Why?

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said i should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed

And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cries
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will i understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon i will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hour, I must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood, destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

HAPPY NEW YEAR! its 2008. YAYS!

christmas isn't christmas
till it happens in your heart
somewhere deep inside you
is where christmas really starts
so give your heart to Jesus
and you'll discover when you do
that it's christmas
really christmas
for you

it just doesnt feel like christmas.

its CHRISTMAS DAY EVE! and im not back home. arhss. i so miss going to christmas service. darns. and its like 3 more days till i go back to singapore. i have the dont feel like going back feeling. and damn is it coming on strong. sheesh. dont want to go back to school. plus i havent finished most of the homework. so dead. SO DEAD. hmms. cant log onto my blog here though. i mean. i can post but cant get into the blog page itself. so sharks. stress stress stress. DARNS.

maths tutor.
bakery assistant.
bell boy.

all the lovely hotness close encounters. whoos.

ok. im online! hahas. been in shanghai for about a week now. but im not in shanghai city. im in qing pu. hahas. its like freezing everyday and boy am i loving it man. hahas. been crazy shopping too. x). bought some christmas presents here too. my dad told us to buy most of our stuff here cos its cheaper then the city. but ohwells. some stuff can only be found in the city. hahas. hms. ok daily log.

3rdDECEMBER2007
woke up super early, 6a.m.
arrived at airport, 8a.m.
boarding time, 10a.m.
landing time, 3p.m.
arrived at qingpu hotel, 5p.m.
dinner, tebban yaki, 6p.m.
day end, 9.30p.m.

4thDECEMBER2007,
5thDECEMBER2007,
6thDECEMBER2007,
7thDECEMBER2007,
8thDECEMBER2007,
9thDECEMBER2007
ok the rest of the days were like about the same.
buffet breakfast, 8a.m.
shopping, half the day
back to hotel, to relax. x)

yesterday went to ghim moh and had kway chap for lunch. delicious man. x). hahas. then at night went to victoria concert hall for the syso concert. quite good. hahas. though parts of it were boring. hahas. and miah was like sleeping next to me. ohwells. i guess classical music is an acquired taste. anyway after that we went to bk's for supper. and guess who we sported there. mi lu bing. hahas. but we didnt go say hi though. they were like in a heated discussion. so ohwells. we kept our cool. hahas. x). today miah got his new phone too. kinda lotsa stuff happening at the moment. BAHS. two more days till shanghai. AHHS.

Gundam Seed, Wheel Of Destiny, Akatsuki No Kuruma



Kazesasou kokage ni utsubusete naiteru
Mi mo shiranu watashi wo watashi ga miteita
Yuku hito no shirabe wo kanaderu gitaara
Konu hito no nageki ni hoshi ha ochite

Yukanaide, donna ni sakende mo
Orenji no hanabira shizuka ni yureru dake
Yawarakana hitai ni nokosareta
Te no hira no kioku haruka
Tokoshie no sayonara tsuma hiku

Yasashii te ni sugaru kodomo no kokoro wo
Moesakaru kuruma ha furiharai susumu
Yuku hito no nageki wo kanadete gitaara
Mune no ito hageshiku kakinarashite

Aa kanashimi ni somaranai shirosa de
Orenji no hanabira yureteta natsu no kage ni
Yawarakana hitai wo nakushite mo
Akaku someta suna haruka koete yuku
Sayonara no rizumu

Omoide wo yakitsukushite susumu daichi ni
Natsukashiku me fuite yuku mono ga aru no

Akatsuki no kuruma wo miokutte
Orenji no hanabira yureteru ima mo dokoka
Itsuka mita yasurakana yoake wo
Mou ichido te ni suru made
Kesanaide tomoshibi
Kuruma ha mawaru yo

totally hectic today. packing all our bags for shanghai. let me tell you something. damn those winter clothes take up space. plus. supposed to pack my camp bag too. its like super rushed lar. once i come back the next day im going for camp. busybusybusy. DAHS. ohwells. ahhs. gonna miss my fudge cookies man. shes like so the sweetest and cutest little peewee thing. auws. hahas. LALALAS. got to go back to packing.

HIGH MOOD

feeling kinda dowdy today. darns.

went to the doctors today. yes im sick. but at least its like a few months in between since the last time i got sick huh. so thats an improvement. hahas. outside the doctors they were like holding this pasar malam. and there was this bag. ohman. it was like love at first sight. im so gonna get it. maybe tmr or something. hahas. AHHS. hope it doesnt crash my wallet though. arhs. hms. im in a delimah. should i like save the money and wait till china to buy a cheaper maybe as gorgeous bag. or spent the money here. hms. decision decisions. ohwells. i leave it to fate. x). see when i'll pass through the place and how much i have in my wallet yar. ;). ohwells.

ohmydarling fudge cookies sugar baby!




love you to bits and pieces!



suddenly feel like watching death note. AHHS.

Matchbox 20 How Far We've Come Lyrics

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
and started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

chorus:
But I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
then I can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to
I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say all goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come (right now)
let's see how far we've come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come, again
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

Alicia Keys No One Lyrics

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

i had a dream of you last night.
it was an sweet and lovely dream.
i know it was a dream.
cos it would never have happened in the real world.
and it never must.
i guess i can only love you deep inside.

forbidden fruits always taste the best because it is forbidden

YAYS! i did finish part 2. hahas. but part 2s kinda short huh. i wanted to continue but you know. creative juices are expensive nowadays. went to heartbeat today. sort of. came in in time for the offertory song and closing song. hahas. i wok up early lar. its just that the rest didnt. and cos it was sorta orientation day today. the rents went to. hahas. kinda wierd. but it was actually filled up ya know. the audi i mean. but loads of them were parents so owells. signed up for youth camp afterall. i guess thats a good time to go back to God and all that. hope it works. man. about two and a half weeks till shanghai. cant wait. YEAHS. x). hms. random thoughts now. hahas. listening to eternal summer OST. its really short with five songs and and two videos. one songs an intro so i dont think its counted. its short but SOO good i tell ya. it has this soothing effect. and that doesnt mean its like ballads and stuff. theres some soft rock i think. especially the first song. OOO. im soo gonna go on a cd spree in shanghai. felt like doing so in singapore. but then was thinking. since im going to shanghai shouldnt i do it there. hahas. afterall itll be much cheaper so i'd be able to buy more. works both ways i guess. ohyeah. my lion made it to the top 100. im pretty amazed lar. i felt it sucked and i didnt put my best effort into it. it was like some last minute slipshot crapped shit. ohwells. maybe people like shit. or i could be that not loads joined. or that my shit was like the better shit among the rest of the shit. hahas. ok now my words are getting all shitty. STOP. xp

leading footsteps
[part2]

sarah
class 1.4
register number 27

jonathan
class 1.1
register number 18

orientation week.
1st day:-
introduction
2nd day:-
campus tour
3rd day:-
team building
4th day:-
team building
5th day:-
camp fire

camp fire night.
air filled with smoke and laughter.
music, games, action.
"OK PEOPLE! listen up. its time for the camp fire dance yeah. now. jumble yourselves and make sure the person you stand next to is of the OPPOSITE gender. when the music starts, hold hands and lets start our primative tribal dance! if you're not sure which gender you belong to. gender confirmation services are provided up in front. now move it people!"

she gets lost in the crowd,
soaking up the atmoshpere.
"it had been a fun week,
loads of new friends and lovely classmates.
this might be quite a good two years here.

'hey this is a good time to check out the babes'
'yeah keep a lookout and we'll tally up later huh'
'haha. you guys are so desperate man.'
as his friends moved off,
he stands alone in the crowd.
"i seriously can't believe that i'm doing this.
ohwell. guess i just have to go along with them.
it could actually be fun. yeah right.

he walks into the crowd
she walks amongst the crowd
unknowingly.
as fate would have had it.
they begin walking towards one another.
their distance shortening as the music begin playing.

theres so many things running through my mind. so much i want to do. so many new plans popping out every second. yet i never really get down to it. it always left there hanging in midair. my heart is taking control of my mind. making me do things i do not want to. preventing me from doing things i want to. it tells me things otherwise. save me.

lost in love.

AHH. ever since the holidays started its been total hell. man its not s'pose to be turn out this way. SUCKS

i just cant do it.
im not you.

been like super long since i last blogger man. hahas. its now the holidays. YEAH. one more month till shanghai. need somewhere to crash though. familys a bitch. so is school. i need a place to dissapear for awhile. AHHS.still got so much homework left to crash. its gonna be one hell of a holiday

i'll keep you in prayer.

fudge cookies.
caramel candy.
maple syrup.

METAL RODS.

AHHS. the exams are over. and the results are out and damn am i feeling wretched. freaking shit. did totally bad lar. cant even believe it. well sorta expected it. but when it hits. it hurts. AHHS. ohyeah. bought my new camera. like FINALLY. still in debt though. AHHS. probably gonna put the pictures up on my wretch album. if i can still remember my username and password. ohyeah. just made my first earing. hahas. with the hook and all. yeah man. feeling this sense of pride man. x) now to finish the other side. this sure beats making pancakes. ;)

happy moments during sad days.

freaking dogs.

its the last lap. YEAH MAN i can do this. x)

AHHS. im totally stressed right now. theres still like one more week of exams left. and how can they put my two worst subjects in the same week. this is like soo unfair i tell ya. totally unfair. i havent even finished studying anything. plus i only did one page for my art. which is like the easiest part. the team definition and artist research. AHHS. im like SOO dead. damn. furthermore the past week has been horrible. TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY TERRIBLE. arhs. all the subjects were like specially-made-for-students-to-die kinda thing. this is so not going well. darndarndarn.

fudge cookies the escaped fugutive.

its a good day (:

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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