the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Monday, January 12, 2009
ookays. gonna recieve results later in the afternoon. kinda nervous. but trying not to think about it. hahas. okay im gonna do 9 dedications. like for the year 2009. for good bearing for the results. hahas. i know i said dedications were cheesy and all. but this is only nine. plus im not gonna say any names. privacy interests. hahas. and since its only nine its obvious some people are gonna be squeezed together. and this is gonna be sincere. unlike those long dedications where people HAVE to say something about someone cos that persons name is on the namelist. like whatever. okay this is to the people who have made impacts on my life. or for some wierd reason i still remember you after all this years(: WHATEVER. by the way its not in like top is the most or whatever. its from single to group. or rather animal than single than group. (:
1. MY FUDGIE
i love you my fudgie. i hope youre doing fine in heaven. i hope i made your life here as pleasing as possible. i still dont know why you died. but i'll find out someday. im sorry for all the times i bullied you... well it wasnt actually me. it was a certain J, S and B. anyway i'll love you forever. and you'll always ALWAYS be in my heart.
R.I.P 27 December 2008 11:28 AM
2. MI MI (prounounced as MY and not ME)
okay i LOVE calling you that. hahas. cos it irritates the HECK outa you. plus its a name i can whine. which is good. hahas. please miah is so not a whining name. thank you for ALWAYS being there. youre the only person in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD i can be real with. okay maybe not REAL real. but like goofy and silly real. sure youve been a pain in the ass at times. c'mon which brother isnt. but i still love ya! and you stubborn shit. me and son have been planning your 'make over' ever since you hit puberty. why cant you just comply and transform you GEEK. okay whatever. i hope that even though we're all growing up so fast and 'maturing'. we'll always have goofy times (like singing and dancing in departmental stores which is SO embarrasing but totally fun) and each other to pull one another back down to earth. love ya! (:
3. MY LONG-LOST BESTFRIEND
hello. long and definitely LOST bestfriend. ive really missed you. hahas. i dont know about you but ive always regarded you as my bestfriend. which honestly is wierd but so true. i dont know why either. but i trust you. hahas. i loved having you whine to me about your girlfriends (by the way two timing is so RAT kay. on such a nice lovely girl too you RAT) and just about anything. i just miss talking to you. its wierd. but its been almost 6 years since we met yeah. well. i had loads of things to say but now that im actually doing this. im tongue tied. hahas. or finger tied or whatever. i just really wish we could go back to how we used to be. but like you said we grew up. i want to be like how i was. but i dont know how to be. but i dont see how i should affect our friendship no? anyway i miss you bestfriend. and if theres ever anything. i'll always be here for you.
4. MY PROTECTOR
BIG BROTHER. hahas. youve always been like a big brother to me. protecting me. assuring me. thankyou. im sorry for what i did. i really am. i didnt mean to lie to you. i was young and curious. and i didnt want you to be sad or angry. im sorry i broke my promise. but its not like you kept yours. so i guess we're quits huh? are you still angry at me? im just so sorry. i know i broke your trust. i was stupid naive and young kay. but now ive grown up and im no more that little girl. i dont know if thats good or bad. but yeah. thankyou for everything. and for just being you. i'll always remember you. even though youre trying to forget me. i cant seem to think of what to say but sorry. but i want you to know i'll always love you big brother.
5. MY FIRST
youre the first guy ive ever like who liked me back(: or maybe the first guy to tell me. youve just been so sweet and caring and understanding. like your good nights and sweet dreams. im just so lucky to have met you. and youve been such a great friend too. thankyou for always being there. for helping me when it got difficult and just being there all the time. even after all this years its still a sweet memory. and no matter what i'll always remember you. (: good luck for erhmm. hahas. im sure you'll do great no matter where you are.
6. MY EAR
thankyou for being my listening ear. through everything dude. im glad you were always there. listening to my complains and troubles. helping me with difficult decisions. youve always been such a righteous godly man. and im sure you'll always be. c.c camp was great wasnt it. i really hope they hold another one soon. (: youve seen me through thick and thin. and when i made a fuss out of the simplest of things. youve help me become stronger. stronger than you'll ever believe. thankyou for never pushing me aside or finding me a buzz. (or at least you never told me) which of im grateful for. thankyou ear. (:
7. MR PIG
yo dude. hahas. youre like my funny bone. thankyou for withstanding ALL my nonsence. hahas. and thankyou for all the eyebags you gave me. hahas. i know ive been a pest. disturbing you late at night. but c'mon. which other crazy person would actually still be awake at 3 in the morning. hahas. thankyou for always playing with me. hahas. any hour of the day. i know sometimes ive been such a nuisence. but thankyou not saying anything. even though now we're not that goofy anymore. (thank god) but its still fun once in awhile huh. hahas. lalalalalalaaa~ hahas.
8. THE GIRLS
hey guys. hahas. ya'll the BEST. you guys made school life so much more LIVABLE. like seriously. hahas. now that we're all graduating i'll seriously miss you guys. like TOTALLY. we must meet up even though we're all seperate kays. (: love you guys SOO MUCH. thanks for always being such great friends. listening and talking. and talking. hahas. i know sometimes we get on one anothers nerves and fight and bitch and all. but hey. sisters fight. its acquaintences that are forever on their best behavior. hahas. sisters man! (:
9. MY MATES
thankyou for always supporting me and being there for me. (: like supporting me in your prayers and understanding. even though we havent been really all that close. i still love you guys. like forever. and we'll get through everything together yeah! hahas. (: GOD LOVES US! YAY! hahas.
YAYS. im done. kay now i know i'll survive later. hahas. through christ who strenghtens me(:
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