the sound of your serenade from the open window.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
GAWD afew mere days before school starts AGAIN. i want my holidays back! ahh. i know i should start like... i dunno facing reality. like the sleep earlier get up earlier reality. and the now is a good time to tidy up my stuff reality. which never WAS a reality but im determined to do it before school starts. gosh. time really passes super fast. im like 17 already. i used to dream of being 17... but now that i am. it doesnt feel really much different. i mean i still feel the same... except maybe more mature. and now that im 'older' im beginning to see things in a different light... im beginning to see cracks on a wall that used to seem perfect. and flaws that didnt exist before... im also beginning to learn that life isnt all that easy and there are things hidden behind everything and all. it feels like my life is somehow just passing through you know... hms. ahhs! this is depressing. but still the truth huh. i know i said that my new year resoulution was to live without regrets... but there are soo many things... that if i had a chance to change... i would change. well no one said growing up was easy... ahs... im falling into an emo mood now. but whatever im carrying on. i mean people keep dreaming bout the future. or worrying about the past. but what really matters is the present right. its the present that makes up for past and brings about the future yeah. okay so now i got another new year resolution. first it was live life with no regrets 'Nella vita, nessun rimpianto'. and the second shall be make do with the present. yeah okay. i think those two are a good beginning. so i shall TRY not to think of what OTHER people think and do what I think. good? i hope(: ahs i hope this year will be a good year...
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