hey. hahas. been like ages since i last posted. kept wanting to. but somehow got held back and all. mid years are here. feeling kinda stressed. kinda tired too. not really physically. more like mentally drained i guess. arhs. need a nice bath now. so maybe i'll post later. IF maybe. tatas.

sometimes i look at the world and wonder,
why do people have to change.
then sometimes i look at myself and realise,
its me that has changed.
ive grown up.



From The Inside Out
by Hillsong United

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

dreams;
dreams have no restrictions,
no boundaries,
and no limits.
they hold the keys to sucess
and to failure.
like wise,
dreams either make
or break
you.
but dreams,
the one source
of never ending fantasy,
always keeps facinating me.
because in dreams,
is where i can always,
and can only always,
dream.

yoo hoo. mums oncall today. hahas. FREEDOM. hms. heard that dad MIGHT not come back this sat. i sorta dont want him too. but sorta want him too. its like so wierd and mixed up. DAHS. cos like if he doesnt come back. theres FREEDOM. yeah man. the taste of freedom is just SOO GOOD. has. but i sorta miss him too. plus i need his help for my arty thing. OHWELLS. hms. recieved our SL forms today. not sure bout where im going though. i was like soo wanna go to china. then some idiots kept saying how it totally sucked and everything. darns. theyll like affecting my choice man. and i was such a sick bitch today man. and i'll admit that i am. unlike CERTAIN people. hahas. created my masterpiece today too. hes called dick. i'll post up a picture next time. i have this feeling hes gonna be like the next rad novelty item or something. hahas. remember me dick. in all your fame and glory. xD. cute. todays still and overall bad day though. sucked on tests and all. darns. at least the weeks coming to an end. thats a high note. oh yeah. finally watched finish death note. i now. that was like SOO yesterday. but what can i say. im slow. DAHS. misa is like SOO cute. and so is light. WAHS. hot perfect people. oh how you love to hate them. but just cant. cos you know. theyre soo hot and perfect. hahas.


when dick loses his dick, he becomes ick. quote of the day. YAYS. xD

AHHHS. its like the second term already. damn does time fly by. soon it'll be like Os and everything. darns. stress stress stress. hahas. xD i'll put my trust in GOD yeah man! xD

Nicole Scherzinger - Stickwitu

I don't wanna go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
But i know i got a good thing right here
That's why i say (hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't wanna go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
When i say

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu (oh baby)
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else i can need (nothing else i can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby i'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (baby you're with me higher)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts (hey)
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why i say (hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu (come on)
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

i smell HOLIDAYS. yeah man. its nice to wake up late once in awhile. even if it means waking up to a ton of homework. but still. xD. hahas. went to the IT fair on saturday. got my one month early birthday prezzie. hahas. its a cheapo mp4. but its kinda nice. at least it cost more then a hundred. so guess i can say i got my fair share. YEAHS. xD. its kinda cool. ohyeah. and my bro FINALLY bought his psp. it only took this long cos it was his own money. ohwells. hms.

wasnt that like such a BOOTIFUUL song. and isnt french like soo romantic. hahas. ok now im getting ambitious. im gonna take up korean, spanish and french. WHOOTS. hahas. went for my FIRST worship practice today. kinda cool. hahas. glad i joined. its all cool man. xD. todays the final day of the first term too. YAYS. march holidays. lovely. but it doesnt really feel like the holls though. its like why does time past so darn freaking fast dude. AHHS. and i havent even started preparing for 'O's. like as in bringing in all the heavy stuff and all. freak-ish. goshes. feeling kinda wrecked now. hms. watched kungfu dunk today. hahas. at home of course. my dad just got back from china. HINTHINT. hahas.it was kinda nice. as in the storyline was... OOKAY. but some of the guys were cute. and hot. and cute. whee~ so blame me. i like movies with hot guys. which girl doesnt dude. DUH. the whole purpose of watching a movie is to watch hot guys. so call me shallow. BAHS. i like realised something this past few weeks. my inspirations gone. i cant draw. and i cant write songs no more. maybe its cause my phone died and i have like THREE okay. THREE songs inside which are of now officially lost. i can only remember like HALF the song. ohNOOOS. this is so depressing. life has no more meaning! just kidding. AHHS. yeah jas get yourself together man. WHOOTS. i can do this. yeah man. this is called self pep talk ;). it helps ya know. SOMETIMES. hahas. ok now im like totally officially bushed. need to wake up early for tuition tmr. AHHS. I NEED MY Zs. Zzz. xD.



C'est La Vie - 梁靜茹
詞：黃婷　曲：易傑齊/伍冠諺

Ne laisse pas le temps,te decevoir...
....ll ne peut etre conquis...
Dans la tristesse, dans la douleur...
Aujourd'hui, demain...
Au fil du temps... Le temps... C'est La Vie...

也釦皕|再遇見你　像戀人般重逢美麗
看你滿臉胡渣的笑意　爽朗一如往昔
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

走一個城市的陌生　走到了
曙光無知無覺的黎明
一路微笑的滿天繁星　消失在日出裏
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

oh　塞納馬恩省河的水　是心的眼
流過了你笑的　每個樣子(一去不回)
我會在你的記憶　看到我自己
看到了結局　愛在錯過後更珍惜

都將走向新的旅途　Au rev oir
說好不為彼此停留
看車窗外的你沈默不語　我不再哭泣
C'est La Vie C'est La Vie C'est La Vie

oh　塞納馬恩省河的水　是心的眼
流過了漂泊的　人生風景
願我們各自都有　美好的一聲
美好的憧憬　愛在遺憾裏更清晰

GOSHES. i cant believe i actually made it through the week alive man. feeling darn flushed. its like everydays so rushed and everything. AHHS. whattodo whattodo. cant wait for some big break. some big break when i can SLEEP. darns. its like when lifes all rushed. theres no joy in it. i dont feel the joy. i just wake up go do my stuff then sleep. its like this endless cycle. without any suprises or whatever. darns. i keep feeling like doing this ton of things. but its either im too tired or theres just not enough time to fit it in. hms. ahhs. damns.

im always standing in a corner
looking into your world
youre the first i spot in a crowd
yet youre the last to leave my heart

i dreamt of you last night
you were looking at me
i heard you say something
but i cant recall that dream

what i would do to know those words
the words you said to me
even though i know it is just a dream
its as real as it'll ever be

, jasmine

why does time past so damn fast. AHHS. less time to do stuff. plus feeling all tired all the time. ALL FED UP DUDES! jsh.

Why?

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said i should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed

And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cries
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will i understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon i will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hour, I must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood, destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

HAPPY NEW YEAR! its 2008. YAYS!

christmas isn't christmas
till it happens in your heart
somewhere deep inside you
is where christmas really starts
so give your heart to Jesus
and you'll discover when you do
that it's christmas
really christmas
for you

it just doesnt feel like christmas.

its CHRISTMAS DAY EVE! and im not back home. arhss. i so miss going to christmas service. darns. and its like 3 more days till i go back to singapore. i have the dont feel like going back feeling. and damn is it coming on strong. sheesh. dont want to go back to school. plus i havent finished most of the homework. so dead. SO DEAD. hmms. cant log onto my blog here though. i mean. i can post but cant get into the blog page itself. so sharks. stress stress stress. DARNS.

maths tutor.
bakery assistant.
bell boy.

all the lovely hotness close encounters. whoos.

ok. im online! hahas. been in shanghai for about a week now. but im not in shanghai city. im in qing pu. hahas. its like freezing everyday and boy am i loving it man. hahas. been crazy shopping too. x). bought some christmas presents here too. my dad told us to buy most of our stuff here cos its cheaper then the city. but ohwells. some stuff can only be found in the city. hahas. hms. ok daily log.

3rdDECEMBER2007
woke up super early, 6a.m.
arrived at airport, 8a.m.
boarding time, 10a.m.
landing time, 3p.m.
arrived at qingpu hotel, 5p.m.
dinner, tebban yaki, 6p.m.
day end, 9.30p.m.

4thDECEMBER2007,
5thDECEMBER2007,
6thDECEMBER2007,
7thDECEMBER2007,
8thDECEMBER2007,
9thDECEMBER2007
ok the rest of the days were like about the same.
buffet breakfast, 8a.m.
shopping, half the day
back to hotel, to relax. x)

yesterday went to ghim moh and had kway chap for lunch. delicious man. x). hahas. then at night went to victoria concert hall for the syso concert. quite good. hahas. though parts of it were boring. hahas. and miah was like sleeping next to me. ohwells. i guess classical music is an acquired taste. anyway after that we went to bk's for supper. and guess who we sported there. mi lu bing. hahas. but we didnt go say hi though. they were like in a heated discussion. so ohwells. we kept our cool. hahas. x). today miah got his new phone too. kinda lotsa stuff happening at the moment. BAHS. two more days till shanghai. AHHS.

Jasmine C
09.04.1992

i'd run with the wind beneath my wings
but i'd fall

i say the night is young.
you say the night is beautiful.
what does the night say?


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