OMG. its like freaking loud at home now. cos mi is practising his electric at super TOP volume. PLUS the TV is totally loud too. hee(: i live in a LOUD house. maybe thats why we're NOT loud. xD okays actually wanted to blog like since last friday... BUT all the freaking computers were hooked. and i just totally could not get in. so here(: kays hms... last friday was supposed to have steamboat. but had cpp so it was cancelled. my FOOD~ ah! cpp was pretty good. so yay. plus i found out that the serve programme thing was going on... well it obviously ended. but AH. i was totally interested in it lar. i thought it was sorta cancelled cos this year after 'o's there wasnt really much time and all. but they still HAD IT! okay that part totally sucked. me finding out there was serve. i should totally go to service more often. so i guess its really my fault... AH i only found out when i was talking to tim and he was do you know *** cos hes going pj and from fairfield too. and the whole oh i know him from serve. and i was like there was SERVE. okay now im in such a self pissing mood. hms. on saturday had open house. YAY! it was okay. the girls came. my mums students came. churchies came. plus my dads friends. there were certain stuff i didnt feel totally happy bout. but im proud i kept it to myself and kept my mouth shut. there was also this little girl that looked EXACTLY like my baby photo. it was like ohmy. it is totally alike can. i think shes my alot of years seperated twin or something. plus shes super adorable. she keeps laughing at EVERYTHING. even when youre doing monster faces. its SOO CUTE. gawd. XD than sunday went out with brid. to shop for school bags. well only she bought it. i bought a pencil case/pouch and the bicycle cards! i think B you stared a new trend. i bought a green one and the small mini ones which are totally cute but really not for playing. well at least i bought the GREEN one. and i went with b too. unlike some kimmichoo. buy pink also. TSK. dont know the word copycat arh. (: okay now i feel like im in primary one or something. HAHXD. after that was FORCED to make my OWN way to pjc. my dad was seriously not sending me lar. cos after that we had to go visiting so he was like you go there than i pick you up from there. HERH. anyway i made it there YAY! without getting lost too! double YAY. and guess what. when i reached there and called dad. they havent even LEFT home. so i had to waste one hour there. like whatever man. i probably walked the corrider that leads to the school gate more than five times. and its a really long corridor can. than there i met a new friendy! whee~ cos when i was walking back AGAIN. i saw this family in front. and it was pretty obvious they were checking out the jc cos the dad was like trying to peep in and all. so i like went over to initiate conversation (arent you proud of me B) and guess what. she ended up in my og. that was hell of a coincidinc man. okay after that went to uncle LKs house. laued another yusheng. plus got one small girl super cute lar. she was obviously 4+ but she kept telling everyone she was 15. xD anyway. on monday start new school. PJC. was totally terrified at first. cos you know new surrounding new people. but now... i think i kinda like it(: hee~ and i think i made new friends pretty fast. hahas. but i think im seriously lucky lar. the og i got was like fun and togethergether. cos other people were telling me how their og is like soo... well you geddit. so i think im lucky. YAY.but its pretty sad that we're all not going to the same class... cos their all like science and im like whee art. so ohwells. hope we remain in touch and all. neways only stupid people take science can. hahas. so im not stupid kay... whee~ hahas. okay now im on achar high. just ate TONS of it man. whee~ hms. now im totally stressed out as to what subjects to take. plus what cca. hahas. i HAVE to take H2 econs. cos its on all my given choices. plus im thinking of whether to take art. yay pj offers art. but only H2. and it has to take over one of my other subjects. and i dont know what subject to give up... plus im not even sure if i want take it at all. cos like for 'o's i wasted SO MUCH time in it. or like 'invested'. plus its like gonna be super tough. i dont think i can cope with it AND all my other subjects. AHHS. kay i need to go ponder bout my life again... and i am not emo kay... im am as belle puts it. eccentric. its different from steffi wierd. (: okay im going to ponder WHEE~

The Falalala Song - Jack and Rai


No twisted lovers
No forever and ever
Im a sucker for simplicity
No complications and no angry telephone conversations
Seems like yesterday when I learned to be free,

[Chorus]
So
If you want to Falalalalala with me then lets go lets go woho...
Dont be another one just like the another one.
If you want to falala lalala with me Then go woho..
I aint gonna wait coz Im doing fine on my own.

So wad you waiting for yeh
Just gimme your hand and well lets walk...
The minute you count the things lovers dont do or hardly anymore
The clock is ticking
So is mine
Why put everything on the line...
The good old daddy times said
Well learn to be free...yeah e eh........
I want to be free...

Chorus

Im running on a new ground
Coming from a new found freedom looking at you gonna need
So taking your time to think it through
Im moving ahead with or without you.

Chorus x2

Im doing it fine on my own x3
On my own.

Heartless - Kayne West


[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 1]
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo.
just remember that you talkin' to me though.
you know need to watch the way you talkin' to me yo. i mean after all the things that we've been through.
i mean after all the things we got into.
hey yo, i know of some things that you aint told me.
hey yo, i did some things but that's the old me.
and now you wanna get me back and you goin' show me.
so you walk around like you dont know me.
you got a new friend, well i got homies.
but in the end it's still so lonely.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 2]
How could be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out the side of me that i dont know..
i decided we weren't goin' speak so.
why we up 3 A.M. on the phone.
why does she be so mad at me fo'.
homie i dont know, she's hot and cold.
i wont stop, i wont mess my groove up
cause i already know how this thing go.
YOU RUN AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LEAVING ME
they say that they dont see what you see in me.
you wait a couple months then you gon' see.
you'll never find nobody better than me.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 3]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
baby lets just knock it off
they dont know what we been through
they dont know 'bout me and you
so i got something new to see
and you just gon' keep hatin' me
and we just gon' be enemies
i know you cant believe
i could just leave it wrong
and you cant make it right
im gon' take off tonight
into the night..

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
to a woman so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

i think i speak in riddles and nobody really understands me...

YAY had another steamboat today(: hee~ i think tmr theres another one too. CNY is sinful i tell you... SINFUL. anyways today went to kimmichoos for CNY. hahas. ate loads played loads. FUN(: tmr gotta get ready for saturday open house. loads to cook and tidy. x) cant wait. plus a certain someone that i dont really like but am forced to act civil to isnt coming. this year will be good. hahas(: every year had to deal with all the guys and their EESH s o c c e r. but this year at least i got to invite my girls. so it'll at least be more hormonally balanced. AHS. i think chris brown is now my fave guy ever man. im listening to no air now and im HOOKED. hee(: its totally what im feeling now man. I AM SO MISSING YOU... though its been only DAYS. but still... okays gonna sleep early today AGAIN. im totally facing my dues man. im being a responsible kid. finally. time i woke up yeah. i think so too. kays NIGHTS people. and sweet dreams~

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

im just missing you soo much

No Air - Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown

[Jordin Sparks:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh

[Chris Brown:]
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

[Jordin Sparks:]
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:] [Both:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air (Ohhh)
No air, air (Nooo)
No air, air (Oh a)
No air, air

[Chris Brown:]
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

[Jordin Sparks:]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

[Both:]
So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air (Oohhh)
No air, air (Oohhh)
No air, air (Nooo)
No air, air (No more)
It's no air, no air

Ohhhhh baby
Ooohhhhh It's no air, no air
Hey (Ohh) no air (Ohhh)
Ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
No breathing (No breathing)
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks:]
Got me out here in the water so deep

[Chris Brown:]
Tell me how you gonna be without me

[Jordin Sparks:]
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

[Both:]
It's no air, no air
No air, air (Ohhh)
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

im starting to use colourful language again. whoppeee.

youre a
sickselfegomaniacselfishonemanshowonlythinkaboutyour
selfanddontthinkofmeusemeasyourtoyandtreatmelikeast
upidslutthinkyouresosmartwhenyourenotandyousuckcos
idontlikeyousoyoucangosuckcockforallicareyouidioticasso
brat

and you ask me why i dont like you
how could you even fanthom otherwise
oh right you can
cause youre all of the above
stupid me
SHEESH

im like so friggin scared right now. the whole starting over again deal scares the heck outa me. i always wanted a chance to start anew. but now that i have it. it freaks me out. totally. well but i know i'll pull through. cos God wont give me something im not capable of doing. thats what my mum always says. all the hardships we face on earth are trials from God. and He wont give us something that we'll fail in but something that will break us to our limits but make us a better person at the end of it. i believe im gonna be a better person. yeah man... whee~

7 resolutions for this year:
1. live without regrets (Nella vita, nessun rimpianto)
2. live life at present
3. stop being lazy (HAH!)
4. study HARD - i NEED to make it to uni (i'll show those ancient toads whos boss)
5. stay healthy - lose weight (EXERCISE! not crash dieting)
6. stay positive and NOT overly sensitive
7. save money (which means stop shopping and wanting unnessesary stupid things)

okay now i need to go contemplate my future
wish me luck

i think N and V are the cutest most sweetest couple alive.
i think they were born to marry each other.
i think im NOT gonna go near them untill they get married
cos theyre so nauseatingly sweet(:
i think im gonna throw up... GAWD

GAWD afew mere days before school starts AGAIN. i want my holidays back! ahh. i know i should start like... i dunno facing reality. like the sleep earlier get up earlier reality. and the now is a good time to tidy up my stuff reality. which never WAS a reality but im determined to do it before school starts. gosh. time really passes super fast. im like 17 already. i used to dream of being 17... but now that i am. it doesnt feel really much different. i mean i still feel the same... except maybe more mature. and now that im 'older' im beginning to see things in a different light... im beginning to see cracks on a wall that used to seem perfect. and flaws that didnt exist before... im also beginning to learn that life isnt all that easy and there are things hidden behind everything and all. it feels like my life is somehow just passing through you know... hms. ahhs! this is depressing. but still the truth huh. i know i said that my new year resoulution was to live without regrets... but there are soo many things... that if i had a chance to change... i would change. well no one said growing up was easy... ahs... im falling into an emo mood now. but whatever im carrying on. i mean people keep dreaming bout the future. or worrying about the past. but what really matters is the present right. its the present that makes up for past and brings about the future yeah. okay so now i got another new year resolution. first it was live life with no regrets 'Nella vita, nessun rimpianto'. and the second shall be make do with the present. yeah okay. i think those two are a good beginning. so i shall TRY not to think of what OTHER people think and do what I think. good? i hope(: ahs i hope this year will be a good year...

i love you
i like him
DIFFERENT
GAWD im never EVER gonna see him again... BWAH

i like starring at clouds and whispering sweet nothings to the wind... (:

AHH! I SCRATCHED MY PHONE... 心疼!

what i want is someone...
who i can tell everything to,
who wont get bored with whatever im saying,
who will listen to every detail of my life no matter what,
who likes me for who not what i am,
who is willing to just stay with me...

SECOND day of CNY! yay XD. hee~ okay today wasnt AS busy... hahas(: only went to 3 places(: first went to grans (mum) to eat lunch. ayam buah keluak! YAY luckily still have xD. met aunty meilan there. was supposed to go to granaunt jubilees house together... BUT in the end she not in. HAH. i could have gone to BTs house lar... but ohwells(: anyway after that went to my dads uncles house. hee~ found out something... SHH xD. and after that picked granddaddy up and zoomed off to aunt mags house. watched mama mia there(: FINALLY. yay. it was GOOD man. i might even buy the DVD. plus soundtrack. i know the songs are like old and all. but theyre CLASSIC man. yeah(: mi was busy playing pool. hee~ cant appreciate CLASSIC(: hee~ but on the other hand... i think im being OVERLY sensitive again... but i think than one of my aunty... and her daughter... seriously doesnt like me. hms... im SO sure shes giving off that VIBE. hahas(: ohwells. i think im being over sensitive but the VIBE is so strong. hahas(: like starwars. the FORCE. hee~ eee. ahs. okay i must stop over thinking man... EEE

gosh i hate that im always acting like some whiny little child with you. but i really cant help it... cos im so afraid that if i dont... i'll lose you. since you never take the initiative anymore... how did we become like this? or isit because you have moved on while i havent. im so scared to ask if you have someone now. i know you'd probably have one. but... it still sucks. the feeling that is... well at least we'll always be good friends right... i know im selfish to keep holding on like that. but right now. without you. i'll just crumble i think. so please dont leave me. at least not yet...

7 things i love about you:
1. you make me feel good when nothing does (always)
2. you like me for who not what i am(:
3. you know how to make me smile when im down (hee~)
4. your sweet and thoughtful gestures
5. how we can talk when theres nothing to talk about (and still bother to listen)
6. you care enough to ask (even though no one does...)
7. i will always love you (first and forever(:)

go visit BRIDGETS blogshop(: http://www.nicknackpaddywhoops.blogspot.com YAY(: support support! whee~

happy chinese new year(: yay. whoa its been like such a rush this year. BUT im totally loving and enjoying it. YAY. (: okay first last night (eve) when to grandmas (mum) house for steamboat reunion dinner. it was a 'small one'. (: which means our family, plus the grands, plus my uncles family. so theres like 10 in total. SMALL(: anyway. in the morning (new year day!) went to grandmas (mum) again. for lunch(: PERENAKAN FOOD! yums. hee~ and thats where all my grandads (mum) side of the family gathers. LOADS of family(: = more hongbao(: YAY. there were like more than 20 there... YAY hongbao(: okay. than we went to grandaunt joyce (grandads (mum) sister) to visit her. cos she wasnt feeling well enough to gather at grands place ): ANYWAY next we went to my great granddaddys house (my grandmas (mum) dad). thats where all my grandmas (mum) side of the family gathers. YAY more hongbao(: we took like silly zodiac pictures. hahas(: they kept calling different zodiacs to take with lao gong (ggdaddy) XD. it was kinda fun(: and i remembered to bring my camera this year too! so double yay. plus we did the whole take a picture together and see who looks like who thing. hahas(: okay after that we went to GRANDaunt nancys house (my grandmas (mum) sister) to collect the remaining hongbaos(: all the old fogeys who always go visiting early in the morning to AVOID the whole hongbao issue were there(: well we caught them. hahas(: mi wanted to stay longer to see them play mahjong cos everytime they win they give out money XD HAHAS. but we HAD to move on. SAD. okay LAST stop for today was at grandads (dad) house for ANOTHER steamboat reunion dinner. just got back (: there was SOO much food lar. im like stuffed beyond stuffed. hee~ but its a good stuffed. took some more pictures there. im SOO glad i remembered to bring my camera this year(: it just makes it all feel right. (: and when we got back met cheryl and mum. and the mums kept talking and talking lar... not that it was BAD and i hated it and all... but all i really wanted to do was pee. and they didnt want to let me... XD anyway now im back home. FINALLY. this year was like busier than the rest for some reason lar. xP but im still happy. YAY all the food and hongbaos(: well tonight need to sleep early. still have LOADS of places to visit tmr. whee~ i realised my family is like super big lar. plus the visiting is like super complicated. hahas. cos the extended family is like WHOA. hahas(: but its fun. got so many people(: HEE~ cos most people only have like mums side and dads side. i have mums mum side. and mums dad side. hahas(: YAY i love CNY(:

coffee, milk and tea(:

sometimes when im all alone at home with nothing to do. i think about past memories and get all emotional or pissed. gawd im overlysensitive.

just got back from chinatown(: yay. feeling kinda happy-do-diddy now. i think the festive seasons catching up on me(: YAY also just had a little jam with mi. yeah i know its like MIDNIGHT. well we're abnormal kids. so blame us(: well actually people are blaming us... but WHATEVER we dont give a shit yeah(: been busy cleaning the whole day... and for once i DID clean kay. (: and i got to cook my salty veg chicken soup. ROCKED. i totally love it man. but damn is it not very healthy. loads of salt... chicken oil... but its still delicious neway. hms... but i had to chop the chicken today too... not a pleasurable experiance. AH. looks like i'll never become a cook. so unfair. i love to cook. but i like to cook with ingredients that have been cut and cleaned and TOTALLY not looking like the animal they are... im such a whipass man. hahas(: ohyeah. mi invented this new word man. its 'pradagucci' HAHAS(: its suppose to mean when something looks posh. example 'this wallets so pradagucci ... ' XD its fun. YAY(: okay i think im done talking now... lately ive realised ive been having mouth diarrohea... its totally sickening and irritating. cos i'll only realise ive said something stupid AFTER ive said something stupid... AHH. this sucks(: ohwells. got to get an EARLY start tmr. buying new fudgies(: yayme xD

GOD SAVE THE CRAZY CROWD

7 things i like about you:
1. your lovely voice
2. your love for art
3. your love for music
4. your goofy grin
5. your fashion sense (SOMETIMES(:)
6. your love for cameras and pictures
7. i just like you(: nuff said.

Love Bug - Jonas Brothers


Called you for the first time yesterday
I finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
Oh! Lovebug again

GAWD my nails are a wreck now. luckily i didnt do my manicure in the morning as planned. (: actually the original plan was simply just to go to grans house for lunch and help my mum collect something. BUT in the end ended up helping her peel crabs for CNY. (: but i like peeling crabs anyway. pity bout it being preparing and so i cant it it part though. (: but i think this is sorta payback for monday when i was supposed to help her make achar. so whatever. (: but i still gotta eat some of the crab. cos there apparently was one to many... so i got to eat a few SCRAWNY legs. hahas(: but it still tasted awesome. YAY. i cant wait for CNY. GAWD. all the yummy food. and MONEY. gosh. anyway after that spent quality time with my sweeties. i think matthew will like totally turn into a stud when he grows up. plus he has this LOWlow voice. and he hasnt even broken it yet. plus he can SING. how cute is that. his like only 4 kays... but OMG i love him. hahas(: i think he can be a rock star or something. how cool would that be(: hms anyways tmr will be a whole day of CLEANING. and at night we're going to chinatown. yay(: but i sorta had plans for tmr and it sucks that it'll have to be cancelled... i was so looking out to hangingout! ahhs. whatever... hms... gotta sleep early today... got a WHOLE days work to do tmr. NIGHTS(:

am i being to pushy? or wanting to much for things to be the same? but somehow we both know it never will be the same... i just want to know how youve been getting on? are you attacthed? are you okay? gawd. i just miss the times we had together so much. but it somehow feels different now. maybe its cos weve both grown up. theres a caution to our speech. an awkward pause and a waiting silence. on a first glance it seems like itd never change. but after awhile it feels different. like we are different... it sometimes feels like youre being extra careful or something... and sometimes i feel like im being extra careful too. like i dont know if i should say certain things. cos i dont know how you will react to it. because i dont know if... and im definitely not going to ask. im determined not to be the first one to take initiative. i think youre being as stubborn too... gawd it looks like this is never going to work out man. ahs. ever since i first talked to you. after the whole break. there are questions that have been killing me. but im afraid to ask. cause im scared youve moved on. and im just this silly girl whos still stuck in the past. but i dont want to live life with regrets again. not anymore. like yesterday when i couldnt bring myself to say that to you. i regreted it. so thats why i did what i did today. and though i feel stupid about it. i dont regret it... ahhs. im just soo confused right now. if only you would say something... but even if it doesnt work out. we ll still be friends okay. promise? ... till next time ...

im used to being forgotten and unremembered...

Nella vita, nessun rimpianto
im determined to live life with no regrets.

resist temptation and attain nirvana


okays not actually following your saying but i got you point kay dar(:

you put me out of my funk and made my day(:

AHH superhuman is just soo awesome dont ya think(: hahas. lady gaga is cool too. its like you just want to get up and dance to her songs man(: ADDICTIVE(: YAY i love music(: hahas. kay that was random... but WHATEVER(:

Superhuman - Chris Brown (feat. Keri Hilson)


Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

My Private Place(:

as the sun beats down on me and the breeze wafts around me, i close my eyes and youre the last thing i see.


MY SWEETIES(: i love you guys(: arent they just adorable(:

I LOVE NIGHT MARKETS! i mean whats there not to love... cheap stuff and good food. nuff said man. (: hms... OMG chinese new year is coming. i love cny. theres good food. and free money(: hms.. everything seems to involve good food... hahasXD. im determined to bring my camera around this time... ive always been forgetting the past years(: hms... ohyeah. im making a public apology. sorry brid and steff. hahas. AHH. i couldnt help you guys get tickets. i feel soo bad... okay now that ive gotten it out i dont feel THAT bad. (:yay. i suddenly feel tongue tied... i think my brains malfunctioning from LACK of sleep. obviously caused by a CERTAIN caller... (: but it was great waking up early for ONCE. anyways. hahas(: well i think im gonna sleep early and wake up late(: YAY

Poker Face - Lady GaGa


Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

Just Dance - Lady GaGa Feat. Colby O'Donis & Akon



RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

I AM SLEEP DEPRIVED. all thanks to BRID. hahas(: morning call what lar. (: BUT it was still fun and LOVELY talking to you. (: and now i cant go back to sleep... which SUCKS... so im now here(: oh i tried to make POCOYO pasticine figures. but it became one whole big mess XD. AH. i LOVE POCOYO. he is just so cute. hms... okay i dont really have much to post now... LATER(:

7 things i hate about you:
1. youre selfish and always think about yourself
2. you think youre above me and all that
3. you only think about me when you want to use me
4. otherwise you forget me
5. you keep talking about you and make me listen
6. you dont care how i feel or whatever
7. i just hate you

it felt like nothing had changed at all(:

Keep Holding On -Avril Lavigne


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

GAWD. im totally broke. cos mum refuses to pay me anything. saying ive been going out and not doing anything at home so i shouldnt get paid. WHATEVER. see im listening. i didnt go out today. and did SOMETHING. AHHS. sometimes i think that lifes so unfair. i mean why do i have to do all these house stuff while everyone can have fun. i do the cooking, the washing, the cleaning... GAWD. im like a maid or something. this sucks. no wait. im an UNDERPAID maid. makes a whole load of a difference... ahs. but i guess its only right that i do those stuff... RESPONSIBILTY and DUTY right. and sometimes i dont really mind the cleaning part. its exercise and sorta keeps me from thinking bout stuff. relaxing? i dont know. its just that i seem to be the only one who has to do these stuff. and that kinda sucks. and i mean do these stuff on a DAILY basis can. ahhs. okay ive finished ranting. now i must not think about it. (: YAYS. im gonna watch breakout(: happyHAPPY. plus it was a treat from my dad. doubleHAPPY. okay so there was an ulterior motive... he booked the valetines day show. so hes dumping us there while he spends time with my mum. hahas(: who cares anyway. FREE SHOW. yay. plus its like almost fully booked. only restricted seats left. and only for students. GAWD we're so lucky. my mum wanted to go too. but TOO BAD(: hahas. YAYS. ohyeah. i trimed my bangs again. i can finally see my eyes(:. hahas.

sometimes i feel that the earlier i detach, the easier it becomes in the future...

Dancing Socks


when i dance round and round it almost feels like im flying with you...

i miss you lalalas and your smiles...

"i love you not for what or who you are but what i become when im with you"

aint that sweet. that was some quote off a ad i saw on tv. hahas. its not EXACTLY like that but something like that. i just think its soo sweet. i think i'd totally swoon if a guy said that to me. (: especially if that guy was some like ULTRA bad boy and i changed him. (: OOOU. as you can see (on the past few posts) im trying to change my writing style. ive realised that ive been haha-ying after every sentence or something. and that sounds SO idiotic. so im trying to cut down. (: OMG. i feel like crying now. GAWD. because i just heard some phrase on a song. im am soo p a t h e t i c. GAWD. ahh. i hope this crying at every littlest thing ends soon. i have NO IDEA what is coming over me. and its not like im REALLY sad. i just cry. without the reason to be sad part. i think im mad. hmms. oh yeah im posting alot of small posts which i know is like REALLY irritating. but they seriously do not fit together in one post. and i HAVE to get it out. (: this always happen when im emo. and i realised i write pretty good emo poems. you think? like i feel like writing a poem or a song now. thats when you'd know im emo. gosh. that means i'd really die of depression if i became a song writer or something. hm. that would totally suck. but at least i'd leave behind good songs. (: hahas. okay im really going to sleep now. want to wake up early tmr to do my theory homework. i have a feeling im soo gonna fail my grade 5. AHH. kay nights(:

my lies are getting so convincing im starting to believe it myself...

cos when i said i loved you i didnt mean it
and when i said i missed you it meant you had to go
cos when i said stay with me i didnt mean it
and when i said forever and always it meant nothing

i thought you knew me enough to understand
i never say the things i meant to say
i thought you knew me enough to understand
i always loved playing games

i cant believe you believed what i had to say

reminder: http://asukaworld.blogspot.com/2009/01/fish-album-lyrics.html

okay now listening to fish leongs album. i love it man. but sadly no money to buy. WHATEVER i especially her first track 别在为他流眼泪. i think it just speaks to me. like show luos 搞笑. (: theyre just totally what im feeling now. (:

搞笑 - 羅志祥


那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀

還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好

GAWD. im such an emotional wreck these days. like i out of no where i suddenly feel like crying. or the littlest of things set me of. it soo irritating i tell you. and its getting harder to keep the tears in. i totally do not one everyone to see me bawling or something kay. GAWD. its SOO irritating. okay. had prom last friday. it was pretty awesome. danced a little. posed a little. it was altogether more successful than i expected it to be. YAY. than later had sleepover at stefs. it was pretty fun too. but our all nighter plan totally did NOT work out. i think i was probably one of the first to sleep. i like totally crashed man. ohwells(: hms... just came back from swimming. i swam quite a few laps too(: im soo proud of myself. but ive realised ive gotton slower... BAD. im like totally out of practise man. this sucks. hahas(: tmr going to make achar at grannys house... MUMMUM. yays. hahas. im getting hungry just thinking....

i cry at night so i wont have tears for tomorrow

went shopping today with muni. hahas. we talked about all the different courses and all. bought LOADS of things too. and none for me too! im soo proud of myself. okay except the one ineey weeny necklace. (:WOW tmr is like FINALLY prom night. dont really feel anything now. like im not THAT excited and neither am i scared or whatever. hmms. i think the whole applying for another school thing totally trumps it. like DUH. thats gonna be haunting you for the next 2 years while prom is like 1 night. (:but its important too yeah. hahas. ... OMG. i finally did it. i submitted my jae thingy. GAWD. i hope i dont regret it. NO i wont. i'll make sure i wont(: yeah man! gotta go sleep early. so i'll be already for tmr night. hahas(: IVE DONE IT. finally(:





AINT IT PREETTY!(:
thats my new room wall. drawn by ME(: and painstankenly painted by Dad. but hey i painted some too. like all the circles and big parts(: hahas.

you really remind me of him.
this guy i used to know.
your love and trust in God.
your empathy and compassing.
your kind and caring spirit.
your ever listening heart.
i thank God for you.
and i thank God for bringing you into my life.
God has really blessed me.
first with him than you.
to tell me
and bring me back to where im supposed to be.

sometimes i think theyre scared of leaving me alone
for fear i may do something silly

we're some sorry bunch(:

i'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stairwell

this ain't hollywood, this is a small town
i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

hahas. kays i went nuts and posted like best day songs. hahas. its supposed to be sacarstically speaking. but hey the songs are still awesome. hahas. today went shopping. but sadly not for myself. hahas. went to shop for my mums shoes. cause i bought shoes from charles and keith for prom. and she like FELL IN LOVE with them. hahas. so i had to go get them for her. but it was fun. went with grandma, grandad and thilda. cause grandma have same size feet as my mum. mine are genormous compared to theirs kay. and it was kinda fun. cause thilda RARELY sits the mrt. so she was SOO CUTE. gosh. i absolutely adore her. finally bought taylor swift's album too. hahas. bought da mouths album too. im totally facinated by their album design. its SO cool can. then after that had grandads birthday 'party' hahas. it was just our whole intermediate family. had mee siam and popiah and GORGEOUS chocolate cake from vickys' hahas. their chocolate cake is absolutely fantastic i tell you. its all chocolaty but not filling. so its like light and chocolaty. AH. D E L I C I O U S. i got new ballet flats too. (: okay their not NEW new. cause their passed down. but it was only worn like once?! so its practically new and i think that counts as new. hahas. (: so today was a pretty happy day. YAYS. (: and i think ive actually accepted my grades. i mean sometimes i still feel teary about it. but ultimately inside i dont really feel anything. hmms. its like its frozen inside. hahas. (: i think my dad wants me to go to tampines JC. at first i was like NO WAY. then i saw their website and its actually pretty cool. just that its so freaking far away. i takes more than an hour to travel there from home. so i guess it'll probably be TPJC or JJC. ohwells. hahas. it'll be so freaking scary going to a new school. hms. but it'll be fun too! look on the bright side yeah! hahas. (: you know now with all the stress about school and stuff... prom is like the LAST thing on my mind. TOTALLY. i havent thought of it ever since i got my results. and the last few days ive been like really serious and sombre. which is good. i like this me. no matter where i go i believe i'll make it work. law faculty here i come! hahas. ive even been getting up early. which is amazing. i think i can actually do this. GO ME! hahas. kay that was totally bimbo. but whatever. hmms need to go snooze soon. i think im gonna try a strawberry mask today. or green tea... hms. hahas. ive already tried lemon and that was refreshing. hahas. (: MASKDAY!

Greatest Day - Take That


Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Before it all ends,
Before we run out of time
Stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Tonight this could be the greatest night of our lives
Let's make a new start
The future is ours to find
Can you see it?
Can you see it in my eyes?
Can you feel it now?
Can you hold it in your arms?

Tonight
Tonight
Oh stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

Hold your head high
Hold your arms open wide
Let the worlds start come alive
When you stay close to me

Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Today this could be the greatest day of our lives

Oh, and the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive

Oh oh oh

Stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

Oh

The Best Day Of My Life - Jesse McCartney

[ Verse 1 ]
Woke up around a half past 10
Cant believe that I'm late again
Put down about a quart of caffeine
To start my pulse and then
I grab my jeans off the floor
Then I hit the door
Its just the same old same
It goes to show you never know
When everything's about to change

[ Chorus ]
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

[ Verse 2 ]
Cant say exactly what it was
She's not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen
And surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone
But from now on
I'm gonna be a different man

[ Chorus ]
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

[ Bridge ]
I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change

[ Chorus ] x2
Just another day
It started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life

.. Started out like any other [ x2 ]
.. Had the best day of my life
.. The best day of my life

The Best Day - Taylor Swift


I’m 5 years old It’s getting cold out
Got my big coat on
I hear your laugh And look up at smilin at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home

I don’t know why all the trees change in the fall oh oh
But I know you’re not scared of anything at all oh oh
Don’t know if Snow White’s house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I’m 13 now and don’t know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight
And grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop til I forgotten
All their names

I don’t know who I’m gonna talk to now at school uh uh
But I know I’m laughin pn the car ride home with you uh uh
Don’t know how long it’s gonna take to feel okay but I know I had the best day
With you, today
Taylor Swift Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he’s better than nothin

I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had .. The Best Days with you

There is a video I found
From back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you’re talkin’ to me
It’s the edge of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
My Daddy’s smart and you’re the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why the all the trees change in the fall oh oh
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn’t know if you knew
So I’m takin’ this chance to say
I had the best day
With you, today

got back results yesterday. and boy did THAT suck. i was 4 points of target lar. GAWD. as in 4 points worse then what i predicted i'd get. bawled my eyes out yesterday. but ive gotton over it since. which is good. looking on the bright side at least i passed everything. and its all Bs and As. so at least the cert looks nice hey! hahas. i guess i sorta deserved it. i mean i didnt exactly study my heart out. BAD. plus i was never motivated. so WHATEVER. but im gonna pick myself up and get on with life. no matter where i go. im gonna fix my life straight man. i can do it! im strong! yeah man. hahas. today my dad took off to go with me to check out some of the JCs i CAN go to. which was nice of him. hahas. i bet its cos my mum cant take leave with her new job and all. but WHATEVER. so we went to practically all ends of singapore. plus miah was 'sick'. so he went along with us. we were like spies or something. going round and sneakily taking photos. like seriously! we climbed to the top of the nearsest flat facing the JC and took pictures of it. it was serious yet fun. hahas. so now ive more or so made up my mind. which is good. im mean. get it over and done with dude. okay i could NOT go JC and go poly. but my dad was like are you sure what you want to specialize in. so i guess he makes sense. hahas. we'll see we'll see. GAWD. now im having this killer headache. which is REALLY killer kay. think im gonna snooze early today. hahas. loads to think about.

ookays. gonna recieve results later in the afternoon. kinda nervous. but trying not to think about it. hahas. okay im gonna do 9 dedications. like for the year 2009. for good bearing for the results. hahas. i know i said dedications were cheesy and all. but this is only nine. plus im not gonna say any names. privacy interests. hahas. and since its only nine its obvious some people are gonna be squeezed together. and this is gonna be sincere. unlike those long dedications where people HAVE to say something about someone cos that persons name is on the namelist. like whatever. okay this is to the people who have made impacts on my life. or for some wierd reason i still remember you after all this years(: WHATEVER. by the way its not in like top is the most or whatever. its from single to group. or rather animal than single than group. (:

1. MY FUDGIE
i love you my fudgie. i hope youre doing fine in heaven. i hope i made your life here as pleasing as possible. i still dont know why you died. but i'll find out someday. im sorry for all the times i bullied you... well it wasnt actually me. it was a certain J, S and B. anyway i'll love you forever. and you'll always ALWAYS be in my heart.
R.I.P 27 December 2008 11:28 AM

2. MI MI (prounounced as MY and not ME)
okay i LOVE calling you that. hahas. cos it irritates the HECK outa you. plus its a name i can whine. which is good. hahas. please miah is so not a whining name. thank you for ALWAYS being there. youre the only person in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD i can be real with. okay maybe not REAL real. but like goofy and silly real. sure youve been a pain in the ass at times. c'mon which brother isnt. but i still love ya! and you stubborn shit. me and son have been planning your 'make over' ever since you hit puberty. why cant you just comply and transform you GEEK. okay whatever. i hope that even though we're all growing up so fast and 'maturing'. we'll always have goofy times (like singing and dancing in departmental stores which is SO embarrasing but totally fun) and each other to pull one another back down to earth. love ya! (:

3. MY LONG-LOST BESTFRIEND
hello. long and definitely LOST bestfriend. ive really missed you. hahas. i dont know about you but ive always regarded you as my bestfriend. which honestly is wierd but so true. i dont know why either. but i trust you. hahas. i loved having you whine to me about your girlfriends (by the way two timing is so RAT kay. on such a nice lovely girl too you RAT) and just about anything. i just miss talking to you. its wierd. but its been almost 6 years since we met yeah. well. i had loads of things to say but now that im actually doing this. im tongue tied. hahas. or finger tied or whatever. i just really wish we could go back to how we used to be. but like you said we grew up. i want to be like how i was. but i dont know how to be. but i dont see how i should affect our friendship no? anyway i miss you bestfriend. and if theres ever anything. i'll always be here for you.

4. MY PROTECTOR
BIG BROTHER. hahas. youve always been like a big brother to me. protecting me. assuring me. thankyou. im sorry for what i did. i really am. i didnt mean to lie to you. i was young and curious. and i didnt want you to be sad or angry. im sorry i broke my promise. but its not like you kept yours. so i guess we're quits huh? are you still angry at me? im just so sorry. i know i broke your trust. i was stupid naive and young kay. but now ive grown up and im no more that little girl. i dont know if thats good or bad. but yeah. thankyou for everything. and for just being you. i'll always remember you. even though youre trying to forget me. i cant seem to think of what to say but sorry. but i want you to know i'll always love you big brother.

5. MY FIRST
youre the first guy ive ever like who liked me back(: or maybe the first guy to tell me. youve just been so sweet and caring and understanding. like your good nights and sweet dreams. im just so lucky to have met you. and youve been such a great friend too. thankyou for always being there. for helping me when it got difficult and just being there all the time. even after all this years its still a sweet memory. and no matter what i'll always remember you. (: good luck for erhmm. hahas. im sure you'll do great no matter where you are.

6. MY EAR
thankyou for being my listening ear. through everything dude. im glad you were always there. listening to my complains and troubles. helping me with difficult decisions. youve always been such a righteous godly man. and im sure you'll always be. c.c camp was great wasnt it. i really hope they hold another one soon. (: youve seen me through thick and thin. and when i made a fuss out of the simplest of things. youve help me become stronger. stronger than you'll ever believe. thankyou for never pushing me aside or finding me a buzz. (or at least you never told me) which of im grateful for. thankyou ear. (:

7. MR PIG
yo dude. hahas. youre like my funny bone. thankyou for withstanding ALL my nonsence. hahas. and thankyou for all the eyebags you gave me. hahas. i know ive been a pest. disturbing you late at night. but c'mon. which other crazy person would actually still be awake at 3 in the morning. hahas. thankyou for always playing with me. hahas. any hour of the day. i know sometimes ive been such a nuisence. but thankyou not saying anything. even though now we're not that goofy anymore. (thank god) but its still fun once in awhile huh. hahas. lalalalalalaaa~ hahas.

8. THE GIRLS
hey guys. hahas. ya'll the BEST. you guys made school life so much more LIVABLE. like seriously. hahas. now that we're all graduating i'll seriously miss you guys. like TOTALLY. we must meet up even though we're all seperate kays. (: love you guys SOO MUCH. thanks for always being such great friends. listening and talking. and talking. hahas. i know sometimes we get on one anothers nerves and fight and bitch and all. but hey. sisters fight. its acquaintences that are forever on their best behavior. hahas. sisters man! (:

9. MY MATES
thankyou for always supporting me and being there for me. (: like supporting me in your prayers and understanding. even though we havent been really all that close. i still love you guys. like forever. and we'll get through everything together yeah! hahas. (: GOD LOVES US! YAY! hahas.

YAYS. im done. kay now i know i'll survive later. hahas. through christ who strenghtens me(:

it would have been nice if i was asked or told something

it would have been nice if i was asked or told something

in the dark silence
i think about many things
about how the days went
and about how things came
i think about the past
all the memories floating by
the happy the sad
the angry the mad
i think about many things
like how things have changed
how historys been altered
how to play that game
lastly i think of you
of all the times we played
of all the pictures we created
and all the pots we'd break
i know we can never return
to those times of endless fun
but i just want to remember
what you always forgot

7 Things - Miley Cyrus


I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

wow. its been like pretty long since i last posted. hahas. i kept saying oh i'll post later or whatever. and that never happens. hahas. im such a procrastinator. DUH. loads of things have happened lately. been going out loads. had loads of events too. hms. had some dinners too. hms. results are gonna be out soon. GAWD. its kinda exciting but depressing all the same. i wish the holidays never end man. i hate facing reality. darn. ohwells. time to snooze. ciao! XD

you know what i HATE about you. i mean sure everyone thinks youre all nice and everything. but its totally not getting to me. why do you have to keep STEALING everything from me. like what did i ever do to you. you MADE them turn their backs against me. you MADE me hate them too for what they believed. so now im just NOT going to care. take them. like whatever. im closed. now and forever.

for those 5 seconds when i thought it was you who called...
those were the best 5 seconds i ever had.

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park (Twilight)


I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

just came back from ECP. hahas. went biking there. man do my legs ache now. its been too long. TOO LONG. since i last biked. hahas. went there for family outing. supposed to go to macs for lunch but guess what. POWER FAILURE. like with all the luck dude! hahas. xD so in the end had a presto chicken sandwich at mccafe. it was pretty good. so i guess the the power failure was like a good thing hahas.

Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

oh gawd. im SOO STUFFED. hahas. just got back from grans. had dinner there. we had like prawns and crab and beef curry and... ohmy. it was simply delicious. xD before that went present shopping with kim. it was kinda fun. hahas. i finally bought new eyeliner. im going to try it again. like that girl from the video. AHH. cos i like tried before and it just looked WIERD. hahas. we bought really gorgeous presents for someone too. ooh. soo HAPPY! hahas. yay. hms. i bought body scrub from the body shop too. hahas. cant wait to try it. its papaya! yays. i'll smell like papaya. whoo~ hahas. kay that sounded alittle wierd. hms. had lunch yesterday with the girls. it was their turn to cook for us. hahas. it was delicious. THANK YOU. and LOVE YA LOADS. xD. fudgie died yesterday too... i really miss her. i cried buckets yesterday man. and the stupid vet. cos she as lying on her back. which is something she NEVER does. so obviously something was wrong. and her eyes were open kay. so she wasnt like sleeping or whatever. and she was like breathing really heavily. so we obviously sent her to the vet. but at the vet there was SUCH a long queue kay. like before she could even see the vet she passed away. like come on. its so obvious shes dying. couldnt you see her first. and all those in front were dogs. who sure didnt look dying. come on. theyre jumping and barking dude. dont they like have an emergency queue. or isit cos fudgies a hamster thats why theyre like oh its so small it doesnt matter if it dies. like HEY. ahh. okay that felt good. hahas. to get it out... hms to happier things... oh theres going to be another class chalet. this is like the third man. hahas. but im only gonna be staying for a night. cos theres family stuff on the third day... and we're FINALLY going to be using the new barbeque cum steamboat! whee~ its going to be for 1 jan. new year lunch! yays. cant wait. xD. oh my latest addiction is this new anime miah bought. its some ninja thing. but its quite cool. plus it has english subs! hahas. i gave up on tokyo juliet like after the first disc. i know. im SUCH a failure. hahas. xD okay im gonna try the eyeliner now. i like pure randomosity's eyeliner vid on youtube. hahas. we'll see how it goes. wish me luck. XD

楊丞琳 - 帶我走


每次我總 一個人走
Mei ci wo zong Yi ge ren zou
交叉路口 自己生活
Jiao cha lu kou Zi yi shen huo
這次你卻說帶我走
Zhe chi ni que shuo dai wo zou
某個角落 就你和我
Mou ge jiao luo Jiu ni he wo

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
Xiang tu rang zhuo jin hua de mi huo
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧 在你的身後
Xiang tian kong chan mian yu de xiong yong Zai ni de shen hou
謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
Jin shen de bu fa mei ge bei ying mei ge chuang jing
都有發過的夢
Dou you fa guo de meng

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
Dai wo zou Dao yao yuan de yi hou
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
Dao zou wo Yi ge ren zi zhuan de ji mo
帶我走 就算我的愛
Dao wo zou Jiu suan wo de ai
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
Ni de zi you Dou jiang cheng wei pao mo
我不怕 帶我走
Wo bu pa Dai wo zou

每次我總獨自遠走
Mei chi wo zong du zi yuan zou
保持沉默 不皺眉頭
Bao chi chen mo Bu zhou mei tou
這次你卻說一起走
Zhe chi ni que shuo yi qi zou
如此溫柔 從此以後
Ru chi wen rou Cong ci yi hou

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
Xiang tu rang zhua jin hua de mi huo
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧 在你的身後
Xiang tian kong chan mian yu de xiong yong Zai ni de shen hou
謹慎的步伐每個背影
Jin shen de bu fa mei ge bei ying
每個場景 都有發過的夢
Mei ge chuang jing Dou you fa guo de meng

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
Dai wo zou Dao yao yuan de yi hou
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
Dao zou wo Yi ge ren zi zhuan de ji mo
帶我走 就算我的愛
Dai wo zou Jiu suan wo de ai
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
Ni de zi you Dou jiang chen wei pao mo
我不怕 帶我走
Wo bu pa Dai wo zou

白忙流過漆黑盡頭 潮汐襲來浪花轉動
Bai mang liu guo qi hei jin tou Chao xi xi lai lang hua zhuang dong
雲在海岸結成了膜
Yun zai hai an jie cheng le mo
成為草香草原其中
Cheng wei cao xiang cao yuan qi zhong
又在傳來一滴彩虹
You zai chuang lai yi de cai hong
可在心中還帶著脈搏
Ke zai xin zhong hai dai zhu mai bo

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
Dai wo zou Dao yao yuan de yi hou
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
Dao zou wo Yi ge ren zi zhuan de ji mo
帶我走 就算我的愛
Dao wo zou Jiu suan wo de ai
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
Ni de zi you Dou jiang cheng wei pao mo
我不怕 帶我走
Wo bu pa Dao wo zou
帶我走 就算我的愛
Dai wo zou Jiu suan wo de ai
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
Ni de zi you Dou jiang cheng wei pao mo
帶我走
Dao wo zou

White Horse - Taylor Swift (live)


Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

i need revival in my life.

just got back from christmas eve service. cooked christmas dinner today! hahas. ok i only cooked the quiche. we had roast beef and roast ham. plus salad. thats about it. dad did the meats. but the quiche is important too... plus it didnt turn out half as bad. hahas. xD. set up the christmas tree today too. YAYS. like OMG christmas is here. actually it IS christmas. since we've past midnight but whatever yeah. MERRY CHRISTMAS. hahas. xD. doesnt anyone feel like WHOA its christmas? thats kinda what im feeling. like its soo fast and sudden. GAWD. im not feeling very chrismassy either. maybe it'll settle in in the morning yeah? hahas. ohyeah. FINALLY bought the 2 for 25 pumps. well i didnt GET 2. shared halfies with xin. plus we got purchase on purchase slippers for only 5 bucks. WHEE~ feeling super satisfied. hahas. like i said. r e t a i l t h e r a p y. the wonders it can do. hahas. but my feet were like SOO sore. GAWD. im suprised i can still walk. i think we walked for 4-5 hours man. hahas. hms. saw this guy at christmas eve service... and he was totally my type. its like i wanna get married to THAT kind of guy... sigh... hahas. xD. pity. hes WAY older then me. like 20 something. and i think hes married. oh sharks. hahas. of all the luck. but seriously. i hope i WILL marry that kinda guy. whooo~ xD. hms. cut more of my bangs today. im like snipping off some at a time... and its taking hella long time. but its the nerves. hahas. scared to just chop the whole lock off and go WHOA what did i do. but whatever. i'll get there xD. OOH. time is just flying... its like gonna be a new year soon and all. AHH. hahas. i'll miss this year.

just went to ming yu jie's place for dinner. shes gonna be my new godsister (: YAYS. hahas. her family was pretty nice too... cept they had this really strong china accent. so sometimes i had no idea what they were saying. hahas. xD but whatever. been christmas shopping the last few days. WHOOTS. it makes me freaking happy. like i dunno. retail therapy anyone. and i saw this dress from zara that is GORGEUOS. thinking of buying it for prom. its like a simple black dress. its good cause it'll never go out of style and i'd probably be able to wear it anywhere... versatility dude! hahas. plus it goes well with the scottish checks shoe i spotted near the dress rack. whooo. but its kinda pricey. well. think about it. plus i spotted this great deal at cotton on. theyre selling two pumps for 25 bucks. i was so wanting to buy it but my dad was like those are probably not good quality... who cares. that means he'll have to buy me the check heels right... BUT. ah. its still a pretty good deal. i mean like for fun you know. hahas. hms. went bag shopping too. we were supposed to buy them for people... in the end we just couldnt resist! hahas. so now i got a new clutch and mum got a new handbag. well she had an ulterior motive for buying me the clutch... to use for her D and D. so i shouldnt feel so bad. hahas. it seems like im gonna be cooking christmas eve dinner. well normally (for years) we've been having christmas dinner at grandmas but this year we were supposed to do the my hope thing so we declined. but in the end we're doing my hope at ester. soo... im cooking. hahas. but it'll be fun. im gonna do roast chicken and quiche. maybe some christmas cookies too.. see how lar. hahas. XD. YAY. christmas is coming! presents here i come. but i have a feeling this years stash will be smaller. my grandparents gave the cruise as their present. mum and dad gave the money the gave to use for the cruise as their present. that leaves me with... this is getting depressing... hahas. xD. hms.. ohyeah. now my latest craze is watching those guru videos on youtube. hahas. my favourite is purerandomosity. i wanna do eyes like hers... if im ever brave enough. hahas. cos theirs like super bold. not something normally seen in singapore. hahas. xD. its getting late. gotta get up early for a swim tmr. TATS.

YAY! FINALLY went to watch twilight. it was kind of a let down though. im pretty dissapointed. but its still a pretty decent good film though. but i dunno how to put it. i guess its like all the other book adaptation movies. it feels kinda short and rushed and you feel kinda cheated? like they missed out WHOLE chunks from the original book. which is kinda sad. i dunno. cos there was like all this hype bout it... and maybe because that led to some high expectations or whatever? maybe thats why its kinda a letdown. but overall its still okay though. cept for a few awkward moments... or were they meant to be awkward? hahas. XD. maybe they should do a twilight television series or something. i think itd be soo much more fitting. and they be'd able to fit in all the details and such. i mean. twilight rocks because of all those minute interactions between edward and bella right. it gives the tummy that warm filling. and when the movie skipped all that. it didnt really give me and feeling. but whatever. they should totally do a television series. anyway it was kinda fun meeting up with the girls and all. its been pretty long. ok maybe not THAT long. but still. AWW~. hahas XD. and for once we didnt REALLY bitch about anybody... ok maybe a little. but im cutting back already kays... all to make me a better person! hahas. xD and it wasnt really that much bitching. more like talking and discussing about people. yeah thats it. discussing. hahas. XD. its kinda a good day today i guess... hahas. XD. oh yes. im re-watching tokyo juliet. its just soo lovely. okay wu chun isnt that good an actor. but ariel is awesome. so i guess it kinda makes up no? and the storyline is just lovely. like its i dunno. exciting yet sweet? plus i totally love the soundtrack. hahas. talking bout soundtracks. im probably gonna get the twilight OST. should i? i mean the movie wasnt that nice but the OST is awesome. ~ think about it. cash's kinda tight now... SAVE SAVE SAVE dave. hahas i have no idea why i put that dave. it kinda rhymes dont ya think. savesavesavedave. it could be a song man. hahas. okay im acting all silly again. going to watch sigh~ tokyo juliet now. TATS

reintervention :rediscovering reinventing

only people who dont know me say im the girl who loves art.
BOOYA.

im back from cruise! whoots! it was totally fun. YAYS. plus i ate like a PIG. xD but its like soo not my fault kay... the food was soo good. plus its all free right... didnt want it to go to waste yeah. hahas. xD on the ship it was fun. we went to explore practically every speck of the ship. it was soo fun. i especially loved the helipad. it was like right at the top (DUH). and it was always windy. especially at night. hahas. too bad bout the shopping though. shopped a little at peneng but didnt really get to shop much a phuket. PITY. cos like when we reached phuket. like HALFWAY. miah fell ILL. of all the luck man. so we had to cut it short. bout loads of food stuff though. hahas. like all the biscuits and 'traditional?' food stuff. but it was altogether good... yeah man. hahas. like all the songs lately have been all like LOVE and all. hahas. i dunno. kinda feeling lovey... hahas. i know love song by taylor swift is like already so talked about and all. like peoples been raving bout it. but i only realised how awesome it is today. like REALLY REALLY listened. and it rocks dude. and i like the jj song too. its soo sweet... and sad. its like everytime i hear that song i get all teary and stuff. WIERD. i know. hahas. im like a freak man. whooo. so excited! tmr im FINALLY gonna get to watch twilight! WHOOTS! hahas. re-read twilight aboard the cruise. and now im totally falling in love with it ALL OVER AGAIN!! hahas. xD. okay i cheated a little winny bit. i caught a little of the movie. like only the start online. but . WHOO. i just couldnt stand it kay. i just had to peek. but then there was something wrong so i couldnt watch it finish and all. i tell you. its fate. im like fated to watch it tmr. hahas. xP. ya know. i made alot of commitments in the holls. like exercise everyday and stuff. but ive only been exercising like once or twice a week. BAD. i have totally no commitment and determination man. im so dissapointed in me. yeah me. you hear that. im dissapointed in me. GAWD. im going bonkers. im like talking to myself... hahas. who cares. im a freak already yeah. no biggy. hahas. just another freak habit. hahas. xD. oh yeah. i FINALLY cut bangs. but they kinda look wierd. hahas. i went to the hair dresser. and he cut for me this two snips. and it was like i had ET antennas or something. plus i had to pay 3 bucks for that. i think he was pissed cos he asked kay what ya wanna cut. and i was like just the fringe. and he was like okay... and the 'youre totally wasting my time' face came on. he was like done in a minute man. so i cut my own bangs. they dont look half that bad. i watched some 'cut your own bangs' vids. i know. WIERD. but hey i didnt want to make a mistake kay. itd be a least a month before id outgrow any mistakes. and hey presto. i did it. but my bro says its not enough. like i should go cut more it thicker. plus i didnt cut short enough. so sometimes it kinda gets in my eyes... maybe i'll go visit another hairdresser and ask him to do it RIGHT. you think. anyways i dont think i look half that bad with bangs. it makes my face look smaller. hahas. hmms... its almost christmas! GAWD. how time flies. it was like just yesterday i finished 'o's and now its like christmas. GAWD. hahas. talking bout christmas... in the morning i was like totally in a BAD FOUL mood. first i had to wake up early to go for music class. then i was FORCED to go to church to help out with our christmas event. i like just came back last night man. im like totally tired dude. cant anyone see that. okay. to be fair its not like i totally dreaded going to church and the music thing was arranged like LONG AGO. but what pissed me off is that my dad PROMISED the peeps that i go to church and help WITHOUT asking me. the whole getting up early thing didnt help either. plus my passport got churned out of the washing machine. literally. THAT totally did not help. it came out in shreds kay. im sure i took out everything from my pocket. it must have been miah. i kinda remember asking him to help me safe keep. of all the idiot things to ask. okay. out of point. yeah i mean im just pissed he didnt ask me and expected me to go. what if i had plans or something. DUDE. so not happy. anyways. kinda recovered now. and the church thing wasnt all that bad... i think its the dinner though. hahas. food = happy. hahas. YAYS. gotta go wash the dishes now. GAWD. my life sucks...

我還想她 - JJ 林俊傑


泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答
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Love Story - Taylor Swift


We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

wow. its been such a long time since i last blogged yeah. hahas. xD. hms. its been bout a month since O's finished? wow thats fast. hahas. hms so far the holidays have been okay... the first two weeks were like TOTALLY busy. like no rest all fun man. not like im complaining. hahas. who CAN complain bout having fun man. hahas. hmms. just went to pay for prom today. looks like theres no turning back now! hahas... wells. going to cruise this sunday. dont really feel anything. but it'll be fun! hahas. YAY. okays... i have no idea what to say now. i think im out of practise. hahas...

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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