AAHH . im so darn stressed out ok . by like school, family and well everything ! xP . now the schools totally piling us up with homework . its just simply pure murder . just kill us woncha . dont torture us as well ! blah and yeh . about family . blah my family just sucks lar . they totally blame me for every damn thing man . like what am i some sort of human punching bag . fish them lar . you know what im think im gonna be suffering from depression or something . but dontcha worry . i havent done anything serious like cutting myself yet . thinking about it maybe but not actually doing it . cos they leave awful scars . and why would i want to scar my beautiful skin huh . hahas . ok back to bitching and pmsing . oyes . and that bitch . yar i know shes like all for acting cool and stuff . but bitching about me is soo NOT cool ok . hey i treated you with respect . the least you can do is well . treat ME with respect . alls fair now isnt it ? but do you ? NO . ok so since ms bitch you want to play this way . i'll play with you huh . how bout that . tit for tat . so you cant blame me for bitching about you . dont come to me will all that "i thought we were friends" stuff and "how can you do that" thing . cos like HELLO didnt you like did that to me too huh . think about THAT before you open that big ass mouth of yours and try to act pathetic . oh and yes i forgot to tell you . stop trying to act cool and smart . cos you know what . you're actings like shit . you look absoulutely riduculous . and if you think *a* really likes you . you gotta be kidding . hes a damn big flirt . he didnt just flirt with you cos he likes you ok . he can just simply flirt with any stranger on the street . and wanna know how i know . somehow he thinks i take great delight in telling me hes wonderful "stories" . and youre hes latest addition . owells .


p.s this whole post was written in angst . nothing more nothing less . just the wholesome truth . no offense given . but if you feel a need . take that offense . its good for high blood pressure . :)

Make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

"I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I'll make it through the rain"

you know sometimes when you go through some tough spot in life . when God puts soo many bitches and morons in your life . and you dont know why . i guess God is like possing me a challenge . you know . see how strong i'll be . lifes been pretty bad this pass few weeks . with the whole new term and stuff . i feel totally alienated from this world . like schools been a drag . i just walk through it without much caring . and now i've learnt there really is no TRUSTWORTHY friend out there . like everyone is suddenly backstabbing me . right in front of my face . couldn't they have more decency ? sharks . man im in such a pessismistic mood . but at least family's still the same . nagging and scoldings . my lifes just this whole mess . and now i feel so OUT with my class . dont know why . plus my soo called "good pals" been so distant nowadays . we hardly talk . and its like really sad . maybe that WILL be my life from now on . just dragging it through life . i really can't seem to be bothered anymore . i want to just concentrate on my studies and go home every day . cos when i concentrate on my studies . i wont have to think of other stuff . then i can go home and lock myself in the room . and just space and dream . sometimes i just feel like staying in my room forever you know ? then i wont have to go out to face the cold and cruel world . or maybe i should start that project my mums been nagging me about . then it will distract me from other stuff huh . anyways the new projects about me going to lots of classes . design jewellry . or shoes o . or clothes . then selling it on the web . but of cos we still need to create the website . which is probably gonna take time and money . which come to think of it is good . then i'll earn money . and not have time to think about those bitches and morons . sighs . im such a failure . sharkses .

man . been a pretty long time since i last poste . now with the start of school and everything lifes totally hectic and out of place . hahas . just finished studying for the science test tmr . i actually copied every single slide in the powerpoint given . not bad huh . but i cant remember a single thing . WASTED . my brain is like totally BLANK . some more today had a maths test and had to write a chinese compo . so like everything was rushrushrush . BLAH . its so not fair man . its only like the second week of the term and their already stressing us out . how we gonna make it to the rest of the term ! oh i forgot . today also supposed to do finish the science project . another burden . its like a website on the topic sexuality education . and the websites not bad if i say so myself . well i did most of the work DUH its beautiful . hahas . BHB . ok the urls http://thesexuallyeducated-science.blogspot.com . go check it out . dont bother reading all the stuff . its BORING . just go straight to the pictures . thats where it all lies . x) . you know what . i shoulden't have drank the can of latte . now i cant go to sleep . bwah . well i had to do something to keep me awake . and now i am . blah . i need to space out ! any ideas how to . like for me to unwind and stuff . i've been so darn stressed lately . and i feel like soo im gonna break down . not good . cause everytime that happens . i get pissed so darn easily . and then i either cry or i punch someone . wierd huh . being so opposite and stuff . owells . thats me . hey maybe i have like split personalities or something . that be totally great huh . then i can do that anakin skywalker/darth vader thing . hahas . ok im retartded . but its all that stress and pressure just getting to me ya know . and this year its the streaming year too . its the year that determines your future ! talk about pressure . sheesh . well i want to get into triple sciences . but whats the chances . besides . it be like commiting sucide or something . with my lousy maths and science . oh man . that means i'll probably not end up in the science stream . probably go to arts stream . i guess that be better . i am better in humaninities . i think . owells . thats in the future of about 5 more months . wait . that means i only have fve more months to finals ! this is BAD bad BAD . im gonna FAIL fail FAIL . but then if i have confidence i should be able to do it . along with hard work and determination . if only i can actually find those . they ran away from me along time ago . sharks . CONFIDENCE? HARD WORK? DETERMINATION? where are you guys when i need you . sheesh . ok this whole post is like practically all CRAP . so whatevers . im tired . lalaland beckons . NIGHTS . x))

man . been a pretty long time since i last poste . now with the start of school and everything lifes totally hectic and out of place . hahas . just finished studying for the science test tmr . i actually copied every single slide in the powerpoint given . not bad huh . but i cant remember a single thing . WASTED . my brain is like totally BLANK . some more today had a maths test and had to write a chinese compo . so like everything was rushrushrush . BLAH . its so not fair man . its only like the second week of the term and their already stressing us out . how we gonna make it to the rest of the term ! oh i forgot . today also supposed to do finish the science project . another burden . its like a website on the topic sexuality education . and the websites not bad if i say so myself . well i did most of the work DUH its beautiful . hahas . BHB . ok the urls http://thesexuallyeducated-science.blogspot.com . go check it out . dont bother reading all the stuff . its BORING . just go straight to the pictures . thats where it all lies . x) . you know what . i shoulden't have drank the can of latte . now i cant go to sleep . bwah . well i had to do something to keep me awake . and now i am . blah . i need to space out ! any ideas how to . like for me to unwind and stuff . i've been so darn stressed lately . and i feel like soo im gonna break down . not good . cause everytime that happens . i get pissed so darn easily . and then i either cry or i punch someone . wierd huh . being so opposite and stuff . owells . thats me . hey maybe i have like split personalities or something . that be totally great huh . then i can do that anakin skywalker/darth vader thing . hahas . ok im retartded . but its all that stress and pressure just getting to me ya know . and this year its the streaming year too . its the year that determines your future ! talk about pressure . sheesh . well i want to get into triple sciences . but whats the chances . besides . it be like commiting sucide or something . with my lousy maths and science . oh man . that means i'll probably not end up in the science stream . probably go to arts stream . i guess that be better . i am better in humaninities . i think . owells . thats in the future of about 5 more months . wait . that means i only have fve more months to finals ! this is BAD bad BAD . im gonna FAIL fail FAIL . but then if i have confidence i should be able to do it . along with hard work and determination . if only i can actually find those . they ran away from me along time ago . sharks . CONFIDENCE? HARD WORK? DETERMINATION? where are you guys when i need you . sheesh . ok this whole post is like practically all CRAP . so whatevers . im tired . lalaland beckons . NIGHTS . x))

man . been a pretty long time since i last poste . now with the start of school and everything lifes totally hectic and out of place . hahas . just finished studying for the science test tmr . i actually copied every single slide in the powerpoint given . not bad huh . but i cant remember a single thing . WASTED . my brain is like totally BLANK . some more today had a maths test and had to write a chinese compo . so like everything was rushrushrush . BLAH . its so not fair man . its only like the second week of the term and their already stressing us out . how we gonna make it to the rest of the term ! oh i forgot . today also supposed to do finish the science project . another burden . its like a website on the topic sexuality education . and the websites not bad if i say so myself . well i did most of the work DUH its beautiful . hahas . BHB . ok the urls http://thesexuallyeducated-science.blogspot.com . go check it out . dont bother reading all the stuff . its BORING . just go straight to the pictures . thats where it all lies . x) . you know what . i shoulden't have drank the can of latte . now i cant go to sleep . bwah . well i had to do something to keep me awake . and now i am . blah . i need to space out ! any ideas how to . like for me to unwind and stuff . i've been so darn stressed lately . and i feel like soo im gonna break down . not good . cause everytime that happens . i get pissed so darn easily . and then i either cry or i punch someone . wierd huh . being so opposite and stuff . owells . thats me . hey maybe i have like split personalities or something . that be totally great huh . then i can do that anakin skywalker/darth vader thing . hahas . ok im retartded . but its all that stress and pressure just getting to me ya know . and this year its the streaming year too . its the year that determines your future ! talk about pressure . sheesh . well i want to get into triple sciences . but whats the chances . besides . it be like commiting sucide or something . with my lousy maths and science . oh man . that means i'll probably not end up in the science stream . probably go to arts stream . i guess that be better . i am better in humaninities . i think . owells . thats in the future of about 5 more months . wait . that means i only have fve more months to finals ! this is BAD bad BAD . im gonna FAIL fail FAIL . but then if i have confidence i should be able to do it . along with hard work and determination . if only i can actually find those . they ran away from me along time ago . sharks . CONFIDENCE? HARD WORK? DETERMINATION? where are you guys when i need you . sheesh . ok this whole post is like practically all CRAP . so whatevers . im tired . lalaland beckons . NIGHTS . x))

man . been a pretty long time since i last poste . now with the start of school and everything lifes totally hectic and out of place . hahas . just finished studying for the science test tmr . i actually copied every single slide in the powerpoint given . not bad huh . but i cant remember a single thing . WASTED . my brain is like totally BLANK . some more today had a maths test and had to write a chinese compo . so like everything was rushrushrush . BLAH . its so not fair man . its only like the second week of the term and their already stressing us out . how we gonna make it to the rest of the term ! oh i forgot . today also supposed to do finish the science project . another burden . its like a website on the topic sexuality education . and the websites not bad if i say so myself . well i did most of the work DUH its beautiful . hahas . BHB . ok the urls http://thesexuallyeducated-science.blogspot.com . go check it out . dont bother reading all the stuff . its BORING . just go straight to the pictures . thats where it all lies . x) . you know what . i shoulden't have drank the can of latte . now i cant go to sleep . bwah . well i had to do something to keep me awake . and now i am . blah . i need to space out ! any ideas how to . like for me to unwind and stuff . i've been so darn stressed lately . and i feel like soo im gonna break down . not good . cause everytime that happens . i get pissed so darn easily . and then i either cry or i punch someone . wierd huh . being so opposite and stuff . owells . thats me . hey maybe i have like split personalities or something . that be totally great huh . then i can do that anakin skywalker/darth vader thing . hahas . ok im retartded . but its all that stress and pressure just getting to me ya know . and this year its the streaming year too . its the year that determines your future ! talk about pressure . sheesh . well i want to get into triple sciences . but whats the chances . besides . it be like commiting sucide or something . with my lousy maths and science . oh man . that means i'll probably not end up in the science stream . probably go to arts stream . i guess that be better . i am better in humaninities . i think . owells . thats in the future of about 5 more months . wait . that means i only have fve more months to finals ! this is BAD bad BAD . im gonna FAIL fail FAIL . but then if i have confidence i should be able to do it . along with hard work and determination . if only i can actually find those . they ran away from me along time ago . sharks . CONFIDENCE? HARD WORK? DETERMINATION? where are you guys when i need you . sheesh . ok this whole post is like practically all CRAP . so whatevers . im tired . lalaland beckons . NIGHTS . x))

blahs . im bored now . now doing project at sarah ays house . at least thats what we're supposed to do . bleahs xP . we were all supposed to get here at nine . at now its like what . 10 ? and not everyone is here yet . i should have gotton up later . sarks . plus we havent even started on the project yet . anyways when i took the taxi here . just my luck . the taxi i got stuck in ? yeah . the driver was like a newbie or something . so he didnt know how to get to the place and stuff . then he took me one WHOLE round . all his fault . ARHH . ok i dont think you can even read this cos i think theres something wrong with my blog . o why o why is everything going wrong for me . whats wrong with my life . wahh .

TEDDY GEIGER LYRICS

"You'll Be In My Heart"

Come stop your crying,
It'll be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here don't you cry

For one so small
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart...
...Always

Why can't they understand
The way we feel
They just don't trust
What they can't explain
I know we're different
But deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together!

'Cause you'll be in my heart (Believe me)
You'll be in my heart (I'll be there)
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
You'll be in my heart (I'll be there)
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart

Always!
I'll be with you!
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
I will be there

TEDDY GEIGER LYRICS

"For You I Will (Confidence)"

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do
To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

ok now i've got a new craze . teddy geiger ! hahas . i love hes songs and he is SOO CUTE . hahas . hes black floppy hair and blue eyes . x) . i know that celebrity crushes are dumb . im mean their total fatasy . but hes totally cute so who cares . hahas . ok back to reality . hmms . dad flew off yesterday to china . he wont be around for like . 2 weeks . so TOTAL FREEDOM . even more freedom when mum goes on call too ! yays . whoots . hee X) . sighs . its like the last week of the school holidays already . BOO . time doesnt fly . it gushes . swoosh . havent even touched my homework . soo dead . actually i think i lost it . sharks . anyways . no me and my bro are like total bike maniacs . we bike everyday . like no kidding okay . x) . we are so perservering and diligent . xD . hahas . yups . and now we've gotten DARKER . so not good . well actually i like it . but my mum says its BAD for the skin . blah . xP . wahh . schools coming back into my life . no more sleeping at 1 and getting up at ll . sighs . okays gotta go mourn the last weeks of school .

BACKSTREET BOYS LYRICS

"I Want It That Way"

Yeah

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

[Chorus:]
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way

[Chorus]

Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me...

You are my fire
The one desire
You are
You are, you are, you are

Don't wanna hear you say
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
(Don't wanna hear you say)
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
(Don't wanna hear you say it)
I want it that way
I want it that way

time really flies huh . already the second week of the holidays have past . sad . my whole holidays have been soo totally freaking boring . i have no social life at all . thats why im here blogging about my boring life . the whole two weeks all i did was eat , sleep , watch tv , and go cycling . the only time i went out was for tuition and cycling . other then that . nope nothing nada zip . man im so hopelessly screwed up .how come everyones out there having fun except well . ME ? am i actually missing something out there ? SARKS ! anyway since my social life is now oficially dead . so that means i'll probably be blogging more and watching more tv . and probably watch the world cup like an old geezer . story of my life . pathetic . man im sooo longing to get out there . plus tmr im actually going out with my family . im turning into a family kid ! not that its bad or anything . just . you know . sad and boring . owells . so please if you see some action anywhere tell me . im starting to fall asleep . NIGHTS and SWEET DREAMS . oyar . happy birthday tong jit !

Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron Soundtrack Lyrics

Artist: Bryan Adams Lyrics
Song: Nothing I've Ever Known Lyrics

Right now I feel - just like a leaf on a breeze
Who knows where it's blowin'
Who knows where it's goin'
I find myself somewhere I - I never thought I'd be
Going round in circles
Thinking about you and me
How do I expalin it when I don't know what to say
What do I do now - so much has changed

Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way
Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay
but here I am - ready for you
I'm turnin', I'm fallin' - I hear my home callin'
Hey - I've never felt somethin's so strong - oh no
I'ts like nothing I've ever known

Now you're the one I'm looking for
You're the one I need
You're the one that gives me - a reason to believe
Following a star - has lead to where you are
It feels so stong now - this can't be wrong now

Reflection by Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

ok . the two "family" days have past . and now my life is back to its old boring state . BLAH . on the first day . as in monday . we first went to IMM for brunch . then went to my dad's cafe . then finally went ice skating ! whoots . hahas . it was super cold there plus my ice skating SUCKS . im ok at rollarbladding but somehow on ice i cant really . wells . MOVE . and soo much for the theory "ice sakting is just the same as rollarbladding . bullshit . and after that episode of falling slipping and slidding . we went to watch x'men :last stance .real great movie . but real sad too . why did everyone have to DIE . sadistic . after that we went home . the ice skating must have been really tiring . cos when i hit the bed i just zonked out . completely . so the next day . today . first we had to go to shenton way cos the rents needed to bank in some money . then we went to east coast to bike . 3 hours straight ok . no joke . so now my butt really hurts . ouch . anyway we biked from one end to the other then back and back again . hahas . was really fun . especially seeing my bro falling all over the place . the best part was at the ending . when he banged into this girl who looked like she was totally enjoying her day . untill bro banged into her that is . owells . hahas . im totally sadistic . x) . oyeah . and my mum was totally suprised that i could bike so well . sorta . well what didja expect . all those forced trips to pulau ubin had to have its advatages . it was so totally great . i didnt want to stop . you know the feeling when you get on a bike and just whiz away . with the wind blowing in your face . with totally nothing to worry about . its such a great feeling . after we had dinner . dad bought bro a bike . sort of a early birthday present three months early . and when we got home my dad INSISTED on a test run to see if everything worked and such . yeah . and since my "poor" brother was filled with cuts and bruises . guess who had to test ride it . me of cos . the usual guinea pig . and you know after your butt really hurts after 3 hours of continues riding . and when you are forced after that to ride on a bike which by the way had a sit that was totally hard . as in rock hard . you really can feel pretty pissed . and when you get back totally trashed . your mum expects you to do the laundry . and you just cannt help feeling . well . more pissed . so altogether i feel really pissed . that about sums it all up . anyway . tmr gonna be back to the same boring days . having tuition and reading books that talk about EXCITING experiances . *** . x) . im not sick nor dirty . i just like interesting books that talk about life . ok . im really bushed out right now . so byes . takkaires good night .

been a darn long time since i last posted huh . been pretty busy here and there . anyway now noone ever comes here . its DULLSVILLE ! boo . hoo . anyway WHO NEEDS THEM ! HERH ! soo . now its the holidays now ! whoots . oh the good days are here . one week of the holidays gone already . pretty fast . and now the rents have been nagging about more tuition . GREAT . totally GREAT . anyway . soo today went to pulau ubin with my brother dad and his friends . didnt actually want to go . i mean who wants to wake up at 6 just to cycle your butt numb at some ulu island . plus my dad had to sent hes car for servicing . soo guess who had to spent bout 1 hour in the mrt today . plus it was really crowded . with all the people going to work and all . (from buona vista to pasir ris! no kidding okay) . AND when we reached there we had to walk and walk and walk . round and round and round . and then when we reached there . we had to cycle and cycle and cylce . the downhills werent too bad . i like those . but those uphills . gods . can DIE arh . plus it rained in the middle of it too . it RAINED and RAINED and RAINED . and we got stuck in this shrimp farm with a "holey" roof . and when we were about al half DRENCHED . we had to ride our soaking bikes in the mud back to the port . let me tell you . WHO NEEDS THAT ! but then the later part almost made it all worth it . ALMOST . we had this totally yummy seafood lunch . prawns crabs clamps . you name it . its there . shesh . im SUCH A PIG . owells . must while live to eat then rather to eat to live right ? TOTALLY ! soo here am i now sitting here with a big cushion tied to my ass . cos it hurts soo damn SOO DAMN FREAKING much . i must really learn how to stand on the bike and ride . im sure those who can do that never have sore aching butts . and its not my fault i totally find that place creepy . i mean . thats where i learn how to ride ! 2 years ago . so im a little late in learning how to ride . so laugh already . anyway . you'll never belive how i learnt how to ride . its the most evil and cruel way ever . my family and another family when there to holiday . and then they all rented bikes . and gave me this two wheeled bike . i was all like . i have totally no idea how to ride this THING . and you ask me to ride it . then they all mounted and rode off . leaving poor me all by myself with that stupid darn bike . so i got scared and just tried to ride . and i DID IT . amazing huh . i know . but it really is unfair . all the other little children have their daddys helping them on their cutsie little bikes balancing them and all . and my daddy ? rode off in a double biker with my bro . is life fair ? so thats my little story . and its soo true . i still have the sars to prove it (of cos i fell alot . what did you expect ? my first ride ever and in the wilderness to . its not like im the bike genius or anything ) . anyways to day it was payback time . it was my brothers turn ! except not totally the same experiance . he rode a double with my dad again . but while we were eating . (he really HATES seafood) . he was out there TRYING to ride a bike . in the rain no less . xD . im just soo glad . anyway i think this post is long enough for a welcome back post no ? i think it is . so cya .

what is the meaning of life ? what is the meaning of love ? what is the meaning of family ? to me this has no meaning at all . whats life really . its just eating and sleeping . whats love . theres no such thing as love . whats family . just people who are related to you . sighs .

YAY ! have 6c chalet from 14 - 16 june (: . so funn . anyways i want to complain about boys now . about their stupid "face" and their cannot cry policy . i mean guys are still human right . they should be able to cry . if you're sad you cry . if you're touched you cry . WHATS THEIR PROBLEM . they never cry . they always bottle it all inside . it really irritates me . i dunno why . it just . especially if theres this guy . who happens to be a close friend . he got hes heart really broken . but he refuses to cry . he wont even cry in front of me . and i've known him for what . 5 years ? come on . then he hides it all inside . so it really pains me to see my good friend like that you know . i just feel like yelling at him and asking him to just break down and cry . he'll feel much MUCH better then now won't he . but NO he just sits there staring into space and sulks . don't guys just know that if you don't let your emotions out . you'll just be hurting yourself . and its NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH . your health and my health . so just LET IT ALL OUT . sheesh . guys .

today school ended early so went to west mall with sarah and muni . x)) . went walking round and round . bought a cd and a little stuffed doggy ! hehes . i want the 3 doors down - seventeen cd ! if anyone sees it . BUY FOR ME . x)) . anyway when i came home with the dog and played with it . my dad saw me and he was like . you have a depressed childhood right . YES TOTALLY . its all his fault anyway . he wont get me a dog . so i have to be just satisfied with a toy dog . owells . im getting hungry again . fridge here i comee eee ee e ...

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

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