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Thursday, December 14, 2006
man. im totally and absolutely confused. just about life and practically everthing else. for some reason i keep thinking of the game the cell girls played during the last sunday with yueyi and alissa. 'in ten years time' or something. i keep on wondering what and where i ll be in ten years time. its sorta wierd and thats a pretty long time too. but i just cant seem to help it. hms. i ll be 24 then. older. living by myself? working as a ...? married? hms. its just SOO wierd you know. then again would i actually be alive? not that im saying i ll die early or anything. but theres that possibility. hms. its something not really worth thinking and worrying at this stage. but theres just that spark of ...? ok dunno what thats called. but AHH. what the hell. this is all just worthless worrying lar. i dont even have any idea of what i want to become. hms. anyway life right now is a total bore. its starting to lose its spark. theres no more expectations or aspirations. hms. downer. sighs. owells enough of this down thing. hahas. right now listening to korean songs. hahas. theres a thing about listening to songs which you dont understand. kakas. xPpP. owells. im still gona try to understand though. x). trying really hard too. x))). hahas. but im bound to give up soon. wonder why. but i never could finish something throughly. hahas. like the cantonese and japanese. and right now korean i guess. im such a lazy pig. AHH. x)
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