OMG. ive been wanting to blog since like LAST week. well. only have the time now anyway. or rather im feeling not too lazy to do so. haha(: well lets start from last week(: promos ended! like finally. than went out with the clique on thursday to vivo. had a dinner picnic up on the roof. missed you guys like soo much man. we have to go do it again!!(: than on friday after school went to NJC for their art exhibition. it was okay. but it was like so crowded and the place so small. and so hot! ah. but i felt it wasnt as good as TJC's one. ohwell. after that was supposed to go to dee's place for sleepover. but when going home to collect my stuff was suddenly NOT allowed to go. ohwells. but heard it wasnt that good anyways. cos everyone was so tired and everything. or maybe it was because i wasnt there huh?! HAHA XD than on monday it was deepavali. was triple booked that day! was asked to go ~shopping~ with the family. than asked to hort park with choir. and pw. guess which one i went to? pw at nics house! haha. i am such a good girl eh? hms... than on tues got back promo results. it was ooohkay. failed math. but passed econs! so theres a small possibility i might actually promote. ohyeah. passed gp too! haha. its okay jasmine! think positive! yeah(: on wednesday went to tekong. it wasnt as bad as previously imagined. it was actually remotely fun. haha! nic and her pole. and joyce and her guys! and mun my partner in crime. it was VERY fun. haha. on friday had chinese mock exam. i felt it wasnt too bad. but only time will tell. than met bridge at city hall. had a nice long lunch where it was all gossip and thai food. and we went window shopping. i kinda like espirits current stock. i know its all like the winter stuff. but i like winter stuff!! haha(: and now its today. went to church in the downpour. there was this really cute small little boy sitted in front of me. the kind of cute that he'll grow up to have that hot korean look cute. haha. and he kept asking me like 'which hand is empty' when it was soo obvious both had sweets. ohman he is cute beyond words man. and his sister is like equally cute. she is SOO freaking pretty. like drop dead gor-geous. and shes only 7! or so. at least she looks that way. oh some kids just have all the luck! later went to lunch at macs with mi, mum and m-y jie. there was this guy there that looked like arron yan! seriously man. but mi said only his eyes were the same so they didnt look alike. wet blanket! he was just darker, taller, and more muscular. wait doesnt that make it all the better? haha(: okay its late. gotta go snooze awhile now. need to wake up early to do pw!!(:

when all your friends say hes a jerk does that really make him one?

i am a glutton for punishment just waiting to happen

sometimes i feel like the mad-hatter;
running around with no purpose in life

7 things to consider when choosing a life partner:

1.) how much he/she loves you
2.) does he/she really love you
3.) can he/she cook
4.) can he/she sing
5.) is he rich enough to buy you that diamond ring
6.) imagine him/her old
7.) imagine him/her in bed

if youre the only one i cant add on facebook for some stupid reason does it mean something?


even when my mouth says something; my heart screams another
从现在我会用华语表达我的心意。也没有什么特别理由啦。可能是因为在薄客上中文字比较难读吧。还是可能因为有些人不读中文？哎呀不知道啦。就是要越少人看到就对。我知道我知道。如果不要人看就不要写吗！可是我无忍了！必须把心理的话说出来吗。。。
昨天我看到他好多次哦。很心烦耶。明明是说好不再想啦。可是他一直出现不要想也还是会想的吗。已经快一年了耶。我还真是没用。。。象在球场啊。虽然嘴唇是喊着别队的名字可我眼睛仍然还是离不开他。表面上是帮别队加油可是全场我直看见他一个人。说我有没有用啊。还有。更离谱的。就是回家的路上明明又有机会跟他说话。机会简直就是神营造出来的。说声：今天打得好哦！也好。可我还是不敢。对我是个懦弱的胆小鬼。象这样。一旦有事只知道跑。我一直在逃避。逃避感情逃避现实逃避未来。说个：嗨！也那么难吗。好我下定决心。我会写一封信。给他那封信。可是因为我是一位胆小鬼信会在假期写。那么就不用面对他啦。好就那么办。我也不会要求他什么。只是我不要过彼此不理彼此的日子。明是互相认识可就是因为误会而造成负担和不愉快。我只是不想失去个朋友罢了。
bridget looks like i might actually listen to your advice afterall huh. haha(:

說好的幸福呢 - 周杰倫


你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

ECONS TMR~!! im not the least bit prepared. soSO dead...

promos are next week. two more days to be exact. i have no idea why im still not stuying. well i am stressed. stressed to my pits. but somehow oh i dunno... just watched finish 霹靂MIT last night. its not too bad(: arron is awesomely cute. like in every single shot. like OMG GORGEOUS!! ohwells. but the show was pretty good. like the storyline is pretty exciting plus it so does not fit the normal love story stereotype. AWWSSH. but dang. i should really get cracking huh. its not that im totally not studying. just not as hard as i want to. but've been feeling so super tired lately. like when i sleep i just zonk out. which means i cant study. which is like bad. i have no idea whats wrong with me man...

its the last countdown to our last battle...
only a week left!
lets put on our armor and march bravely forward
with our mind and strength
and hearts united
we will not leave defeated...

and its already the end of the holidays. ladida dida~
omg. these two weeks were such a rollar coaster! it was horrid! like OMG horrid. firstly there was the part where i missed the adi concert. which kinda sucked. cos i went for all the practises. but got sick at the last freakin minute. than was the even more horrid sept holls. of which i spent ALL in school. i think i was in school more in the holls than when there is actually school. horrid. horrid horrid. plus i lost my wallet. which got me crazy for a night and i couldnt sleep. but thank God i found it. and my econs is improving. finally. what with all the crazy tuitions and all. it'd better. but that means i didnt have time to really study anything else. my art is screwed. and the tcher wants to see me tmr bout it. SHITSHITSHIT. promos is in TWO freakin weeks and im not the least bit prepared. AT ALL. i am so DYYINGG!!!
ah! my life sucks.

ive stayed strong till now
this is not my time to crumble and i cry
i have to stay on
i just have to

been awesomely long since i last wrote huh. just couldnt find the time i guess. lives been ultra busy. but its been so far so good. so thats good(; the holidays are finally here... though they are only for a week. plus there will be loads of studying and going to school. so i guess it aint THAT much of a holiday. ohwells(: okay now ive gotta go study for econs test. darn. sorry for the short post. ah gng.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY LOCK!!

people dont search for the perfect moments, they look for the perfect person to share such moments with

sh-ul? (:

If We Were A Movie (Featuring Corbin Bleu)


i prefer this version(: haha. anyway today had lunch after church with some old friends. like my parents old friends(: didnt end up selling the huge jars at church. cos i couldnt finish them in time. sorry guys! but ive asked people about it and i think i have about 3 buyers? anyway im gonna bring it over for them next week. so there(: just had steak dinner(: i do believe that my dad is truly a better cook than my mum. hahaha. had tuition today. and i cant help but say i really absolutely cannot stand him. like OMG. i was totally showing him the face today. like seriously. all he does is refer to his jj notes and go oh okay do this question. and than he CHECKS the answer by flipping to the ANSWER SHEET. and he spends half the time thinking of questions i ask him and dont answer them. (p.s. i dont have anything against you know, jj, or anything...) and he goes ever so slow. like seriously i am NOT that dim. and he keeps giving me this questions that i already get the gist of. like seriously. and all the stuff he teach totally doesnt make any sense. like he will say something. and later do something to totally contradict it. the only reason i was able to do any of the questions was by no way any of his credit. it was because i kept refering to MY notes thank you very much. but i guess i have to keep him for awhile. maybe it'll get better after abit. just pray and hope for the best i say. on a lighter note. picked dad up yesterday from the airport. was able to go for sakae dinner afterall. i have come to realised. different sakae outlets have different qualities. for like their food. particularly sashimi. the ones at the airport or say orchard is better than those at ulu places. or neighbourhoods. seriously. someone should bring this up. ohwells(: sushi is sushi. my hair is starting to thin. my brother says im starting to bald and become like dad. my mum says its stress. i'd like to believe the latter. aparently my cousin went through this whole faze too. and she grew back hair after all the stress was gone. i wonder when my stress will be gone. sigh. things have really become ever so stressful. like with projects and the whole works. sometimes im scared of retaining and all. but than again maybe i should retain. if i get promoted and all. my basis will be totally sucky. and than i'll do horrible for As. oh darn. the troubles of life. even deciding whether to promote or retain can be so difficult...

Schiller mit Lang Lang - Time For Dreams
Co-work between the chinese Pianist Lang Lang and German Electronical Composer Christopher von Deylen (Schiller)


dreamy aint(:
but i think langlang is more entertaining live(: haha. his expressions are priceless~

there are guys...
...and there are guys who will wait no matter how long it takes

im just wondering where you belong to

and he SINGS(: how perfect can he be~ AWW~



GUSHGUSHGUSH!!

arent they the prettiest things you've ever seen(: ~ its absoulutely dreamy ain't? whee~

Jill Stuart Fall 2009 Wedding Dress Collection








looks like i wont be sleeping tonight :( dang do i hate school. its giving me huge eyebags.

got back from church.
jenny's leaving today:( to thailand for a year. i'll really miss her. shes like this ball of bubbly-ness. (:angel played us a song she wrote. which sounded kind of familiar but it was still awesome. mingyu jie got a german boyfriend!!(: haha. she was previously soo into korean stuff but now shes all korean what?!?! and shes taking german and all. she is so funny! okay gotta go for tuition soon... lalala~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOYUE!!

to sit on the swings and think of what could be

what todo when luck runs dry?
we carry on living our shitty lives

can you like say bimbo another time
SHEESH




and so they found out something i knew all along
big deal
suprise suprise

this week has been one of the WORST ever. like OMG. been surviving on like 3 hours avg per day. which means im totally off now. cos you know how much i love LOVE sleep. had math reretest today. which basically sucked. but i could do a question which i normally cannot do. so i guess that acts as a take away. darn kay. i need to sleep now. dang it.

a once in a million chance?
not everyone has perfect endings.



by helium raven

gosh. back in school again. this truly sucks. the weekend was pretty good. though it passed like super fast. but dont they all. on sat had math tuition. first time. it was okay. the teacher was pretty nice. and like talkable. plus he helped me print out all these extra notes and didnt charge me for them. that was awesome. after went to clarke quay for the food fest. and to watch the drum show. which we didnt catch. haha. and played pool on sunday! and swam(: im beginning to really really like pool. though i totally suck at it. but hey. practice makes perfect yeah!(: schools becoming a total drag though. oh darn. wishing the holls were here again...

stupid weiqin im not a paedophille hes just ONE year (maybe only afew months) younger than me. LIKE DUDE. oh this sucks. i feel so old.


taemin is so cute! gwah!

Juliette - Shinee


[Key] Song for my Juliette!

[Jonghyun] The moonlight, as if itll spill, is definitely dark
[Onew] Including the almost expolding torchlight
[Key] I need to learn how to shine like she does
[Jonghyun]If I look at her, Ill be blinded

[Taemin/Minho] Please give me a chance
When you look at me with those eyes
I want to hold you in my arms
[Jonghyun] But to me, youre like a playful fox

[All] Juliette, Ill give you my soul
Juliette, please accept me
Juliette, sweetly, a little more sweeter
Whisper my serenade

[Minho] Sweet addiction, burning temptation
Even though your lips are bitter poison
Im Romeo, your knight in shining armor
Trapped in a glass jar, love is a red light

[Onew] Youre already the center of the whole world, my focus
[Key] You play me all day, and even if you push me, pull me, and I fall down
[Taemin] I follow your scent that embraces my body again
[Jonghyun] I cant stop, so take all of my heart and my breath

[Taemin/Minho] Please open your heart
Your gestures toward me pass by again
[Jonghyun] My trembling heart seems like itll explode any moment

[All] Juliette, Ill give you my soul
Juliette, please accept me
Juliette, sweetly, a little more sweeter
Whisper my serenade

[Taemin] Even without any words, I already know everything
[Onew] Your eyes said they want me badly
[Key] I cant escape this habit of chasing after you
[Jonghyun] You spread like an irresistable poison
Yeah, baby Juliette

[All] Juliette, Ill give you my soul
Juliette, please accept me
Juliette, sweetly, a little more sweeter
Whisper my serenade

[All] Juliette, Ill give you my soul
Juliette, please accept me
Juliette, sweetly, a little more sweeter
Whisper my serenade

([Key] My love is passionate like the sun, only you, only you
[Minho] Even if Im born again, only one person will shine brightly in my heart
[Jonghyun] My heart shines brightly
[Taemin] My heart shines brightly
[Jonghyun] SHI, SHI, SHI, SHI, SHINee)

Da Da Da Da Da Da Da (X4) loves serenade
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da (X4) loves serenade

Noona is so pretty - Shinee


Noona is so pretty - Shinee (ENGLISH VERSION!!)


"nunan neomu yeppeoseo.."
just when I thought I could go
my heart is lost and you're pulling me back again
wishing on a falling star
wish I could be where you are
somehow you came and changed my everything

*when you're not around
I just feel a little down
this is kinda silly right... it's not okay to me
and I think I'm gonna hate it boy
if you turn your back on me
I don't wanna let this go ...but I'm wondering*

how do I be careful
not to show you what I dream of
kinda crazy but I
replay replay replay
when we're together
every moment that I treasure
like a movie that I
replay replay replay

you know you're my M.V.P., no one else has got what I need
when it's just us two, I get shy but then you keep it so cool
the way you're always watching out for me
and although I wanna believe
tell me I'm not just imagining..

*repeat*

"nunan neomu yeppeo"
I don't wanna hear it no more
cause I know it's gonna
replay replay replay
keep trying not to fake it
how am I supposed to say it
you're the song that I
replay replay replay

KARA - Pretty Girl


KARA - Honey


KARA - Rock U


예쁘다!!
arent they the cutest!
hana is gorgeous! HEE~




on sat when out with the girls to celebrate brids 'suprise' party. but seriously where the fun if you know about the suprise hey. went to marina bay for kbox. it was pretty okay. though the birthday girl left early. HAH. i have a sense she wasnt satisfied. and dang kimchi kept bombarding us with JJ songs. poor jeyun. hahaha. all the killer chinese songs hey. than monday had chinese oral. which was pretty okay. got to miss loads of classes(: haha. BEST PART! though the question kinda sucked. i dont think i'll do well for it. dang. i mean it was those kinda questions the teachers never prepare you for. and btw. the teacher really didnt prepare for it. ohwells. screw it. after oral went for pe. played capts. been so long since i last played capts. it was pretty fun(: but it was just us girls so it was kinda tiny. haha. and guess what im stucked with today. LOA. HA(: its hilarious i tell you. just yesterday we were talking about shawn getting h1n1 and how we could get loa and all. and like today bt gets it and we still get loa. hahaha! what comes around goes around i say. so now im sorta stuck at home till friday. though i'd still be bombarded with homework. which sucks. sorta. ohwells. okay im gonna sleep now. finally finished art(: whoot! yayme!

the hottest trend in this depressing economic downturn:
PATCHWORK UNDIES
this happens when you're to dang poor to replace your holey undies

some things are making me really pissed lately. or maybe its just that time of the month. but seriously. i think anyone'd be pissed too. like seriously. i mean its just that it would be nice to be asked. or at least included in it. i mean we're a group right. but seriously. sometimes they just discuss things among themselves and make all the big decisions. and then sometimes they forget to tell me but go all HUH HOW COME YOU DONT KNOW. like its my fault. like hello. no one told me. how am i supposed to know. and theyll just go on talking and talking but never asking me how i even feel about it. like im just some stupid ass follower with neither opinion nor feeling. and im just supposed to do as im told. or rather do as im not told. cos they never ever tell me anything but still expect me to do things. like what the heck man. that is likes some seriously screwed logic. and when i try not to think about it. and just sit there and remember to breathe. theyre all. GAWD SHE NEVER DOES ANYTHING. you know what i can never do anything right kay. so just stick with that and stop bothering me already. gosh. theres just not pleasing some people.

it been a bad week so far. what with all the results and all. failed two h2 subjects. math and econs. well math was sorta predictable. but im kinda disappointed with econs. i thought i could at least get an s. but well i was close. ohwells. but ive never passed it before anyway. so no biggie. but at least i passed gp(: and chinese(: and art(: and history(: see jasmine it aint too bad! go girl! haha(: just finished eom. which is good. i should sort of study math now. but darn. hms... feeling dead beat these few days. like seriously. like today. the minute i got home i slept. but than obviously i woke up later. like now. but still feeling tired though... hms i think i should catch some zzs first eh. haha(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRID!!!(:
17 dedications for 17 years. or at least i'll try!
P.S. MUST LISTEN TO ALL! okay? YES!!
here goes:

#1


#2


#3


#4


#5

P.S. wait till the chorus! its really quite not that bad! hang in there! we're almost half way.

#6


#7


#8


#9


#10


#11


#12


#13 - 16

P.S seriously this should count for soo much more man. HAHAHA.

and lastly...
#17

okay you can like sorta skip the rest. though some are really good songs(: i think this last one says exactly all i wanted to say. would have sang it myself if i didnt sing like a frog. haha. i'd kill the song. so there! happy birthday lovely! you've been the AWESOMEST friend ever. let there be many more happy birthdays! YEAH!(:

when down listen to up songs
-jasmine's philosophy no.1

btw i do think ive found some really REALLY good songs this time! like seriously! haha. i think 17 forever is so apt for now! and lenka's trouble is a friend's video is soo cool. and i love lenka! haha. whee~

Trouble is a Friend - Lenka


Trouble will find you no mater where you go, oh oh.
No Matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, oh oh.
Your fine for a while but then start to loose control.

Chorus 1:
He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don't forget as you ease on down the road.

Chorus 1

Chorus 2:
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but im a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave; I try.
Oh Oh I try!

Chorus 1

Chorus 2

Oh, Oh.

Last of the Lookers - The Metros


I had a couple too many last night
And there's lessons to be learnt
Monday mornin rattles in my head
And there's coppers to be earned

I met a girl thought she was the bees knees
Turns out she isn't even from brockley oh (x2)

Nights out for a tenner
Night out with a tenner
Young forever
Sneaking out from your mothers
And I said oh

Cos we're the south east lovers
Yeah we're the last of the lookers
Wrapped up topshop coked up sweethearts know
Wrapped up topshop coked up sweethearts know

I had a couple too many last night
And there's lessons to be learnt
Monday mornin rattles in my head
And there's coppers to be earned

I met a girl thought she was the bees knees
Turns out she's aint even from brockley Oh (x 2)

Nights out for a tenner
Night out with a tenner
Young forever
Sneaking out from your mothers
And I said oh

Cos we're the south east lovers
We're the last of the lookers
Wrapped up topshop coked up sweethearts know
Wrapped up topshop coked up sweethearts know
Wrapped up topshop coked up sweethearts know

Seventeen Forever - Metro Station


You are young and so am I.
And this is wrong, but who am I to judge
You feel like heaven when we touch
I guess for me this is enough

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

You are young and I am scared
You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Will you remember me
You ask me as I leave
Remember what I said
Oh how could I, oh how could I forget

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

One mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

Ooh ooh, ooh ooh
Ooh ooh, ooh ooh
Ooh ooh, ooh ooh

Ride My Star - Julian Perretta


the sun looked hot
and the grass looked green
and her face looked pale
under my rainbow machine
so i took a bite from the honey tree
and the stars turned angry as they looked down at me

She said do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
she said or ride my star or night

Where did you come from girl
are you from some other place
cuz your far from heaven nearer to my level
and your starting to make me hate

Dont let me fade away
ive only got 4 more lifes to live
and theres an angel sat with her fingertips
swimming all over my body

do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
she said or ride my star or night

Baby i would love to love to
tell me how you want to want to
baby now i need to feel your hands on me
so tight and ride me star all night
and ride my star all night

i found a place where we can rome
its quite unvitle let it go
just one thing i got to know
can we play like they do in the video

i found a place where we can rome
its quite unvitle let it go
just one thing i got to know
can we play like they do in the video

do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
do you do you want to want to
she said or ride my star or night

Baby i would love to love to
tell me how you want to want to
baby now i need to feel your hands on me
so tight and ride me star all night
and ride my star all night

OMG. so the song is called the show by lenka! hahaha! i kept hearing it on the radio and all. i always thought it was from lily allen. they do sound similar dont they? and the genre is kinda similar too! (: who knew. cos grace was like dontcha know the show by lenka! and we were all (blank) noo. and she was all i betcha heard it before. ohoh! who knew! this is a nice suprise(: hehe. plus to think ive even like sang this song. and never knew who it was by or like the title or anything! HAHAHA. anyway. got back exam results today. well some. chinese and math. i wont say its much of a suprise. very VERY predictable in fact(: not that its a particularly good thing. well i did okay for chinese paper2 but failed the compo. cos as predicted i wrote out of point. AGAIN. i should really learn my lesson and like choose another question. i keep picking the single title one of which i keep writing out of point. it is seriously out of point. well. at least i passed overall. so it aint too bad i guess. haha(: and as predicted i failed math. got 19. which was 9 more marks than i expected to get. and i wasnt the last in class! HAHA. well what could i expect. i didnt study. or even understand the dang thing. but ive seriously gotta buck up. yeah man! hms. walked home with fizah today. it was sorta a payback. cos we both skipped pe. but i did have a legal reason! im still sick. yeah): went to sasa cos fiz wanted to get makeup brushes. saw the pretty pretty fake lashies there. i am so amused by them! i think like the japanese make up thing has me soo fascinated. its so pretty! but wells. my wallets on a diet. at least until certain people pay me back my fortune. hey! hinthint! hee~ and had mos burger for dinner. its amazing how people ever though of inventing rice burgers. its deli! absolutely. and art deadline got extended too! so i guess today was an averagely good day afterall. hahaha(:

The Show - Lenka


I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

da dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

I want my money back (3x)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

headache headache
killer headache
dying dying
panadol my savior

One, Two, Three, Four - Feist


One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for

Oh teenage hopes are lying at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are


this is the onigiri box i was looking for...
not exactly the same design but you know the general shape. haha(:

going back to school tmr :( hahaha. its gonna be a rough week ahead. i can soo tell. today went to vivo with the cell. it was our 'bonding' time. went to daiso! whee. yesterday went to IMM daiso! HEHE. it is like so darn awesome. i can walk around the store for ages and not feel as if time is passing by. hehehe. but i still couldnt find what i was looking for. ohwells. i do not believe i cannot find it in singapore. im sure its there hidden in some nook or cranny. ohwells gotta search harder. hms. gotta go 'study' now. i miss the holidays! sigh.

I LOVE DAISO!!
ITS MARVY!!
*eyelash flutter*

okay didnt manage to find jack and rai. but i found other cool bands! i especially like FM static. theyre supposedly a christian pop punk band. but anyhoo. i think their musics pretty awesome. yay.

The Brightest Green - Anarbor


It was late last night before she hit me up
And baby, don't you know nothing good happens after midnight?
You see the night before I couldn't keep my hands off her
Yeah I wanted to drink her up

Her body burned like a fire and I knew
I knew I couldn't take anymore from her

I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my stomach's turning
My heart's giving into my eyes
I'm stare, stare, starin' at the skin she's sharing
My heart's giving into my eyes
But now it's too late
For me it's too late
I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my heart's giving into my eyes

She stood 5'4
She had the brightest green I'd ever seen
I'd never seen these eyes before
And just like that I was hypnotized
I sit back, I roll fat
While thinking of you
And I knew I couldn't take anymore from her

I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my stomach's turning
My heart's giving into my eyes
I'm stare, stare, starin' at the skin she's sharing
My heart's giving into my eyes
But now it's too late
For me it's too late
I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my heart's giving into my eyes

I'm sweating bullets like a boy that has just been caught
You say your love is all I need but I don't need a lot
You say that you're sorry but I know that you're not

I'm sweating bullets like a boy that has just been caught
You say your love is all I need but I don't need a lot
You say that you're sorry but I know that you're not

I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my stomach's turning
My heart's giving into my eyes
I'm stare, stare, starin' at the skin she's sharing
My heart's giving into my eyes
Now it's too late
For me it's too late
I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my heart's giving into my eyes

Now it's too late
For me it's too late
I'm burn, burn, burnin', yeah my heart's giving into my eyes.

Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low


I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen

When the lights go up
I want to watch the way you take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at;
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Live and let live
You'll be the showgirl of the home-team
I'll be the narrator
Telling another tale of the American dream
I see your name in lights
We can make you a star
Girl, we'll take the world by storm
It isn't that hard...

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
Whoa...

Ha ha..

Take a breath
Don't it sound so easy?
Never had a doubt
Now I'm going crazy
Watching from the floor

Take a breath
And let the rest come easy
Never settle down
'Cause the cash flow leaves me
Always wanting more

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle...

Tonight - FM Static


I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Moment of Truth - FM Static


Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing, when the
whee'll stop spinning cause we don't
know where we're going...
and here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
all to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of
America and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
all the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

Take Me as I am - FM Static


Song Words by Artist / Band : FM Static
Lyrics Title : Take Me As I Am
Available on Album : Dear Diary
Released : April 7, 2009 (Album)

This time I finally see the reason why
I can't do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul

I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren't holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when
I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
But its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul

local music is seriously under rated. i was trying to search for jack and rai on youtube and all i came up with was the falala song. anyway was trying to search for take me as i am by jack and rai. it was in the red thread show. ohwells. gotta search harder. go local music!

just got back home(: didnt go to school today. but met the guys at cck lot1 to go for the ymca thing. it was pretty fun. haha(: it was allright. and teasing nic was farniee. slapped! hahaha. than after cabbed to stefs to do homework. it was great in the cab. with the four of us squished in and nic and lyn stabbing each other and all. it was awesome i was stuck at the back with them. you have no idea how lucky you are dan. anyway went to stefs house to do homework. and stuff. to be honest i actually did do some homework. i did four math questions. which is quite an accomplishment if i dont say so myself. later went dinner with stef. had fish mee sua. which was pretty good. ive realised im super into fish mee sua. ive probably eaten fish mee sua from all over singapore. HAH(: well im back now. my mums nagging at me for being socially irresponsible cos im like coughing and going out to share my cough with the world. and stef was encouraging! saying i sounded like i was coughing my lungs out. ohwells. the coughs not really getting any better. but i cant miss anymore school. ohwells. its the weekends. i dont care. whee!

SS501 - A Song Calling For You


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sick at home. sighs. its getting boring. got like a 3 day mc from the doc. if only i could like fall sick earlier. darn. like this is the best week to be at school if any. lessons have not resumed so its just like playplayplay. and guess what when i do get back to school it'll probably like the worst week ever cos thats probably when we get back our papers and all. DARN. this so sucks. isnt it great. when i do want to get sick i dont. hms. i should really be studying now though. getting my math over and done with. but seriously. there is just no mood to do anything now. well there really is never a mood for math. and if im waiting for a mood i'll never ever get math over and done with. oh darn. im talking to myself. whee. im sick and mental. things never got much better.

i have come to a realization
people who have huge perky boobs have fake boobs.
its simple really
to have perky boobs you have to like wear your bra 24/7
but by wearing your bra 24/7 you boobs cant grow
so therefore i conclude that huge perky boobs are fake.

Kim Bum and Kim So Eun AnyCall Bodyguard CF


AH! potter guy! swooon... dont both of them look so darn cute together. UH HUH UH HUH! (:

last friday exams ended. like finally. so i guess i should feel relived. but not really. friday paper was the worst. MATH YUCK. i am soo sure im gonna fail. its the one paper i have no confidence in passing. in fact i have full faith in failing. got to face up to facts. what hope is there in passing when you hand up a blank sheet of paper. not even a miracle can save me. ohwells. hms. after the paper went home for a quick bath than went to meet brid at central. i seriously love that place! we ate awesome pasta. which was REALLY awesome. and i seriously cant believe how ive never been to central. the whole concept is so cool. plus i really like the dresses and accessories they sell there. awesome. and the STICKY sweets. and the best part is that it wasnt crowded at all so we sorta had the whole mall to ourselves. pity stef couldnt join us. it really was ooddles of fun. on sat went for piano than lunch at ghim moh. i love the tang yuan there. its like a work of art i tell you. yam tang yuan. LOVE. i dunno why so little people know about ghim moh. i think they have the best food ever. hawker food and darn oily. but still deli. like theyre chwee queh and carrot cake and queh chap and ... oo. yummy stuff. feeling hungry now. darn. i have like this sudden urge for smoked salmon. wierd huh. ohwells. after that went over to gong's house. sorta to see how hes doing and for dinner. we had the fu chao pink mee sua thing. its like a fu chao specialty. my dad loves it. cos his mom used to cook it for him i think. haha. sunday went for service. yeah you heard it. i woke up freaking early and actually went for service. cos it was like alissa's last sunday there. well last sunday for this year at least. shes coming back next year. i think im gonna miss her. i should be really grateful to her. she never gave up on me. she's an awesome cell leader. i dont think cell will ever feel the same without her. hms. yueyi came back from US too! which was lucky i actually came for service. if not i'd miss her. i really miss her. she like hasnt really changed. so thats good. i think both alissa and yueyi are so cool. even though they school at 2 different continents they can still keep their friendship going and are still like best of friends. i think thats really awesome. and encouraging. after church went for badminton with fam and the godbros. it was super tiring but uber fun. until now my arm still aches. like i have difficulty even lifting a cup of water. my dad laughed saying i should have excercised more. i do! just not badminton. i try to swim once a week. and do the occasional stretches. thats exercise too! haha. hms than today had loads of meetings. like for pw and ymca. just finished the ymca one. had a long chat with muni today too. more like planning. but also chatting. muni has not changed man. i love talking to her on the phone. whee. hms... i feel so lazy this days. its like i totally crashed during the exam week and now im just burned out. hms. gotta sleep soon. today is mask day!



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exams have come BOO
jasmine is doneded BOO

XD yesterday had econs and art paper. woke up at TWO to study for econs. and i actually did study. whee. both papers were okay. but i still think i wont do well. goshes. i tried to do everything but i dont think i got much correct. HAHAHA. yesterday after econs me, joycelyn and dipar. were like studying art. than nutty dipar decided to prank nico. HAH. it was hilarious. but i'll make it known. NICO i didnt do anything. it was lyn and dipar! they just used my name! im innocent! HAHAHA. but its was loads of laughs. HEEE~ since nico was quarantined (lucky shit) we like called her and said she had to do this assignment that was due at 6 to make up for missing the exam. and she like belived. and after we called again to say it was all a prank and she like DIDNT believe. and carried on doing. til esther called her too. HAHAHA. (oh happy birthday esther(: we really did want to have lunch with you. especially someone. HAHAHA) nutty people. took train home with shawn met jon lee on the train too. with his jj friends(: and i FINALLY got my bag yesterday too! thankyou fizahlove. ordered it like ages ago! hee. well it wasnt as big as i wanted it but its still lovely. saw another bag online. and its GORGEOUS. theres this like urge to buy it. AH. no jas no! money save money! YEAH! hahas. okays now got to go study for like math and chinese. may the good time never last. HAH.

back from Genting
last week of school
impending doom

yay tmr going to genting! whee~
okay this morning got up at 530 to suprise lyn at the airport. hahas(: only me, mathias, darren and elton went. pretty pathetic but hey its the thought that counts(: it was kinda awkward but kinda nice still. fun to a certain extent. ohwells(: than went back to sleep. HAHA. than got up to go eat sushi buffet and sakae. yumtum. than packed and now still packing... hahas. okay tmrs gonna be a long day. gotta rest early. yay.

OMG. im feeling so darn pissed right now... you know cos we were supposed to have this plan tmr. but everyones backing out cos its so early. so maybe i'll be the only one whos going. but that will be so NOT meaningful. i mean why cant they just freaking get up early. is it so hard to sacrifice a little bit of sleep for a friend. and its not like they have to do anything. they just have to BE THERE. how hard can it be. i mean. if a bunch of girls could sacrifice more than 2 days baking for their friend why cant they sacrifice afew hours. and its not like its last minute or something. i told them a month before. it really baffles me. i mean everyones all i wish we were more united... yadiyadida. but like it takes effort to be united. and it takes everyone. you cant just sit and complain and whine. like come on. do something. and its not like im asking alot. its just freaking getting up and going to the airport. im the one who baked the cupcake and cookie. and doing the banner. and you dont see me complaining. like HELLO. gawd this is so pissing. and now what you want me to change it last minute. if shes going tmr how can i ask when she'll be back. SHEESH. and after we planned this for so freaking long. i mean. now you want me to change it?!? but than the whole PURPOSE is like gone man. fuck lar i dunno. i think im just gonna go and screw the rest. oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN! SCREW THE WORLD!

super tired now(: but had super alot of fun. so it was okay(: yay. okay start from yesterday(:
like the night before only had 4 hours of sleep. cos was doing art(: HEE. than had to rush home to bake with stef and xin. it was kinda fun. than later kim and xiang came too. hahas. we all made such a whole mess of the kitchen. than after that was persuaded to go for the moscow concert. hahas(: was super lucky. actually thought i'd be late and would get barred from the show. but i think i was like the last one they put through. ON THE DOT XD super duber lucky. caught up with stupid 'i-quit-choir-and-chose-to-suffer-in-tennis' vienna. HAH. i kinda miss that bitchy bimbo in choir. its less loads of laugh. than after hanged out with the rest of them at esplanade roof. its kinda pretty up there. we were cam whoring all the way. whee~ than we generously helped this group of people take surveys. and i got surveyed by this really cute guy. hee. after that me, weiqin, debbie and eli went to take the mrt. we had loads of laughs. HAHA. me and weiqin were being retarded. and making debbie stupid. by the time i got home it was almost 12. GEE. hms... was woken up today by the dulcet sounds of kimchoo. hah. today we all baked some more. like loads more. and totally screwed the house upside down. and ohyeah what were we baking for. jieyun's suprise bday party. WHOOTS. but it think we like mistreated her. haha. cos we made her walk round and round downstairs and wait for ages and ambushed with bubbles. all while blindfolded(: we're good. but the lunch/dinner was good. all the deserts were there... cookies, cupcakes, tiramisu, chocolate strawberries, choco-banana cake, frozen fruits! yay yum tums. and after that had a crazy photo/fb time. taking retarded photos and ambushing doggy boy :D yay. made loads of retarded videos too. HAH. we can only hope all that evidence will be deleted. whee. hms.. just really tired now. nothing else to say. AHH. sleep. how i miss you so.

TCFC = To Close For Comfort

ohwells. in the end didnt go for dipars party. cos es and lyn couldnt go. sighs. i was kinda looking out to chilling at sentosa. the beach. the fresh night air. so tempting. ohwells. lifes life. but hey. at least i get to relax next week at genting. WHOOTS. its been ages since i last went there. cant wait to get sick on all the rides. HAH XD hms... stuck now doing the choir design tee. which i due tmr(: so predictable. i know. well i had the design ready in my head eons ago. its just a matter of putting pen to paper. which is something i not too good in(: i always have this vision of how this design is gonna come out. or like sometimes when i hear some music i get a vision of how to dance to the music. but i cant neccessarily carry it out. so all those genius stuff is stuck in my head. oh wells. HAHA(: im a closet genius. whee. and a handicapped one at that. hee~ hms.. already almost two weeks of the holidays are gone. and i still havent done much. im so breaking my own promise. i think im gonna crash and burn during the last week. i really dont want that to happen. but like saying and doing is two totally different things. i can say i want to do it all i want but everytime it actually comes to doing it i cant. or dont. or whatever. i know its like the worst WORST habit ever. but its ever so hard to break. ohwells. just gotta keep trying! YEAH! (: oh! made meringues today! cinnamon ones. i dont think it went very well though. tasted nice. but funky. so not like the one i ate at the restaurant. practise makes perfect! hahas(: but i dont think my mum will like that much. considering the mess i make each time i step into the kitchen. hahas(: hms... actually i did loads of things today. just nothing useful. first i finally cut my bangs. though it looks wierd. OHAH. than i went to ghim moh to get stuff for grans and post my letter. than i came home and did meringue. which took ages. cos i dont have that electric whisky thing. and than went to swim. cos mi had tennis. so i went to swim. think i swam for 45min -1hour. NONSTOP. which is quite an acomplishment. considering i havent swam in ages. CENTURIES. (:yay! okay. need to go sleep now. plus my old bones are aching from all that exercise. groan...

ive come to a conclusion! i want to be an architect! HAHAHAHA...

i saw something on tv today. it reminded me alot about me and a thing im stuck in right now. its like deja vu or something. cept its not a memory and im still stuck with the problem. i see so much of myself in her. its scary(: but than i see the outcome too. and i think we'll end up with that too. because no matter how hard i try. i know i wont be able to do it. or at least i wont allow myself to do it. i guess i only have myself to blame. but its still a predicament no one could have prevented. all hope it ends out well. if not her that no one else right(: now to just face the future...

Wondering - Good Charlotte


If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I will stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering
Go!

Yeah, yeah!

Since I was a young man
I never was a fun man
I never had a plan and no security
Then ever since I met you
I never could forget you
I only wanna get you right here next to me

Cause everybody
Needs someone that they can trust and
You're somebody
That I found just in time

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Now my life is changing
It's always rearranging
It's always getting stranger than I thought it ever could
Ever since I found you
I wanna be around you
I wanna get down to the point that I need you

Cause everybody
Needs someone that they can trust and
You're somebody
That I found just in time

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering
Go!

Yeah, yeah!
Yeah, yeah!

Don't tell me the bad news
Don't tell me anything at all
Just tell me that you need me
And stay right here with me

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering


jake cherry(:
LOVE. aint he like the cutest little thing ever! swoon. and his eyes are GORGEOUS. im gonna bet hes gonna be like such a babe when he grows up. SWOON.

ohman. now i stink of durians. hahas(:
today after piano went to cbg to eat french lunch. its really good! whee. was an early birthday lunch for mummy. had wagyu beef. AH. heavenly. and lobster salad thingy. AH. gorgeous. and some cream puffy fluffy sweet thing. AH. beautiful. than rushed to yishun to catch star trek. cos she was so stubborn and refused to watch anything else. HAH. the movie was pretty good. i love the bowl head guy. he is SO so cute. than went to visit auntie irene cos it was nearby. crashed her house with tons of durians. so i guess she forgave us(: watched transformers at her house. the first one. it was so AWESOME. the soldier guy is so hot. hahas. and so is megan fox! totally understand what you see in her now nzl! yay. happy day. too bad we have have to like get back to reality one day. AHS. ohwells. nights stinky breath!

just got back from dinner at auntie angelines house. her house is like so freaking big! like seriously. its so pretty. i love her garden. she like has this huge lawn. and TWO fountains. and like those little wooden walkways. it so pretty! ahh(: and i got to drink loads of wine(: hee. im an alcoholic man. i love LOVE wine. there was red and white. and i now proclaim i love red wine. its so marvy. mi's beginning to drink too. not bad. hahas. i had my first sip at 12. so hes 14. ohwells. he had coffee earlier than. me. so hes a coffeeholic and im an alcoholic. and we're both gamblers. WHOOTS. marvy family. but all the people at the dinner party were all old and poshy. so me and mi were like sitting in one corner talking to one another and drinking. hahas. hee~ today. went to school early for econs. i woke up at 730 and thought lecture was at 800. so i like cabbed there. and guess what. lecture was at 830. so i like wasted 15 bucks. GOSH. ahs. hahas. than after that cabbed to bedok with the girls and kitty to bedok for the ymca meeting. the woman is kinda nice. reminds me of mdm lim. hahas. ohwells. hms... today felt like going back to fairfield. but no one to go back with me. AWW. ohwells. theres still time i hope. okay. im tired and drunk. its time to sleep! whoots.

all work and no play made jack a sad boy
so jack played hard
jack of all trades yet a master of none
moral of story?
jack is still a loser



YAY! finally watched finish! awesome~ hee.

李國毅 Lego Li - Be My King [蜂蜜幸運草]


天空 染成了藍色 連接了海洋的旅程
微風 簡單而清純 加速了前進的快樂
世界上總會有太多煩悶 要我放棄希望的可能
我開始相信要左右悲恨 沖出門 狂奔

夢想著 要飛去 我不停息努力前進
不管那白色光芒多麼纖細
生命不怕結局 好好經營這遊戲
就踩著我 的單車 往前旅行不會再多意

I will be my king

天空 染成了藍色 連接了海洋的旅程
微風 簡單而清純 加速了前進的快樂
路途上有太多顛簸曲折 美麗風景才能讓我停
不讓人來左右 我的人生 要像風 飛行


夢想著要飛去 我不停息努力前進
不管那白色光芒多麼纖細
生命不怕結局 好好經營這遊戲
就踩著我的單車 往前旅行

就讓我帶著你 仔細去看清 天的黎明
所有的原因 不必太過說明
生命不怕結局 好好經營這遊戲
可以肯定 我將會 站在山頂
I will be my king

I will be my king

就讓我帶著你 一起看清 天的黎明 多麼美麗
讓我帶著你 一起飛行 會下落是因為你

the deafening loud silence is crying out to me...

you know how people keep saying "oh i want this day to pass like so fast" or "i wish time could quickly move on"? i dont understand why. i wish time would stop now and here. like forever. time is already passing so fast. why would you want it to pass faster. like in 1 and a half years time i'll be an adult. i'll have to chose a path of life that i want. i'll have to be responsible and act that way. why would anyone want that. i wish time would just slow down. i dont want to grow up just yet. there are still so many things that i have left undone. so much stuff left to do. when we grow up there'll never be any time left to do those stuff. when we grow up things will have to change. and everything will be different. already its starting to change. paths split and rocks hinder it. so sometimes through the twists and turns it becomes so easy to get lost. sometimes i feel like im getting lost. wandering furthur and furthur away into the wilderness. oh why cant time just stop. but by than its still too late...

"true friends are not those who love you in spite of your faults and imperfections, but because of them"

whee. just came home from dinner with xin, steff and xiang. hahas. didnt actually eat anything. but had cookies and cream ice cream! hee~ and i walked home too! all the way from holland v. im like soo proud of myself. XD hms. had history paper in the morning. it was okay i guess. at least i didnt like hand in a blank piece of paper. but the questions were really tough though. ohwells. dones dones. than had lunch with debby. she eats like slower than me man. plus she is so SO unfaithful. she already has like a so devoted boyfriend but she googles at practically every guy that walks pass. honestly. she thinks hellokitty is cute! thats how bad it is. uh huh. than had choir meeting. which was kinda productive i think. we've got it all worked out man. we're gonna make choir so rocking cool. so cool it hurts. brainfreeze! hahas(: than went to lot1 with the choir gang. we went to the roof garden which is actually kinda pretty. met the choir j2s there too. for once the j1s and the j2s actually think the same on certain like 'subjects'. keane joined us and treated us to fries and icecream from macs(: big heart! big heart! big wallet! XD. went back with keane. he really really likes cc alot. i think. and hes like so sweet. and shes like so nice. oh get together already! but heard that cc likes someone else. oh stuff and bothers! (: oh and heard nzl wants to be a fashion designer and hf wants to be a chef. its like so cool. like finally people who like me want to do out of this world jobs and not like the 9-5 job. or the whole cliche doctor thing. hee~ but now im not sure what i want to be either. i really want to do something in the creative line too. but its such a tough industry. and so awesomely hard to survive. ahs. ohwells. i still got till next year. or worst case scenario. next next year (gawd no!). to think about it. sighs. pondering about life.

just finished my art(: whee. now left eom and history. all which needs to be done by tmr. i know its like my fault. cos i keep procrastinating and all. but really it wasnt like there was much time anyway to do anything. ohwells. shitty life. and tmrs gonna be another shitty day. like its fully COMPLETELY jam packed. from morning to night. whoo-pie. ahwahwah...

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron and Wine

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Today - Smashing Pumpkins


Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I've never known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever really known

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!! yeahman(:
went dental today. like early in the morning. so that meant i had to wake up at like before 10. i am amazed. so after that went gallaventing at orchard with mi. we had macbreakfast(: whee. i love mac hashbrowns. theyre 100% fattening goodness. GAWD. hee(: than went to borders to browse. i so love the stationary there. wanted to buy the birthday/anniversary book. the one with the jelly cupcake on it. whee. but didnt. cos well. my wallet hasnt been my bestfriend these few days. hms. met darren there too. hahas. apparently he went to school previously for consultation. GAWD. what is it with me. i should seriously start bucking up too. GO JAS! XD tmrs gonna be a busy day. study for H1. finish EOM. finish ART. gawd. so dead. okay need to sleep early to be fresh tmr. yay! holidays LOVE.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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